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Merlinium

I'm bit shy to be honest, and easily embarrassed. ? I'd be interested in a sweet Dom, or Dom-leaning switch. Which is not to say I don't want to be degraded, or roughed about, but at the end of the day, I want to know that my Dom feels sweetly towards me, even if it is a twisted sweetness.? ? I'd be most interested in a Daddy Dom, but open to other dynamic styles if the fot is right.?
12/10/2016 12:02:53 AM
Now, what's funny to me: When I think about women, it's all vanilla. I don't really have any kinky thoughts towards them. When I find a man I want to dominate and have be my perfect housewife, I don't really consider the sexual aspect of it much, because it's not my focus. When I think of a Dom though, I am so scared by them and at the same time so turned on. I think of consensual non-consent, caged, tied, whipped, humilited, publicly stripped, cut, burned,etc. It turns me on but scared the shit out of me.
12/8/2016 12:22:04 AM
Now, I don't want anyone to get the wrong idea. While I dream about a sweet submissive boy, I'm not really seeking one right now. I'm open but not seeking because I don't have a nice apartment or anything to lavish on him, and my special housewife deserves something more than that. So of course you may message me, but know I'm not actively seeking that right now.
12/7/2016 2:52:37 AM
Starting to calm down a little bit, so that's good. I've been daydreaming a lot about finding a lifestyle sub, but I worry I couldn't provide for one sexually. I know that I'd be more than capable of coddling and spoilimg and embarassing the right boy.
12/6/2016 2:31:59 AM
As excited as I find myself being when I think of finding a Daddy Dom, or any other kind of Dom, I still find the whole thing so intimidating and downright terrifying at times. I clam up. It makes me feel like a child, and not in a good way.
LysiaAurellius
 
 Age: 23
 New york, New York