OK i guess some people seriously dont get the picture so i will say it again...PATIENCE...IS...A....VIRTUE....i had a bad experience with someone who i gave my sn too he harrassed me constantly no matter how many times i blocked him hed get a new sn just to do it again so if i dont jump at the chance to give out my new sn thats why ....so no im not a fake im just very cautious

if anyone thinks people are getting desperate for new movies i got 4 words for you:

Abraham Lincoln Vampire Hunter

Still trying to get my Damn internet on so for now my messages will be very infrequent please have patience with me...trust me im worth it LOL

sooo i know i say what i feel in my journals but trust me im really shy, its easy to write a message because you can take your time and think about what you say. In person i am really shy and cant piece two sentences together without stuttering or blushing. So please if you can be VERY patient with me. I like to message back and forth for a while before i even think about phone calls or instant messaging. Why do i not want to give my sn out? because i have been harrassed on it before and i dont want it to happen again. If you do not have patience or think i am "unreal" because i rather not then please look somewhere else and save yourself time and effort. Though in my opinion if you cant be understanding and immediately jump to the conclusion that im just playing games then you are not worth my time or effort. Thank you for reading this.

Soo anyone who is waiting to hear a message from me please note my internet is bad soooo i might not be able to respond right away. Please dont bombard me with messages asking if i am ok or if i am ignoring you because trust me i am not. Thank you for reading this.

Is there anyone on this site that actually wants to be with someone? I mean without strings, actually want to be with someone because they connect? I have been offered alot of crap to do one thing or the other and i have to say there are either way to many gold diggers or people think that if somethings offered you'll get more enthusiasm. I dont think its right. I want a master who can take care of me emotionally. I want his possessions i want to be one of them. I want to please with all my heart not just because he gave me something. Yea its nice to get a gift now and then but to ask for money or a bauble or new gadget is just plain selfish. But thats just my opinion....I am not trying to offend anyone i am just saying how i feel about the subject.

Ok Im not one to keep my opinions or observations to myself when i write...Its were i express myself if not through something else so heres some answers for you "real" Doms/Masters

telling someone she should be raped is NOT a inspiration...actually its very creepy to get a message out of the blue saying that. I love art of all forms and just cause i post a few i like doesn't mean im a poser or trying to pass it off as my own. I just like it and want to share a bit of myself. A master has to get to know someone as a person or you will never know whats good for them or what they need If we slaves have to be polite and address you the way you should be addressed the least you can do is over the same curtsies. Just because one person has a different way of doing something other then your own doesn't make it wrong....i'm ashamed to think people in bdsm are so close minded when just to say you are into it means you should be open to possibilities....

The best part of waking up is coffee in your cup!!!!I was dancing this morning and singing til my voice got hoarse and my legs trembled and it was the most fun i have had in months just being myself...all by myself...dancing the way i want the way the music makes me feel..singing out all my emotions until im tired and content...I always thought besides my art that dancing and singing were the best ways to let yourself go...and since i been having a hard time doing my art then this was the best way to get rid of pent of fustration