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6/28/2009 2:32:32 PM
well today will be a event full day.. my anger is gone and everything has been doing good and we have been having fun. lots of things happening we both are looking for jobs and she is working while i am looking for work and we are tring to make it work ya know with the bills and everything to get it right ya know if we could get some help that would be great... having therapy isn't working out all my money goes ot go to therapy and i am tring to find other ways to get some money up so we both will be good.

6/22/2009 1:12:28 AM
today was fathers day... what a depressing day.. this is the second fathers day i didn't get to see my daughter... but i grilled even thou it rained out side everything was so good i love to grill outside no matter what nothing stops the grilling from happening.

6/20/2009 10:36:08 AM
well we are getting rid of one of our dogs she has had this dog for a while and she doesn't want to but she knows that we can't take care of it while we both are working. well i have talked with them and i am not goig to jail now.. what the heck is going on.. my ex called the cops on me for going over there and seeing my kid whats the deal...

6/17/2009 1:15:54 AM
well i called the cops and asked them whats going on??.,, well i might be going to jail i know most of you are jumping and going yahoo but i assure you i have not done anything to my slaves but love them greatly and no i have not harmed no body.

6/15/2009 3:14:10 AM
today is not like any other day i have seen my baby girl... it was wonderful yes i am a real father of a real baby girl she is 2 years old and i love her very much she said pappa for the first time well to me that is she has called her grandma's husband pappa... i do not want him or her around my daughter anymore. i was so happy with the words she had spoken to me i think about all the things i am missing not being with her more... she used the plastic potty training thing... i am so proud of her.. but then me and her mother argued and i remembered why i had to leave her mother in the first place... after two hours of us arguing i had to leave i shall not mess things up again.. and now i know this i am a bad father both really and in bdsm... i do not deserve any slaves or anyone i am thinking of going back on the streets living there like i once did for 2 years yes i was living on the street and my daughters mother lived in a apartment thanks to her family my family hasn't seen my child all they know is that she is 2... i think i will go back to where i was on the street i know everything there and when and where to go at what time to be atleast some kind of warm in the winter time.

6/12/2009 10:55:24 PM
today was a good day nothing really bad happened and my pet/slave/little girl has been doing better at obeying my commands she has been showing signs of improvement at a great scale. no sign of anything really i don't feel any anger or anything feel kinda numb but i am doing good i think... well here it goes

6/5/2009 9:39:41 AM
today woke up at midnight couldn't go back ot sleep for hours. tried everything i usualy do to go back to sleep nothing went to bed last night at 9 pm something finaly went back to sleep around 4 or 5 am. woke back up at 9am still kinda tired but have a headache and not in any kind of good mood. but i'm not angry or sad or anything just here. never kept a journal before so i am tring and me and my slaves/pets are doing good. therapy is a crock just a how are you and then the door is this what i am paying for just to go to some office and sit for a few minutes and then leave after our how are yous and what other appointment day should be our next... is this therapy??? 35 an appointment and 75 to start is this what i pay for?

6/1/2009 11:29:02 PM

Finished one thirty minute appointment with my therapist.... what the hell i paid $35 i thought i was going to get an hour but thirty minutes i got ripped... grr but i am still going to go i have another appointment thursday hopefully my money will keep up with my therapy. don't have much keep looking for a joba but none will hire me what the hell. everyone is hireing too i have put apps all over but nothing. still haven't hurt my slave out of anger any of them so another day gone by just fine.


5/27/2009 11:07:15 PM
it is interesting how you can not see someone or hear from someone for so long and they still are close to you even though they would be bad or good either way they are still there no matter what they do in your thoughts about how they are doing and what they are doing. i know i haven't been always a good person i have tried my best but all those that come around me i have no trouble helping them as best as i can but for myself i can do nothing.

5/25/2009 2:04:48 AM
Well i'm not dead yet... wonder if i can keep this pace up. don't know really don't mind really. but will be pushing forward thats all i can do now is just move on.

5/24/2009 2:12:28 AM
today. nothing happened had a slight attack of some kind i do not know what maybe i should se a doctor or something i don't know. i'm still alive so it couldn't be to bad. must my heart hurt like it does? my jaw my tooth my wisdom teeth are coming in both top and bottom why is it that only the bottom left hurts so much? i dunno but i can't have it checked anyways no will i.

5/23/2009 1:08:28 AM
Today it was not that interesting to many but everyday seem to have a interesting theme or rythme. its like looking at someone else life like it is not my own sometimes its funny like that watching myself do all the things i remember and all the things i do not. for the things i do not remember i hope that someday i will be able to. 

5/21/2009 12:44:15 AM
 Evening all this is my first journal well it has been a fun ride and well i like it so far but i hope everything will turn out right for all of you sub and switches i know that some of us doms are well... stupid but some don't know any better there teacher was not the best or did not know what they were doing aswell. but i am only hopeful that i could help out my fellow doms and maybe help some sub or switch about their place and how your dom should and how you should act. good luck to all

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AshleyDomme
 
 Age: 22
 Santa Monica, California