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I'm a 43 year old Asian Domme with about 15 years experience in the life style. I probably have explored every aspect of the lifestyle, and realized that I am at ease and comfortable with myself by being a Domme to both men and women. Recently, I had to discharge my slave because she no longer pleasured me as she did. I tried working with her, but we couldn't rekindle the spark. So now I'm looking for some new sub, either a man or a women, who is at least open to being trained as a slave. Experience doesn't matter, and having done as much as I have, I am sensitive to the fears and excitement that combine to make the lifestyle such an emotional joy.
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jb is spending every night with me now, except Wednesday night. He is now moving his clothes and personal items to his quarters. Right now, he is out shopping for food for the week, and hopefully he will buy me a present. jb is turning into a perfect slave. Far more than I ever hoped. He is a good companion, compliant, and agreeable to what I ask or demand of him. I rarely have to punish him, but I had to do it last night when he had an orgasm while he was inside me and I had not given him permission. I had to tie him up and flog him. In this cold weather, I've allowed him to wear clothes around the house because even with the heat, there is a dampness in my house. I'm also allowing jb to sleep with me because it is nice having a warm body next to me at this time of the year. And most nights, before I go to sleep, jb sexually serves me. I do not allow him to have orgasms except as a reward. Last night, when he came was the second time this has happened in the last two weeks. I may have to punish him harder if he keeps doing it. If he is good today though, I may tie him up tonight, put on my strap-on, rub his cock and really give him an orgasm. |
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JB stayed with me five days last weekend. He left yesterday morning, and will return tomorrow night. This weekend he is going to move more of his clothes to my place. We had a wonderful weekend. I am not a sadist, and fortunately, JB is very compliant, so I rarely had to punish him. But I had a devilish idea this weekend. Since it was Chanukah, the festival of lights, where candles are lit for the 8 days of Chanukah, I decided to celebrate in an unusual way. I tied JB up, put him his cage, and fastoned candles to the top of the cage. The first night he came, it was the third night, so three candles were lit. He left when I lit 7 candles. At first, he was able to squirm and position himself so he got very little drippings. But by the end, he couldn't escape. While the candles dripped, I had my dinner which he prepared before being locked up. As the nights went on, I could hear him squire more frantically, and hear his muffled gagged filled cries and moans become more painful, louder, and more frequent. Each night, he looked more and more of a mess. I was amazed how he accepted it though, and I feel he has past another milestone to being my slave. On Saturday, I took him shopping to Beverly Hills, where he bought me a nice pair of shoes, and a very expensive silk blouse, which I plan to wear to the opera this weekend. After lighting the candles on Monday night, and after JB cleaned up and had dinner, I rewarded him by tieing him up to the bed, and playing with him. I kept him hard for over two hours, sucking, rubbing, and finally mounting him. He had an awful amount of cum, which just poured out of me like a river. I then allowed JB to lick me clean and swallow what was still in me. After that, I put his chasty belt back on, locked him in his cage for the night. And yesterday morning, I let him out for work and sent him home for two days. |
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jb is coming along very nicely. After my last entry, I had him stay with me three nights a week, and beginning last weekend, he is starting to stay with me four days a week. He will be coming over on Thursday night this week and not leaving until he goes to work on Monday morning. On Thanksgiving, I took him to a small gathering of a few people in the life style. C was there with his slave r, one of C's doctor friends brought his slave, or slave in training, and a friend, a professional Domme brought one of her customers. He probably paid good money to spend the day with us. The slaves prepared dinner for us, and set the table. But at dinner, we all sat together and chatted. After we went into snuggly little room that is set up like a Turkish seraglio--lots of large, cushy pillows, where we spread ourselves out. It was quite a sight, as us Doms and Dommes, dressed, were resting with our naked and loosley shackled slaves at our side, joining in on the conversation while getting up when ordered to bring us drinks. The conversation was sharp. All the slaves are bright, though the customer seemed a little dull. It was not long before the conversation came around to politics. After we all expressed our contempt for Bush and all the Republican candidates, we started talking about who we were going to vote for in the February 5 primary. When I said Hilary, I got such a negative reaction I thought I might be excommunicated from the life style. jb was asked who he was going to vote for, and before he could answer, I said Hilary. I then looked at him, and said, "Isn't that right." With a little good natured smirk and sarcasm, he said, "Yes mam." The sex I had with jb last weekend was wonderful. On Friday, he was unusually magical as he licked me to a couple of orgasms in the morning. On Saturday afternoon, we spent about an hour as he massaged me, rubbed me and licked me to a nice warm rolling orgasm. On Sunday, I took off his chasty belt so he could penetrate me. After he came, I then had him lick me clean, which he did and gave me an intense sharp orgasm as a bonus. |
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On friday morning I called jb and told him not to come over that evening, but come over on Saturday. I don't think he liked hearing that but he needs to know that what is important is my time. After he arrived on Saturday, he stripped, i loosely shackled him and he made a nice chicken dinner with a rice filling. After, I brought him downstairs, tied him up to a post, gagged him, and then removed the chastity belt. His cock shot straight out. He was so aroused, he started squirming without me even touching him, and finally, he came. I was a little shocked to see him squirting out his cum without any physical stimulation. But I was not happy about it. He has to learn to control himself better, so I got out the flogger, and whipped him until his muffled cries indicated he had enough. His body was quite red and I sure my strokes stung, though I did not strike him as hard as I could. After, I untied jb and put him in his cage for the night. The following morning after he prepared my breakfast and cleaned up, I took him to my bed where he pleasured me, first by licking me, and then entering me twice. I really enjoyed it. jb is really good sexually. He is very sensitive and caring. After lunch we went for a hike in the Mt. Washington area, and then went back to my place where he had me again before he made me dinner. After he ate leftovers, I prepared him for the week by locking back on the chastity belt. He got dressed and I dismissed him for the week. I think this weekend, I'm going to up the ante in his slave training. If all goes well, jb will be my slave by the beginning of Spring. |
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I had a great weekend with JB. He prepared wonderful meals on Friday and Saturday night, he took me to one of my favorite restaurants on Sunday night, the Raymond in Pasadena. On Saturday, I sent him out to shop at the Farmers Market in Victory Park, and I even let him out on Sunday to run some errands. He is keeping my house clean, and he is very attentive sexually. He gave me another great message on the weekend. I have found a gem. On Sunday night, after we came back from dinner, I ordered him to strip. I then tied up his wrists behind his back, and blindfolded him because I wanted to award him and give him a present. While he stood there, I got out my present, put it on him, adjusted it, locked it into place. I then took off his blindfold. He looked down and saw that I put a chastity device on him. I think he was very pleased, or I thought he was. He didn't seem to know what to say. I asked if he liked it, and he said he did. It as a CB3000, locked with the plastic locks. I told him that if in an emergency he could probably take it off, but if he did, not to ever come by again. If he wanted to continue he had to leave it on all week. I told him how to keep clean with it on and said it may take some getting use to. He seemed very pleased by it, and didn't say much. I read his collarme journal entry and he is getting the message, that now, I am not just controlling him on the weekends, or mentally during the week as he fantasizes, but now I'm now controlling him physically as I will increasingly until our relationship ends, if it ever does. |
