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I'm horny and deprived for almost a month. Well it's my fault for I haven't paid my offence. So I'm gonna do a task that makes me more horny the whole the day. To go out in tight jeans, no panty liner, having a small tube filled halfway with couscos grain being inserted on my pussy lips touching my clit when ever I walk, and it's really makes me more horny. Finally reached the campus and I can't focus on what I'm reading I feel my panty is wet and the tiny volts of lust is running into me every time I move on my chair, pretty heck! I can't change my panty my Master will increase my punishment if I do so. If only I could drag the time so I can go home and end my punishment. After class so bad I can't go home my best friend is with me and asked me to go out, double punishment she insisted to walk from Orchard to Botanic garden. Oh fuck! We reached the park and just sat down on the green grass just to lessen the feeling of arousal. Sex was drag on the topic so in a horny situation we discussed sexuall fantasies and foreplay. What a good torment. But thankfully though I was in a plight I was able to discuss it smoothly. And back home with wet panty and too horny and can't release, that's the price of being stubborn. Orgasm restrictions! |
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BE A MAN
You must be swift as a coursing river
BE A MAN
With all the force of a great typhoon
BE A MAN
With all the strength of a raging fire
Mysterious as the dark side of the moon |
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The Master's Quest
What kind of master are you looking for? A good question which i received recently.
I begun to think.... What can a master bring to the table?
Not pertaining to money i want something more, something especial an extraordinary master. A master who strives in excellence in all aspects, especially mentally. Because I need conversation and mental stimulation. A master who strives financially, not sending me to slavery to have what he wants, I don't need a financial burden. A master who is sensitive enough to understand what I'm going through as a woman, but strong and enough to keep me grounded. A master who has the integrity to deal with. A master whom I can respect, in order to be submissive, I can't submit to a master who doesn't know how to take care of his business. I worth a lot!
Those are the simple things I found in my master's arms..
I taken.... |
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Sometimes I don't understand the task I'm doing, I don't understand why? And the only thing to find out why is to obey... Yes nothing else but obey,! As master gave me a task recently I'm glued in questions of why? Out of curiosity I did by slipping a finger size tube inside my underwear with the tube lying flat on the crotch of my underwear, pressing up against my little tight pussy lips and clit. And Wear a tight short and just simply walk around. And it's just little bit arousing and I start to enjoy what I'm doing, yeah it's good it makes me wet the whole afternoon till evening.
And I realised questions are just an excuse to defile orders... |
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Cause I got a couple dents in my fender
Got a couple rips in my jeans
Try to fit the pieces together
But perfection is my enemy
On my own I'm so clumsy
But on your shoulders I can see
I'm free to be me
And you're free to be you.
Xoxxoxox
Happy Sunday...
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Tu primer amor no siempre tiene Que sel el amor de tu vida.
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Its been quite long that im not being used because of i'm still paying my offence to my Master. And i'm really deprive, its like a withered rose waiting for the rain to bloom and restore its beauty. Longing, wanting desiring, and begging to be held in my Master's arm.
Finally i got it though my Master is not around he knows how to make me tremble and fold like leaf in the storm in pleasure. By obeying his orders of rolling a pillow and straddle on it with my underwear on rubbing hard my pussy on it drawing my fantasy in my mine, imaging that its my Master's tongue that stroking my cunt. Its wonderful to feel the fire grows inside quenching my longiness and only a sound of moan that slips out on my tongue for no words can ever define the pleasure. Renewed, restored, its like being born again that obedient brings a wonderful and irritable feeling of METAPHORMOSIS...... |
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we all have our own needs and want. And sometimes we need to sacrifice our wants to have what we need.
