Okay so here i am. Trying to find the perfect balance--trying to figure my true roll in this Lifestyle. I AM NOT A DOMME!!! I love to dress up boys (men) and play wonderful games with them but I love to be played with hard and the more pain i get the more i become a little girl. I balance my life between three (3) Masters but it takes three to complete me and sometimes i wish that i could just submit completely to One and not have to juggle my love and my submission between those i serve. Damn, poor little me with three Doms--Guess i want it all but of course my greatest desire is to give it all.. Gotta love those Catch-22's.