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jb is cleaning up now. I'm not sure what i'm going to do with him this evening. I'm kind of horny, so I may use him as my sex toy. I can see right now, as he prances around cleaning up with his erection that he is horny also. |
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The following morning, I took jb upstairs and had him make breakfast for me. I allowed him to have leftovers and get cleaned up. Afterwards, I took him to my bed and allowed him to pleasure me, which he did wonderfully. He licked me to an orgasm, and then I allowed him to enter me and give me another orgasm. He was ordered though not to have one, which he followed my order. After lunch, I had to run some errands, and shackled him and gave him some movement and allowed him to sit outside on the deck. He made me a nice dinner that night, and after we chatted like a married couple. That night I took him to my bed and we slept together and made love. It was very nice, and because he is such a good person, I allowed him to cum inside, which gave me quite a squirt. Sunday was pretty uneventful, though in the afternoon we went to a concert at Caltech together. If anyone saw us together they would think we are friends or maybe a couple, though there might be questions about the age difference between us. After the concert, jb took me to dinner at one of my favorite restaurants in Old Town. We then went to my place, where he picked up his stuff, and I dismissed him for the week. This coming weekend, I have a surprise for him which is going to put his training into a new realm. |
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A friend of mine made a little device which I used on jb. It has a tube, which I slipped jb’s cock into, and batteries and some electronic equipment. It is kind of heavy, but I can strap it on, which I did to jb. The device shoots an electric charge into the tube, and has two settings—low and high. Also, it can be activated either by remote control or by having the person move away from standing straight up. I put it on jb, and then gave him a taste of what was in store for him, but giving him a shot, first in the low setting, which he could stand, and then in the high setting, which he almost collapse from but could not because he was tied so tightly to the pole. I then told him to stand straight or it will go off—in the high setting. Jb looked very scared. I had never seen him look like that. He was sweating profusely. I then pinched his nipples tightly, causing him to squirm which set off the device and a loud muffled scream. He quickly got his composure and stood up straight and the device turned off. He tried to plead with me through his gag but I ignored it, and left him alone and went upstairs. While there, I heard him scream twice, and I assume he was able to straighten himself and got the device turned off. After about 15 minutes I went downstairs, to quiz him on what he has learned. I asked if he will now start writing in his journal, and he promised he would. I noticed that he has learned his lesson and made an entry this week. I told him that I’m not demanding much, just at least one entry a week will satisfy me. He nodded he would and said something through his gag that he would. I was still angry at his defiance, and put him in his cage for the night without dinner. |
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After jb made dinner for me, I took him downstairs to the dungeon and tied him up to a pole, very tightly, and gagged him. I got my flogger and walked over to him. I told him that I happy that he opened up an account in Collarme, but I was not happy that he really had not put anything in his journal. I then started flogging him, slowly, lightly at first, getting his skin tenderized. When he got red enough, I began flogging him harder, and faster which got jb squirming and moaning. Of course that did not stop me but made me to flog still harder. Finally, when I could tell by his body language and the tilt of his head that he had enough I stopped. But jb’s punishment was not finished. |
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For the past two weekends, jb has been excellent. He has been very attentive and helpful. Before he comes to my house for the weekend, he buys me food for the week, and when he is with me, he cleans and cooks and takes care of the place. Since he was with r, he even seems to have a bit more energy when he sexually serves me. I told him to open up a profile on collarme and write in the journal section so I can monitor his thoughts and experiences, so I can be a better Domme to him. I noticed that he opened an account but has not written anything in it as yet. He may need a little encouragement from me this weekend. |
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I took r upstairs. When she got there, she looked a little surprised, and asked where was jb. I told her that he was dismissed for the week. She seemed a little disappointed, but didn't say anything. After she ate, she dressed in the same dress she wore when she came, and I drove her back to the auction house. The drive was over was quiet. I didn't say anything and she didn't either. When we got to the auction house, I escorted her in and briefly chatted with the owner. He told me that r's Master, C, had not shown up yet and didn't know when he would. After saying good-bye to the owner, I left as he took r into the waiting room. When I got home, I called C on his cell. He answered, but said he couldn't talk right then, but said he would call later. At about 9 he called and asked me how it went. I told him what I had r and jb do, and I think my plan may have worked. We'll have to wait and see. I asked what he was up to, and he said he had lunch with a possible addition to his household, or perhaps, if he gets tired of r, a replacement. He said he also had dinner with another possibility. C said it is too early to see if any of them will work out, but he has time. I told him that hopefully my plan will work and r will be even more dedicated and pleasureful than before. As for jb, I'll just have to also wait and see. I might have a sense of how good he is the next weekend. If he works out, I was thinking of uping the ante, perhaps keeping him three days a week initially, and then slowly easing him into a 24/7 relationship. This may take awhile though. We closed, when C said he probably will be picking r up at about 10. |
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At around noon, I went down to retrieve jb and r. They were quietly laying next to each other in each other's arms. When I came down, they sat up and disentangled. I told them I wanted lunch, and they shuffled up stairs to the kitchen, where they made me a nice souffle. I told them they could scrounge up leftovers in the frig. After lunch, I took them downstairs and prepared them for the afternoon activity. I tied r up, with her arms over her head, and her wrists tied to a chain hanging from the ceiling. I gagged her with a ball gag, tied up her knees and ankles, and then pulled on the chair to stretch her out. To give her a little kick, I put nipple clamps on her, with little weights hanging from them. I ordered jb to kneel, and then tied up his arms behind his back. I had him rest on his heels, and then tied his wrists to his ankles so he couldn't stand up. I gagged him with a ring gag, and finally blindfolded him and r before I went upstairs to wait for my friend. A little after 1:30 she came with what I wanted her to come with--a man. My friend is a professional Domme, and the man she brought is one of her clients. He was promised a free session if he agreed to come. We immediately stripped him, blindfolded him, gagged him, tied him up with his arms behind his back and led him downstairs, where we then tied his legs and chest very tightly to a pillar. I rubbed him to get him hard, which he became very quickly. I then kind of pushed jb closer to him, and when his mouth was an inch from the erection, I took off the