midnightfantacy on Collarspace

3/26/2009 12:10:26 PM

I have been back online and back to CM for a few weeks now and have realised some things......the first being why i gave up on cm to begin with......i an a bit fed up with the trolls here who will email and pm you to death but when you refuse to play cam games or when they see a pic are suddenly not talking to you or have some bul@#s&$@t excuse. so to set the record straight i have this to say........the facts about me and my world are as follows..........i live in chaos central..my comp is in my living room so i dont want to see your cock and will not show you my bits either.....i am not into cyber games unless you are laready someone i know and like to chat with......i will not play phone games whith you either.that is also only for those i already know and have built a realtionship with.......i am not a skinny kid or some kind of model........i am a mother of 3 grown childeren and 3 wonderfull granddaughters..i have the flab and strech marks to prove it..........yes the pic in my profile is of mer and my leggs...........they are real but are also attached to a real woman not a barbie doll..........i am married for nearly 25 yrs now...we have been swingers since the beginning.........i have no issues with real time meetings with any Dominant i choose to become involved with.....i am not looking for someone to save me or to steel me away........my marrage issues are mine to deal with and i have a family here that i have no plans on leaving behind..........i am not interested in relocating........i am looking for honesty openness and truth from any relationship i get into....never lie to me...........trust is a huge issue for me.......dont email me asking if i will run away with you cause it isint going to happen........i wont tollerate anyone trying to push me into a relationship of any kind and if you have a brain you wont try to order me around when we begin speaking.......something i think too manny Dominants on here forget (or dont understand) is that YOU are under much more scrutiney and consideration than a sub can ever be....i will not trust my life and health to anyone untill they prove that deserve that trust............it is up to you to earn that trust or dont bother talking to me........i am looking for someone who lives close to me.........someone who i can have a real time relationship with who can handle the issues i have in my life and not be freaky or jealous............the One who earns my devotion will find that i am an exelent submissive and will do almost anything for my Dominant......others will only find a bitch who wont stand for games and stupidity.........submissive does not equil door mat.........