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MagicMaayan

Dominance and submission has always been apart of my life. I grew up in Israel and lived there until I was 14 when my mom and I came to the United States in order to have a more peaceful life. I am a permanent resident now and I go to college in Palo Alto. The U.S. is awesome because I am able to express myself in many ways that might be frowned upon back where I grew up so I begin my "sunrise" here. Dominance. submission. Master. slave. Very powerful and moving words. As a young and interested person striving to get involved in this way of life I am taking strong yet deliberately calculated first steps so that I may fully grasp what consequence occurs after each of my actions. At first I thought of myself as a fetishist. I really was interested in all sorts of deviant and otherwise sexual things. I wanted to learn more about what made people tick and what got them "off". As I grew older it developed more into a me wanting to please in these ways so that it would be mutually stimulating. Now as I get even older and mature just a bit more my interest revolves around the non-sexual things of this and how it is all incorporated into one big giant way to live life as a couple. Its amazing what you learn everyday. I wonder what I'll learn tomorrow. As far as what I am here for. I can't easily find a suitable partner on the street and I am uneasy with the prospect of attending a lifestyle event while alone. So I am here to see what happens. Friends are obviously the most important thing since it would be nice to have a sounding board and/or learn more about what is going on. I would also not be adverse to finding a suitable long-term companion or companions. I figure that if I go into this looking for nothing I will be surprised and thats a good thing. It is just difficult to describe who I want to end up with since I do not know the answer to that question. Anyway, a little about me. I am a petite (4'11'') tough (Israeli army trained) and determined young woman who doesn't need a man or Dominant to succeed in life but chooses to submit fully and voluntarily out of her own need and desire for happiness. I could see my own service going many a different way but I am open to see where you'd want to take it. I have a sugar fetish and absolutely love Oreo cookies. Movies are my all-time favorite activity. So that about sums it up. My name is Maayan. Please be sure to introduce yourself in your first email so I know who I am speaking with. Yevarekh Otkha Ha-Shem "God Bless You" Maayan
shyallison
 
 Age: 22
 Urbana, Illinois