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im am no longer looking as i have found my master of my lost dreams and i will not serve any other man. he has an idea to share with fdomme but thats a big maybe and we may be looking for submissuve females for play and friendship

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11/19/2010 9:44:39 PM

u might be a vampire if............

* You have a strong desire for and/or Stimulation by blood (sexual, revitalizing or otherwise) 
* You have a nameless craving that can never quite be fulfilled 
* People you get close to tend to become tired, weary and upset a lot around you 
* People tend to find you interesting at first, then begin to avoid you 
* Even when surrounded by others, you always feel alone 
* Sunlight/bright light in general hurts your eyes (but you can go out in it, even so) 
* You tend to be a night person by nature (because you may feel more comfortable and "alive" at this time) 
* You have had a strong interest in vampires(in any aspect of the genre) probably since puberty onwards 
* You have had a strong interest in vampires since a traumatic event occured in your life 
* You don't get sick often, or if you do, the maladies are often strange or severe 
* You are a fast healer 
* Sex tends to leave you feeling revitalized and full of energy 
* You have drank blood before or would like to, if you could 
* You enjoy imbibing sexual fluids because of the vitality they contain 
* Electrical appliances and you don't generally tend to get along well (watches stop often, computers malfunction for no reason, microwaves start up by themselves, etc) 
* You prefer rich fabrics, tastes, scents etc. 
* You are very sensitive to sensory extremes (strong scents, rough textures, sour tastes,etc) 
* You nt on some elemental,intuitive level to most other human beings 
* You feel you don't belong in this century, maybe even this world 
* You believe in reincarnation and maybe even have had past life visions 
* Your dreams are often extremely vivid and sometimes result in cases of deja vu 
* You easily "trance out" or find yourself detached from the world 
* You posess an ability similar to ESP (or are highly intuitive in general) 
* People often find you very empathetic to how they feel 
* People often either trust you completely or think you are very dangerous. 
* Your style of clothing tends to be more on the dramatic side 
* Your relationships tend to be very rocky and emotionally unstable 
* Your relationships tend to be very intense and passionate 
* People tell you that you are too intense/an "enigma"/"dark hole"/add similar phrase here 
* You look younger than you are (when you're beyond twenty years of age) or look older than you are (when you are younger than 20 yrs of age) 
* You can see and/or read auras 
* Animals tend to get along well with you 
* You have good, natural "magickal" abilities (if you do spells, etc, usually they work) 
* You have only one or two friends/lovers who really understand you and whom you get along with 
* When you will things to happen, they usually do 
* You can often easily tell how other people are feeling 
* You feel sick/get rashes/etc in the daytime when the sun is shining 
* (you're a woman) Your period starts late in the day and your cycle is usually timed to the full moon 
* You suffer from allergies

Important Note:   Many people tell me that they have most of or all of these symptoms and does this mean they are definately a vampire?  The answer is, not necessarily.  Having all of these traits does not necessarily mean you are vampiric, nor does having none of these traits mean you are not necessarily vampiric. Therefore, let the following be your primary indicator of vampirism above all else:  a real vampire, whether psychic or blood oriented, will have a craving.   The vampire will either know what he/she craves, or will have a nameless craving they can't quite put their finger on, but nevertheless it is there.   If you don't have a craving, you are not a vampire. 

 


11/19/2010 9:44:07 PM

Common Misconceptions and their realities

* Misconception: Vampires are seductive, powerful, hypnotic creatures 
* Reality: Vampires are just like everyone else, although generally tend to have more intense, charismatic personalities.

* Misconception: Vampires don't need jobs 
* Reality: Vampires need to earn a living just like everyone else. They hold all types of jobs from the mundane to the exciting, just like everybody else also.

* Misconception: Vampires are physically immortal and/or undead 
* Reality: Vampires are physically mortal, with immortal souls. Vampires live normal lifespans and normal lives and have never, at any point in their physical life, died and risen from the grave.

* Misconception: Vampires are repelled by garlic/crosses/roses/etc 
* Reality: Vampires can eat anything, are of all religions and the only time they might be repelled by a rose is if the thorn happens to prick them :)

* Misconception: Vampires drink only blood 
* Reality: Vampires come in two types: The blood drinking type (sanguivores) and the energy absorbing type (psy-vamps). They, just like any other human, cannot survive without a regular diet of food and drink as well.

* Misconception: Vampires are evil and know what they are doing is evil and wrong 
* Reality: Evil is a relative term, and there is no being on earth who can state with any validation what is good and what is evil. There are a great many evil humans out there too, anyway. Furthermore, not all vampires even know they are vampires...let alone contemplating whether their vampirism makes them good or bad.

