I have been thinking that perhaps I should make some amendments to my profile without putting it temporarily out of approval by just using a journal entry... So here it goes....
I am indeed a totally sexually submissive total bottom, and I'm realistic about the possibilities I may have of finding a suitable local Dom interested in my sexual services if anything, even for a tryout while facing high competition and scarcity of interested parties. However, I'm not going to jeopardize my safety, my health, or my general well-being just to attain it.
I always try to be quite open minded, inclusive, antidiscrimiatory, and unprejudiced about people in society in general, and conversely about my fellow Collarspace members of any sexual orientation, lifestyle position, sex or what have you. Nevertheless, it seems to me there is a confusion between what I'm seeking and what I am as a human being. And I am not talking about my sexual needs but my human ones.
I am for certain not seeking to be dehumanized. I don't enjoy being tortured, mutilated or abused like a mistreated animal. I respect animals as much as humans, although some humans don't even qualify as such. They must have a chromosome missing or impaired.
I also seek a Dom who, aside from being strong and virile, is also sensible, smart and human. For me, a long term deal is always my goal, but I don't need to live 24 hrs, 7 days a week with him to attain it. Loyalty isn't a physical action but a mental state.
My submission is a sexual disposition, so for certain I need to have chemical and sexual connection with the man in charge to be at the level of uninhibition required for my sexual submission to unleash.
Finally, I will only be in a long term arragement with someone who is more cultured, more educated, more intelligent, smarter, better physically kept, and more civilized than I am.
Thanks for reading!
