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I am finally getting to see my steven after more than 5 years! This is going to be good! There are so many wicked things to do~~~ |
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Now I just have to learn to dance! Need to 2-step. |
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My dear sweet cowboy steven finally contacted me......... this will be one very happy Domme when I get my hands (and feet) back on that boy! |
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I rarely get on CollarMe anymore. Trying to find an old friend -- Stephan, if you see this I want you to know that I am looking for you! |
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Happy Boxing Day to all my UK friends! I will be out doing a bit of shopping today, and hope to find some lovely bargains! I need some new fetish shoes and boots! |
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Heading to TSC in Nashville tonite with a couple female friends. Look for me! |
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You know that you have a wonderful sub when they look at you and say "maybe we should continue this later because you need to go cool off and rest."
I just about did myself in with the heat yesterday. Only *played* for a few minutes but I think that was almost too much with almost 100 degree temps!
Thank you "B" for all your hard work and the pleasure yesterday!!! |
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Haven't updated in a very long time! Life is still good. Been busier than ever thought possible with grandbabies. Have 3 now and another on the way in December.
Have a couple additions to the toy collection-- a St. Andrews cross and a hanging table, thanks to a friend cleaning out her basement storage! They've both been in storage for several years so they need quite a cleaning. The lucky sub that comes to clean them up for me will get to be the first one to try it out! |
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Back home in Tennessee and very thankful to be back in my beautiful state! There really is no place like home!
The step daughter has been moving out this weekend and should be completely out of my basement by next weekend. It may take another 6 months to get it back to where we can do anything in it as far as BDSM activities goes! |
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Spent a couple of days in Lansing Michigan, am now in Grand Rapids for a few days. Plenty of snow up here--- it's beautiful and I am so thankful that I am only visiting and don't have to deal with it on a continual basis. |
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Happy Holidays to all! Hope 2010 brings all your wishes!
My grandbaby is perfect, parents are happy and healthy, thank you all for the well wishes!
Heading to Michigan on Sat for a weeks vacation to see some real snow! |
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My grandchild will be born tomorrow. My oldest child is finally becoming a mother! I'm so very excited.
And the step-daughter is STILL living with us for an extended time. So not happy about that. |
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Happy Labor Day weekend! It's blissfully peaceful and uneventful here this weekend, thank goodness!
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Been a fairly busy time recently. A linger illness has finally resulted in a death of a close family member. Now the step-daughter has moved back home.
All activity is now on hold for a few months.
Blessings to you all~~
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Please read my entire profile before writing me. Also, I have been gracious enough to post a pic, if one is not on your profile, include it in your first message. In this day and age of technology, there is absolutely no reason why there is no pic of you available.
If you are not local to me, expect a snarky reply, if you even receive a reply at all.
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I cut my hair off really short! Looks kinda dyke-ish but I like it.
Oh-- and the Pride picnic is Saturday, not today. I blame the mix-up on *chemo brain*. Works for me!
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I'm going to the Pride Picnic tomorrow in Hopkinsville, KY at the Trail of Tears Park. It's from noon until 6pm. Not sure how long I will be able to last, but gonna try anyway. I have lots of friends up that way and it will be good seeing them all again.
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Haven't updated this in quite some time now. I think I'll add a blurb here to quell the curiosity of so many that have written.
The leg/foot/ankle is healing. Not as well as I would prefer, but trying to heal anyway. It still won't bend normally, but doctors say it never will again, so I am getting used to it.
The chemo treatments are coming along nicely. The lupus is almost in remission except for a few minor flares now and again if I overdo life. At least the butterfly rash is no longer so vivid on my face. ;)
Getting ready to head to Augusta next week for a few days to take care of some things. Hope to meet some fun people to play with while there.
Happy Mother's Day to all the moms out there~~~
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Yes, I am indeed selling these gorgeous boots. Due to my injury, I can no longer wear them at all. Not even to just sit. The foot will no longer ever bend that way.
These boots are made by Carlari, size 8.5 (American size), black oxhide uppers and pigskin within, rubber soles (very little wear at all), and 3 1/2 inch stacked stiletto heels. Silver brads around the tops and also on the foot part of the boot. Inside zippers.
