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I am looking for a Daddy. Nothing more and nothing less. I like to be held and checked on. If you do not fit this I wish you all the best. I will find what I need or I will live alone with my little black cat!
In the silence I wait! I wait for the cloth to cover me and polish me. Make me whole again. In the silence I wait! I can hear nothing but the sound of your voice. I can smell nothing but your skin. I can feel nothing but the touch of your hand. I can see nothing but the look in your eyes. In the silence I wait! For he who has left me unpolished.
"It does happen. But that builds character and enforces the fact you are on the right track. It is just another lesson of life and if you still desire it then must be worth it. No journey is ever smooth. You have to experience it all too appreciate the good thing" Daddy
Kiss my neck, Bite me, Pull my hair, Trace my spine, Hold me down, Use your tongue, Make me moan..Don't stop till I'm shaking!
I think it's important to know some vanilla things about me as well. I am a mother of grown children who I adore. I love sports of all kinds especially football and enjoy spending Sundays catching a game or two. I love to debate almost any topic as long as no one gets mad. I am a political person and is active in the grassroots and do what I can. I love to travel and learn about the cultures and lives of different people on our planet when i can. I am a gypsy right now as far as a career goes but I am employed and work hard everyday.
I am a evolving person in in both worlds that I live in.
If I had a choice I would only live in the lifestyle and each day I am working towards this. I am a detailed person in that I notice how many birds are sitting on the telephone wire or how the sun rays are hitting the wall at the same time everyday. I love physics and anything about time travel as I often believe I was born much too late. I am also into genetics and genealogy and love to hear about the stories people have from long ago. I am looking for something that may or may not exist but hopefully one day I will find it. I have not had an easy time of things so far but it happens to all of us who are new. So many trolls under the bridge. I don't blame the trolls I should have known to walk on the bridge and not underneath it. I look forward to making friends and learning something new about myself everyday.
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Naked-
I am on my knees and sitting in the corner with nothing on to cover my body. I think about two things as I sit and the first one is I wish I had carpet on my cement floors near the corners of any wall of my apartment but it's a discomfort I must forget about. The second is that I might be naked but I am really not. What I mean is that, this is who I am and it's a beautiful thing. I want the whole world to embrace me this way but that will never happen. This is the way I am most comfortable, you know sitting in the corner naked ready to serve. Life at times can get away from us and we forget what we are doing, we forget who we are, we forget the most important things to us. I remember in the discovery of myself that is how I felt, left all alone in a big dark place. Now even without a life partner I am in my corner of my apartment but I know who I am and where I belong. I own the world! I will concur all I have left in this life and I will be proud of who I am and who I will be. I will discover more of what I need and what I want and at the same time bring pleasure to someone. I hope that I find that someone special but if that takes some times I am good waiting. So I will leave the corner and put my mask back on so the world can't see who I really am. |
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