Collarspace.com

Horizontal Line
Vertical Line
Horizontal Line

Horizontal Line

LovingNcruelMs

LovingNcruelMs - photo 1
LovingNcruelMs - photo 2
LovingNcruelMs - photo 3
LovingNcruelMs - photo 4
LovingNcruelMs - photo 5
LovingNcruelMs - photo 6
LovingNcruelMs - photo 7
LovingNcruelMs - photo 8
LovingNcruelMs - photo 9
LovingNcruelMs - photo 10
LovingNcruelMs - photo 11
LovingNcruelMs - photo 12
LovingNcruelMs - photo 13
LovingNcruelMs - photo 14

Horizontal Line

Friends:
ashslave72suitandtiesubsubmissive2herStrictDommeONLYslavenobody
exquisiteleatherpauline35MaleWife50sStyleVailcpl4funMommiDivine
Ilove2lickDeserve2bspankedYourGoddessTMAsstrecheersMentorDomNYC
SlaveServiceNowBDSMJILL

Horizontal Line

Vertical Line

I am a caring, strict,intense, sensual sadist, who seeksa slave girl andor boywho longsto please and servewith all that is in him or her.I have 15+ years of experience and can love long intense scenes. right now what I seek is a foot and shoe worshipper for regular meetings.

Iseek somethinglong term which would eventually lead to you being collared. Wwediscuss your fetishes, your limits and your fantasies.I give you a safe word and then youput yourself in My hands.Ilive the lifestyle 247 already.what I offer is NOT role-playing. I will train you to anticipatethis Mistresss needs and teach you a strict protocol to follow. I will punish you when necessary, and when all is said and done you can have a glass of wine and chat about any and everything at My feet.fetishes I love it all, but prefer a slavishsubwith expertise infoot and shoe worshipping scenes (yum!), bondage, CBT, nipple torture, humiliation play, strap on play, enema play, OTK spankingsand love, love, love hoods, collars and gags. houseboys in need of a house to clean, come on down. lastly, while I do understand many of you on this site are not looking to pay for dominance, I only need to hear from those of you that can affordto indulge hanging out with a woman who already owns her own home and business. if you have nocareer or personal ambitions we will never get along!Iprefer pain puppies, though I am willing to consider anyonewho is very obedient, loving and kinky.

Horizontal Line

3/31/2016 8:38:00 PM
This one is also enticing n sincere. Seeking natural orders. Single, cultured, respectable, fit and trim, young-looking man, fully aware that females are in many ways the superior sex. In all animals, females are the choosers, they set the rules, and males must compete for their attention and please them even to have a chance. This is the natural order of life, and I am deeply aware of its truth for our species as well. So I am looking for a woman who firmly believes in female superiority, and who realizes that men can have a very useful role in life, as defined only by them. There is clear evidence that a man can be trained - just like a dog - to behave and respond to commands. I am looking for a genuine, enduring relationship, based on acknowledged acceptance of these truths. If we are both of the same mindset, it will be the best relationship in the world and everyone will envy us. If you are sincere about these views, as I am, and want to discuss further, please respond. I am grateful for your consideration. BEAUTIFUL, thoughtful and submissive request. Very well done!

3/31/2016 7:36:41 PM
I'm an attractive and intelligent hedonist looking to play with like-minded others. Pics available on request. Let's have some fun;)... Short, sweet and above all Honest. This person understands thst lying is completely unnecessary here.

12/21/2015 2:54:48 AM
So Santa asked Me tonight "have you been a good girl this year?" I replied "yes indeed I was very good this year. And I know I could be an even better girl if I had new toys next year Santa. " Do you have a list for Santa? he asked. Indeed I do: 1. Two new leather outfits,1 red, 1 white. Size 2x sexy, classy and high quality. 2. A set of Stainless Steel and leather cuff set, XL Neck collar, ankle and wrist cuffs. 3. Rubber head to toe body suit. 4. Bose sound system. Better sounds, better scenes. As I felt Santa's cock grow impressively under My thigh, he smiled and whispered Nice list ...Ma'am.

8/26/2015 12:37:40 PM
Found this in a Dom's profile but fits Me too so I am borrowing it:

Do not fall in love with people like me.
I will take you to museums, and parks, and monuments,
and kiss you in every beautiful place,
so that you cannever go back to them without
tasting me like blood in your mouth.

I will destroy you in the most beautiful ways possible.
 When I leave you will finally understand,
why storms are named after people.

8/26/2015 11:50:40 AM
Definition of Sapiosexual
One who finds intelligence the most sexually attractive feature; behaviour of becoming attracted to or aroused by intelligence and its use.

Additional Information

Sapiosexual is a neologism word (recently constructed word) that has come into common usage;, especially on social networking sites where some people are self-identifying as sapiosexual. Origins: From Latin root sapien, wise or intelligent, and Latin sexualis, relating to the sexes.

ok yes I must be a Nerd/intellectual, because I LOVE that there is a now a word that describes Me, and what has always turned Me on the most about a man. 


8/22/2015 2:52:04 PM
Smiling as I sit down at the computer I open up the  site and immediately beginning scrolling through the FemDom clips.  I want inspiration and after opening up the one with the 2 Russian Dommes I am more then ready to return to the second half of tonight's scene.  

While u cleaned up the kitchen after I made breakfast, I showered and got into My thigh high boots, PVC halter dress, PVC gloves. after adding earrings, red lipstick, some eyeliner and Halston perfume,  I was ready for you. I find you in the kitchen and order you to your knees. you're about to say but I'm not done Mistress, when you turn and see Me.  you immediately comply.

in the blink of an eye I have removed your T-shirt,  secured your posture collar around your neck and put a ball gag into your mouth.  your cock is at full staff by the time I attach a leash to your collar and order you upstairs.  where u've been waiting for Me for the past 90 mins.  Before coming down I tied you spread eagle to the bed with rope and cuffs, inserted a vibrating butt plug in your boy cunt, placed a ball gag in your mouth then put you into the Hypnohood with the slave mantra playing on loop.

It's been a while since we've had the house to ourselves and Mistress is going to reward you for all the good you do for us on a daily basis.  you've been an amazing husband, provider and sub recently and Mistress can't wait to show you Her appreciation.  I grab the flooger and make my way up slowly, so you'll hear my heels ringing out against the wooden floors.  I gave you no sign, I wanted to scene this morning,  so you are beyond aroused imaging what's coming next. 

