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Understand, this not about sex, any one can get sex anywhere, its about connection with yourself, its about unlearning who or what society teaches you that you should be and embracing who or what you are. I have been on a lifelong journey to find out who I truly am on a soul deep level and I have traveled many winding and sometimes dead end roads. I started my journey well over 30 years ago as someone who really had no clue who or what I was, I just knew I was different long before I embarked upon this quest to find my true self. My journey actually started the moment I came into existence as I was raised in a Ds household, I was groomed from birth to be submissive. My Dad was an incredible man and very much a Dominant, gentle but firm. My Mom, well, now if ever there was a perfect submissive, she was surely it. Reflecting back on my childhood from my adult perspective, my parents were rock solid!! They absolutely adored one another. The love and respect I saw between them 247365 was nothing short of phenomenal. I recall watching them in absolute wonder and awe, I knew that when I grew up, I wanted what they had. They built their foundation properly and it served them well, they held true to the vows they made and were side by side through thick and thin until death separated them from one another on this earth. Unbeknownst to me, I didnt have a choice in the direction my life would go because my training started at a very young age. It was the societal norm for daughters to be groomed to be a good submissive wife.
Fast forward many years, I started out with my submissive foot first, I set a goal to learn every aspect of being submissive beyond what my upbringing taught me and set my sights on being the perfect submissive. Well let me tell you this, the perfect submissive is a unicorn, they truly do not exist (except for Mom of course). Not because they dont try, but because the perception of perfection (which is a perceived notion) is different to each individual person and can change at the drop of a hat. The submissive in question may be the most prized possession to one DominantDomme and be the exact opposite for another. The same rings true for Dominants and Dommes.
My time as a submissive was amazing and I enjoyed every aspect of it even though it was less than pleasant from time to time. I embrace and hold close to my heart each and every experience, whether it was good, bad or indifferent. Without each of those experiences I wouldnt be who I am today, and honestly, I wouldnt change one single road Ive traveled. I truly believe that having the opportunity to serve as a submissive has allowed me to be a better Domme. I gained valuable experience and insight from every Dominant that I have ever interacted with and I do mean EVERY ONE of them. They all inspired me in one way or another. I have to say that my BEST teacher and biggest inspiration however was my Dad, He was a true Master, I watched him as closely as I watched my Mom and I am his legacy in Female .
I learned as a sub what does and what does not work (at least for me) when it comes to training, teaching or discipline. The most valuable lesson of all was to soul search, truly, honestly, brutally, deeply. Let me tell you, true, deep soul searching can be pretty scary, especially when you start waking up old ghosts that you simply ignoredpushed downbottledlet scar over like a splinter under your skin, just like that same splinter, give it enough time and its going to fester. Be brave, let it out, face it, make peace with it however you need to so you can move forward, healed, whole, refreshed and new. Appreciate this moment, love it and see it for what it is, it is the rebirthing of YOU.
Each DominantDomme is different, with different ideas as to how to trainteachdisciplinereward their submissiveslave, I am no different. My style definitely is NOT your cookie cutter version. This isnt just something I do for fun, I take being a Domme extremely serious and you should too if you are entertaining any ideas of forging any sort of Ds relationship with me regardless of what type of relationship it is. There is a method to my madness so to speak and I do have a specific process laid out and I expect it to be followed to the letter, no ifs, ands, buts or exceptions. I am extremely particular in whom I choose to trainteachmentor. I am NOT here to force, beg or cajole you into submission, either you want it or you dont. Simple. I am also NOT here to babysit you nor am I here to do the thinking for you. I will however supply you with everything you will need in order to effectively show me who you are, what you are made of and what your particular needsdesiresdreams are. I will ONLY put my time, energy, care and knowledge into those who show that their desire is genuine. Your effort is a direct reflection of your true desire. I am very fair and patient providing Im seeing true effort on your part. I have ZERO TOLERANCE for disrespect, dishonesty, wasting my time with lack of effortinitiative and inability to follow directions drama, and negative or bad attitudes. I DO however, have the meansmethods to effectively deal with those things ifwhen they come up. I will forewarn you, DO NOT under ANY circumstances attempt to bullshit, trick, manipulate or be shady in any . I promise you, I WILL know, I WILL recognize it very quickly and I WILL IMMEDIATELY CEASE ALL COMMUNICATIONS WITH YOU. Please do not take my kindness for weakness, and for the love of all things holy, do NOT EVER attempt to top me from the bottom!! I assure you, it will not pan out well for you.
That being said, I am currently accepting new prospective slaves and submissives, both male and female, for consideration for training. It is paramount that you be able to follow directions!! I tailor each training plan to properly fit the prospective submissive, no two training experiences are ever alike. We are all multi-faceted and have many layers to peel back, explore and learn. Its perfectly okay if you arent quite sure how you identify or where you are at in your journey just yet, some never know and some figure out that they are a little bit of everything, Domina, Dom, sub, slave, little, switch, etc....its okay to be a bit of everything, in fact, I prefer it, I want to see all of your aspects and watch you blossom into YOU. Though my preferred hat is that of a Domina, dont think for a second that the submissive within isnt alive and kicking....shes hanging out playing with the little that lives within as well. I even let them out to play once in a while given the right situation. Come to me as you are and lets explore together and see what treasure we find.
*Step ONE Now that you have gotten this far, go back to the beginning and read this again. Yes, now. When you get back to this point, simply follow the next step. DO NOT PROCEED TO THE NEXT STEP UNTIL YOU HAVE DONE AS INSTRUCTED!!
Step TWO Be your best unique self, be real. The way you present yourself to me will always be one of the major deciding factors in whether I allow you in my life or not, it is advisable that you give serious thought as to how you will present yourself to me for the very first time. You only get ONE shot at making a first impression. I will tell you this, I keep my circle extremely small and will ONLY consider those who show me that they have the potential to be the creme de la creme. It really is up to you to show me that you are one of the elite few. My expectations are high and I will only move forward with decent, quality people. Your first message to me should be titled High Protocol and should tell me what you bring to my table in appreciation of being given the opportunity to serve my table.
Yes, there will be a test, there will be many along the way in fact. There will always be tests. This sentence right here may or may not be the only advance notice of any sort of tes
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