blindfold while my friend removed the blindfold on r. I think they gasped at the scene--she tied up, stretched out, jb on his knees in front of a naked man, tied up to a pillar, all gagged, and the man blindfolded, while another woman, my friend and I dressed in our most seductive Mistress outfit. I then order jb to suck the man. He looked down and shook his head "no". I walked over to r with a flogger and struck her several times, not hard, but it created a smacking sound as it struck her naked skin. "Suck him" I ordered, and again he nodded no. I struck r harder, and more, and still jb refused to suck the man. This went on for awhile, while my flogging started making r's skin red and she began moaning in pain. But still jb refused, so I kept flogging r, longer and harder. Finally, I put down the flogger, picked out cat o'nine tails. Do you know this feels like jb, I asked. He didn't answer, so I whipped him with it, pretty hard. He cried out in pain through his gag. "Do you want r to learn what you just found out?" I asked. As I started walking to r, preparing the whip her, jb leaned forward and started sucking the man. I told him not to have him have an orgasm until I say so. The poor man, got very aroused. After awhile, he began moaning, and writheing. It must have been about 2:30 or 3:00, I finally gave jb permission to have the person cum but he had to swallow everything, or I would punish r if he didn't. He did swallow everything, which was somewhat difficult because of the ring gag. After a few minutes, the man was untied, taken upstairs, where he dressed, and then quickly left with my friend. I then went downstairs, untied jb and order him to make dinner for me. While he was upstairs, I took down r and put here in the cage for safe keeping. After jb, made my dinner, I told him to leave but call me during the week to arrange his stay for next weekend. I had a nice early meal, went downstairs to prepare for r's trip back to the house where the slave auction was held two days earlier. |
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For dinner, jb and r cooked me a very good dinner. jb took charge of the kitchen, and r was a very good assistant. they were an excellent team. After I ate, I allowed them to have the left overs. We talked a little about this and that. r told me a little about her life as a slave, which she seemed very happy in being. jb asked some questions about it, what she did during the day, was she treated well, and other things. While we talked I was pondering what to do that evening. Should I put jb and r back in the cage together for the night, or should I take jb to my own bed and have him sleep with me. I decided to take him to my bed. It had been a week since I had him, and I was a bit horny to having someone inside me. I then shackled r with her arms behind her back, and took her down to the cage for the night. Since I didn't have to worry about her talking to jb and getting some private information, such as where they lived, phone numbers, I left her ungagged for the night. After r was locked for the night, I back upstairs and shackled jb, and brought him to me bed so he could pleasure me. He was, as usual, excellent. He started off slowly, caressing me, and then slipping between my spread legs, and licked me, probing me. It was not long before he got me very aroused. And when he touched me clit, I came immediately. I must have been very horny. After I came, he entered me, and that really felt great. I ordered him not to cum until I gave him permission. The angle he thrust in me, got me very aroused and excited again, and I came again. We hugged for awhile and then he started pleasuring me again, licking, stroking, and entering me. The third orgasm came when he rubbed my clit when he was thrusting inside me. I then told him, that in my next orgasm, he would cum. After a short rest, he again got me aroused by kissing, hugging, touching, rubbing, and then we came together. I was satiated, and jb was relieved. We then went to sleep in each other's arms. The next morning, he got up and made breakfast for all of us. As he was making breakfast, I went downstairs and got r out of her cage and told her to freshen up. When she came out of the shower and dried off, I had jb strapped to a chair and told her that she could feed him. I think she really enjoyed doing it. There seemed to be a little loving smile as she did it, and I noticed that jb, by the way he looked at r that he also enjoyed it. After jb ate, and r ate, jb took a shower. When he came out, I shackled both, with a lot of slack in the chains, gagged them, and took them downstairs. I used a ball gag on jb, but a ring gag on r. I told them they have a few free hours, because I had some things I had to do. I don't know what they did on Sunday morning, though I hope they made love and got to know each other better, at least physically. While they were down there, I made a phone call to a friend, a professional Domme and told her I needed her help for the afternoon. She laughed when I told her what I wanted to do, and said she will try to help and get back to me. Within an hour she called and said she found someone and would be over at about 1:30. |
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jb came over last night, cooked a very nice dinner, and for desert, he pleasured me for about two hours, giving me a couple of orgasms. He is wonderful. The training is coming along very nicely. In fact, as a sign of it, he left a short time ago to buy groceries for me for the week. I am hoping by the end of the year, if all goes well, he will be my 24/7 slave. There was a big watershead that was past two weeks ago, when I brought over the slave from the slave auction. It was a risky strategy, but it looks like it is working. I guess I should describe more what happened. After leaving jb and r together in the cage, I checked back every now and then until I went to sleep. In the morning, I went down, and found r cuddled against the back of jb, which I thought was a good sign. My presence woke them up. I had r go up and freshen up and told jb to make breakfast for all of us. I ate first and then tied jb up to a chair. When r came out of her shower, and dried off, I had her feed jb. It looked nice, to watch a slave feeding a slave to be. I think it may have touched the symphathy of r because she fed him somewhat tenderly. r then had breakfast while jb cleaned up for the activities of the day. After breakfast, we all went to my bedroom. What we did was fun. I laid down, while r, who was cuffed with her arms in front, serviced me, licked, pleasured me, while jb entered r from the rear. My goal, and we did it, was to all three of us have a simultaneous orgasm. We had to stop every now and then so one of us didn't explode first. After a while, we got into the rhythm of it, and we were moving in sync. With all three of us going at once, I thought the bed was going to collapse. After the spasms passed, r and jb laid down next to me, and we rested for a while. I then took them downstairs, and tied them up together. Their backs were against each other, they were gagged, their arms were wrapped around the other, and a rope from the ceiling was connected to a rope wrapped around them so they could sit up. I thought I would leave them alone until lunch. jb made lunch for us, and then I took them downstairs to the dungeon again so they could be alone. I tied jb to the bed downstairs, wrists bound together, tied over his head, and tied up his knees and ankles with rope. He was gagged of course. I then put a ring gag on r, cuffed her wrists with a nice amount of slack, and her ankles. I order r to keep jb hard for the afternoon. I also told her to keep him from cuming and if he, I would have to punish him. After several hours I went down to give them some time before dinner to relax. r didn't even look up when I came down, as she was gently licking jbs cock as if it were a lollipop. And he was hard. r is very good. |
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I hope I have time later to write more about what happened two weeks ago, but I have to get ready because jb is coming over soon to spend the weekend with me. The training is coming along very nicely. |
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Before I get back to my weekend with the slave I bought, I just want to say that jb ravished me much of the weekend. There is so much to report, and I don't have time to write it all down right now. |
