Its funny how someone can take over your mind enough to bring you pleasure. The way there voice rumbles out each word, each sentence, each enticing thought. The words that escape his most kissable lips transports me to another time. A time when I could feel, taste and touch. To a time when I climbed on top of my Master's dick and rode him like a good old cowgirl should.

The sight of his dick made that time come to present in my mind. I could almost feel him inside me as I lifted and dropped my hips in a most rhythmic manner until my Master came inside me. But this time it was me who came from my own thoughts, his words, the sound of his voice. From my own hands. And there I was in front of my Master lying flat on my back and feet planted on the floor, eyes fixated on his dick, I masturbated for him.

As I masturbated I thought of the times I sucked him off. I though of the times he was inside of me. Him taking me from behind (my favorite), him shoving his dick inside my mouth and forcing me to suck him off (which I happily obliged....i do have a little dick fetish) or me riding him blind folded and gagged. Every last vision made me wetter, his commands made me wetter and I could feel myself getting closer and closer to release. Just watching his dick and listening to his voice pushed me over the edge and I came so hard for my Master. It felt so good.

My Master controls my mind enough to control my thoughts as I mastrubate. He can control my mind and thoughts enough to make me come. I am glad he is my Master and I am his slave. I hope that I bring him pleasure and that he is happy with me and what I can give to him. All I want is for him to be happy and for me to please him however he needs to be pleased.

I am still learning as I am still in training and will probably be forever in training. I have learned a lot so far and can't wait to see what else my Master has to teach me, show me, expose me to. I am eager with anticipation.

I am so mesmerized by my Master. I crave him all the time. Everyday I think of him. From the moment I wake up to the moment I fall asleep. He remains on my mind. I am totally addicted to this man. He is my drug and I am his addict. It's a habit I dont think I wi ever kick. Whenever I get off the phone with him or skype, I can't wait until the next time I talk to him or the next time I see him. He has consumed my life. I can't remember how things used to be without him and I don't want to. He makes me happy and I smile just thinking of him or anything having to do with him. He has total control and it no longer scares me. (Unless it's punishment time of course;) ). I know I will have to do whatever he says because he does have this control over me that no other man has ever had. I want him badly, almost desperately. I can't wait to be next to him again. To touch him, kiss him(multiple times in multiple locations:), feel his boy heat.

I am not afraid of his control. I am not afraid of my feelings for him(they grow stronger everyday:) )I want to experience my Master and be as open to him as I can so that I can please him fully and be all that he wants me to be. His slave, his Submissive. 

My Master makes me feel sexy, beautiful and alive. I am alive when he is near me, when I hear his voice, when he commands me. I want nothing more but to please him and make him happy. My body is for him and him alone and I give it freely. He is a wonderful Master and his training has really gotten me into the lifestyle that I have wanted for a very long time. I am so glad I now belong to him. I am so glad I get to explore this lifestyle with him. I couldn't have asked for a better teacher. A better Master.

Tonight I performed a strip tease for him. In the end I was left with on but my red suede fuck-me heels. Not that I had much on for his eyes anyway. Usually no more than two items of clothing is what Master likes best. It shows off my ass and curves. I was dressed as my alter ego, Candy Cum Slut( And only Master can address me by this name.) I had on a mini, mini jean skirt and a white spaghetti strapped tank top that stopped right below my breast and showed off my nipples just like Master likes. I had on a pair of boy shorts underneath but those came off fast, way before the strip tease. My Master like me pantyless and wet.

I forget exactly why he told me to put the ice cube inside my pussy, but it was punishment for my mouth probably(always my downfall...but i'm learning.) How did that feel? Hmmm....After my Master made me rub it around my nipples to make them super hard, he commanded me to insert the ice cube into myself. Somehing he's had me do before. Cool solid turns into warm liquid as I hold it in by clinching my pussy tight. I can hold every drop if I concentrate but I tend to relax around my Master so that warm liquid begins to seep out slowly, making me wetter then wet.

He commanded me then to strip for him as the liquid ran down my leg as it continued to ooze from me. I grinded and moved my hips like a complete slut as I told him how much of a slut I was and how much I love sucking his dick. I started with my top and then worked my way to my skirt which I took off by bending foward until my ass was in the air and I was fully exposed to my Master...:)..hmmmm. I would do anything to please Master. I am glad he is my Master and I am his slave. Ive never been addicted to any man more. 

I am completely loyal to my Master. He is like no other and I cant get him out of my head. I know he likes it that way. Having me ready for him no matter the time of day. Sending me tasks throughout the day. He has a complete hold over me that no one has ever had before. I will do anything that he says. I know that he will be fair and take care of me so I trust in him. He is my Master and I am his slave forever.

