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I don't run and hide I don't turn my back to those that need my help. I stand strong and firm I'd rather choose to die standing up and fighting for what I believe then to hide. I fight for everything I believe in if you want to get ahold of me don't be afraid too. |
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Wants to get away go anywhere from here from the hell that my family cause especially my brother who seems to forget the law that was taught us. |
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Mankind and studying the human psyche ah the greatest research any kid studying the people could hope for. I'm making so many breakthroughs it's just astounding would be the word! |
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Another day of job hunting another day at rock bottom god I hate this summer can't wait to be california. |
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Gotta love ones bloodline and mines one of the strongest there is only down to a meal a day and I'm still pushing my body to the max with tons of energy to spare. |
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Moving to California in December anyone want to give me a happy greeting when I get there I'm going to becoming full circle and looking for friends out there. |
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Just got a cam let the worship begin on a whole new level! |
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Ah going to a wedding figured it's time to upgrade the suit, figured I'll go with the red dress shirt and black tie with a black and gray suit. What can I say I figured I'd let my inner demon out and show that bit of evil in my suit ah gotta love being me and that evil that dwells within us all. |
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Bob marley a couple beers and relaxing sure helps one relax after almost being killed 3 times in the same hour. |
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A Dom who rules through fear and tribute does not understand the true aspect of a dom. They do not understand the full potential of the power. Where as a dom who rules through respect love with a lil fear will go a long way. To be a true dom one must throw out the macho and superior atitude otherwise the road shall be short. One must understand there sub and slave see from there eyes before he can make a call or judgement for that is the true role of a dom to not rule but rather keep balance in the world they have created and for those they have brought into it. |
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What does one do when plagued with nightmares night after night?
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Happy 22nd birthday to me now if only I could get a lil bit love with that today and my day would be great.
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Between the weird dream, my cell phones texting coming back to life before dieing out, and then suriviving an accident without a scratch after getting bumped twice kinda makes one think someone on high is watching out for ya? |
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Thus day couldn't get any worse I feel like a castaway on an island haven't had a text or im in hours from any friends. Kinda makes you wonder if the world is plotting your downfall for today? |
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Got 2 fun questions for all the folks at cm if given the chance to erase who you were for a limitless amount of cash at your disposal for five years would you take it or would you not take it knowing you'd be put on countless missions with no count of who you are as diffrent people? My second thing for the lovely people of CM is if 1 is 3 and 4 is 5 why is 4 cosmic ten to one after reading that one so if you lose your mind during it I would not blame you. |
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I've learned when attaining balance one must be willing to push there body to the point where you feel nothing but heat from your skin.That if though your heart is going faster than your lungs can keep going you keep faith only then you can see the steam from your skin and your true path ahead. It seems my training might be the thing to kill me but I'm not going to stop till I'm strong enough to achieve my dreams and strong enough to protect everyone I love. |
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If someone took someone you loved and took them to auction would you be willing to cross the line to protect them to save them or watch them enter hell by being sold to the highest dollar. Me the answer is simple I'd fight I'd clear out anyone who would dare try to take someone I cared about away, I don't care how strong they are , how fast they are or how many weapons they have. I 'll show them just how value those people I care how important there lives are to me and I'll show them the very brinks of hell and my wraith to get them back at no matter the cost or no matter the sacrifices I have to take to save them. |
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The road to BDSM is a two way road one can not go past the other without learning something about the other. One can not learn from the other without exchanging what they knew to someone else and vice versa. A dom searches for a sub and slave to feel the empty void in his or her heart like the sub or slave. He must lead them only after he or she has led himself from the dark, but instead of leaving he or she goes searching for those lost in the dark and scared who feel alone and trapped. Bythe two meetings a bond is formed eventully overtime it'll become unbreakable winding around each other each one walking towards that path of light hand in hand filled with not only trust for each but love along with there hopes and dreams for what they've been missing and searching for there entire lives. |
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Seems life seems to pick me up and give me someone I get really intrested in and somehow i find someway to fuck it up all the way to the ninth level of hell. All I want to do is find someone I can make happy but also create a loving relationship with. |