* Misconception: Vampires can't go out in sunlight 
* Reality: Vampires can go out in sunlight, it just generally tends to hurt their eyes and/or give them heat rashes/headaches or illness (to varied degrees)

* Misconception: The only way a vampire can be killed is through sunlight/staking/add other fictional vampire-killing method here 
* Reality: Vampires can die of anything from bullets to AIDS to even a stake through the heart...just like any other human being. Sunlight; however, will not kill a vampire...this is a fictional device.

* Misconception: Vampires sleep in coffins/wear capes/have fangs/ are extremely pale/cast no reflection/etc 
* Reality: Vampires are just like everyone else, as I've said. Many look, dress and live quite normally. None are borne with fangs (tho anyone and everyone can get fangs surgically implanted)...all cast reflections...and the only reason a vampire might be a tad paler than most is an avoidance of sunlight (if they are sensitive to it).

* Misconception: Vampires are pretentious/arrogant beings who believe they are a superior race and who insist that everyone accept the fact of their existance. Vampires will, if necessary use threats and/or go mainstream (ie: appear on tv shows, in magazines, news casts, etc) to force people to believe in their existance. 
* Reality: For the most part, vampires are very easy-going and tolerant...well as much, that is, as any other human being on earth. Many will not force their beliefs on others or share with the world that they are a vampire, unless a specific individual asks and/or is interested in learning. If that individual still doesn't care to believe that the vampire is a vampire (and/or has a difficult time of understanding the concept of real vampirism vs, stereotypical fictional/folkloric vampirism) then the vampire will generally not force the issue further. Real vampires also will rarely go mainstream with their nature...in fact, most, if anything, set about to undo the negative connotations the vampiric community has received by the influence of those alleged "members" of the vampire community (who aren't really members) who have indeed gone mainstream and committed heinous acts of crime, etc. Vampires also will not go around making threats such as "Oh...I am a 400 year old vampire and if you don't surrender to me I will kill you, etc, etc). Most will even seek to debunk such fictionalized stereotypes. Furthermore, vampires generally also do not believe themselves a superior race, just a different race...if anything, they may have more of a deeper appreciation for life than do normal human beings. Basically, vampires tend to live by a "to each his own" motto...they will not judge your lifestyle/values/beliefs etc if you do not judge theirs.

 


11/19/2010 9:43:13 PM

Words of a submissive
I am a submissive woman. I find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive  to another in a loving relationship. I am not weak, or stupid. I am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what I want out of my life. I do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength.
I look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never am I more complete than when he is with me. I know that he will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with his strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as I am everything to him. His touch awakens me and his thoughts free me. Only in serving him do I find complete freedom and joy.
His punishments are harsh, but I accept them thankfully, knowing that he has my bests interests always foremost in his mind. If he desires my body for pleasure, I shall joyfully give it to him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that I have brought him happiness. However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of any relationship. The love, the trust and sharing, the words spoken and felt, those are all parts of this relationship.
My body is his, and if he says I am beautiful, then I am. No matter what I look like to others, I am beautiful in his eyes, and because of that I hold my head high...for who can tell me that my Master is wrong in seeing the beauty in me? If he says I am his princess, then I am that...regal and graceful, and if I see laughter at me in the eyes of others, I do not recognize it, for who are they to call my Master wrong? If he says I am his toy, his slut, his tramp, then I am that...as wanton and dirty as he wants me to be, and if others do not see this, then it is they who are blind, not my Master.
My mind is his, to expand, to explore, to know as only he can. I have no secrets from him...for secrets are a thing that would keep me from being more perfectly his. Secrets would put a wall up between my Master and myself...and I do not want walls. His lessons are not always ones I would seek on my own, but they are lessons he has decided I need, and so I learn from him.
My soul is his, as bare to his touch as ever my skin could be when I kneel naked at his feet. Never a moment goes by when I do not feel his presence, be he miles away or standing over me. If I were to ever displease him, his displeasure would be a blow to my soul, worse punishment than any lashes could be. The anguish of my soul that I feel when I disappoint him is harder to bear than the physical anguish I feel when his belt caresses me with fire.
I spend my days knowing that the energy and thought he puts into our relationship is as much for my benefit as for his, and look forward to each lovingly crafted scene that we do together. His part is much harder than mine, and I know this and am grateful that he cares enough about me to spend his time and energy so freely on me. I have the easier job: to feel, to experience, to let myself go and abandon everything to him. I am his pleasure and his responsibility, and he takes both seriously.
I am a submissive woman. I am proud to call myself that. My submission is a gift that I do not give lightly, and can only be given to one who can appreciate that gift and return it tenfold. Only to he who has that strength will I give myself fully, because I am strong and proud. I am a submissive woman.
~Author Unknown


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Varixis
 
 Age: 44
 Sacramento, California