I enter the bedroom, turn the recording off, remove the hood and gag and clean off the drool from your face.  I find the extending cigarette holder, roll and place it in the holder. Placing the  lighter in your hand, I order you to light Me up.  Not only are you a leather and PVC fan, but one of your biggest fetish is smoking.  I smile as I watch your cock bulge as I blow the smoke into your face and run My nails down your chest and stomach. ignoring your cock I touch you from head to toe over and over as I smoke .  when necessary I say ashtray and after you open your mouth I dump My ashes in it.  you thank Me after each dump and make Me wetter and wetter with your total submission to My whims. after running My nails through your chest hair, I begin tugging on your nipples lightly, getting them as aroused as the rest of you.  you growl after a particularly hard tug and I lean down, kiss you  and keep tugging. Kissing you softly, deeply and at times roughly, I sip from your soul for long delicious moments.  W/we have our ups and downs but, while many, many people claim they want to be owned... ONLY YOU My pet have actively found and married the Domme of your dreams....to be cont.  RL calls

8/15/2015 1:51:08 PM

I understand your desire.
I will trespass the walls of your fortress,
so you do not have to voice your secrets.
..besides, I already know them!

You will learn Me,
and what it takes to make me drench in lust
and lounge in sated in peace.
you will make Me want to exhaust you,
again and again,
beyond your last gasp,
even begging for more.

Wish I knew who wrote this because it is so truely powerful and lovely.


8/8/2015 1:27:34 AM
You are free to do whatever or whomever you wish,
when you are older and wiser you will realize your true freedom begins at my feet,
washes over you in my folds,
and is secured eight inches deep inside of me...

why? because I am the One you were created for.

 

 


7/8/2015 10:28:47 PM
I'm off on vacation tomorrow, it's a hot sultry July evening and I'm wearing a long black and white strapless dress and flip flops.  I've got a million things to do before I depart tomorrow, and driving slave to the brink and back is at the top of My to-do list tonight.  We are on a good roll and hopefully this session will keep him focused till I return.  

slave as usual is on his knees, awaiting My arrival.  as I walk in, I stop at the entrance and allow him to crawl forward and greet Me. "Hello Mistress," this slave is here to serve You", he declares, then backing up on all fours awaits My commands with his head bowed.  I just finished shopping and getting manicured and pedicured, so while I am hungry for slave, tonight I need a little slave TLC before we start.  Sitting on My throne I say, " rum and coke tonight slave, but first bring Me an ice water".  slave crawls to the door then rises smoothly heading to the kitchen for the icy bottle of water he has waiting , and the drink I requested.  as soon as he returns I say "ashtray slave". putting the drink down he gets close, kneels and presents the water, by saying " your water Mistress", then tips his head back and opens his mouth wide.  Swallowing My ashes, he thanks Me and assumes the position. hands behind his neck , eyes down to the ground, back straight, on his knees.

"turn Pandora on slave, Pittbull station" I order. Something about "crank"/house music that gets My blood boiling and My hips swaying.  as he returns I tell him to get on his back, on the floor with is head under My dress and knees. as he complies I sit back, rest My feet on his chest and order him to massage My legs.  With a yes Mistress, he gives Me a sublime massage,  working all the kinks out of My calves, ankles, feet and toes. 

as I light up, I notice slave is getting quite aroused from massaging Me while under My dress.  spreading My knees, I lift the hem of My dress and after removing My foot from slave's mouth say ashtray.  He opens wide and I drop My ashes in his mouth, after watching him swallow, I allow him to continue. He serves as an ashtray throughout the foot session til  after a particularly goose bump enducing bite to the pad of My foot I thank slave and order him to stop.  smiling down at him a particularly large lump of ashes lands in his mouth, I see My little bitch boy is in heaven right now. he is vibrating with submission and desire.  that massage put both of us in the right frame of mind and I am ready for My drink and shoes. I order him to put My black heels on My feet.  he does and immediately settles into worshipping them, after watching him swallow the 7 in heels over and over again, I pull him up and kiss w/ him passionately for about 10 mins. I also ask him to bring My play bag over, then stand at attention while I rummage through it. 

I find the metal wrist cuffs, locks and short rope, then order him to turn around. after locking the cuffs onto his wrists, I pull his balls back between his legs & wrap the rope several times around them.  I then tie the ends off just behind his balls and braid them together before pulling the braid up between his cheeks. I tie one end off to each cuff and order him on his knees, he complies. I grab the posture collar and lock it onto his neck the tying a leash to the back of it  "turn around and present your boy cunt"  he quickly turns around lowers his face to the floor and tries to relax.  I find the silicon lube and after generously applying some to his hole, begin to push the inflatable dildo into slave.   slave's greedy cunt takes it all, though from the sounds he's making I can tell he is in a bit of discomfort as well.  I tell him to stand up and turn around.  then picking up the braided whip, I tell him to count the strokes as I begin to lash his cock softly ...to be continued

tonight is going to be one of those nights you remember,  because I'm the one you can't forget....


6/27/2015 10:41:35 PM
I text him, "ready? I am 5 mins away. " he replies "yes Mistress, door is open. please lock it before u come up."    I park, lift my well pack bag out of the car and head upstairs.  the front door is wide open, lights are on, I can't stop smiling.

I open the door to the 3 rd floor and get a rush of power as I see him in the middle of the candle lit room naked, on his knees, his hands behind his neck, head bowed, cock so hard and aroused it is glistening with anticipation.   

I put the bag down next to him, and sit down in the plush chair. I can see his eyes following my feet as I cross my legs and just simply drink in the site of this magnificent, heavily muscled, beast of a man on his knees silently begging Me to take him and do any thing I want.  I order him to pour Me a glass of wine from the bottle he has ready on the desk. then when he brings the glass over and forgets to properly present it before giving it to Me, I slap him once, hard, the sound resonating off the walls despite the music. 

he apologizes and immediately corrects himself when I say, now present it like you've been taught to present slave.   he drops back to his knees, lifts the glass up in both hands and says , your wine Mistress.  I take it, thank him, and say now open the bag and bring Me the collar, hood and vibrating egg.  I put him in the collar &hood then when he tells Me he has no lube in the house, I say no problem,  now bend over and present your boy cunt.  he quickly turns around , puts his head on the floor , and ass in the air.  I decide a little teasing will help the insertion so I reach between his legs and pull his hardon back, stroking it slowly and tapping on the head with my thumb.  he is getting wetter and wetter , so I scoop some pre cum up an use it to lube his hole.  I tap the egg against his tip a few times, then slowly but surely press it in til it disappears inside him.  The sounds he makes of discomfort and pain make Me wet and even more excited.