I can ship anywhere in the US by Priority Mail and am currently accepting offers starting at $50. Paypal accepted, or if local I will accept cash.
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Well, I slipped and fell today, resulting in an avulsion fracture at the top of my foot. I get six weeks in a walking moon boot thing and on a walker to avoid more injury to the damned thing.
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Whew! A blast from the past showed up on my computer screen last night! A man that I knew (and thought a great deal of) messaged my profile here. He hadn't recognized my picture here, and my location was a good distance from where we knew one another before. We passed several emails between each other before I finally sent him my phone number and requested he call. I felt that I just couldn't tell him who I actually was over the internet. I *had* to do it over the phone. He called and we spent a fantastic 40 minutes of catching up. When he knew me before, he knew nothing of my lifestyle activities, nor was I aware of his interests. We knew each other in a different capacity, but were dear friends until I moved away and we lost touch.
It was so wonderful to talk to him. Now I want to see him even more than I did before! I would love to have the opportunity to train his ass, his mind, and his entire being. AND..... I want him to read to me..... he knows exactly what story I want him to read. <smiles>
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Wow! Just had some silly subbie email me, telling me that he understands that I am a Lesbian however, he wished to chat as friends.
Another self-proclaimed Domme on here has incorrectly told several male submissives here that I am total Lesbian and to stay away from me. tsk, tsk, tsk. Shame that she is so insecure with herself that she has to make things up about other people just to feel better about her own sparse life. |
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My partner and I were finally able to get back to The Mark in Nashville last night. It was so good to catch up with so many old friends and to meet so many new ones! Got to meet some that I've spoken with on the message boards here and also in email... nothing was planned, just ran into them and it was wonderful.
There was quite a few visitors from the Huntsville and Atlanta areas..... and even one from California. Had a hook suspension that just took my breath away! Thank you to the lovely sub/slave that gave so willingly of herself for her Master in that demonstration. The love and adoration in both their eyes during the scene was something that I will always remember. |
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Well, Christmas is over, Yule is over.... now just to get thru the New Year's stuff and all will be well.
The handfasting went extremely well... had a huge turnout of friends from several different walks of life to help us celebrate our union. Everything was beautiful. Even the weather cooperated with us!
Going to go play this weekend! Leaving in a couple of hours headed to the Memphis area with Joe to meet a couple. The female is submissive and it is her Dom's desire that she be taught the art of pleasing a Domme woman..... and a couple. I hope it turns out to be as much fun as we are planning on! |
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It's been a whirlwind of activity over the past several weeks. I've had health issues pop up, had family visit for Thanksgiving, and had many projects going on. No time for play! Well, almost. I have had the opportunity to meet a few people-- one that I had talked to for more than a year. Some meetings went wonderfully well, some meetings not so satisfying. Perceptions and expectations of a fantasy can certainly scare someone when the reality sets in and it isn't exactly the rosey picture one has painted in their mind. Oh well.... I wish all the very best in their searches.
Now-- as to what's going on in my world:
The couple that I am involved with and I are being handfasted this coming Sunday as a triad. She is my *sister-wife*.... meaning we are as sisters, NOT wives that are sexually involved with one another. We share so many common interests and habits and have developed a very close friendship. We work incredibly well together as a unit.
The male counterpart is amazing. He anticipates any and every need and desire that I and/or my sister-wife may have, and fulfills them all. He is a wonderful sex partner, a fabulous friend, and truly a dream come true. We are all very happy with this situation and sure aren't looking to change anything about it.
I am not looking to add anyone else to this triad. Maybe an occassional play partner for myself and my male partner.... but that is all.
Happy Holidays to all~~~~ |
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Well, the daughter's wedding was fabulous. Had a rather large attendance and everyone had a great time. The weather was in the mid-70's and perfect for an outdoor, fall wedding. After the ceremony we built a fire in the firepit and had guests sitting, dancing and having a great time until about 3am! So, it's been a week of rest and relaxation!