I may say i need a strong and firm Master to care, to protect, to helps me realized who i am, what am i. A Master that who doesn't just used me as his toy but the one who will push me to overcome the barriers that holds me back. A Master who can free me from the beast that gradually consumes and stealing my happiness. I need a Master where i can freely let down my weaknes and strongest i need a Master because i want someone to the wind beneath my wings. I need a Master to discipline me, to show my mistakes and help to grow. I need a Master to serve in order to learn how to obey and bring the best out of me.I a Master because i need care, freedom, appreciation, pleasure, and happiness. |
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I'm just a sub, borne as human for a human not for an animal. |
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Having a grumpy companion sometimes is irritating. thats my bestfriend So why not give her a punishment. By setting up a dining chair in an upside down position legs facing the cealing to so the 4 legs will serve as a pole on the top of the edge of the dining table securing it with a rope tied in each 4 legs to the chair to give a secured position. And while nagging just strip off her clothes grab and tied her arms from elbow to her armpit so her hands is free to move. AND another rope tied on her chest in criss cross design to expose her perky nipples. And her legs spread tied from knees to waist so her legs are free to move. I would just let her watch an erotic film to make her wet and horny in her underwear spread on the floor so if her lubes drips it will drip on it. Want to see her moan and beg for orgasm i better tell her boyfriend to try this on her maybe it helps reduce her irritating and annoying behaviour. Thats a pure imagination that i had but i love her as my friend it only cross my mind. |
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Going out in mini skirt without underwear underneath!
Thats my task for today. I really really enjoyed the feeling of obedience while doing the task. I feel good and happy about it. The first photo was taken at Bedok new town. While waiting for the train Second at Somerset office pantry.Third at Serangon lodging house together with my crazy friends. . Fourth is at Serangoon also while waiting for the taxi. Fifth is at Upper East Coast road.
Great and fulfilling day for me. |
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Awake in excitement to fulfill my Master's order today. Oh yes gotta go out pantyless today gotta let me rich, sweet and yummy nectar to drips while walking. weaving fantasies! Really good! Reminding me to be ready all the time to be used. going out without underwear reminds me of my Marster's hard cock and it makes me really horny. Bend down in a handicap toilet and being fuck hard! |
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Drench my soul
i could simply imagine how lonely am i. When my Master held me in his arms. Keeping me safe and warmth. Kissing all the tears that runs down my eyes. gentle and sweet that makes me weak and alive at the same time. Feeling the sudden jolt when his lips brushed against mine. Kissing me deeply with his tongue exploring inside my mouth. With his hand cupped my face while the other starting making its own way on my waist inching me closer to him making me feel how much he wanted me. As his lips runs down on my skin kissing, tasting every part of me. In gentleness sweetly caressing my breast. playing with my nipples sucking with his hands that runs gently on my thigh. i can see the fire in his eyes upon undressing me. i would love to feel the fire inside me. Kissing him passionately touch his body feel the heat and burnt in it . I can feel his manhood against me wanting to be touch and kiss. And i yes i cant deny to taste And have in my mouth. Yes i love the kneel down. and suck his cock. playing it and beg for it. Until he drags me to his arms and held me like a kid. Aggressively exploring my body going down on my thigh tasting every drop of me while i moaned in every passionate movements he makes deliciously surrendering begging him to come inside me and dance with a music that only us ccould hear and the a song that only our hearts know. Yes my Master knows how to heal me! |
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** How i disobeyed my Master and how i feel.
I did disobeyed my mAster because im a crazy stubborn! Raised from a traditional Asian family and i dont get used to it to receive orders. When i met my master im pretty astonished on how our world difers from each other, gradually he change my mindset. I feel so different i love the way he dominates me, the sweet sensual feeling when he unlockes my fantasies is really really awesome. No words can ever explain its wonderful Its a total feeling of METAPHORMOSIS!
But sadly when reality takes me off i realized its wrong what im doing is a shame, guilts and shame enveloped me i quit! I pleaded for a chance to my master after a month he gave me that chance, i was so happy he understand every mistakes i did when im.doing the task given he guides me. leads me in order to overcome my guilts and shame. Im about to fulfill my task when i pissed him off. He disowned me for the second time i pleaded again. Now i have my last and final chance. So i created this profile to fulfill my task and be able to win back my Master as it is ordered. As i did my first task of posting my nude photos here i cried over it i weep over it. i feel devastated, i feel im doomed i cried to my Master saying all what i feel let me understand it. Im thankful. Now im doing my part to rebuilt the bridge which i wreckage because of my insolence connecting my world and his world. And i believe that through his guidance ill be a better sub to him, having the vision to accomplish all the task and duties with gladness, honesty, dedication and obedience. Living the life carrying the crown of my Master's treasure and in every work that i do is the reflection of my beloved Master and after rebuilding the bridge to our worlds and crossing over all my boundaries, tearing all the walls of guilt, shame, and dark past ill be able to stand up and say im my Master's Schatzie.
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