I tell him to bring Me the braided whip and the cock pouch/butt plug harness.  he puts both in his mouth and crawls over.  I turn the vibrating dial to medium and have him step into the harness.  as soon as it is up and tight, I tuck his cock into the pouch after licking up all the precum and deep throating him a few times.  

I point to bag and tell him get My shoes and put them on Me slave.  he does and  leans over placing a kiss on each foot, while saying "Hello Mistress, this slave is here to serve you.  "  for the next 30 minutes he worships my shoes and feet, while I run my nails up his back, across his shoulders and through his hair. I sip My drink and enjoy his expert skills. Once I'm relaxed, I roll up and through out the rest of the foot session order him to provide his mouth as an ash tray, something he does beautifully and happily.  I can see him going deeper and deeper into sub space as he laves and kisses my 7 inch red heels, and swallows My ashes.   raising my foot onto my knee I order him to kiss his way down the heel then slowly make him take the whole thing down his throat.  With My heel in his mouth I tell him to begin reciting his mantra. 

I can tell he is gagging, but he does as ordered and recites.  "I am Mistress Maritza's slave and property. my mind, heart, body and soul belong to her completely. when She commands it is my honor to obey. I trust in Her guidance and I am dedicated to Her happiness."  ....Mmmm, mm mmm.  Thus began our 3 Hour reunion which included 100 strokes from the braided whip to his ass, back and balls.  a session of tease and denial on the bed, with Me astride his torso, ass in his face, him holding onto my red heels and not allowed to touch me at all.  he must have enjoyed the view of my leather pants on his chest , as he seemed ready to pop immediately.  that led to a reminder,  with 10 slaps to the balls each harder then the last, that he was NOT, NOT, NOT  allowed to come under any circumstance!  after 20 minutes of intense teasing and stopping, I decided I needed to be rewarded for all the pain/pleasure I was giving him so scooting back onto his face I ordered him to thank Me by kissing My ass while reciting his mantra 25 times slowly. he asked may your slave touch you Mistress? .to which I again replied: no slave. do not let go of My heels!  knowing he was dying to touch Me, makes it hotter.

he did such a good job I had to thank him with a smothering/69 session, clothes on of course. his thick perfectly shaved cock is just the right size for My  mouth and teeth. I truly enjoy taking him slowly and tightly, from base to tip over and over again, running my nails over his balls, then licking the tip quickly while squeezing it at the base. then whenever I felt like he might explode I love biting down hard on his head for a full 45 seconds.  again he asked , please Mistress, may your slave touch you? No! I replied

sitting back on his face I tried to get off with his nose and chin,  but it wasn't working.   turning around I position him between my thighs letting his hard on slide up between us as place My knees on his open palms. Sitting up straight I order him to look at Me a I unbutton My shirt and run My hands over My breasts.  closing My eyes I tease my breasts as I grind against him.  he's throbbing and hot and so deliciously mine.  like a good vibrator he is moving against Me, ensuring I am being pleasured from below.  I catch him sneaking peeks at Me and smiling I slap him hard and after hearing him say," Ty Mistress" order him to open his eyes.  knowing he will be imagining this very minute for days to come I order him to look at Me, as I let down my ponytail and allow My waist long hair to drop around us, then as one of My favorite songs comes on, I give him an unplanned lap dance to the tune of PITBULLS "Feel this moment", which to was quite appropriate.

as he bucks up against Me, I hear our pelvis' slapping against each other. I lean over him and moving my knees off his hands ordered him to touch Me.  Mmm I swear slave must have grown 8 hands throughout the scene, b/c he had one hand on my scalp pulling Me in deeper as we kissed . One on My ass, the other on My hip, another on my right breast squeezing and yet another on My left nipple.  His kiss promised Me all sorts of delicious sensations if I allowed him to lick Me dry.  As I felt My orgasm about to hit, I order him to say his Mantra over and over again, then sitting up while twisting his nipples and rubbing hard against him I came soooo good.  With his cock dripping and throbbing against Me I moved off him and curl around him to catch My breath. 

Once I am renewed, I ordered him to cleanup my gear and pack up while I refreshed myself in the bathroom.  gathering My keys from My purse , I point to the floor and order him to thank Me. cock still up, he kneels down and placing a kiss on each foot, says "TYVM Mistress for allowing Me to serve you. this slave is yours."



6/27/2015 9:26:14 PM
hello .... hi there........thinking happy thoughts of you...tyvm I always have them of you. ALWAYS.  its a perfect day for a CFnm scene... yes, yes it is... but I can't, I don't know what to do... I wanted to say YES YOU DO KNOW WHAT TO DO CUNT!, but I didn't.  instead I said , "ok well I just wanted to say hi. if you change ur mind I'm here, bye."

then came what I knew he'd been dying to say to Me, since his last message saying good bye.  ......... Yes Mistress...two little words, but they said it all.  so with that I took back control and said..."today."

He replied, " I can't til 10pm."   I replied, " good, see you then. be naked,  on your knees, candles lit." to which he replied "yes Mistress, as you wish"

that was at 11:00am, I was hot and bothered all day.  anticipating the evening to come, planning and already feeling his loving, devoted, submission .  love u slave, welcome home




5/1/2014 1:10:08 PM

Scenes during the storm

 

On what had to be one of the chilliest, dreariest spring days in memory I texted slave and asked if he could meet me at Oasis.  He immediately texted back ..Yes Goddess I am at your disposal.  My original plan was to meet early for an hour or so and head back to work  Well the rain and my business instead otherwise.  I did not untangle myself from office duties until well after 2PM. 

 

I text him again can u meet Me at 3:30PM?  Difficult he replies I'd only have an hour as I have to close up tonight.  Great I reply, I also have to be back at the office before 5.  As I turn on the car I map out the scene.   ...to be continued


3/25/2014 11:48:31 AM

http://www.literotica.com/s/mistress-marisas-estate-pt-07

 

When I fantasize, this is the stuff I day dream of.


3/22/2014 11:17:52 PM

there are times, subtlety is for the birds and this is one of those times.  to put it in terms you'll understand nothing ventured (gambled) nothing gained. 

