Was in the mood to try something a little different tonight so I thought, "why not start an online journal and see who takes notice.
This is of course in addition to my know physical journal I keepand will most likely make it in there as well.
Despite the information that can normally be found in a profile there is still more to me.
Ever sit at the edge of a certain point in your life and ask yourself, "What is it that I am doing?" and not be able to give yourself an answer that you are truely sitified with?  That is me starting a few months ago.  I thought to myself.  "Hey I'm 30 something years old.  I have beaten my slaves, set them on fire, drug orgasm after orgasm from thier bodies, bent them in positions favorable to me - but what have I accomplished."  I mean if I roll over and die or something, how will they remember me?  How would I have improved them?  Or would I be remembered as "that dom who I had and died."
And what about me?  What have I gotten out of this?
These are question I hope to answer and explore myself for dirrection.