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Mikalsheart

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i have been married to my Master for 10 wonderful years. i am still learning from Him and love Him more then He will ever know..
11/9/2012 1:45:30 PM

i find everyone's pics so interesting... do people consider what is in their photo before publishing?  (especially the ones looking for  a full time Master/sub..Seriously, who wants to be involved with someone who has so much crap in their home? Just my opinion..i may be wrong..

8/4/2011 10:16:00 AM

Yeah, W/we have had time for O/ourselves at long last...It just keeps getting better and better. TY...

8/27/2009 6:06:09 AM
It has been a crazy summer.too much company, too much yard work, and not enough time alone with Master. He is off work Friday and Monday..hoping for some play time!!!!
 
5/5/2009 6:24:55 AM
For ALL to REMEMBER OUR Emergency Responders !!!!!

I Wish You Could Know

I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns.

I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try to save his life.

I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with.

I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire "Is this a false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? what hazards await me? Is anyone trapped?" Or to an EMS call, "What is wrong with the patient? Is it minor or life-threatening? Is the caller really in distress or is he waiting for us with a 2x4 or a gun?"


I wish you could be in the emergency room as a doctor pronounces dead the beautiful five-year old girl that I have been trying to save during the past 25 minutes. Who will never go on her first date or say the words, "I love you Mommy" again.

I wish you could know the frustration I feel in the cab of the engine, squad, or my personal vehicle, the driver with his foot pressing down hard on the pedal, my arm tugging again and again at the air horn chain, as you fail to yield the right-of-way at an inter-section or in traffic. When you need us however, your first comment upon our arrival will be, "It took you forever to get here!"

I wish you could know my thoughts as I help extricate a girl of teenage years from the remains of her automobile. "What if this was my daughter, sister, my girlfriend or a friend? What were her parents reaction going to be when they opened the door to find a police officer with hat in hand?"

I wish you could know how it feels to walk in the back door and greet my parents and family, not having the heart to tell them that I nearly did not come back from the last call. I wish you could know how it feels dispatching officers, firefighters and EMT's out and when we call for them and our heart drops because no one answers back or to here a bone chilling 911 call of a child or wife needing assistance.

I wish you could feel the hurt as people verbally, and sometimes physically, abuse us or belittle what I do, or as they express their attitudes of "It will never happen to me.


I wish you could realize the physical, emotional and mental drain or missed meals, lost sleep and forgone social activities, in addition to all the tragedy my eyes have seen.

I wish you could know the brotherhood and self-satisfaction of helping save a life or preserving someone's property, or being able to be there in time of crisis, or creating order from total chaos.

I wish you could understand what it feels like to have a little boy tugging at your arm and asking, "Is Mommy okay?" Not even being able to look in his eyes without tears from your own and not knowing what to say. Or to have to hold back a long time friend who watches his buddy having CPR done on him as they take him away in the Medic Unit. You know all along he did not have his seat belt on. A sensation that I have become too familiar with.

Unless you have lived with this kind of life, you will never truly understand or appreciate who I am, we are, or what our job really means to us...I wish you could though.

* author unknown-

APPRECIATE AND SUPPORT THE LOCAL EMS WORKERS, FIREFIGHTERS, & LAW ENFORCEMENT  OFFICERS IN YOUR AREA. ONE DAY THEY'LL PROBABLY BE SAVING YOUR PROPERTY OR YOUR OWN LIFE.

WHEN YOU SEE THEM COMING WITH LIGHTS FLASHING, MOVE OUT OF THE WAY QUICKLY, THEN PRAY FOR THEM AND FOR THOSE THEY ARE GOING TO HELP
4/20/2009 10:54:49 AM
This is too FUNNY NOT to share...please start from the bottom up....lmao

suckitwell on 4/20/09 at 1:49 PM:
read me well u have your answer in m yprevious mails
Mikalsheart on 4/20/09 at 1:48 PM:
Do you always ask to use a sub without her Master's permission first??  OMG It's NOT all about sex???? i am shocked...........
suckitwell on 4/20/09 at 1:46 PM:
wanting to use u dont mean i dont have other meeting planned i be staying for few weeks so wont spend them all with u for that to happen u must be very very very good one not only in sex as  if u know thos life style isnt just sex
suckitwell on 4/20/09 at 1:45 PM:
because i felt like it becuase i wanted to use u while my visit to usa . isnt that clear
Mikalsheart on 4/20/09 at 1:43 PM:
Then why message me in the first place.......
suckitwell on 4/20/09 at 1:35 PM:
understood all three parts but didnt give a shit about them . beside i didnt say i own your ass if u be lucky i can spend only a day or two with your ass i be so busy with lot of younger properties i am gona meet
Mikalsheart on 4/20/09 at 1:33 PM:
Which part of my profile did You NOT understand?? the part where i am collared? The part where i am married? Or the part where i am here for F/Friends ONLY???
suckitwell on 4/20/09 at 1:31 PM:
i be visiting usa in the end of this year be staying for few weeks care to meet for real . if u like can return with me or u can visit me before that .
4/13/2009 6:43:27 AM
LOL so now they took the pic they rejected the first time........ go figure....
4/8/2009 8:47:57 AM
Hmmmmm how did i manage to lose my profile pic????  i accidently deleted it.....now CM will not accept it as a pic....shakes head and wanders off.......
4/4/2009 4:58:48 AM
Yeah !!!!!  i am finally running into some "real" P/people ...who  are just wonderful to pass some time with.....Y/ya'll know who Y/you are....
4/2/2009 6:34:04 PM
The D/s Cheat Sheet


The Rules: There aren't any.

How to be a submissive: Submit

How to be a dominant: Be a leader.

How to Choose a Dominant or submissive: The same way you would choose anyone to share your life. Carefully.

The difference between a submissive and a slave: Whatever you want it to be. You're going to believe what you want to anyway. (see The Rules)

How to get your submissive to submit: If you have to ask, consider this is not for you or you've chosen the wrong person for you.

Physical pain and D/s: No, you don't have to. No, it doesn't make you less submissive/dominant.

Submission is a gift: Keep in mind we've all gotten crap gifts over the years. Gifts we've thrown away or exchanged. Like beauty, submission is in the eye of the beholder.

The mindset that submissives should be cowed to 'or else', is absurd. "Do what I want or I won't submit"? Get over yourself.
4/1/2009 6:07:42 PM
Why do so many Doms look like They are pissed off at the world in Their pics?  my Master is happy 99% of the  time and that does NOT make Him less of a Dom..... just curious.......
3/31/2009 12:04:52 PM
OMG...my profile states i am here for friends only...today i was asked by a dom (yes i am using  lower case because i believe he has no clue) if i wanted a GREAT friend... Because i am here for friends i said yes...... then he asked for my yahoo info....and when i refused after only 2 BRIEF Emails.......i was called a player and fake......
  i was so hoping to make F/friends with O/others and do have a F/few who are exchanging mail on here with no problem...what gives this a$$hole the right???
  yes i wrote him back.......and told him what i thought....if he has a problem with that or A/anyO/one E/else does... as S/someone else recently used one of my favorite phrases.......BITE ME!!!!! or take it up with my Master ( MasterMikal)
3/25/2009 12:15:52 PM

  i am soooooo ready for warm weather.

3/23/2009 4:26:27 PM
What a wonderful day W/we had......
3/21/2009 5:39:37 PM
Yeah......Master is on the way home with new toys!!! i must have been a good girl.....
nawtylittleme
 
 Age: 19
 Glasgow, Canada