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I took r downstairs, and stopped her a foot or two away from jb, who remained still and tried to be quiet. He was breathing heavy and I'm sure r heard him. jb knew we were coming and I noticed that the excitement of being tied up, gagged and blindfolded him while knowing someone in addition to me was in the dungeon got him very hard. I ordered r to kneel, and she did. I also told her to spread her legs, cross her angles, and she followed my order. I then tied up her ankles, and told her to sit back. I got the chain on her collar's D ring and pulled her head closer to jb's erection and then secured the other end to a rope securing jb to the wipping post. Her mouth was only about two or three inches from the tip of his cock. I took off her blindfold. r gasped and didn't move for a few seconds trying to absorb what was happening. The light was dim, as I was only using a candle to light the dungeon. I stepped back, and told r that her master told me how skilled she was sucking. And I told her that this weekend she was going to service my slave in training. I ordered her to keep jb hard, that that was her job this evening. And I warned both of them, that I did not want jb to cum. If he did, I would have to punish both of them. I then waited to see if r would do as she was told. After catching her breath, she leaned forward, stuck out her tongue and started rolling it around jb's head. She then opened her mouth, took his erection into her mouth and sucked it into her mouth. In less than a minute, jb groaned and squirmed as tried to remove his cock from r's mouth. r leaned back and let the cock slip out of her mouth. After a minute or so, as jb's potential for an orgasm past, r leaned forward and began sucking again. It was not long before jb started groaning and writhing with pleasure. It was not long before he struggled to remove it from r's mouth, which prompted r to lean back and let it out. By this time, I could see that jb's was not just hard, with it sticking straight out, it was tilted upward, the skin was very tight. r leaned forward and began licking the underside. poor jb, he was moaning and trying desperately to free himself, so he could cum. I could see by now that r had him under her control. As I climbed the stairs to do some things out of the dungeon, I warned them about jb cumming. While upstairs I had a devilish of a thought. Originally, I was thinking of keeping jb blindfolded all weekend and using r to pleasure and serve him. Now I had the idea of getting them together, and possibily getting them to emotionally bond together. If there was some emotional spark, jb would be able to get an erection faster, and hold it longer, and r would be energized to service him better. And with the attachment to each other, jb will become more dependent on me, and r will become more dependent on C, because both will know that after Sunday night, that the only way they will ever see each other again is through C and I. I decided to call C and tell him about my plan, because of the risk. What if r and jb liked each other in such a way that r would leave C? I had to clear my plan with C. When I told him, he chuckled and said I was a genius for thinking of it. |
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I had a fabulous weekend. jb drove to my house around six. He made me dinner, while I got ready for the auction. After dinner, he stripped, and I tied him up, or shackled him with his arms behind his back, gagged him, and then placed him in front of the t.v. I put a porno dvd in so he could watch it while I was gone to juice him up a little, get him in the mood. I then drove out to the Hollywood Hills where the auction was, while the sky became increasingly overcast. There was a good crowd at the house where the auction was going to be held when I arrived. After kiss, kiss, hello how are you with the other Doms and the few Dommes who were there, I got some snacks, and a glass of wine and went into the display room. There were nine slaves on display. And it was a nice collection. There were three that interested me, and if I were outbidded on those, I would go home empty. At about 8, the auction began. I bid on the third one, but was outbidded. She was a very attractive Indonesian type, nice long hair, small breasts, but nice sparkling eyes. However, I did win my second bid. She is a young thing, very pretty. I had seen r before at at least one of the parties of the group, and attended the ceremony at C's house a few months ago when she was collared. I didn't stay around to chat after knowing who I was going to have, and after a few small talk farewells, I drove back to my place to prepare jb for the weekend. He was still sitting in the chair I left him in, looking at another dvd, which I think he really enjoyed because he was kind of hard. I left him when I went to the auction with enough mobility that with some effort, he could eject the dvd and put in another one in the player. I was happy he took advantage of the occasion. He gave a muffled ok when I asked him how he was. I then led him downstairs to the dungeon, unshackled him, and then tied him up with rope, very tightly with his arms behind his back wrapped around the wipping post. I took the gag off, gave him some water and then gagged him again. He was limp, so I started caressing his chest, strokeing his cock and slowly I got him hard. After putting nipple clamps on him, I went upstairs to wait for the delivery of my slave. At about 10, the limo pulled up in front of my house. I went outside, and stood under the overhang on the porch because it was drizzling by that time. The limo driver got out, went around to the side of the limo facing my house, opened a door and out came r wearing a thin dress. All the slaves being delivered were unshakled and not tied up incase the limo was stopped by the police, but all the slaves wore the same type of dress and no panties or bra. r rapidly walked over to me, as I took her and and led her into my house. The nice thing about the type of dresses the slaves wear is they unbuckle at the shoulders. So after tieing up her wrists behind her back, and blindfolding her, I could remove her dress by unsnapping the shoulder snaps. r has a nice firm body, which is as I remember it from the collaring ceremony, and I was glad to see she has been working out to keep it that way. I then led her down the stairs, into my dungeon for the beginnings of what was a wonderful weekend. |
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I've decided what I'm going to do, after talking to jb. This weekend is going to cost us both a pretty penny: he is putting in $2,000 and I'm putting in a $1,000. I am going to the party tonight with the money to buy a slave. I'm just staying for auction and then leaving. The slave will be brought to my house, I believe in a limo. Before she is delivered, I am going to tie jb up to a post in the dungeon while we wait for the delivery. Basically, I am going to try to purchase a slave for the weekend to service my slave in training. |
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I don't know what I'm going to do this weekend. I was invited to a party of the group, in which there is going to be a mandatory slave auction for everyone who brings someone. I am thinking of bringing jb to it, but I don't know if he is ready for it. I've only been training him for a short time, and its been only on weekends, and then not every weekend. I don't know whether to go alone, and perhaps buy someone for the weekend, take jb, or just forget about it. Maybe jb will be ready for the holiday party in December. However, he is learning fast, and I'm still pushing him, expecting to find his limits but he so far doesn't seem to have any. But then, I'm not a sadist, and he's not a masochist. When we've been in public, I don't think anyone would have any idea of what we do in private. It is an incredible relationship. I enjoy his company, and I enjoy him being my slave in training. |
