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Machiavelli

Time to give this a fresh start as it were. I am a hard man, but i am fair. I have a lot of family commitments to honor at present, and my time is limited. I am not self important or self righteous. Give courtesy and you shall be given courtesy. Give respect and you shall be given respect. Give love and you too shall be loved. I don't expect to collar a pet in a short amount of time. The understanding, trust, and respect that it takes for that kind of a commitment is long in coming. I am an intelligent, caring, and understanding master. At present i'm only looking for friends. Should you want to know me, then talk to me.

Live fearlessly, Love Honestly.
5/30/2009 11:53:32 PM
you know, i tend to think when it rains. i take a look at my life and where the path i've cut out has led me up unto this point. i can't say i'm disapointed, but by the same token i can't say i'm pleased. i look at my life. i have a home, food, companionship. i have just about everything that a person could ask for in terms of living a moderately content existance. yet, i'm not content. i find myself sliding back into old habits. old desires that i have tried to smother out keep coming back. i suppose i should just accept it and keep on going. oh yes and if any of you are wondering. i am intentionly keeping this journal in a constant state of ambiguity. particularly because i don't trust the intimate details of my life to everyone i meet. i simply give them a taste of my mind. a sample of me. i suppose i'm writing because it has some odd theraputic quality to it. just to get the ideas out of my head and onto a medium where others can view the foot notes. ah the points of internal conflict.
lucyleeks
 
 Age: 45
 Columbus, Ohio