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"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
— Marilyn Monroe |
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Just out of hospital... again!!
Feeling like crap and desperately needing a cuddle. No chance of that happening :(
It is all yuk... pure yuk!
Sad pet :( |
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I have been more than a tiny bit ill - but am crossing my fingers that I don't have any more hospital visits this month!!!
Master has, as always, supported me through everything :)
love ya xx |
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I would like to say thankyou:
To the phone that did not break
To the tiny pins that make me squeak
To the vibrator and the fingers
To the tall (now pierced) man that is yum
To the tights that tore nicely for Master
To the cunt that managed to take one more
To the lorry men that watched and smiled
To the note left waiting when you left
To the clothes pegs and duct tape
To the words and kisses from your lips
To the sexy naked you
To the love and abuse you provide
To the adventures
To the Master of my reality :) |
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Not written for a while... sooo much has happened :)
Valentines day was pretty damn yummy, and rather romantic too... I am pretty much the most lucky pet in the world ever!!
I loves him rather alot :)
Send us some messages - that would make me happy!!
pet xx
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last night!! oh my gosh!!
Turned up to Ceasers in my maids outfit and all the trimmings, and Master looked super dashing in his suit.
Started off meeting people my own age, and finding out they have a society thing (wow) and having a drink and a chat...
Then went on to some pretty hard, sheltered, pussy flogging, with multiple orgasms, phwoar!
On the come down I got violet wanded by a beautiful lady and my yummy Master - and went absolutely crazy, obviously, and saw all the pretty faeries for I'm not sure how long...
THEN another hard spanking and flogging and all sorts of stuff that left me in a messy ball on the floor!
It was out of this world... literally for most of the night :)
I am a greedy little girl, but very content with a sore bum and a fuzzy head!
Thankyou Master xx |
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I wish you could *like* journals.. that would make me rather happy...
You can do it on facebook don't you know!
pet xx |
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Ceasers tonight - very excited!!! I love out little outings :)
When he finally finishes work...
love you xx |
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Oh oh oh annnnd Ceasars on Friday - anyone coming?? xx |
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Today i earned my Master's collar - it is perfect - it is pretty in purple and the perfect size and shape.
Thankyou Master - i shall continue to prove i am worth being yours :)
i love You, with more than my heart :)
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A real man.. A true Master.. knows how to apologise.
You, Master, are a real man and a true Master.
Thankyou x |
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I am feeling ill. I have just taken it out on my pet, and not in a good way.
I hate myself right now.
I am sorry pet, I love you x |
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So the new guy is really no longer the new guy... he is my guy, or more I am his girl, or pet to be precise...
And it is beautiful, the things he can do to my body and brain, the way I want to be so very perfect for him, the way a real punishment only needs words. It is perfection...
I will grant his every wish and strive to make them more sick and perverted...
And his personal task to make me happy today?? Complete :):) |
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My beautiful pet isn't a very happy bunny today thanks to her stupid neighbours....
Cross fingers I can cheer her up.
I love you Emma, your beautiful and amazing. Xxxxxxxxxxx |
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BBB today... YEY!!! Bought some yummy things and met some great new friends..
Very happy pet :)
p.s. get well soon Master xx
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Today it maybe nearly all broke down.
It scared the life out of me. I am compelled to be his. I am pretty much made for him as he was for me. It is past submission, it is past kink, it is magical. He is magical. We are magical. And we are strong because we are magical.
I want to promise to try so much harder to not let those little things get between us, but I know I will, and I know he is my strength to make it all ok again. In my head and in our life together.
As your wonderful words remind me Master, sadness is allowed, but it should only occur for four minutes.
Before today I did not realise how dependant I am on your touch, your word and your love. I am truly yours and shall try so very hard to delete the tiny bit of programming that makes me not believe it.
Everyone makes mistakes - especially me and my messed up emotional retardedness - but you know just how to deal with my mistakes. And that makes me a better person.
From the depths of my dark soul and the heights of the outside mask that you can see right through, thankyou. xx |
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phwoar...
too much pizza in my tummy :(
how much trouble would a cute little girlie like myself get into for munching her masters flake before he comes home from work??
any ideas??
em xx |
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time for a mans touch.....
poke.....
okay, on with the show. I thought i'd put my input on this for our journal, as my beautiful pet is so very good at this sort of thing, and i really suck at remembering these things....
Anyway, thanks to all those i've met, and i'm looking forward to meting all the rest of you when i can. (yes, i mean all of you.... watch out... tho it will take a while...)
Master A (or as i prefer to be known, Master Panda)
toodle-pip |
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Ever been hit so hard you sob? Ever been punched so hard you fall to the floor?
I have. And I feel alive. |
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I flipping love the snow!!
Especially when I get tied up all nakey and covered in the stuff without realising what was going to happen!! Phwoar I love you!!
xx |
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excited - excited - excited - going to January BBB and can't actually wait!! Not been for ages and ages and am... excited... list of things to buy definately includes magic wand...
Did i mention i was excited? Just incase i didnt.. i'm excited!!!!
Let me know if you are going :)
p.s. I have the most perfect master in all of the world :) |
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AMAZING day - again :)
Thanks to a certain sex shop, some boob squeezing, a new friend, lots of bruises and a perfect Master i shall go to bed a happy pet as usual.
Thankyou for being you :) |
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Ceasars last night - AMAZING!!
New friends with amazing boobs (yes I am slightly obsessed) and a brilliant christmassy feel!!
Note to self - don't wear a corset if you are just getting over a kidney infection - ouch!!
em x |
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Hmph...
On my single profile (itsovernow) I get lots of message, but on our joint one we don't get ANY!!
Maybe a pic is required? Any suggestions?
em xxx |
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