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jb did not spend the entire weekend here. it has been too hot to really enjoy what i wanted to. however, he came over friday night, prepared a nice dinner for both of us. afterwards we sat on the deck and tried to get some cool air. after it got dark, i took him to bed, tied him up loosely, with his arms in front of him and his ankles shackled. i commanded him to pleasure me. which he did. i laid naked on the bed, very passively, while he caressed me, kissed me, gently pinched my nipples, rubbed me, licked me, and finally entered me. i ordered him not to cum and he followed my command to a tee. he entered me, withdrew, licked, and got me very very hot and aroused. finally, he had me cum, and after a few minutes began arousing me again. within an hour he gave me three orgasms. with that, i retied him, with his arms behind his back and we slept together. the next morning, we showered together, with him cleaning me off and drying me. it was very nice and erotic. after cleaning up, we went out to breakfast in south pasadena. came back to my place, where i tied him up, spread eagle on the bed, gagged him, and left and ran some errands. when i came back, i took off my clothes, mounted him so he could lick me, which he did and had me cum. for a reward, i then mounted his cock, and had him cum inside me. later he made dinner. he wanted to stay sunday night, but i told him it is so hot that i want to sleep alone. he asked to be put in the cage, but the room it is in is inhuman and i told him no. he is coming over friday night, and i plan to keep him all weekend. i really enjoy jb's company. he is clever, witty, a great cook, very passionate, and willing to serve. |
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A lot has happened during the past 5 months. I tried out a few more subs, I gave them auditions, but for one reason or the other, none of them worked out. I stopped even trying for awhile, then I started again in a more limited way. I didn't audtion them. Rather I allowed them to take me to dinner, where I hoped I would get to know them as people. Though I had some good meals, the people who paid were not very interesting. Wimps, pantsees, jerks. I really didn't like how obsequious they were. However, there was one, who was sharp, clever, together, and funny. He has a healthy attitude about this. He has seen some pros, and liked being tied up, tortured a little. He found that no matter how much he vowed to resist submitting, surrendering, it did not take much to succum to the pleasure and pain inflicted on him. So, I decided to give him a try, though he had not had any life style experience. A couple of weeks ago, I brought him to my place where he first made a wonderful dinner for both of us. He is also a good cook by the way. I then spent a couple of hours with him. After taking off his shirt, I tied him up, put a collar on him, gagged him, and led him to my dungeon. I got him nice and hot, and then slowly took off the rest of his clothes. He was nice and hard, and I used a series of light pain techniques--nipple clams, light flogging. After playing with him, for a few hours, I untied him, we talked for awhile and he left. Last weekend, he spent Saturday night at my place. I'm exploring what he can take. I did a little cbt, more flogging, and nipple clamps. I also tied him up in different positions--spread eagle on the bed, on the cross, and also a hog tie. He spent the night in a cage. This weekend, JB came over yesterday morning and left just a short time ago. He prepared all our meals. It was more of the same--but a little more intense--cbt, different ties, different positions. He is learning fast. I enjoy him around, he is serving me well. I don't know how this will end. Maybe he'll be my slave. He is going to come over on Friday night this coming weekend and will spend the entire weekend with me. |
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I have been too lax in putting entries in my journal. The problem has been, I have been very busy in and out of the life style. I just had a wonderful weekend with the slave I won at the auction a few weeks ago. Her Master just picked her up. I had her since Thursday. She was a delight. I brought back one of the guys I've auditioned, a real whimp. When I had him the first time, I did basically nothing with him, except leave him in the cage. I took him out every once and awhile to cook and clean up. My friend whipped him a couple of times, and he didn't mind. It seemed he was mainly into pain, and submission. I decided to see if there was something more in the guy, so after taking him back to my place on Friday night, after a nice dinner, but not particularly exciting conversation, I tied him up, brought him downstairs, gagged and blindfolded and put him in a cage, in which my rent-a-slave was waiting. Her instructions, or orders, were to get him hard. I could tell he was shocked when he discovered there was someone else in the cage with him. It was weird, he had great difficulty getting an erection. Finally, he got one, but couldn't hold it. It was kind of too bad, but that guy flunked. I left him for the night, but dismissed him the next morning. I drove him around a bit so he hopefully doesn't know how to met to my place. I found a bus stop and dumped him there. He was very disappointed. When I got back to my place, I sent out an email to another guy: this was the one who I used sexually for the entire weekend. He wrote back he had plans, but was willing to cancel them for me. So that night, my rent a slave and I had dinner with the sub, and then took him back to my place. My rent a slave that evening kept the sub, who was tied up and gagged, aroused, and kept me aroused. My rent a slave was very imaginative. She got me wet, then took the guy and had him enter me. That was a nice touch. In anycase, I had a great night, and then left the slave and sub together for the night, caged of course. I woke up during the night, and I felt a little jealous of the slave, so I took the sub and brought him to bed with me. The next morning, he had me again. After breakfast, I had to run some errands, so I left the slave and sub together, with instructions to pleasure each other. When I came back, I had them clean up, prepare dinner for me. After dinner I took the sub back to his car in Silver Lake, came back and waited for the slaves master to arrive. What a weekend. |
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It has been a long time since my last entry and a lot has happened, and a lot has not happened. The party I went to was very nice. It was wonderful to see some of my old friends, catch up and see what they are doing. A few of the Doms had some some new slaves and/or slaves in training. They seem very nice and compliant. And of course there were a few Doms who brought their on going slaves. It was good to see there are some long term relationships in the group. The auction went well. I won one, which I will claim within a few weeks. When the Master goes away, which he is expecting to do by going to a conference in Munich, I will have possession of her while he is gone. She has been the Doms property for nearly two years. I've met her before, but never used her. Though she has been auctioned out to other Doms, this will be a first for her by being used by a Domme. Otherwise, I have not had any auditions. The following week, I met one of the people who contacted me through CM and we met for dinner. I really didn't have time for anything else and I wanted to have a good meal. He was very compliant about it, and we had a nice time. I may bring him back for something more, but I'm quite busy. This past weekend I had another audition. I brought the person here after dinner, tied him up and caged him for the night. He cleaned up my place the next day. I was originally planning to release him on Saturday afternoon since I was going out that night, but at the last moment, I decided to keep him another night. On Sunday morning, I had him pleasure me, lick me, enter me, and he was quite good. He was able to control himself and not have an orgasm, which was good. After I was satiated, I untied him, he got dressed and I drove him to his car, and then left for the opera. I'm not sure yet what I'm going to do this weekend since I'm busy Friday night and most of Saturday. Probably, I'll do nothing in the life style. One of the interesting things is that I've gotten a couple inquires from couples who both are subs. Both couples seem very nice, and I'm not quite sure yet what to do. |
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I've been very busy and have not done any more auditions. I guess I should briefly describe what happened to the last one I had. After S worked him over, we put him a cage, and hoisted it to the ceiling, where he spent the night. S and I went to bed and enjoyed each other and plotted what we were going to do with our sub. It turned out to be weatherwise, a great weekend, so S and I spent most of the weekend, out, doing our respective errands and social life. Our poor sub spent the weekend, locked up in a cage most of the time. He was really submissive. I didn't think he would do it, but I put a saucer into his cage with urine and he licked it up. I suppose I would have used him sexually, but S and I were enjoying each other that weekend so I didn't need him for that.