My birthday is coming this Wednesday.... another year of experiences behind me! My *sister-wife's* birthday was yesterday so we went out to dinner last night and had a good time.
Life is great! |
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This has truly been a wonderful couple of months. Life continues to get better and better with each new day.
The "in-laws" have been here this week for a visit from Maine and it's been a hoot! They aren't sure what my exact role is in this family but they do understand that I am part of the family. We've had a great week visiting and they return home tomorrow morning.
Next week is my daughter's wedding and so this is a very stress filled time. So much to do that can only be done at the last minute. I am doing the flowers, the cake, and even performing the ceremony..... forget that I am also the "Mother of the Bride"!!! I need a manicure and pedicure..... a professional one. |
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Wow! The past week has just been more than I would have ever dreamed possible. Life will never be the same for me again. I am certainly not the person that I was a week ago.
I learned a lot about myself the past several days and am still trying to process everything. Not sure how long it will take for me to get it all sorted out in my head.
One of the things I learned about myself this past weekend was that I am certainly not, in any way, a submissive. Not even close to being a switch. Nope, I am strictly a Dominant woman.
Another thing is that I am not a masochist, at all, in any way.
I also learned that I am very much a believer in Polyamory, and any other style of relationship would never work for me. I am not, nor will I ever be, mono.
And I love. I love deeply. I love my inner being. I love other people, in a variety of ways, but love is what it is all about.
I'm not sure that I will ever be the cruel, insensitive bitch that I have been so proud of being, again. Not sure that I even want to. Yes, I am demanding. Yes, I am very Dominant. Yes, I can still swing a stinging flogger---- but, I will only be able to be all of those things if the recipient is truly craving it. Just to hit someone is no longer one of my desires.
And I have discovered that I truly love being a nudist.
Life is a complete blast. I am healthier than ever before and am so very ready to embrace life again! |
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Heading out in just a few hours to go to the retreat. A full week of sacred sexuality! I am so looking forward to it! The friend that I am going with and myself have been invited to stay an additional day after the retreat officially ends on Monday..... gee, that's really gonna be fun!
I'll update this when I return and let everyone know how it goes! |
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I am so NOT interested in a casual hook-up. NOT interested in an ocassional play partner.
If you contact me wishing to just experience something like that, there WILL be a cost for it. I am a former ProDomme. That means pay for play. I am so fed up with the games that are being played here. If you insist on having your little fetishes catered to, you must be willing to pay the price for it.
If I meet you, if there is a solid connection and some very serious chemistry, and if a relationship develops.... then, and ONLY THEN, will there be any playtime. |
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Next Thursday-- the 28th, I am heading north to French Lick, Indiana to the Jeweled Lotus Retreat.
The Jeweled Lotus Retreat
August 29 - September 1
Our Haven presents The Jeweled Lotus Retreat in conjunction with Sarvaga Institute and the Qadishti Institute.
Join us as we explore the sensual world of Tantra and Qadishti.
http://www.sarvagainstitute.com/docs/The-Jeweled-Lotus-Retreat-Flyer.pdf |
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Wow! What a week! Went to the surgeon on Monday, and no cancer! w00t! The boobs get to stay where they are, and no poison to have to take! Also went to my PCP on Monday and my lupus flare is going into remission again. Now just gotta work on building my energy and strength back.
Tuesday, the DirectTV techs were out to get the dish fixed so we can have tv again. We've watched it once in the entire week. Oh well.
Thursday was a political women's meeting-- very good turnout and lots of plans to help in campaigns in the upcoming elections.
Today was a busy, running day. Errands in town all day-- came home exhausted so napped for about 3 hours.
Teaching a Reiki II class all day tomorrow and then doing a little Full Moon ritual after dark. Won't be around here much at all probably.
Busy, busy, busy.... that's what life is for tho! |
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Just a little FYI~~~ a lie will ALWAYS catch up to you. If you lie to me about ANYTHING, I will no longer have any respect for you AT ALL. |
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Feeling better some, finally! Thank you to all that have helped me.