With all the control I have in my vanilla life it amazes me how much control my Master has over my life. He can control any aspect of my life and he does. From what I wear and pictures I take to the way my body reacts to just his voice and his commands( That I wont share...).  What amazes me is the power he has over me. The way he makes me do things even when he's not around. Once he made me sleep in my fuck me heels. I dont even remember why he made me do it...probably my mouth...:)(my verbal not my oral :)) but I did it. And my feet were not happy let me tell you. NOt complaining. I realize that was all part of my training. And I thank him for the lesson. I love the way my body craves him, his touch, his dick, his voice, his lips. He controls my thoughts even. When I want to... I  close my eyes and I can still feel him thrusting into me as he takes me from behind...oh my...there's that tingle again. My Master has the most thickest, longest and beautifullest(Is that a word?) dick I've ever seen and had the pleasure of knowing. I can play with his dick for hours and I'm glad I've had the opportunity every morning we were together (and whenever he wanted, of course). I can't wait for my next meeting with Mister.   My Master controls all of me and I gladly submit to anything that he needs. He knows he has all of me.....

These last 4 days I spent with my Dom was amazing. I get chills when I think about how it felt for him to slid inside me for the first time. Amazing, powerful, unbelievably divine. I waited so long to feel him and it was worth the wait. I have memorized my Doms dick. I remember every mole, every vein. I remember how large it got as I sucked it into my mouth... every morning as your wake up call. Every time you took me was amazing, blindfolded, handcuffed or strapped to the bed and gagged, doggy style(my favorite), missionary, cowgirl, remote controlled panty with built in dildo. it all made me super horny. I can't wait for our second encounter

My training continues......tonight I was handcuffed, blindfolded and had my Master's dick shoved in my mouth. Then when I thought he was done he strapped me down to the bed and fucked my pussy and my mouth. I wasn't able to move or stop him. The only thing that was a bother to me was the fact that I wasn't able to touch him. But it was a wonderful experience. It had me very aroused and even though I was nervous, It was fulfilling and I can't wait for it to happen again.

So today my master had me wear one of those fantasy panties that vibrates with remote control which he controlled of course. Another one of his surprises and another first for me. We left the house around 1130 and yes I had to continue wearing the panties which he turned on whenever he felt like it or whenever my mouth got the best of me. We went to a fair and then to lunch and I was wet and horny the whole time. We finally got back and he continued my training by making me hornier every time he turned on the vibrator especially as I sucked on his dick. After he was done playing with me and his toy. He blindfolded me and bent me over as he pulled my hair and fucked me good. Oh my.....did it feel divine, incredible and amazing. My Master owns me like no other ever has or ever will.

So my training continues. Our first night together was exactly how I imagined it would be, wonderful. I was given the task of giving my master head every time I woke up out of my sleep (whether he was awake or not) which I did and enjoyed very much so. and I love the way his dick feels in my mouth. I love the way I can make it get hard in my mouth, the way it chokes me, the way it makes me salivate. mmm, tasty. I think I'm getting addicted to his dick and that's fine by me because I already have a dick fetish. I love to stroke, taste and suck on dick. But I need to learn to keep my mouth shut, behave and stop thinking because I haven't yet, obviously. I got gagged and blindfolded after smart remark and talking back. I probably deserved it but it was the first time that I was ever blindfolded or gagged. Hmm...I wonder what else he has in store for me. My goal is to please. I cannot wait to fully experience my master. I know he will take care of me with whatever he decide because he is my master and I am a slave and I love being his slave.

I'm here now with my dom and the experience has been great almost as good as I imagined it. I have imagined myself, so many times tasting him fucking him, now I get to do it. Now I know what he tastes like and he feels great in my mouth. I hope he is please with me. There is no other. He is the only one. The only Dom for me and I can't wait to experience all of him. for the next 4 days we have together I will experience him. we will enjoy each other, explore each other and I will please him as he wishes and has trained me too. the contract is signed I'm his alone I am his slave and he is my master and that is the way I want it. I'm horny just saying these things.

Today I had my vibrator between My legs with my shorts on and boy did I like it. I thank my Master for the task. It felt like a massage and it was very arousing and made me very horny. He wants me to stay horny. Stay wet. Stay thinking about his dick inside me......my pussy, my mouth....well....its working. I want him. And i want him badly. Hmmmmmm...what all does he have in store for me. In 6 days I'll find out and I'm nervous with anticipation....;)

The question Candy asks is what is the definition of a nymphomaniac?

Is it someone who wants to be fucked everyday?

