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Please note:I am looking for a LTR, to be owned--not just sessions. I can't do 24/7 due to my schedule. See below... I'm moving to Pittsburgh this summer and thought I might see who's out there. I won't be posting a picture on here but will gladly send one if I reply to your message. I need a highly intelligent Dom and one who's a bit of a micromanager. (Have a demanding job and kids though, so, my time is limited. Therefore also appreciate a Dom who can manage me even when we are not together and who does not resent this) and who's skilled in psychological control and edge play (asphyxiation especially). My Dom must be interested in making me a better person and must cherish me as precious property. Also must have a big enough cock for good oral rape play. I am best motivated by praise. My transgressions are always mistakes and never meant as rebellion. Your disappointment in me alone is as bad a punishment as any others you'll give. I'm not looking for random play with someone I don't know. I am looking to be owned. I want to get to know you and see if we fit. For me, being a sub is about devotion and being owned, it's emotional as well as physical. The emotional/psychological side is the most powerful. My last Dom was a Daddy Dom and it suited me well. I will love my Dom although he may not love me. And now some more highly specific information: -I'm a very intelligent woman with a successful career. I need someone as intelligent or more intelligent than I. This doesn't necessarily mean formally educated. I find great joy in submitting completely to my Dom, but he must be deserving and capable of managing me in any situation. He must have both raw intelligence and experience in BDSM particularly in edgeplay. If I can outwit you, if I can easily figure out your psychological make-up and manipulate you, if your need to control me cripples you (it's incedibly easy to control someone who has an overwhelming need for control), then there is no pleasure in submitting. On the other hand, if you are capable of dominating me, then I imagine it's a significantly more satisfying feeling. Although, who knows. I can't imagine enjoying dominating somone. -I don't orgasm easily. If you're the kind of person who find this annoying or takes it personally, then move along. It doesn't bother me and many a men have been defeated and embittered thinking they'll be the one to change my body's physiology. -Things I like: asphyxiation, biting, hair-pulling, bondage of the wrists, gags, wax, blindfolds, corsets, slapping, spanking, thuddy pain, knife play, oral rape play, psychological control... I prefer to dress modestly in public to allow for visible marks anyhere above the elbow/knees and below the collarbone. -and on the micromanagement front: being told what to wear/ordering for me in a restaurant/etc., highly specific demands on: food bought and cooked, the way in which chores are done/errands run, and a never-ending set of highly specific dos and don'ts for anything you can think of. How can I please you highly without knowing exactly what you want and need?, constant feedback on what I am doing well and what needs improving, possessiveness, your enjoyment in my total devotion to you . -I prefer to dress modestly when you are not around and cover my hair. I want to belong only to you and no one else. My body is to be yours and yours alone. If this displeases you, though, I will do what you wish. -I'm tattooed. I'm not pierced but open to having such done if my Dom prefers. -Last but not least is why you might like me: I am a very sweet, devoted sub who never wilfully disobeys, I'm a very nurturing person and work in a helping profession in addition to raising my little ones with love, I'm funny, I sing well, I'm a goofball, I like to run, cook, bake, knit, and watch Superbad, I laugh a lot, I appreciate being alive each and every day. I'm also professionally trained in massage. I live to please.

3/31/2009 7:34:10 PM I've had some questions as to what a large enough cock for good oral rape play is. I really have no idea. My last Dom had an 8 inch long, 6.5 inch around cock which was rather extreme. I'd prefer something smaller than that if possible, but I really have no specific number in mind.