I am very happy with the Master of this house. We are very happy with one another. We are open to adding more into our family.

There are steps to be taken to be part of this family. As family is not a velcro collar. We are allergic to such things.

Right now honestly what we are needing is a service trained submissive or slave. male that likes to cross dress. Female who enjoys being a pain slut and being a human dollie.

Service means no role playing. This is true real life for us.

We recently had to release a man who approached us wanting to be a servant.We do not tolerate anyone trying to TOP MISTRESS from the bottom. Any actions like those are not tolerated.  Madame Wiladina. Likes to run things in a way like baseball. Give someone some foul balls. Get some strikes. But 3 strikes you are OUT.

We are not here to help you get in the country. We are not here to give you money. We are not here to get free sex.

Master and I are not in a rush nor do we go seeking you out. If your window shopping and seeking a friend an honest friend to help you learn about BDSM learn certain aspects of it. Need training, Need a friend to help you work on over coming the past abuse. Please contact me.  I am a survivor of childhood and domestic abuse. I am proud to be a survivor and know that people helped me and I want to be of help tot hose who I can.

Best wishes on finding what you seek.

MW

I know it has been a very long time since I have posted a journal entry.

Right now I am craving to have a submissive who is into foot worship to  drive Me to a place for a pedicure. To be my human foot stool for all to witness.

I want that human foot stool to eventually slip on my flip flops after blowing the fresh nail polish on my toes.

To make the outing perfect to Me is to go shoe shopping to be the very heels or pumps. I will wear them in my place of living and give you a thank you you will not forget.

I will thank you by caning you across your feet . I will thank you by using a crop on your feet. I will thank you by kicking you in your cock and balls with my pretty new heels.

As far as for the family life here. The Master will be moving in end of the month. We are accepting applications for  a BBW female submissive. She can be married or single. She may be brand new and willing to be trained to Our style. She may be trained from others and accept Our style of Our home.

We are seeking the BBW girl to be a submissive . We warmly welcome a kajira from a gorean background. Smoking is not welcomed for Our property. Drinking is not becoming for  property of this home. You may smoke when not serving. You will be expected to arrive smelling smoke free. If smelling of smoke you are not allowed entry to serve.

The age of this BBW submissive or slave that we are seeking is from the age of 25 to 38. This girl must be honest and respectful . This girl will be trained for domestic help, a pain slut, a human doll. If you become a red silk you will become Our coin girl in legal manners.

This girl must have her own transportation. We are not your taxi. We are not here to save you from a cruel owner. We are not here to add drama into your life. We are not here to buy you from someone.

Not seeking girls who just want to be fucking. Not seeking girls who just want to be a cyber whore. If your a true submissive true kajira. Seeking a family to be part of . Then contact Me.

Preparing for my trip down to INdianapolis.

Shall be so much fun to see friends again at IMAS.

Hopeful to make new friends.

If your in Joliet tonite we are having Our JAM munch.

Maybe I will see you there.

So things have been mellow as I am planning my trip to Bloomington for the Conferences in the Cornfield.

This a major BDSM event in Central Illinois.

Now out of nowhere a  new member of CM contacts Me. Out of the blue. I did not go seek Him.

He wrote Me.

Apparently the child did not like being told of proper greeting to a Mistress.

I dont say Hey most of the time. If I do I must not  have been Myself.

Hey is for horses and cows. I loath a greeting that is Hey. I like greetings, Hello, a good day to you. Followed by a reason why your emailing Me.

Who are you a mere child stranger asking Me my plans for the summer?Your nothing to be wanting to know that. I am not here to be your mommy or your girlfriend or your Mistress.

As far as where I live. I clearly honestly state that in My profile. I know others dont. But for Me I am ok having it be stating where I am.

Finally after the email I sent back to you stating these things then offered a warm welcome to the Chicagoland lifestyle scene. And mention there anre many munches and sloshes.  And wish you your best on your journey.

You have the stupidity to  tell me off . Not very nice

So warning Mistress's out there. If your looking for a good quality young submissive. Witch I am not seeking young . If your dont mind the casual conversation with a stranger who wants to be your instant friend. And not talk to you in a respectful tone..

Then please look this one up.  

And if I am a Bitch for posting this. I am honored. For I have expectations. for a sub and as a Mistress. Its the first impression that makes it or breaks it.

And I give this one. a major negative. I have a feeling he is not good with being corrected.

But then I dont think he has true grasp on what submitting is.

THANK GOD FOR MY SUB!! GOD SURE BLESSED ME!!

After a fun evening at the LRA fetish ball. I now have a submssive. I am very excited and reserved at the same time on this. For i have bene burned before and I did not appreciate it. I do hope this works out.

Well what a difference a few days makes being here on CM.

I have found a very interesting man who I am enjoying talking to .

I also have found a thrall I am looking forward to meeting  at a lifestyle event. I wont hold my breath. I know from previous experience when  opening My door to have a new seb or slave that several would agree to meet and chicken out.

So I hope thrall you will be a dina and not a gamer.

Next I find it humerous when someone  who is so paranoid asks me to get off his profile. Why have a profile if you do not want people to check you out?

Finally for those who do not know how to read. If you ask Me a question like Do you live in Joliet. I will answer look at my profile. It is amazing the information that i freely provide for You.

For those who are under 30 I suggest reading  My profile and what age range I am open to serving Me.

 From May 17th on if Your under 30 and not in my local area. I wont be  responding to your email.

So far I am finding CM just the way I left it a couple years ago.

I wish there were more people looking for something beyond online.

I wish as always people would read the profile to find what my desires and expecations are.

I wish people would stop emailing expecting me to be a teacher.

If you dont know what a munch is or CBT that is what google is for.

I am not here to kiss your ass. Your here to Kiss MINE!!

If I find at age 16 or 22 that I just cant take you serious for being a Master or Mistress. Dont bother changing my mind. If anything  work on educating yourself about the lifestyle. Look beyond collar me. RESPECT is earned baby it is not given. I do not expect to be given your respect. But I have been in the lifestyle since I was 17. I believe I have a hell of a lot more experience than you do.

I have a lot to offer someone. But know this. I dont do casual play. I am also not a pro domme. I am also not looking for a boyfriend. I dont want my sub to be attending my childrens events with me.

If you cant handle being seperate from my vanilla life I am not for you.

Also note I will need you to help me at vending events. If you have what it takes.

So far I have had people not really read my profile and waste my time.

STOP

READ

Then email only if your fall in what I desire.

If I am not what you seek but want to know of more of the local munches in and near Joliet please respectfully contact Me.