 

why am I torturing you? why am I punishing you? why do I not give you what you want?  My time? 

 

lol fool!!! because I get off on making you suffer of course. AND because you do not deserve Me.  you had Me and you couldn't commit to being Mine.  you made it clear My terms weren't the right terms.  well, tell Me how's that working for you??  are you more fulfilled now? found your eden yet?  of course you haven't.  I'm not just special I'm irreplaceable, because I OWN YOU. 

 

need to hear it again I OWN YOU MIND, BODY, HEART AND SOUL.  I molded you. I trained you to crave the things I crave.  your pain is MY pleasure and I taught you how to not just enjoy that, but live to feel that level of ownership.  you'll meet many and you may even settle for someone at some point.  but in your heart, in your soul you know you have but ONE owner.  One Goddess at who's feet you should be kneeling, Me.  when u've made peace with that and learned to accept your place you'll find Me.   


3/8/2014 10:38:04 PM
  • If you can't get a "vanilla" date, you sure as hell won't find one in "bdsm"
  • If you wouldn't do it in the "vanilla" world, don't do it in the "bdsm" world!
  • When you discover bdsm, do not park your brain outside the door. You will still need it.

SO TRUE!!



 

12/15/2013 12:15:59 AM

***********Happy Holidays************


5/27/2013 6:07:51 AM

http://xhamster.com/movies/1957090/my_husband_is_a_maid_by_tm.html

 

LOVED this video

 


11/22/2012 10:28:46 AM

Cannot tell you how much I would love to meet a girl as sensual n kinky as this one.

http://www.youporn.com/watch/460635/one-for-the-puss-one-for-the-butt/?from=related3&al=2&from_id=460635&pos=8


11/22/2012 10:05:57 AM

Hello CM family...may this beautiful thanksgiving day hold lots for you to feel blessed about.

 

I would love to send a special THANK YOU! to the owners/creators of this site It has allowed Me to meet many amazing subs and slaves, which has allowed Me the freedom to grow as both a person and a Domme.  Very WEll done guys (and hopefully girls too)  :-P


11/1/2012 1:09:44 PM

http://www.sexmedia.cz/index.?b=141905&xc=55&xm=1

http://www.sexmedia.cz/index.?p=&b=143984&f=0&s=0

http://www.sexmedia.cz/index.?p=&b=143983&f=0&s=0


10/25/2012 11:23:35 PM

HOT bondage and smothering clip enjoy cunts!

http://www.xhamster.com/movies/963699/her_seat_cushion.html



10/15/2012 12:33:50 PM

                                        Midnight rendevous w/ Mistress by slave p.

 

The doorbell rings around 2am. i am half asleep but come down to answer. It's my Mistress. It's somewhat dark so i can only see She is wearing a leather trenchcoat. Her makeup and hair are fully done. She steps inside and says "you will do as i say and not speak until i say". Of course i nod in complete agreement. She hands me a bag and i follow Her up the stairs. The living room is dimly lit. She lights a candle and then removes Here coat. i can now see she is wearing a leather mini and a leather bustiere that has her breasts bursting on top. As i fall to my knees to properly greet my Mistress i see the 6" stilleto spikes She is wearing. After kissing Her shoes and reciting my mantra i am ordered to open Her bag. Within minutes i am in a posture collar, ball gagged, hooded and completely in immobile bondage.....what follows is a seeming eternity of pain and humiliation.
i am hooked to the ceiling hooks and spread eagle. Mistress takes Her favorite crop and proceeds to tatter my ass and legs. my cries are muffled and only increases Mistress' intensity. Mistress rotates the crop and the whip with brief nipple torture. i squirm and scream but it does no good. As i hang beaten Mistress takes me down and puts me on all fours in front of the couch. Mistress collars me and leashes me with a heavy metal chain. i await the next devious torture. Mistress pulls a 9" dildo out of the bag and lubes it up. i begin to perspire at the mere thought of taking it. But this wasn't going to be our usual anal training. i am positioned with my ass toward the couch. Mistress inserts Her spike heel into the hollowed out dildo. She slides to the edge of the couach and greabs hold of the leash, forcing my head back. Without hesitation She rams the dildo into my ass with Her heel. As She fucks away i cannot escape. Her firm grip on the leash keep my completely in place. As i take inch after inch, thrust after thrust i become weak from the pain, tears drying up to no affect at all. Eventuall Mistress ceases the assault on my ass. As i lay in a heep Mistress undoes my gag. She puls out a dog dish and lays it down on the ground. She pulls out a baggie of dog food and puts it in the dish. Grabbing the leash and yanking me to attention she says "you have wanted to be a complete slave, well here's Your chance. Finish every single piece now, dog!". i didn't know what to do as i was completely stunned. Mistress had never treated me so cruelly before. my hesitation quickly disappeared as Mistress whacked me full force with crop. "I said eat, dog!". i quickly shoved my head into bowl and ate as fast s i could. Mistress kept my head down by placing Her spiked heel on the back of my neck, occassionally poking me with the heel. As i finished Mistress said "good doggie".

 

Mistress leads me back to the couch and sit with Her gorgeous legs crossed. Her spiked heel dangles beautifully. i am ordered to worship Her shoes and legs. Mistress pulls a cigarette from Her purse and lights it. After a few puffs Mistress yanks me up by the hood and blows smoke into my face, i cough slightly. Another puff and Mistress orders me to open my mouth. She taps the ash into my waiting mouth. As i continue to worship Her shoes i am pulled up to accept Her ashes. After several minutes Mistress is almost finished. She stands up and positions herself tighly along side my kneeling body.. She orders me to open again and spits a large wad of saliva into my mouth. She laughs and says, " You may want to keep it in Your mouth, You may need it".

 

Puzzled i wasn't sure what she meant. But i quickly found out. As Mistress help my head back tightly she put her cigarette butt out on my tongue. The heat and ash had me flinching but to no avail. She then placed the extinguished butt on my tongue and says "Swallow, pig!"

 

i do as she says quickly, doing all i can to stop my gag reflex from kicking in. Mistress says, "good slave, now lay on Your stomach". i do so as Mistress undoes my bondage. She quickly cleans up and packs Her things. As She walks over me the click clack of those incredible heels fades as She walks out the door. i am left beaten, humiliated, and ever so grateful for my Mistress.