These last two weekends, I haven't had any auditions. Next weekend, I'm going to a party. It is a pretty exclusive group of successful people. It will be nice to see old friends again, and catch up with them. There usually is an auction to rent out slaves to the other members of the group because some of the Doms and Dommes are successful and travel a lot. I wish I had a slave or one well along in training so I could bring it to the party. But not having one, I may try to rent one at the auction. |
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As I write this, T is being flogged. I can hear his muffled cries in the dungeon. Shortly after my last entry, S showed up with her typical flair. We went into the dungeon, and S was quite pleased. She inspected T, pinching him, testing the tightness of his skin. Shortly, she got a flogger, and started flogging him, softly at first and then a little harder. T skirmed and struggled and started making muffled noises. Both S and I liked watching T writhe with increasing pain. After getting T torso pretty red, I unbunkled and unzipped his pants. S started flogging again, and as T struggled, his pants fell down. He was order to kick them away, which he did. S then flogged his thighs and legs, getting them red. I then pulled his underwear down to his knees and ordered him not to let them drop. I guess T liked what S was doing, because he had a very tight erection. I was surprised at how stiff it looked and went over to rub it. It was strong, tight, with nothing loose about it. S then flogged him again, and he struggled to keep his underwear from falling, but after awhile, it fell to his feet. I order him to kick it away, and he did. But I also told him he disobeyed my order to keep his underwear from falling so he will have to punished for it. I hooked up electroes to his nipples and genitals. I'm about to go back into the dungeon, and start punishing him with the electro torture. Its early. His cries are becoming louder. |
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I had a wonderful dinner: lamb, with nicely prepared rice, and the desert was excellent. T and I left the restaurant, and I drove us down to the loft district. We took a freight elevator to the third floor of a loft. The place where we are going to spend the weekend, is the residence and dungeon of a professional Domme that S knows. The pro is out of town this weekend, and S arranged for us to use it. T and I entered the loft. I put a hood over him, and then took off his shirt, and undershirt. He took my order and held out his hands, and I tied up his wrists and then took him into the dungeon, where I strung him up with his arms over his head. That is the way he is right now. I called S a short time ago to come over, as I've got him for her. She said she would be right over, so I'm waiting right now for S to arrive and the fun to begin. |
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I'm running out the door. I have to get to Engine 28 in downtown by 7, and meet my latest victim. I hope he is masochistic enough for what he is going to endure this weekend. |
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I've got someone lined up for this weekend. It should be very interesting. The lucky guy knows one thing: who he is. What he doesn't know is what is going to happen to him. I hope I have more time this weekend to let the world know what the sub is experiencing than what I had last weekend. |
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After lunch yesterday, I tied P into a hog tie, and had him lay on his side. I gave him another little Viagra to keep him erect and I knew that if he rolled on his stomach, he would probably start rocking back and forth and cum again. So I warned him to lay like I left him, while I went into another room and read for a couple of hours. Periodically, I peeked in, and saw that he did not move. He continued having an erection. I went in once and asked how he was doing, and he said he was in another world. He said he was so aroused that he seemed to loose touch with reality. He asked if he could cum, and of course I told him he couldn't. After awhile, I realized that I needed some sex, so just before I started preparing dinner, I came in. I took off my clothes, and untied him from his hog tie, but tied up his wrists in front of him. I laid down, put a pillow under me and invited him to pleasure me. He did a magnificent job. He entered me, and with his hands free, he rubbed my clit, taking his time. I felt I really had P. He wanted to pleasure me and he spent a lot of time, carefully doing it. The orgasm he gave me was the best this weekend. Afterward, I tied him up again on the bed, arms over his head, and prepared dinner for both of us. During dinner, I asked him how he like the weekend and he said he really enjoyed it. I told him I did to. But I told him that we probably won't get together again for several more weeks because there are some other subs that I want to audition. I also said that though I wished he could refrain not having an orgasm during that time, I knew it was really impossible. But I did request, that when he does, he thinks of me. He chuckled and said that he couldn't see how he couldn't think of me. After dinner, he dressed, and I drove him to his car. |
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P was ready for me. Ready for me in a big way. I could tell he was very excited and proud that he could serve me. And I was very happy to see it. I took P down, took him upstairs to clean up and have breakfast. After going to the bathroom, P and I took a shower together, like we did yesterday morning. I cleaned him up, washed him down, rubbed my body against his to arouse him and keep him hard. After, I dried him off, and took him to the dinning room, and tied him up again with his wrists to his elbows behind his back. As I fed him, I asked how he felt. He said, wonderful. He said he feels so comfortable with me. He said he is so happy to be my sex slave. After breakfast, I took him to my bedroom, and laid down on the bed with my legs draped over the side. He knew what to do and moved in between my legs and began licking me. He was much better than before, and he was good then. But I had the sense P was very grateful that I didn’t punish him for his discretion. He licked me so well. It wasn’t just to get me to have an orgasm, but he played with me, pleasuring me, stretching out the feeling, before he finally got me to cum. I laid there for awhile, relaxing, and then told P to penetrate me. He then entered me, and with his hands, tied at the wrists but in front of himself, he began rubbing me. Over the next hour or two this morning, he gave me two more orgasms. We broke for lunch a short time ago. A problem has come up, because I’m getting raw and tender. Maybe we’ll take it easy after lunch. |
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Last night P was naughty and nice. First the nice. I woke up during the night, quite horney. I rolled over, and started caressing P, who was sleeping in my bed. I reached down and felt he was hard, which pleased me. I slowly woke him up, with my kisses, and caressing. When I could feel he was awake, I told him I was horney and wanted an orgasm. He knew what to do. I helped him sit up, and then I put some pillows under by butt to position myself for him. I was wet and he scooted into me with no trouble. I could feel him filling me and touched him. P began slowly thrusting into me. I don’t know how long it was, but he rocked inside me for some time, stopping twice, I suppose to catch his breath and keep from having an orgasm. It was not long before I started rubbing myself, and finally I had a nice sweet, pleasant and needed orgasm. I then help P get out of me and lay down again, while I shortly went back to sleep. And now the naughty. When I woke this morning, I saw P’s side of the sheets was wet. I asked him what happened, and he confessed that he had a wet dream. I reminded him what the rules were and would have to punish him for that. As I took him downstairs to the dungeon, he pleaded with me not to punish him. He said he couldn’t help it. It happened when he was asleep. He begged me not to punish again. He promised he wouldn’t do it again. I think I was affected by the urgency of his appeals. After I strung him up, gagged him and prepared him to be punished, I told him I would make a deal with him. I said I had to take care of some things, but when I came back, I wanted him to have a nice erection for me. If he couldn’t get one, I would have to punish him. He nodded and said a muffled “yes” when I asked if he understood. I took off his gag, and gave him a little piece of Viagra to help him along. As I left him, I could see he was somewhat aroused. Perhaps not enough for a good clean smooth penetration, but he wasn’t limp either. I am going down shortly to see if P needs to be punished. |
