I have a new lady with the permission of my Goddess. She is such a loving Goddess. However, her one rule, to wear protection so I don't impregnate a 23 year old child and so I don't bring her dis eases, I fail to follow.

I also love to rub it in my Goddesses face that the new lady makes me cum by a simple phone conversation on the phone and my Goddess can't even get me hard during sex. (I am 46 after all and I don't always have my testosterone pills on hand).

I am very aware that she has only given me ONE small, simple rule. To protect me and my health, BUT I can't follow it. I am simply overcome with waves of desire at my new bed mistresses. After all, I am merely a man. I can't be held responsible for where my dick may lead me. I can't have judgement, even at 46, my common sense leaves when I see those hairy arm pits and that fresh young body.

I know it hurts my Goddess that I am hurting myself and using this simple little girl, but it is my right as a man, after all. I constantly tell her that I care for her and love her. But she doesn't believe me. Her uncle died and she is sad, but I am only thinking of my bed maiden.. I am so overcome with lust...... I am like a teenage boy again...... God save my soul.