 

Great job pet... u can so expect a visit from Me soon aftr that seductive story.  Careful what u wish for  lol.

 


10/9/2012 7:19:32 PM

                                            The first meeting:

as I finish meditating I open my eyes to find him next to me.  I cannot help but smile, since we first began talking 2 weeks ago I knew how our time together would end.  I get up find My leather mini dress, zipper on My patent leather boots, find the butt plug, the wrist shackles and finally the chain. 

his night ended in the closet but I released him at 8am when my meditation alarm went off.  I give him no time to think as I put the first shackle on , shake him awake and order him to remove his Tshirt before qyuickly running the chain through the head board and onto his other wrist.  he is still wearing the chastity devise and chaps but I want his ass now.  I push his legs over his head, lube him up and then show him the plug before smiling and sliding it into him.  once it is in, I drop his legs tell him to close them and order him to keep it end no matter what.  He is mesmerized by what I'm wearing and cannot get over the shiny leather boots encasing My legs way past My knees.  I straddle his caged cock, and bending My knees place one boot on each side of his head.  the  look on his face says it all.  as I watch he turns his face right, takes a deep inhale and closes his eyes in bliss.  he slowly turns his head to the left and agains blissfully inhales the pure scent of leather and Mistress.  as he's about to start all over, I close My feet around his face and wait for his eyes to focus on Me. bending My legs under Me I straddle his chest and show him the head harness dildo and ask him "do you know what this?" his eyes widen and he nods yes slowly.  it is clear he is finally realizing what I intend to do next.  

I put it over his chin, adjust it, then without a second thought turn around and slide back onto it till his nose is burried in My ass. I cannot tell you who moaned louder.  He because he lives for scents, or Me who had wanted to do this all night but held back as this was how I planned to end our over night session.  as I begin to move up and down the dildo I can feel him sniffing Me like a dog in heat. sweet delicious tingles start rolling up My back til I must feel his tongue. Sitting up and back I order him to lick his Mistress' ass.  what follows are some of the most erotic, sensual memories I've shared with a slave.  Our day began 24hrs earlier, but it felt like I'd owned him for years. 

more later....


10/1/2012 11:17:39 PM

love this quote:

 

"Tell Me why you are here? Tell Me again what you are? you are My slave. you long to give in to My desires. you long to let Me hurt you. My needs arent always complicated, like right now I long to yank your pants down and rape your slutty ass. I want to kick your legs apart, spread your ass cheeks and if you are lucky .. perhaps some lube. but lets face it. you never get lucky. you will have to suck My strap on, suck it with every thing you have. If you want lube..then you fucking provide it with your mouth. the dual part of that strap on will be inside of My just well fucked pussy. the hot man cum will be oozing around it while I fuck fuck fuck your spread hole. I want to make you feel more like a whore than a man.I want to strip you of your pride and arrogance. Yes you have it. I even kind of like it occasionally.. it makes Me hot to know I will be stomping it out of you." 

 

My kind of girl.


8/22/2012 2:06:30 PM

NEW CAGE WANTED!!!

I seek a welder or a furniture (cage) maker, to make me as close as possible a cage similar to the one in My profile. I prefer to barter services.  I have either a CDL Package (A or BP) Lessons and Road test  or BDSM services to exchange.  I want this completed by Sept 1st so time is of an essence.  if you know of someone I can contact in or near the NYC area please message me their info 

TYVM all!!!


8/12/2012 8:33:50 AM

WHAT A BEAUTIFUL SUMMER DAY!! would anyone like to join me for a Tandem bike ride in Central Park of course while your nipples are clamped lightly, your ass is plugged...lol I am headed to the city in an hour and can meet around 3Pm at CPS.


8/10/2012 3:01:04 PM

BDSM:  

Remember that BDSM is at the farthest reaches of the sexual experience, both physically and emotionally. Especially emotionally. Both you and your partner will experience a range of feelings that most vanilla people never do. This is one of the gifts of BDSM. However, some of these emotions might be quite frightening to the sub. They can range from fear, shame, and embarrassment to ecstasy, love, and admiration. Be prepared and emotionally open to this range of feelings. And remember that you are getting to see and hear things—such as facial expressions and moans of ecstasy--that most people never do. It’s part of why you play. Isn’t it? Again, you’re getting a gift. Remember how special it is.


8/7/2012 4:28:25 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY WONDERFUL, AMAZING PET, STEVE. May ur new year of life b full of joy,happiness, success,and of course lots of torture n play. L you,and cannot wait to see u, for ytur celebratory scene tomorrow..

8/2/2012 4:16:58 PM

So it's pet peeve time... If you contact Me and things go well, I am going to QUICKLY move it from emailing to a telephone interview to ACTUALLY meeting.  if u are not in a position to meet within a week of getting to know one another DO NOT WASTE MY TIME WITH YOUR BULLSH*t!!!

I mean honestly if your life is so busy meetin has to wait for weeks and constantly get re schedueled WHY DO YOU BOTHER ME???? As I told one slave today..no time for drama F*ck off now and save us both the disappointment.


7/6/2012 4:04:06 PM

Headed to a public Dungeon tonight any one want to join Me for some public play?


6/24/2012 10:37:03 AM

beautiful day and I feel like playing outdoors.  Any slaves interested in going out while plugged, clamped and in chastity?  I am in the mood to go places, and humiliate u subtly while out and about.  When I'm done teasing you we can play indoors.  send  email with ur PICTURE, fetishes, limits and if serious about meeting a phone # so we can move this along quickly.  MUST be into strap on and foot worshipping at a minimum.  pain doesn't have to necessarily be part of the scene though I do adore pain puppies. FEMALES encouraged to apply!!  I am the one smiling next to My husband in the mask.


6/12/2012 9:37:33 PM

Once again for those who keep begging for attention.  No pic with your properly worded request NO CONSIDERATION  EMAIL WILL BE DELETED UNREAD....


5/30/2012 8:45:00 PM

Happy Domme wife,  happy life.

 as he enters the bedroom I hear his knees hit the floor, followed by the sound of  him crawling towards My bed.  he lifts the covers and I feel his lips kiss each of My feet once as he murmurs good morning Goddess wife, this slave is home to serve you.  