Is it someone who wanst to suck everyday?

Is it someone who stays wet just by thinking about her Master's dick riding her?

Hmmmm, tingles.....If I say yes to all this, am I a Master-designed nymphomaniac?

Ive never stayed this horny or been this horny in ll of my life before my Master. Now I soak panties several times a day.

My pussy lips clinch just thinking of riding my Master's big dick. My hips start to pump just by typing these words right now. This is some powerful stuff. My Master/Slave relationship is the most intense relationship I've ever been in. Not only is my Master on my mind all day but he controls my body even when he's not there or even when I can't hear him. His presence fills the air. I can't stop thinking about his cock and the way he bounces it up in down like a bait for a fish in the sea, namely Candy. And hook, line, sinker, he's got me. I can close my eyes right now and all I imagine is him tapping his cock all over my face, tongue and ass. Wow, I think I might cum by the time I finish writing this entry. Because just thinking about that is making me wet. I want to suck his long thick dick so bad.  Feel it fill my mouth,  my tongue and lips glide up and down his shaft as he grab a hold of the back of my hair and control my pace to his liking.  Hmmm....that's definitely makes me horny. I guess that's why my motto is "My Name is Candy Cum Slut and I like to fuck and suck". My Master has made me his little fuck-toy and I am happy to oblige his requests. He can fuck me, pound into me over and over again and I'll love every minute of it. I stay wet for him, for his dick.  I'll suck him so good and swallow every last drop of his sweet warm creamy cum.  I am his slut, I am his Candy Cum Slut and he can fill me with his cum whenever he wants. I am his property. My pussy and mouth belong to him. And only my Master has access. 

I have so many fantasies about my Master. I love to role play. My first fantasy is my Master as the King and I am his servant girl and I am unable to deny his bidding. It is my duty to prepare his bath and wash him up and make sure that his parts are clean. Namely his dick which I would give extra, extra attention. Another fantasy I would like to role play with my Master is Master /Slave. He would own and control me much as he does now and I am unwilling to leave him or be freed because I love my Master. I day-dream about my Master fucking me when he gets home. He would walk in and go straight to the kitchen where I would be cooking. Wearing, of course, a fuck me dress and fuck me heels. He comes in and just as I've taken the Lasagna out of the oven he comes in from behind and pulls my already super short dress up to my waist, shoves his dick inside me and fucks the shit of me, releasing the stress of the day with his cum inside of me. I want my Master so much I will beg for him to fuck me. Beg for him to let me ride his dick. Beg for him to let me suck his big thick dick. He is my Master and I am glad I belong to him. No other Master will do.

Tonight my Master made me masturbate until I came. I wore my tight and short jean skirt, a small top that exposed most of my breast and my red fuck me heels. I masturbated as I presented for him and then he ordered me to watch him stroke his dick. I got hornier and hornier, wetter and wetter as it got longer and thicker with each stroke. I soooo wanted his thick long dick in my mouth. I wanted to taste him and swirl my tongue all around my Master's dick. I wanted to feel him slide his dick inside me and slamming into me over and over again. So deep that his balls slapped my ass. He started talking to me as I returned and sat down for him. His voice made me hornier and the things he was spewing in my ear made it more intense. I closed my eyes and listened to him tell me all the things he was going to do to me  Listened to him tell he how he was going to pound my pussy whenever he felt like it and how my pussy belonged to him. And hes was right. My pussy belongs to him. It is his to do with as he pleases. I am only the caretaker, Candy Cum Slut and my job is to keep it clean, shaved and tight.

I came, hard as he was telling me how he was going to take me. My poor pussy was so sensitive when I was done. I couldnt even sit down straight. My pussy was soaking wet and I slid two fingers down my slit to showed my Master how wet he made me after he let made come for him. I belong to him. I am glad he owns me, controls me and wants me. I'm glad that he is pleased with me.

My Master is so generous and I am grateful. Yesterday he gave me a day off from my duties to please him because I was under the weather.  His concern touched me and again the man made me happy that he's my Master, my Dom, My daddy.  And even though I was wasn't feeling well I still wanted to please him and make him happy. Tonight I wanted to serve him like I couldnt last night. I took some naughty pictures of me in a cut-off t-shirt that barely covered my breast and a black laced thong with a red bow and of course my fuck-me heels. I wanted to turn him on and arouse him. I wanted to make him happy and please him. My Master is in my head whether he's present or not. He controls me and my actions. He controls and owns my body and I love it. Couldnt do much to stop it. I need his control now to function. I need it in my life. My Master's control I crave. I want to be obedient for him. I want to be the best Sub he's ever had but most of all I want and need his control and I want and need for him to be pleased and happy.