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When one strives for there dreams you strive for the stars in this world giving up isn't an option anymore. I'm sticking to that no matter how tough things look no matter how run down and off the beaten path I might be at times I refuse to give up and surrender I'll fight to the very end if it calls for it. |
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Like the ladies both young and older looking for someone to connect with and maybe create something wonderful and good but hey it's just a dream after all. |
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well I'm going to need a new car or truck seems my bad luck of a year to make matters worse I've got one week to find a replacement before college starts in one week man I'm going to need a vacation after this hell of a start. |
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Well my new years started out with a bang got into a accident and my transmisson line got cut. I managed to limp the car 2 miles from home I got lucky the fluid was red and after doing research found out it's the line that got cut it wasn't that big of a cut if I managed to limp it home. I'm glad I'm in one piece at least. |
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Ever had a prank call where you knew you were being pranked just by the sound of there voice. Being an idiot is a likely excuse to get oneself hurt. |
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You know what the trouble is with some local older people they can act more like children then grown adults. Ever heard the saying if you can't talk like a civilized person you shouldn't be talking at all. I just got an email from another local dom calling me a lame wannabe asshole. I could have done one of two things stooped to his level or just ignored him because I have something and he dousn't. When dealing with idiots calling you out it's better in the long run to be the better man and you don't have to prove yourself to anyone. SO I ignored him and reported him the way i see it if your gonna call me a lame wannabe asshole it really shows me and everyone else your just jealous at what I have.
Another way to prove that is most doms don't care for each other , but when a sub or slave comes in they want they threaten the dom the slave or sub like a bully does. In the end like I said you can be the better man and just ignore em or you can be an asshole and get yourself reported. In this world you gotta be the better person and not stoop to there levels in the end it's not your fault there a jerk and scare away anyone that wants to be with them. They just haven't figured out that whole I'm going to beat the crap out you stuff just dousn't work in impressing the people. |
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Looking for local subs and slaves to play with. |
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Going through hell and in the mood to create some with a sub or slave that would be intrested in it.The tatts done and the new me is in for good. |
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things didn't exactly work out so it seems I'm break to square one talk about life hitting you hard. |
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Found myself an awesome sub. She's everything I've been searching for smart,exotic,beautiful, has a good heart and soul on her. She's surpassed all my previous expectations if it wasn't for distance I'd be paradise forever. |
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Got myself a large tribal tatt on my upper right arm and shoulder today not finished yet. Looks good as soon as the 18th of July comes up it will be complete and you all shall get the pleasure of seeing the final version in all it's badassness. |
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To both the subs and the doms out there who think I can't play with the big dogs guess what I can. I don't throw in the towel and neither do I just give up and roll over I'll do what it takes to make it to the top even if it means giving up everything to do it. |
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A strong mind and a strong will can conquer anything or anyone that stands in front of it and I don't plan on letting anything or anyone get in the way of my dreams, hopes, and plans. |
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Those that have died in the past have given there lives for those who would help to carry on it's traditions of honor pride and care they died for a better world to happen in the end it's us the living who have to continue that dream in hopes of making it a reality someday. |
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In life you've got two main choices to follow your dreams and hopes and to fight for what you believe is right or die ,and what i mean by that is to just give up and fade away into the background. I've talked to some people who say they miss this person they miss that person. Heres a tip you can either sit around and mope feeling sorry for yourself or you can suck it up and pursue them. I stand behind my dreams and what I believe in 100 percent nothing will stop me from going after them and i mean nothing. Even if it means I have to fight to live everyday just to pursue those dreams. |
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Well my day is going grand working 2 jobs and realizing the only way for me to get a motorcycle is to rebuild one. Just figured out I have to a massive loan out for another semister of college damn you college and your useless payments. Seriously whats a guy gotta do to get a break in this world. Between the rising price of gas and college I'm not sure which is worse it's like the colleges whole inspiration is to cripple us for life so we get nowhere at all trying to get somewhere. my apologies just venting a bit had a bad couple of days like worse then rosie O donnels career bad. |
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