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	(I am a "Bottom") looking for a sincere relationship with a man who likes to dominate in the "bedroom" but will share kindess and love and Want no control outside of that. I know that is not a true sub that is why I used the term "Bottom" it is well described in a website Castlerealm.com I know I really should have reasearched all this before posting my profile on here it would have saved alot of confusion. But alas, Ignorace gets us nowheeeeeeeere. And i am guilty of ignorance. I love some sensuality but most of all I am dying to experience it all!" I love being spanked with belts whips boards. A nice strong hand! Bondage is a must. Pain is a must. Blindfolds,Wax play, Nipple torture. genitalia torture etc I am a very independent minded person and know what I want and like. My desire to obey and be controlled and serve satisfies me immensely in my sex life. Which has been non-exsistant pretty much after getting out of a 5 yrear relationship 3moths ago.that was going no where. I would like to find a partner who is willing to push limits in different techniques. If you you are older thrills me! and experienced is even better. I am seriouse and ready to experience all the different things that I desire to be done to me. The biggest turn on to me is to bow and praise and kneel before my man. To know that i please him is better than an orgasm to me. It is more sexually stimulating than anything I have done. But at the same time I seek a mutual friendship with my mate. One of trust and affection outside of sex. I feel i need to trust and know before any sexual things take place. Trust is a big issue. That way I can toatally feel free to express the admiration and sacrifice myself to my Man. If you are interested please check my profile for things that I have experience in and like I said. If we get along and build a trustng realationship, I cant see any limits sexually.

10/23/2008 11:42:44 PM

Ok, so its been awhile, ok , a long while since I have been on here. I have had no internet for at least 2 years. But I am back. Its late I am tired and restless. Yep that s me. Need some direction. I will definately write more when I'm a bit more alert. I see this site has added audio and video greetings. I am sorry but I do not have the capabilities on this computer.

12/9/2006 2:21:54 AM

ok so I am w/o knowledge!! I have to apologize to each and every person that has come across my profile. No wonder I have been confused by the resposes I have been getting. I want start out by Saying a big "Thank you" to a wonderful sexy lady sub that I was talking to on here Friday night. You know who you are sexy! :) she refered me to a web site took the time to read my profile and talk to me about my concerns.... Alas, I have come to the conclusion that i am not a true sub. but what is known as a "Bottom" (which means basically that i am not a true submissive but enjoyes the sado/bondage/power exchange...on and on ,only in sexual situation but have no desire to submit when the act is over. I have been soo confused and frustraited! If you are a new sub or think you are a sub. I encourage every one to go to CastleRealm.com and read Sub Space. It truly was an eye opener for me...but now where do I go???? Ha Ha ha ha Thank you all for your patience. I hope no one was offended by my ignorance. If so I humbly apologize!

12/8/2006 9:32:17 PM

Well X-mas is right around the corner and my heart saddend at the thought of not having the pleasure of a man to share it with. However, My new grandbaby cures the pain most of the time. I need to post that I had to get rid of Yahoo messanger due to a lot of interferance from AOL Im. Sorry to all of those who i had communicated with there. The ole computer needs alot of updating. I hope all out there have a wonderful Holiday!!!!!!
Bummer no spankie for being a naughty girl. I don't want presents around the X-mas tree,
I want a red ass and blind fold me.....Oh well not all wishes are granted when we want them to be eh? Well a good spanking is worth waiting for.