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| I have enjoyed a lot of medical play over the years, from mock OB exams to serial casting, and from opaque contacts to dental cribs. I have enjoyed different types of immobilization, high volume enemas, and some experiments with breath control. I enjoy what is sometimes a feeling of objectification, and there is certainly an element of humiliation at times. But I think what arouses me the most is the loss of control to one degree or another. The greater the loss of control, the greater the fear, and the greater the arousal. Lately I have found myself wanting more. More and more I am craving a permanent surrender to loss of control. With each passing week, I want a more complete loss of freedom. There are a million different forms that it could take and be satisfying for me, but I just have to believe that there is a dominant out there who wants to seize that control and wants to impose his will as greatly as I want to surrender mine. The possibilities would seem to be endless. I don't know where it will lead, but if you are the other side of the desire, I hope you will say hello. Don't be afraid to share your most arousing thoughts. My own mind has journeyed to some pretty dark places.
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