I am my Master's puppet and I don't care. He controls every aspect of my life now. My actions, my clothes, my finances, everything. My thoughts are not even my own, in fact, the least I think the better things seems to work out for me. My actions are for him to dictate. I do not question, I just do. Everything I do is for my Master. To please my Master. I love him so. He has me by the strings and I go wherever he allows me. I do whatever he allows me to do. He is a fair and generous Master and I love the way he dominates me(Thank You)and the way he pulls on those strings he's attached to me. I've never been wet some many days in a row and I love that( Thank You). I feel alive and ready for my Master whenever he wants it and I love that(Thank You). I want to be ready for him and stay wet and tight for him. He has me and I hope he never lets me go.

My body is his to do as he wish and he knows just how to make is hum. I love that. He gets into my head, my thoughts and  can't help but to go whever he leads. He is my Master, My Dom, My Daddy and he has me. He owns me and I love that too. I am his puppet and don't care. (Again thank you Sir for choosing me I am honored and appreciative of your attention and affection Sir)

Okay so I have got to learn to NOT question my Dom when he requests things of me. Not that I do it often but the last few times caused me to be punished. Today I did it again (Will I ever learn?) I questioned my Master (Thinking too much, I guess). Anyway as punishment he had me turn into Candy Cum Slut, my alter ego, he has created for me. I was to dress slutty to the supermarket. He requested me to wear my tightest tights and a tight tank that showed my curves with no bra, no panties.

I dont know it you know this but I am pretty conservative and laid back in my style of dress but most of all I dont like things that bring me unwanted attention. Today I didnt have a choice. My Master wanted me to be slutty, so I was slutty. It didnt matter who was looking.

So there I was dressed as my Master commanded walking to my car and got my first glance and smie from a passerby. Here we go, I thought. My heels weren't helping because now my already long legs looked extra long and my already high sitting ass sat higher and now it was hugged tight by jean like tights. I walked into the supermarket and tried to act normal. In the back of my head I was pleased that  I was pleasing my Master. I took three pictures as proof that I obeyed his command and wore my tight clothes for him. I got several smiles and hellos from men and some up and down glances from a few females but I walked around confident and a bit unwares as I was more distracted with the fact that I am pleasing my Master and that he has the power to command me in this way..

I went to the check-out without a problem but as I made to the parking lot I receved cat calls coming from an SUV. I, of course didn't respond as they said there hellos, only smiled and kept on walking to my car. Once I got to my car I was able to send the pics to my Master to show him that he means the world to me and that I would do anything for him. Obedience is what I need and Discipline is was I crave......

I am now where I want to be. With the Dom I want to be with. I am so happy that he found me when he did. I was barely holding on to the idea that I could actually find what I was looking for and as surreal a it is for me, I did find it and the perfect Dom for me. In the beginning, I was so unsure about whether I could handle all of it and if I could be what this man, my Master, wanted of me.  There was a lot of thinking in the beginning. A lot of thinking...  Although the excitement was always there for me, in the beginning I was afraid to open up and let my feelings come to the surface when it came to my sexual thoughts and desires.  I was afraid to let go and experience what my Dom was offering me. Man am I glad he is a patient Master.  With his guidance and care he basically opened me up and a flood of pent up sexual emotions came out and the flood gates hasn't closed yet. (It has been a long time coming and I had a lot of built up sexual frustrations.)  My training has been very helpful and I thank my Dom for it. He always encourages me to verbalize my desires and kinks and fantasies. And he knows mostly all of them. (I can't wait to act them all out) I don't think as much as anymore. I just feel now. I know that my Master is going to want feedback and so I let my body feel and let my mind go. He will instruct me and guide me so I don't have to think. (How refereshing for me) Since I've accepted myself as his slave and him as my Master I am automatic with my responses and know more now what he wants of me and how I feel about that. I love pleasing my Dom. It turns me on knowing he is turned on. Knowing that he is pleased. I'm still baffled by how my body reacts to my Master's words or commands. How it reacts to him period. All he need to say is "Speak!" and I start to squirm and clinch my pussy as I reply the way he has trained me to.

I dress to please him. I condition my body to please him. My actions are to please him. Everything I do revolves around my Master's wishes and what he wants from me. Everything I do it to please him. To make him happy. I can't wait to experience all my Master has to offer. And I know there is a lot more he has in store for me. I just hope that I will be able to handle it all and satisfy him.  He of course knows that I will. I love his confidence in me. It's motivating. I love my Dom. He makes me very happy and I appreciate him very much. And I want nothing more than to do the same for him.