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I am looking for a long term Daddy Dom/Little girl relationship. I need to understand my baby well well to be able to fully make the most out of her and the experience. I am not into humiliation. I only want to get rid of specific bad habits and not rebuild a whole person. I want to know what is in someone's head and be able to capitalize on that both in and out of the bedroom for the betterment of the relationship and the participants. I taken an interest in Shibari and would eventually like to be highly skilled in the art. I am a mental person, meaning I spend a lot of time going over stuff in my head. I like to pick things people apart to know how they work and see if they could work better in a different way. I only take risks I have at least some understanding about. I am a scientific sadist. I like to try things and see what I get. I like to have a method to my madness. Any variable are usually planned variables. From my reading, my personality would lean more towards a Daddy Dom. I am not so much into the little aspect, meaning I really don't want to play with someone who acts like they are younger than 12. I prefer just to be a father figure, mentor, and guide. Right now I don't have any intentions of having more than one sub.
7/27/2015 8:28:58 PM

Lead Lancelot…

He is one who defends his Guinevere at all cost.
Guinevere to him is the magical elixir that changes him from worthless to priceless.
His devotion comes at such a low level of passion.
He is there to guide her through rough times and good.
Showing her how much she is worth is his main quest in life.
His heart, his mind, and his soul are hers for as long as she chooses.
He will bend his code to be her everything as long as she shows any interest.
The castle built from his devotion and love is her refuge, her reward.
He does not worry about kings or beasts because he can best any of them.
The fear for him lies in the strength and purity of his elixir, His Guinevere.
Her resolve to be treated fairly and kindly, like the treasure she is.
The deadly blow she can deliver is too vanish without word.
As most good things are addictive, to unexpectedly lose them is most painful.
The reversion back from gold to lead adds more impurities than were removed.
The loss of her warmth drives his soul well below freezing.
Blinded by pain, he is not only dangerous to himself but other unsuspecting bystanders.
Only thing he can do is destroy the castle he put so much into and wander once more.
Hoping and praying to come across another warm soul who wants companionship on her journey.


Lono


 

 

12/6/2014 4:34:42 PM
Splintered Soul


My mind has list of wants and needs that it seeks to fill from being with you…

My eyes ache wanting to watch as you say and think everything.
I crave to see how your face changes from emotion to emotion, from topic to topic.
My nose wants to take in all of your smells, from your hair to your perfume to you bare naked scent.
My skin wants to feel your skin against it to feel your warmth, to feel your heart beat.
My taste buds want to taste your kiss, your tears, your sweat, and your skin.
My soul keeps reaching out to wrap you up and become one with your soul, but my heart and mind will not let it wander off by itself.
My heart and soul quake every time I spend the hours hearing your hopes, fears and everyday things.
My mind stretches over the miles, rapidly going back and forth in a massive blur.

My mind, heart, and soul had a conversation today and came up with a temporary fix…

My heart and soul both split in two.
My mind connects the golem duo.
The spiritual golem has been armed to the teeth and supplied with all the knowledge to heal and comfort.
He has been sent to watch over you from now until the end of time.
The physical golem prepares for the day when the two shall be one again.

 

12/6/2014 4:28:38 PM
Rebirthing of Him
I am afraid in my skin of the monster within.
He rages and roars. He screams of the gore.
He schemes his flight through the cracks of light.
My new mental stature has caused my outer shell to fracture.
The illumination from without has awoke the abomination.
The scent of new souls increases his growls.
The outer guardian cringes and knows he is no match for the oncoming binges.
I scream for my cynosure in great agony at the lose of my composure.
My structure crumbles erratically as my soul shutters emphatically.
 
May the gods have mercy on the poor souls who are there when the last of the container is no longer able to confine the force that lies within. There will be no mercy for those of cruel thoughts and deeds.
 
Lono
9/11/2014 5:19:37 PM
Newest Manifesto

          I want to control myself by my own guidance system and not fit the mold that society has got most people into. I think that would reflect how I feel about the lifestyle.
         
          I want someone to take care of and mold to be strong with themselves but always know they can fall back on me. I want to have someone strong enough that when I finally fall they can nurse me back. I want to be a leader like Washington or Sherman and receive loyalty out of respect and caring.

         I want to get feedback from my submissive for stuff I might overlook. I would hope to have someone to spar with in discussion. I definitely don't want a "Yes, Sir" only type of relationship. I want to have someone who likes to experiment and at least try things once.

          I want someone who understands that I am in the relationship to get off on their happiness and contentment. If you feel safe it's because I gave the safety to you. If you feel loved it's because I wanted to provide that to you.

         Every benefit you get out of the relationship will be something you earned and I provide to you.
Becky295
 
 Age: 20
 United Kingdom