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Hello. I am divorced, fit and socially active. I am well read, intelligent and well versed in politics, international affairs and business (not just sport). I have been self employed for the last 10 years..and am on my 5th career...now if only I could work out what I want to be when I grow up!!
Born in the UK I've been here for a number of years. I am dangerous near a microphone and love acting...occasionally singing and tapping dance in musicals but I prefer dramas.
I see my "submission" to a Mistress as a strong itch that needs to be scratched. I don't think you'd be able to tell I am submissive by looking at me or my interactions...but maybe that isn't so strange. You'd more likely find me rabble rousing at a party rather than being quiet and timid. I am the person who puts into words what everyone else is thinking but daren't say...which admittedly has got me into hot water a few times.
Clearly in submitting to you, I would behave the way you wanted me to.
I have been around the fringes of the Boston "scene" for a few years attending a number of play parties. However I have never been in a D/s "relationship/arrangement" and so dont really consider myself to be very experienced. Regardless I have simply found that I love the feeling of giving over power/responsibility to a woman. The very idea of being naked, excited, helpless and vulnerable before you (or however you want me) is a very heady image.
I see D/s as an exchange of gifts...I give as good as I get.
I tend more to the sensual side i.e. not into pain but am learning that a Mistress may not see it quite that way and reserve the right to press my limits. Doing what you want is clearly part of your control.
I am interested in cross dressing but have no TV interests. I see it simply as an outward sign of your domination and control..and it would make me more...uh...pliable :)
I am also fascinated by chastity. I am coming to see what a potent symbol of your dominance that would be! What had been my own personal domain would now be under your control. No sex, indeed no masturbating or even full erections without your permission. I have often read that dommes can focus their sub's energy. I am not sure I really believed it but I can see that if I couldn't even achieve a full erection without your express permission (and indeed your attendance) that I would truly be focussed on you. Teasing could take on a whole new dimension.
I am happy to accept who I am and but it is still a journey. I am not looking for a professional dominatrix.
Recent update: Life has taken an interesting turn as I now live with my vanilla girlfriend. This has not dampened my desire to explore this side of me.
John
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| Age: 35 |
| Brooklyn,
New York |
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