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I really am a novice, although I have been a dominant in the realm of the boudoir for many years, and am now ready to take the first steps to work towards being a true "Master" in all things dominant, even attending classes if possible, as well as the supplemental online study that I have already begun.
I've always found submissives of one sort or another in all my relationships, most successfully with primarily latinas or women of color, who have naturally it seems fit into a foil for my attentions. I appreciate all attractive women of various colors, shapes, and sizes.The point here is, I've been strongly attracted to being a dominant, it's really who I am both by inclination, then developed through military and paramiltary thinking and being. Consequently to these ethnic women who seem more naturally inclined towards being a submissive than any others, have been available and highly appreciated by me.
Now I find myself being very fascinated with the imagery of bondage, but upon reading more about it, know that there is much to learn both in technique and safety, which will take years to obtain any true mastery even with my extensive military and more recently allied health background including a stint in mental health, lol !
The concept of being a Master seems completely within my possibilities, and may be a natural way of life for me, I just never thought of it in hat way before, or knew much of this particular lifestyle. I am willing to take on that responsibility, as long as it doesn't interfere with my being in the later stages of single parenthood.
At this stage of my life I have retired from the work world, and am making plans for more travel and preparation for living as a "snowbird" in a couple years, preferably in Panama, which is ahead in my thinking before Costa Rica, Nicaragua, and currently Ecuador which is experiencing some political instabilty. The currency in Ecuador and Panama IS the US dollar by the way, it's just called the "balboa" in Panama, and the "sucre" in Ecuador; we make the Panamanian coins in our own mints as well and ship them there. Costa Rica has not undergone "dollarization" yet, but it is currently considering a similar measure.
I still keep an open mind on where I'm going to retire, however, and still consider cheaper mid Atlantic states such as Delaware and the area near Virgina Beach as prime territory, due to my free Space Available priviledges. There are major Air Force gateways to Europe and along the East coast near there, and I plan to travel extensively during my retirement.
I am earnest in my "kink" curiosity, and need someone to help nurse me back to better health (exotic imagery aside, lol !) I've become more "home bound" than I expected while waiting nearly a year to win my disability retirement case, although now I am victorious and willing to grow both culturally, physically, and live a healthier lifestyle.
I would like to invite any female submissives looking for a 24/7 live-in relationship to feel free to review my profile. I'm just beginning to study, am looking for experience, advice, and a relationship.
While I prefer to work towards a TPE, I also recognize that apples don't suddenly appear on trees, rather they start as seeds.
Either an experienced fem sub who harkens to the idea of helping to mold a better dominant Master, or a fellow rookie traveler to accompany me on this path to a hopefully enlightened practice is welcomed.
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