Lately I have been feeling as though I am destined to not find the one, the one I seek. That perfect submissive. Not really sure why but it always seems as though I am saying the wrong things in my first message. I know that I am careful with my words, respectful of my audience, and patient for their response. Yet there is never a response. I often wonder if they believe that the message I have sent is a "cookie-cutter" email, which saddens me as I feel as though I have put a little piece of myself into those words only to have them tossed aside.
While I know that what I seek is not "extreme" enough for some and yet still to much for others, I would think that I would have at gotten a response from someone. At least from someone with similar interests.
I know that I will press on, and strive for the best. Planning and hoping for the day that I finally met her, and hold her. Just the thought of seeing the collar I gave her around her smooth neck, and the beauty of her smile as she looks upward at me. These are the thoughts that drive me forward. That push me to continue bettering myself so that one day I will be the Master that she deserves, and she the slave to my love that I desire.
Perhaps, one day. |