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It's time for a serious update on the about me.
My name is Brandi, and I am 22 years of age.
I have green eyes, and reddish brown hair. (Naturally blonde, though.)
I am a submissive. I have been for as long as I can remember.
I started researching the Lifestyle at the age of 15.
I am a Masochist, or as Lifestylers call; "A Pain slut."
I first learned the Lifestyle through online roleplay.
I keep learning everyday about my submission, limits, etc.
I am very insecure.
I smoke cigarettes, and drink socially, but no drugs for me..
I have very few TRUSTED and GOOD friends in my life, and I love them to death.
I am actually pretty tall. Nearly five foot eleven.
I am a 'thick' girl. Or some may say overweight. But I carry my weight well,
as I am tall.
If you wish to know more... Simply message me. I'm friendly, and
a total sweetheart. I also have a profile on CollarMe, if you wish to
see that, ask.
Hope to hear from you. (
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Confessions/Venting - I am unhappy.
I have horrible self-esteem. And mainly because of two reasons:
-I have horrible scarring in inappropriate areas because I suffer from
a condition. Acne, but I never had it on my face, no. It leaves me feeling
like I don't deserve anyone because my body is ugly.
-I am "thick" or overweight, and I've been told by my doctor that it's very
hard for me to lose weight because of the way I've been since I was 4 years old.
I'm not HUGE, persay, but it's enough to the point where I'm not happy with myself.
I feel like if I see a Dom/Master that appeals to me that He wouldn't want me anyway. So why do I bother even messaging Him?
Yeah, I may have a pretty face. Bedroom eyes and seductively full lips.
But my body is completely opposite.
This post will probably throw away my chances at anything...but shit,
I need to get it out. I need to explain as to why I'm so hesitant when it comes down to meeting someone or doing sessions. I saw a Man today, and He intrigued me INTENSELY, yet, I couldn't bring myself to message Him because of my insecurities. Wouldn't I disgust him? Wouldn't He just turn me away the moment He saw my body? Probably. So why set myself up for disappointment. So, please. If you message me, and I don't reply, or if W/we do start talking and I am hesitant, don't take it personally. I assure you, it's most likely nothing You did. I promise. It's all me, and that's not an excuse.
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So lately, I've been extremely disappointed with this website. Hence, rarely coming on here anymore. Either I'm getting very picky or Dom/Master's on here are getting less strict, less real and so phony.
I keep getting tons of messages "hi." and "I like what i see." and many other generic and unthoughtful messages. It's getting old, very fast. If you can take 5-10 minutes to write a DECENT hello, intro, whatever...I'll probably consider taking ten minutes to reply to you.
But after months of not being involved with anyone and just having Vanilla relationships, I'm venting. I'm not being a "disobedient" or "foul mouthed" sub, I'm merely stating the point of the ridiculous-ness this site has turned into.
I'm really a freaking sweetheart, I'm just frusterated. I need a good whipping. (hahah, BDSM humor..woot!)
Anyways, thanks for reading my rant.
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| Age: 30 |
| Dayton,
Ohio |
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