Love should sit lightly on us, but it never does.  We worry and over-think and wonder instead of just enjoying the person who loves us back.  No relationship is perfect because no person is perfect.  Every relationship has times when the two are in harmony and other times when one seems to love more than the other.  It's no different in the D/s world.  We try to love lightly but how light can it be when you are risking your very soul?  Only when you give your soul the freedom to love as it will can you achieve true lightness of spirit and enjoy the feelings you have for the other person.  Learn to love freely and you will learn to love lightly.  Don't over-think just do what feels right and talk to your lover.  Try as we might we are not psychic or able to read your mind.  You have to tell us what you think and feel.
I love M'Lord with my whole being but lightly so he is free to be himself.  If he chooses to love me back I am blessed.  If he needs to be apart I am still blessed for having him in my life at all.  If he ever chooses to put me aside I will have been blessed for having his love and friendship as a part of my history. 
I will learn to love as lightly as a feather so he will never feel he must carry the weight.  4/16/09

Surrender Sweetly Given

I feel your hands grip my wrists

Your mouth tasting my throat 
The first flutter of desire shivers across my skin

As you control me, take me, force me

I dissolve into a being who feels but does not think 
My mind no longer controls me

And all that matters is the moment 
You hold my throat in your hand as you fill me

And I cease to be anywhere but in your eyes

Your eyes hold me captive as desire flairs  
I would surrender all of me at your command

Then your power takes me to the place

I did not know existed

Where my surrender is the gift sweetly given

And at the end if I cry

It is not from shame

But tears released from a place so sweet

It has no name