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P gave me a lot of pleasure tonight. Earlier, I went into the bed room, laid down on the bed, spread my legs and pulled him by a chain connected to his collar into me. His tongue work is excellent, absolutely excellent. He knows when to flatten it, when to tighten it, how to probe me, and separate my lips. For a young guy, he is superb. After getting me nice and hot, I told him to stop. I got him to lay down on the floor, and I then started sucking him. I could feel he was really hard and stiff. His skin was smooth, and tight. At least he didn't cum as he did earlier in the day. After lunch, I sucked him, and as soon as my lips wrapped around him, and my tongue slid down his shaft, I would feel his stomach arch, his body tighten, and as he snapped his fingers my lips rocked with his spasms, and my mouth filled with his cum. I tried to swallow every drop, and I think I got most of it. After licking him clean, I told him or reminded him what I warned him about. He became limp and I took P down stairs, as he waddled down because of being shackled. I strung him up, and put electrodes on his nipples and his genitals. For the next 15-20 minutes I punished P by varing the intensity of the electric shocks, changing their location from one nipple to the other and down to the genitals. P squirmed, and moaned through the gag, but I didn't stop. I told him that I would punish him and I didn't want him to have an orgasm when he is with me. He pleaded with me, and I could hear his muffled promise. I finally stopped, and left P hang there. But tonight, P did not have an orgasm when I sucked him. After awhile, I laid down on the bed again and told P to enter me. I could feel him filling me. For the next, I don't know how long, P thrusted inside me, while I rubbed myself to orgasm. Right now P is in bed waiting for me. This has been a wonderful weekend so far. Hopefully, I will have time tomorrow to tell how the day is proceeding and things that happened last night and today. |
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After whispering in P's ear last night that he was mine, I told him how much I enjoyed him, and kissed him. I also told him he was my sex toy, and I wanted him to pleasure me all weekend. I also told him that I did not want him to have any orgasm this weekend, and if he did, I would have to punish him. I didn't want to tell him what I would do, but I warned him that he would not like it. I asked if he understood, and he said he did. I also told him that if I was doing something and he was about to have an orgasm, to snap his fingers, and I will stop. The reason I didn't want him to have an orgasm, is not just to remind him that this weekend, the pleasure is all mine, but I wanted him ready to pleasure me at all times, and if he had an orgasm, there might be a period afterward when he would be too limp to satisfy me. He understand, or nodded that he understood. |
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P just gave me a nice, full body message. Afterwards I tied him up, with his wrists tied to his elbows, and I put leg irons on him. He is on his knees right now in my bedroom, waiting for me to return. I'm going to be going to bed soon, with P of course, but before we do, I want him to lick me to climax, and possibly I may mount him before we go to sleep. I will see, depending on how I feel. When I have time I will write up what we have been doing during the past 24 hours. |
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I put a collar on P, attached a leash to it, led him into my bedroom and told him to lay down on the bed. As he passively laid there, I tied up his ankles and knee, tightly, with rope. He looked so nice, I thought, and smiled at him. P looked back with I think a mixture of fear, puzzlement, and pleasure. I then put a ball gag in his mouth and blindfolded him. It kind of scared him, because he could no longer see what I was about to do, nor could he call for help. P, until this weekend, is really not very experienced--apparently just a couple of different pros. I didn't want P to run away, I tied his legs to the foot of the bed, kind of rolled him over to the side and removed the handcuffs. I then took his hands, tied up his wrists and tied them to the head of the bed. P was very compliant and did not resist. See that he was just where I wanted him, I took off my clothes, and laid next to him. I whispered in his ear, softly, "You are mine." |
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I met P at the Cafe Beaujolai at 7 last night as planned. While we had a wonderful meal, I flirted with him, acted like I was really interested in him, both as an older women would want a younger one, and in my mind, I imagined myself as a teacher, perhaps a high school teacher, who was with a student, maybe 17 years old. I loved the role I was in, and poor P, I don't think he quite got it. I think I embarassed him, which I didn't really care. After we ate, I drove us up to my place. After we got in, I offered him a drink of wine, which he took. We chatted a little, as I inched closer to him, finally putting my hand on his leg. He let me do it, but he obviously didn't know what was going to happen. Looking into his eyes, I took the glass of wine away from him, put it on the table, and started unbuttoning his shirt. I leaned over, kissed him and slid his shirt off. I then removed his undershirt and caresses his chest with my hands and lips. I told him to turn around a little, which he did, and then I reached under the cushons, found the handcuffs, and put them on P. I then continued caressing him, kissing him, while I slowly, patiently, unbuckled his belt, and unzipped his fly. I could feel he was getting aroused. Slowly, I slid his pants off, removed his underwear, and continued kissing and caressing him. While I did this, I could see P was very aroused, and I could feel he was really getting into this. |
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Last night was very interesting, and it looks like I'm going to have avery interesting weekend. I am going into this audition with a totally different mind set from last weekend. This weekend, I'm a seductress. My sub is younger than me, barely legal--actually he is 22 years old, fit and reasonably attractive. I am using P as a sex toy, my real life vibrator. A sub to keep me sexually satisfied. I just peeked into the bedroom, and I can see he is ready for me. He is laying on the bed, naked of course, legs tied at the ankles and knees, and his wrists tied over his head. He is stretched out with his wrists tied to the pillars of the head of the brass bed and his ankles tied to the foot pillars. And his erection is very tight, pointing straight up. When I have time later, I will write how we got to this point. |
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I just returne from leaving R off at his car. Earlier, he prepared a nice dinner for me. While I ate, had him sit at the table, naked, and tied up, while we talked. He was so accommodating. I asked him if he liked the weekend, and he said he did. Was there anything he didn't like? Nothing. Do you want to come again? Yes. What if I turn you over to S, is that o.k.? Anything I want he will do. Did he mind not being outside today? It was beautiful. No, he didn't. I guess I thought I was going to push him beyond his limits, by having very little contact with him, keeping him locked up in a cage much of the time, and using him for meals and cleaning up. It seems I didn't. Maybe after he thinks about it, he may realize he doesn't want to continue. However, if he does, I already have some plans for him. |
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What a night I had. S came over shortly after I completed my last entry. She wanted to check R out, so I went down stairs, took him out of his cage, and strung him up like a piece of meat, with his arms over his head, and wrists locked to a chain hanging from the ceiling. I stretched him out so he barely touched the floor, and then made sure the ropes on his knees and ankles were still tight. I put a hood over R incase he knew S and then called her down. She looked at R, pinched him to test his flab--he was tight and taut, caressed his skin, pinched his nipples, and we both watched him squirm.
She then asked me to have an hour with him. I asked her what she wanted to do with him, though I knew the answer. In addition to being my periodic lover, S is a bit of sadist with men. She said the usual: flogging at first, whips, and electricity. I told her that I really didn't want to at this time, because I didn't know if R would like it or expected it. But as we were discussing R's fate, we both noticed he starting getting hard. Without saying a word between us, S and I knew what to do. We started bargaining over R. And as we did, R became harder, to the point where he was not just sticking straight out, but was pointing up. I could hardly restrain myself. I love sucking, and wanted to get on my knees and put my lips to him. I thought that if did, he would explode and decided Friday night that I didn't want him to have any orgasms this weekend. Finally, S said she wouldn't sleep with me that night unless I turned him over to her. I knew it was an empty threat, but I played along with it.
"So you want me to sacrifice him for my pleasure?" I asked.
"Yes" she said.
"I'm tempted. There is really no reason not to."
As we talked though, R started breathing heavy and started tightening up. I reminded S that it was late, and I wanted to go to bed. She then asked about using him tomorrow, but I said I was busy tomorrow, and anyway, I reminded her that we were going on a hike in the morning. I made a deal with her though. I said that if we slept together, I would turn R over to her if he came again for her intensive use, and if he didn't I would round up someone else for her. I told her I had some subs lined up and one of them in particular seemed like he would be a good partner for her.
As we talked about this, R did something I have never seen a man do: he had an orgasm without being touched. I was surprised and said so, but S wasn't. She said saw a man do this once before. After his orgasm, R relaxed and just kind of hung there.