My dear roomie was telling me about this herbal supplement that might help me some.... so I started taking it this week. Really has started making a difference in how I feel. Then she up and tells me that one of the side effects is the tendency to make one a little horny. Great! Single woman here!
I've bought another pack of batteries, thankfully. |
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Well, I had to come home early. A full week earlier than intended. I just kept getting worse and knew that I really had to get back home and to my own room and my own bed again. Now I have to rest and relax until I am better again.
Anyone want to come pamper and spoil me a bit? |
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Damned lupus. Another flare. A bad one again this time. I sure do wish that it would either kill me and get this over with, or be cured of it somehow. The fatigue, the horrible pain, the aches.... and the prednisone! Yuck. |
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It has been an interesting time visiting Clarksville, but I will be glad to get back home to the peace and tranquility of the farm next week. Never imagined how much I would miss hearing the roosters crowing at 2:15 am and then starting their day at 4:15am! There were new kittens born last week and I can hardly wait to get my hands on them when I get back home!
Oh-- and for the guys that keep writing and asking me to fuck them in the ass with my strap-on... sorry, ain't gonna happen. I don't own a strap-on and have no desire for one. I am a woman, not a man with a dick to fuck you with. |
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Well, seems that Quiet has flaked and gone poof again. Typical behavior for him. Oh well, the best of luck to him. I went against my better judgement and gave him a second chance and he blew it. Won't happen again now. |
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Heading up to Clarksville tomorrow for a couple weeks to help a friend get thru and recover from her surgery that is scheduled for Wed the 23rd. It will sure be great to see many of my dear friends up that way!
All that will be lacking is a lovely sub/slave to help me and to take care of my needs. ;) |
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Life has gotten incredibly busy for me personally-- gonna slow down from here for a while to take care of real issues. |
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TNT has had a sub come out doing a few things around the yard & house.... he is also one that we tied to a tree out in the woods for a fun experience. Today he came for a 2-day adventure and to clean the carpets and do a few other projects......... and he brought me the very most thoughtful gift!!
I drink coffee with chicory..... cajun style..... that's what I was raised on and just can't find anything to compare to it. This coffee isn't available in my area so I've been rather concerned about getting my coffee when this bag runs out. This lovely man brought me a can of French Market coffee with chicory!! I was so excited and so very grateful that he would go to the extreme effort of finding and bringing me some!
That should help keep my grumbles away for a couple weeks anyway!! teeheee! |
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Well, life continues. It's the dog days of July and very peaceful out here on the farm. |
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I've told my friends for years that my next husband will be a wife............ and I mean that any way you wish to take it! |
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TNTemptress is coming along so wonderfully in her abilities of being a Domina! I am so proud of her!
I may be going to the more northern part of the state for a couple of weeks in late July. A dear friend, and fellow Domina, is having surgery and hopefully I will be able to help her with her recuperation time. |
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I rarely EVER give second chances. However, there are times when a person truly gets caught up in other things and makes mistakes. Hopefully, they learn from those mistakes, pick up the pieces, and move forward.
There are times when you meet a person and you really feel there is great potential...... then other things get in the way and it seems to just fall apart in a matter of minutes. No fighting, no arguing, no disagreement at all-- it just didn't happen at that moment the way you had thought it was going to happen. Feelings get hurt and you try to work past it.
An opportunity has been given for something to work out that fell apart earlier. My heart had been touched, and then hurt. I was angry and then it subsided. Now is time for another chance. The past mistakes will allow for this time to be cherished even more so than before possible.
Distance is a concern, but not forever. That is merely a matter of logistics that will be overcome.
So, as a result of this new found effort on his part.... I have temporarily collared Ouiet11248, working toward a permanent placement of a lifetime collar. This is not an *under consideration* collar.... this is just until the distance is covered and we are together.
It needs to be known to all that I have not placed ANY type of collar on anyone for more than 10 years. There has not been anyone that I have felt so much of a connection with to even attempt such. |
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We had a lovely maid come today. The transformation was wonderful to see! |
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TNTemptress is coming along wonderfully! She is going to be a fantastic Domina..... in fact, she is well on her way! Such a beautiful soul, and very open to exploring many things.
