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wolfenrbleac
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Been here before, and back. Not sure why I can't stay away. I am addicted somewhat to the filth in this lifestyle, with a history of rough sex and humiliation mixed in with drink and drugs..... but i've been vanilla with a good bf for over 2 years, settled down in 9-5 job and being a better role model to teenage son.
Slipping back into old ways at sons halloween party, showing off more than I should have and reminding me what a slut I can turn into when the mood srikes and being the centre of attention.
Memories and experiences are hard to forget
Photo is an old one from clubbing days.
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The filthiest thing of old:
hmm not sure how much I should disclose, my first experiences were rough sex and exploitation, the romantic in me died a long time ago, so when im quizzed about likes the harder stuff has always seem natural or normal. Never been with 'doms', im not the obidient type and don't sway to the master/slave setup.... but a string of ex's - usually dealer types - who successively introduced me to harder drugs and filthier sex. humiliation, being shared - sometimes unwillingly. ending in dancing and gentlemans clubs. DId i enjoy it? Some of it, a lot was mixed with some very bad experiences.
The filthiest thing of new:
Always treated son like a mate more than parent, and on our holiday to France he probably saw some of my natural tendencies. Sharing a twin room, and horny as hell, a lot of one drunken one night stands with french guys.... frankie many a time returning to our room and seeing me in a disheveled state and probably (or maybe te shame in me thinking too much) smelling of sex and a lustful look on my face. |
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