I sleepy reach out to lift his bowed head and lean forward to kiss his lips. I've been fantasizing about him all day long.  as the kiss deepens I reach behind him on the night stand and find the new leather cuffs, without stopping the kiss I secure each to his wrists, then lock them together with a padlock behind his back. as I pull away I cherish the site of him naked on his knees hands behind his back, chest out.  I smile and put My finger to My lips indicating he is to remain silent and refrain from speaking from that minute on.  he looks at the night stand and sees for the first time the things I've laid out, the posture collar, the nipple clamps, a set of silver beads that are all bunched up, a silk scarf,  and the rubber buggy whip.  

I take off My tshirt, and sitting on the side of the bed pull slave forward so he is now  between My legs.  I put the posture collar on him and after locking it on, order him to slowly run his 4 day old beard all over My neck,  shoulders and breasts.  he does so and so begins one of the most sensually erotic exchanges we've shared in a while.  he moves slowly and deliberately teasing, leaving goose bumps in his path.  as he moves down between My breasts I put My hands behind My back and watch as he makes figure eights with his chin around and under My breast making My nipples painfully hard.  he rubs My left nipple with his beard moving side to side then slowly across to the other.  as I shiver with desire I kiss slave's mouth deeply and tease his nipples through out the kiss. when I break the kiss I attach a leash to his collar and tell him to stand.  he is so sexy and masculine I love to tease him.  I run My nails up and down his body from neck to thighs, then up his ass and back.  his nipples are so hard they are begging for My attention.  I tease them , pulling on them lightly at first them,  then clampping them with the clover clamps.  

I tug lightly on the chain between the clamps while stroking slave to hardness.  once it is sufficently aroused,  I reach for the beads which are really a five tier cock ring held together with elastic.  the beads are meant to be used as ridges which are suppose to delight a woman.  however his cock is so thick that the beads are also acting as a bit of a CBT mechanism.  I can tell he is uncomfortable as I continue stroking them up and down his length until his cock is dripping lots of pre cum.  it looks so yummy I decide I need to taste it, so I lick nothing but the crown of his cock for 3 full minutes.  we call this tippy time, and is quite a sensual torture. when I am done torturing the tip of his cock, I order slave back to his knees and tell him to remove My panties with his lips.  he strugles to do it,  but pro that he is he gets the job done.  when he gets them conpletely off he gets low and kisses his way up My right leg then down My left leg dragging his super soft beard across My pussy.  I lean back spread My legs and tugging on his leash lightly pull him into Me.  slave's mouth is divine!!!! 

he knows exactly what I like and I am able to lean back on My elbows and let him pleasure Me  through 2 orgasms and a soul shaking squirt.  when I'm done he leans back on his heels smiling and VERY VERY hard and ready.  I pull him up onto the bed remove the lock between his hands put his hands in front of him and relock them.  I take the scarf off the night stand and tie his wrists to the head board of the bed.  

I put on red lipstick, which he adores, find the J and after straddling his tummy, light up.  he has a huge smoking fetish so after putting his cock between My legs so its just nudging My button I exhale into his face .  I can feel his cock jump in appreciation.  I move slowly up and down his length lubricating him well,  ordering him to remain still  until I am done smoking. he nods to indicate he understands and lays there as I froth against him making Myself wetter and wetter.  he watches Me intently as My red lips make smoke rings, that float down to him.  when I'm done My nipples are tight with anticipation so I let him feast on them as I rub Myself to orgasm against his hard on.  I smile down and say do you want to Make love to Me slave?  he nods fast and looks up at Me pleadingly as I reach back and stroke his wet cock with hand.  I frown and say I don't think you do slave.  he nods his head vigorously up and down, and begins to make whinnning noises.  I reach down further and squeezing his balls say,  nope, I think you  want to go to sleep horny again.  he shakes his head no over and over again and whines louder like a dog.  I lean down and kiss him and he kisses Me back  long and hard with all his pent up desire. we are both on fire when it is over and I finally push down onto him in one hard motion.  

it feels so good I just sit on him, relishing the tight snug fit of him deep inside Me.  I move My breasts up into his mouth and ride him as he nibbles and bites on My nipples.  after a while I sit up and the first of 2 amazing orgasms rock Me. I am frozen and breathless when it's over, so he begins to move up and down, I grab the chain of the nipple clamps and tug in rythm to his moves.  this only makes him fatter as I can tell he is fighting to not cum.  slave can go for hours without cumming when ordered to.  he begins to shake his head fast meaning, don't move don't move, so of course I slow down but keep moving after slapping his balls hard behind Me and reminding him he is not allowed to cum.  he nods yes and closes his eyes as I think he is counting to keep from cumming.  I stop totally, until i see his eyes open up again, then ride him hard until once again I see his head shaking, "no, no" .  This time to distract him I remove both clover clamps at once then lean back to watch the pain move across his face.  he screams once in surprise, then quickly shuts his mouth as he sucks in the pain.  I  ride him harder and faster and order him to tell Me his mantra.  he can barely speak from the pain in his nipples and the effort not to cum.  

his hoarse, pain laced voice sends Me over the edge and I cum so hard and fast it makes Me dizzy.  I love that mantra ......."I am Mistress's slave, prperty and husband.  my mind, heart, body and soul belong to you completely, when you command it is My honor to obey.  I trust in your guidance and I am dedicated to your happiness."  as I fall off slave's still rock hard cock, I light up again and release his hands from the head board.  he shakes his hands out and after taking a sip of water he asks, may your slave kiss you Goddess? I nod yes, as I am still shaking, when I feel his lips on My inner thigh, moving up.  I laugh and squeal as he takes long laps and "cleans" me up.  I am still tender so each lick hurts so good!! 

slowly he builds My desire up again as I feel his hands reach up to roll My nipples.  he lowers his head and sends electric waves up My spine as his tongue moves to My back passage.  OMG it is feels so good, only one thing can make it feel better.  

I reach out to the night stand one last time and find the buggy whip. reaching back I  rain strokes across his back  and ass, as he licks Me to yet another orgasm.  he tries to lossen his head from between My clamped thighs and lick Me again, but I want more of My fat cock now.  