We have interviewed a few subs for chores and other things, made some decisions on who to have for what, and have played with some. Very good, very good indeed!
Still very open to other ideas and possibilities.
I still am looking for *my one* to be just mine and to share my life with. |
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What is it with the stupid, self-absorbed, passive-aggressive idiots that like to message me because they think it should be all about their sexual fantasy gratification, and forget that I happen to be the Dominant Woman?
I have explained several times that I am NOT interested AT ALL in cyber sex, phone sex or long-distance emailing relationships. If you think that is all you want, and are willing to take my time in consideration, then it could be possible--- otherwise, bugger off!
I seek REAL TIME and a real life situation and refuse to settle for less. If you seek the same, then wonderful-- we need to get in touch with one another and see where the situation leads. |
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I have arrived finally. I'm now in the southern part, towards the westm but more in the middle....... sort of....... in Tennessee. |
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Leaving Tuesday, heading East again, finally! |
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I am ready to move back to the Tennessee area. |
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Tomorrow is Mother's Day. What are you going to do for this Mama? |
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Lies, no matter how insignificant you may think they are, or how elaborately concealed you think they are, will ALWAYS come to light. You will be found out. People talk amongst one another and share information.
Don't lie to me. Not about anything at all. I will find you out eventually. |
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Feeling much better! I am ready to start being more active in life again finally. The lupus flare is pretty much gone I think. I just hope this remission is a long-lasting one.
I need to get my swinging arm in practice.... ready to start flogging again~ |
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I just want you to be aware that my spiritual life is extremely important to me. If you do not follow a similar path, then you need to be very supportive of mine.
I am an inter-faith eclectic Pagan. If you are not familiar with that term, it's ok. I made the term up for me. You may ask me about it and I will be happy to share the information with you.
My health is slowly getting better-- thank you all that have written asking me. I do appreciate all the emails I've gotten.
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I've had many contact me and ask if I've found work yet, what am I doing, why I need to rest and what am I recovering from. Well, I suppose it does deserve some answers.
I have an autoimmune disorder called lupus. My body likes to become allergic to itself, in a simple way of explaining it. I go thru very mild flares sometimes that just requires a day or two of rest. Once in a great while, I have a major flare that requires mega doses of steroids, muscle relaxers and pain meds. It can also take very long periods of recovery time. During the major flares, I am extremely fatigued, my joints are inflamed and ache, my skin breaks out in hives with intense itching from that, I may run mild fevers, and I just feel yucky. I am in one of the major flares-- luckily they only come once every few years.
I've been diagnosed for over ten years and have done remarkable with this disorder. Far better than most and much better than doctors ever thought. But, rest is the key when I am in a flare. That and the fact that I am very much into holistic and alternative healing.
Now you all have the answers to the questions. |
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I am finally in the Austin area. Resting and renewing myself to this state. Been away from here for quite a number of years.
The trip was long and I am so glad to not be cramped in a vehicle. |
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I leave Phoenix this Sat heading to the Austin area for a while. Just gonna sit back and chill, try to rest up for the next phase in my life. |
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Things just didn't turn out the way I had planned. Some things are just that way I suppose~~~ |
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I have obtained suitable employment and start the new job this Friday morning. I'm very excited and looking forward to it.
I've met some very nice people here in the area, a couple from here and other website that I have chatted with. Nothing that is earthshattering for me, but nice all the same.
I joined APEX a couple of weeks ago and look forward to getting to attend some of the functions and activities there soon.
Now I need a vehicle-- or preferably, a lovely sub/slave to drive me where I need to be, when I need to be there, ;) |
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Whew, this is a beautiful place and so very friendly too. I really do love the Phoenix area and am so excited to be living out here now.
Okay, there are a few things I need to explain to all. I am NOT in a position to have a slave or submissive at this time. I am living with my aunt and uncle until I find suitable employment. I then will need to purchase a vehicle and then find a place to live. If you are ready to hire me at your business, chauffuer me where I need to go, move me into a house and generally take care of my needs, then by all means-- CONTACT ME! |
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