S agreed to my proposal and we then took R down, put him back into his cage, and S and I went to bed.
When I woke up this morning I was reminded how much I love sex with a women. Men provide pleasures to be sure, but there is nothing like a dame. We are sharing with our love making, and instinctively responsive to the bodies of our partners in ways that men are not.
I had R clean up, prepare a breakfast for S and I, and then took him back to the dungeon and strung him up again. After breakfast, I took R back upstairs, and had him clean the living room. I secured a chain on him so he was basically restricted to the room. And while he cleaned the room, S and I went for a hike this morning in Chantry Flats. It was beautiful up there.
We came back a short time ago, and S left. R is now back in his cage, and I will let him out in an hour or so to prepare dinner. |
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R prepared a very nice dinner for me. Very tasty bell-peppers, with a rich vegitable soup, and special Belgium chocolate for dessert. He also brought an expensive bottle of wine for me. He surely gets points for the dinner. After cleaning up, I tied him up to a chair and fed him a peanut butter sandwitch and a glass of water. He didn't seem grateful, which kind of annoyed me. But, since he made such a good meal, I took him into the living room, and allowed him to watch a Almovadar movie I rented. After the movie ended, I took him downstairs and stuffed him back into his cage for the night. I was about to go to bed, when a friend, S, and a Domme called and wanted to find out how my audition was going. I invited her to come over and check R out. S should be here soon. . |
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It is about 4 and R is starting to prepare dinner for me. It's fun looking at him shuffle around, with his leg irons and shackles and naked. What a sense of power I have! |
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This morning I took R out the cage, untied him, and allowed him to clean up. I then had him make me some eggs and coffee. When he got that ready, I tied him up again and had him sit at the table while I ate and asked him how his night was. He said it was fine, cramped, but ok. After eating, I fed him a piece of toast and some cereal. Since I had to run some errands this morning, I helped him downstairs to the dungeon and put him back inside the cage. Of course I gagged him first, in case he started yelling to get out while I was gone. I returned a short time ago. I decided R needed some exercise, and go to the bathroom, so I let him out of his cage for awhile. He is sitting on the couch right now, watching television. In a couple of hours, I'm going to have him make dinner for me. I wonder if this lack of engagement with him is testing his limits. I would be bored out of my mind. I thought of using him sexually, but I don't seem to be in the mood today. Maybe its the partly cloudy skies. |
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He is fine. I'm going to sleep now. I don't know what I'm going to do with R tomorrow, other than have him make me supper. |
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R, the sub and I had a wonderful dinner tonight. He is very nice, and accomodating. He is also bright, and we had a wonderful conversation about the movies of Almovodar. When we left the restaurant, and after we drove away in my car, I parked on a quiet street near the restaurant, and told R to lock his fingers together and put his hands in front of him. He complied without a protest. I slapped handcuffs on his wrist, locked the cuffs to a chain attached to the seat, and then we drove to my house. Naturally, I took the long way, and drove through streets I normally didn't take to make sure R would not know where I lived. We finally got to my house on Mt. Washington. I parked in front, got out, opened his door and helped him out. I followed him to the front door, opened it and we walked in. When we got in, I turned on the light, walked up to him and then unbuttoned his shirt, and slipped it off to where it was blocked by his cuffs. I then slipped his undershirt over his head and pulled it to his wrists. I then tied up his elbows, unlocked the cuffs, pulled off his shirt and undershirt, and then put the cuffs back on. I told R to go in the next room, take off all his clothes, and then come back and present himself. I heard him struggling to take off his clothes, with the cuffs on. But after a few minutes, he came back into the living room, completely naked, and I was happy to see, an very hard erection. I told him to come over and sit down on the couch next to me, which he did. I then got some rope and tied up his ankles and knees. Seeing that he couldn't run anywhere, I unlocked the cuffs, and told R to put his arms behind his back. I was amazed how he did as I saw without a murmur of protest. I then tied up his wrists and elbows with rope. He was quite a sight. So as he sat on the couch, I started talking about our lives, our education, our jobs. What a sight we were. To hear our conversation, you would think we were just two friends chatting. But if you saw us, it was fun. I was fully clothed, eating some celery sticks, while R was naked and tied up. This went up until about 11, when I untied R's ankles and helped him walk down the stairs to my dungeon. I tied up his ankles again, stuffed a ball gag in his mouth, helped get on his knees, and then led him and assisted him into his cage for the night. So as I'm writing this, I can faintly hear R's moaning or something down in the dungeon. I think I better make sure he is alright. |
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This weekend I'm going to have my first audition. I'm going to be leaving in a few hours to meet him at the Campanile on La Brea for a 7 pm dinner. I wonder what he is like in r/l. He comes across as a real deferential sub. I asked him to bring food so he can prepare supper for me tomorrow and Sunday night. If he shows up tonight, and he is a reasonable cook, I should at least eat well this weekend. |
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During the past week, I've been chatting with three subs in IM that I'm lining up for auditions. They are all so different. One is new to the life style, one seems to be a real sissy, and the third has been in it for a number of years, but has never been a slave. All three are types I really didn't have experience with in r/l, since the ones I had before grew out of our normal, in some cases, sexual relationship. Last night I talked on the phone with the sissy. He is so differential, it makes me a little uncomfortable. But our initial conversation was a start. I plan to call him again in a day or two and told him that. Tonight, I'm going to call one of the others. Maybe as I talk to these guys I'll have a better idea which one or ones I'm going to focus on and what I'm going to do with them. |
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I have decided to have auditions for subs who are interested in serving me. If you are interested, this is what the audition will consist of: It will be over a weekend, and will begin about 6 pm on Friday and continue until about 8 pm on Sunday. We will begin by you taking me out to dinner at a restaurant of your choosing. I will evaluate you in part by the quality of the restuarant and food. I will then take you to my place for the rest of the time. During the two days you are there, you will be naked, you will sleep in a cage, you will serve me sexually, prepare meals, and clean the place. I also expect you to take care of yourself--shower, etc. If you are interested in doing this, let me know. In the meantime, I am going to contact some of the people who were interested in serving me and will tell them to look at this journal entry. Before the audition, I am going to chat with them first by IM, to get to know them better. If we proceed, we will talk on the phone and further explore this and possibily set up an audition. |
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This is going slowly. I was out of town last week and am going out of town next week. I really won't be able to explore this until after January 8. But there are some very interesting possibilities. I have to say though, that the subs who described themselves in extremely submissive ways do not get any points with me. I want to know about the person, who they are, their interests, and hobbies, education, occupation. I want to get a sense of the person, as a person, before I get to know their procliviities to submission. Have a wonderful New Year everyone who reads this. |
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I've gotten so many messages it is taking forever to get through them. This is going to take longer than I thought when I opened my account here. But I can see there are quite a number that are possible playmates, maybe even a live in slave. |
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Age: 23 |
Aflao-Accra,
Togo |
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