I pull him up My body and reaching between us put him in Me before he knows what I am doing.  he kisses Me and begins to move slowly gradually when he begins to move harder I pick up the buggy whip and whip and whip his back as we fuck. each one of his grunt, and moans of pain turn Me on more and more.  hi eyes are glazing over as I hear him say Goddess may your slave cum?  I quickly say no, to which he replies,  yes Goddess as you wish.  as he fucks Me into the mattress, I  run My nails over his hot back and ass, relishing the welts I put there.  

he leans back off Me, lifts My knees over his fore arms and begs Me to continue whipping him.  I canot believe it, but of course I am happy to grant him this wish.  he is looking deep into My eyes as he once again begs for permission to cum.  I am so close,  I shake My head and say not yet bitch boy.  he nods and fucks Me even hard.  I know I will be sore when we are done.  as another orgasm rocks Me I scream in pleasure, and whip him harder as I hear him say TY Goddess with each stroke.  

I am so tender I wrap My legs around him to stop his movements, but he knows that while that may be what My body thinks it wants,  I want him to ignore that and keep moving.  I love love love that he knows this about Me, because in the next instant he spreads My legs open and pushes himself as deep as he can, while grinding against Me saying Goddess please please let  your slave cum, it has been 2 weeks since u last let it release.  

I cannot talk since the sensations have all but stopped My ability to do more then grunt, however I nod yes and he thanks Me then says please whip Me Goddess, I need to feel your lash on My back as I cum.  so I give it to him and he in turns gives it to Me.  when he cums it is with a loud and grateful TY Goddess TY for whipping Me, TY for letting Me pleasure you, TY so much for letting your slave cum.  

I cannot move, My thighs are trembling and My heart feels like it is going to pop out of My chest.    but somehow as slave rolls off Me he simultaneously tucks Me up against his chest.  I smile, kiss him once on the lips, then reach back and release the posture collar. I snuggle back against his chest for a minute, tell him I love him  then kick him out of My bed.  last I see of him, is his ass as the door to the closet closes behind him.  

have I mentioned how much I  adore My slave hubby?  I smiled all day.  thanks pet, Goddess love you.

 

 


5/24/2012 6:45:37 PM

Moving on ..... by Goddess M.

as I read his message I mused , "wow he genuinely does not get it yet".  apparently it will take a brick house to fall on him before he accepts what has been happening for months now.  I have lost all interest in p/t slaves. AKA submissives. 

I only want SLAVES who have time, money and that bone deep need to be OWNED by a woman exactly like Me.  slaves who find it an honor to serve, not a chore. 

I love protocol language.  I love fetish gear.  I love being a strict disciplinarian who can also show her love and gratitude for the many jobs well done My pets perform. 

I am a feminine woman who loves to be appreciated and encouraged just like any other human on earth.  My type of domination begins and ends on mutual respect and love.  I am a total sadist, but you should be able to adore, cherish and love Me BECAUSE Of that, not inspite of it. 

if you cannot or will not love your Owner eventually,  I am so not the woman for you.  less then love is just not acceptable.  I adore nurturing and taking care of all My pets.  nothing pleases Me more then rewarding and encouraging My slaves. 

lastly I will only accept people to whom serving is both an art and a passion.  you should want to be the best of the best, not just always led.  there is nothing sexier then a slave who is smart, capable, eager and always serves with a happy heart.  I am immensly grateful for the service I have received from My p/t slaves over the last few years, but I am growing in ways you fear growing.  I feel held back by constantly having to lower My expectations of your service and I get enraged at having to change My plans based on your REAL life. 

if serving Me isn't your primary reason for living, we are no longer a match.  move on, I have.


5/10/2012 4:47:40 PM

Found this story on slave joespezia's profile and enjoyed it so much I decided to share it. 

