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A bit of a disclaimer: Don't be put off by the photos in my profile. If you're not a masochist, I would not expect you to be subject to my sadistic side, even as a sub. It's merely one of the many facets that make up who I am. If you ARE a masochist...I will oblige your need. After spending almost my entire life in Orygun - with a short tenure as a homeless man and some time in San Diego in 2003, I moved to Hellizona in June 2012 when my employer was acquired by another company in the industry and base of operations was moved to Tempe.
The desert, the heat, the community all have made me feel like I am finally where I need to be, "spiritually", psychologically and geographically. While I have been in the lifestyle for 20 plus years, I spent most of formative sexual years being very freaked out by what excited me sexually and psychologically. For a good portion of my life I believed I was some kind of monster for indulging in those things that brought me the absolute greatest of pleasure. That's no longer the case, though.
Years of self-discovery, introspection and exploration have allowed me to understand and accept that I've actually been this way for quite some time.
Along the way, I've learned a few things about myself:
  • I am dominant. VERY DOMINANT
  • I am a sadist
  • Your least favorite of my toys automatically becomes my most favorite with which to beat you
  • I am not capable of what the majority of society considers a "normal" relationship. I have tried to have 'vanilla' relationships in the past (part of the discovery, acceptance, etc), but now know that it simply is not possible.
During my journey of self-discovery, I spent a year as a sub. While I learned it is most definitely NOT who I am (definitely not), it has given me a unique perspective on the submissive side of the D/s dynamic. I want to learn more about rigging. It's a beautiful marriage between bondage and artistic expression. You'll find me over at reddit, hanging out in /r/bdsmcommunity (as well as other subreddits), but you'll have to wonder who I am Muahhahah As for my "vanilla" interests, the list is long, but in brief:
Photography - I work 100% digital and use OpenSource software in my workflow. (which leads to the next item...) I'm a geek. Words like Linux, python, perl and rsync give me a raging geek hardon while they make others say, "huh?"

You can find me on kik with the same username as here.
11/20/2013 11:23:21 PM
One morning, before work, I was chatting with a friend that works in another department.
One of her friends walked up to join us, a very noticeable bruise on her forearm.
"Training again last night?", my friend asks. 
"Yeah, it was rough, but I learned a thing or two," said her friend.
It must have been the look on my face that gave away my thoughts, as her friend looked at me and said,"Taekwondo."
11/17/2013 2:14:14 AM

"Kinky Little Bastard"


I have been kinky for a LONG time...

I've been in the lifestyle for 20+ years, but it wasn't until I shared this story at a recent "coffee" did it occur to me that I've been a kinky little bastard far longer than that.
When I was a kid, my family would go camping - real camping, with a tent, cooler, pots and pans and fishing rods - as often as we possibly could.
This story begins when I was about 8 years old and my younger brother was about 4.
We had gotten a camping spot that was about 100 yards from a cliff that dropped to a river probably 30 feet below.
My brother, being four, was always wandering around the camp site, getting perilously close to the cliff's edge, much to my mother's horror and proof of her lightning fast reflexes.
The scolding and spanking didn't seem to faze my brother. He'd cry, then go wandering around again -- near the cliff.
My mother had enough and told my dad to deal with it.
Dad had a much shorter temper and tolerance for my brother's antics. He took down one of the wind/rain tarps, untied the hanging rope from one tree and tied it around my brother's waist.
My brother was screaming and I was mortified. For a few minutes.
I sat with him and played matchbox cars with him.
A few minutes in to playing, I discovered that if I put the cars >this far away< he couldn't reach them. Muahah!
He started crying again (man, he seemed to do that a lot when we went camping!) and reaching out grasping for the cars in my hands and just out of his reach.
I ran to one side. He followed. I ran behind him, he followed me, around the tree.
He had run around the tree enough to completely wind himself and the rope around it. And he couldn't figure out how to undo what he'd done.
My mother was both pissed at me and laughing hysterically at my brother's predicament.
Fast forward about 4 years. I'm 12 years old, the family has "upgraded" to a truck camper.
In the off season, I would often play in the camper - it became home base, a fortress, whatever my 12 year old mind could dream up.
The door on the camper had a plug and stopper type mechanism to keep it open. Best way I can describe it to my fellow kinksters: imagine a butt plug attached to the door and to keep the door open you pushed it in your ass.
Oh, come on..someone had to know I was going to go there.
Anyway, the thing never worked, so my dad made a double-noose door holder. One end of the rope over the door knob, the other over the camperjack.
Quite an ingenious creation to my 12 year old mind.
When my folks had errands to run, but didn't want to take me and my brother along, they'd have the neighbor girl ("Lori") on the other side of the fence come over and watch us.
She was 17 and I had a complete and total crush on her.
One of those days came along and I happened to be playing in the camper.
Lori came out to the camper to see what I was up to.
As I'd just gotten the camper door open, I hadnt put the open end of the double-noose on the camper jack yet.
"How you doing? What you been up to?", Lori asked me as she sat in the open doorway of the camper.
That was enough to turn my preteen crush mind in to wobbly jello.
I was a mumbling, bumbling idiot.
I was fidgeting with the rope in my hands, trying to form a coherent sentence.
Finally I managed to say, "Oh you know. Stuff." while closing and opening the free end of the noose, sticking my hand through it, tightening the loop, loosening the loop.
Now, this next part is quite fuzzy thanks to preteen raging hormones and a difficult time staying completely focused on anything but her.
At some point, I had managed to take that open end, slip it around Lori's wrists and she was now tied to the camper door.
I don't remember her saying no. I don't remember her helping. I don't remember her resisting.
I just remember after it was all done, there she was, my first bound captive.
10/8/2013 1:05:59 AM
There she was, lying on her back, spread-eagle, each limb tied to one of the legs of her massive poster frame bed.
As I admired her beautiful 5'10 body, naked and waiting, I climbed up on the bed and straddled her, deciding what I was going to do to her.
I looked at her hungrily and she at me with anticipation and probably a little worry.
She was the sexual yang to my yin - I was dominant and she was oh, so submissive - the possibilities were endless.
I teased her. Kisses, slaps, bites - some tender, some not very tender at all.
Then I remembered the toys we'd stashed under the bed - we'd hid them there to keep them out of site of the vanilla visitors that frequented her home.
 As I was leaning over to reach under the bed and grab "the goodie bag", I lost my balance and started to tilt over the edge just a little farther than I knew I'd be able to recover gracefully.
Before I had reached the point of no return, out of nowhere a hand grabbed me by the waist and pulled me back up.
 
"Uuh, how long has that hand been free?", I asked, inextricably surprised, thankful and slightly annoyed.
 
"Ohhh... about 5 minutes after you finished tying me up."
 
I really need to learn to tie better knots.
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 Age: 18
 Canada