I am sleeping, smiling, the most peaceful I have felt in years. Silent, no birds, no clock ticking, or fan moving. I wake up and it is pitch black. At first I think I am blindfolded but feel nothing around my face but air. I cannot move my legs or arms. I am vertical, elevated above the ground. My legs and arms are strapped wide againist some contraption. I am naked, I can tell I have been hanging for hours, the muscles in my arms and legs are worn. I can feel I am not against a wall, I feel the cold air wrapping around my body. I call out and my voice echoes, I realize I am in a basement. I feel my nipples get hard as the cool air brushes past my body. I am strapped at my upper thighs, ankles, wrist, and shoulders. My nose is itchy and I cannot scratch it. I hear footsteps walking above me through the floor. I don't hear any voices, I only hear 1 set of 6" stiletto pumps walking very slowly back and forth on the tile floor above, almost as if she is waiting for something. I call out again and the steps build pace as I hear the rusty cellar door slam open. I still cannot see anything and as she reaches the bottom of the steps I begin to hear water. The windows must be covered because my eyes have still not adjusted and I begin to get nervous. Without notice I begin getting sprayed by ice cold hose water and I scream out. After about 30 seconds of full blast chilling water to the face and body the hose is shut off. The figure runs back upstairs and slams the door. As the door slams a blanket falls off a window and I begin to get a glimpse of where I am. It is still very dark outside, the light isn't even as strong as a night light. The light shines off the puddle of water below me. I am hanging 6 inches off the ground. There is a bucket and stool below me. I see a bunch of tools and equipment around me, this is not a occupied space, and can tell this is a mans area. Before I can scream for help the footsteps begin again and come to the cellar door. The door opens slowly and she begins to walk down the steps. I am freezing, my nipples have never been this hard before and, and as I shiver I see drops of water fall to the floor. She approaches me, besides the 6" pumps, she is wearing long thigh high fishnet stockings, short mini shirt, blue button up blouse (to match the shoes) with a black lace bra underneath. She says to me, don't be nervous I wanted to make sure you were clean. I recognize the voice, but still cannot see her face. I asked, how did I get here. She told me not to speak again, that she won't hurt me. She begins to step closer and grabs a towel from the work bench. She begins to dry me. Her hands are very gentle, and she is taking her time as I watch her eyes take in my body. This is my clients wife! I havent seen her in years. Before I can speak she puts duct tape across my lips. She sits on the stool below me as she drys my ass, cock and balls. She looks sexy as my body floats above her. She takes off her blouse as she begins to sweat and puts it over my shoulders. She said that I have been asleep for a while and that I must have to pee. She stands up, picks up the bucket beside her, and grabs hold of my cock like a cow. She pulls on me straight down and I begin to scream from the sudden tug. She then looks me in the eyes very sternly and says pee for me, or you will hang here forever! I tried to get free but the more I struggled the harder she pulled on me. She said, shhhhhhhhhh I want to hear every drop. I give in and relax, I begin to urinate as her hands tightly grasp my cock. 1 hand holding me and the other holding the bucket. As she stands there her head is eye level with my cock, and she has a hugh smile on her face, as she licks the side of my penis and directs my pee into the bucket. As I finish she puts the bucket down and slaps my cock on her face. Her face is soaking wet with urine. She sits back down on the stool and begins to suck on my balls as I hang above her. Her lips her so soft and begin to get very hardI have so many emotions going through my mind. Should I be scared ? How did I get here ? what time is it ? What day is it ? Where is her husband? Is her husband upstairs ? Do I fight ?, or DO I GIVE IN ? Her tongue is moving slowly below me. I feel her saliva chill againist my skin as the cool cellar air rolls across my body. Her legs are spread open and her skirt has risen to expose her black thong, and garder as she sits on the stool below me. She smiles as her tongue passes from the tip of my cock, down to my balls, to my inner thigh and around to my asshole. She spends time between my tight ass as her tongue washes my asshole, and hands grasp my ass. I begin to salivate from the pleasure I feel. As my head hangs down the saliva weakens the glue of the duct tape, and it falls to the grown. The musles in my arms and legs are in much pain and I cannot understand how I got here. As she sits on the short stool below me, my cock is at the perfect height as it hangs in her mouth. She slowly moves her head and takes me in. I see her throat swell as her lips slide to the base of my cock. She doen't gag, although her body tell sher too. I cannot enjoy the experience as my skin begins to tear from the straps. The blood slowly starts to leave my body and drip to the floor. She doen't care. She has nothing on her mind but to continue to slowly move her lips up and down my cock. She suddenly jerks as lights from a car roll into the driveway. She yells "He was suppossed to be gone all week" and runs up the stairs. As she slams the cellar door the contraption weakens and I fall to the floor face first still strapped. I feel blood pouring out my head. I begin to get dizzy.........the room is spinning.......she is moving around very fast upstairs.......... I hear her husbands voice "babe I am home", everything goes black, I awake a few minutes later and I hear the 2 of them talking very peacefully, everything goes black, I awake to a door slamming, and him saying, "ok honey I will see you tonight". The son is up, it must be early morning, maybe 6:00am, I feel the dry blood on my face as I lay on the cold concrete floor, everything goes black!
My head is pounding, my body is warm, I am starving, I feel a bandage around my head, I am laying flat , on a bed....I think, but it is too hard to be a bed. My eyes open, the sun is shining. I am looking up at the cellar ceiling. She is there, I feel her touching me but I cannot move. I am covered in plaster, dryed plaster. The bandage on my head is not a bandage but plaster. I feel so comfortable, the plaster has insulated my body, and I am so warm. My arms are at my side fully plastered to the side of my body and chest. My head is wrapped and also dried to the gym equipment I am laying on. My face is free , just my forehead and hair are covered. My legs are spread wide and my feet are on the floor, I am on a work out bench, and my feet are tied to the bench. She has changed, I cannot remember her name. She is now wearing black leather knee high boots. The heels are also 6" high. No pants or underwear. Her long black hair is pulled back tight, and she is wearing a tight black tank top with no bra. She apologizes for me getting hurt, that she put the hanging contraption up in haste by herself and thought it was secure. She stated she took care of my wounds, both my head, and arms from the straps. I asked if I can have some water and she walks to a small refrigerator, opens it and pours the entire bottle over my head. Most of the water goes on the floor and up my nose and I am left just as thirsty as before. She than states, "you have had a rough night, but it would have been even worse if my husband would have found you". I asked, "what happenned". She stated that he was suppossed to be away for the week, but the trip was cancelled. He came home to sleep and he left this morning to go back to his office. "I planned on keeping you here for the week as my slave", she said, "but it seems I will have to let you go before he gets home later today.... My husband fucked me before he left, but as usual he didn't make me cum. Can you make me cum?
As I lay there in surprise she walks over to the bench, she puts 1 leg over me and straddles my face with her pussy. I still taste a mix of his semen and her juicy pussy as my tongue goes deep inside her. She begins to press harder on my mouth and nose and I cannot breathe. She enjoys seeing me suffocate and every few seconds releases the pressure so I can breathe. Her pussy is very tight! As my tongue slides over her clit I see she is beginning to enjoy it, and she grinds on my slowly as my tongue gently massages the inside cavity of her pussy. I begin to get hard as her hands reach behind and start to play with my cock. She stands up and turns around, she states "It is now your turn to taste my ass" She squats over me and spreads her ass wide, she sits perfectly as my tongue slides up and down her asshole. Her body shivers as I gently penetrate inside her. She slowly lays down on my chest to allow my tongue venture back to her pussy. She tatses so good, I cannot get enough as I watch her pussy juice roll onto my tongue from her throbbing pussy. Her tits are big and I feel them on my chest through the hard plaster she is laying on. Her mouth finds my cock again and begins to suck on me as I go down on her. I want to cum, but eachtime I come close, she smacks my cock and tries to bend it.
She now stands up and walks down to my cock, she is now facing me, she is swaying back and forth as my hard cock rubs her pussy lips. She sucking on her finger like a young school girl.My cock is starting to throb from her smacking and abusing it. She gives me a big smile as she slowly starts to slide down on me
..........to be continued


3/21/2012 7:52:23 PM

 

I am looking for someone serious about connecting with me... someone who is here to learn, grow and be loved by someone who will appreciate their gift of submission.    

someone longing to join me on journeys to the many wonderful realms of this lifestyle. from foot worshipping to permenant piercings and tattoos.  

someone to bow before me.... in devotion,faith and trust. 
someone to provide proper attention and servitude.... because they have the time, freedom and  inclination to devote themselves to their Goddess wholly.

someone deserving of my sensually sadistic nature...because they are the masochistic, sensualist I deserve


3/9/2012 8:26:26 PM

 You know I truely love this website.  I wonder if they ever take "guest" Mistresses.  lol

 http://www.slavestube.com/video/16920/where-s-the-fun-without-a-little-torture


2/28/2012 1:18:53 PM

" Jenna Loves Pain"  NIna Hartley and Jenna Jameson Extreme!

http://www.tube8.com/lesbian/jenna-jameson-nina-hartley-jenna-loves-pain/219089/


2/24/2012 5:13:45 PM

slavery is not about pain , slavery is about being present.
slavery is not about control , slavery is about letting go.
slavery is not about proving anything , slavery is about being real.
slavery is not about how you look , slavery is about how much you care.
slavery is not about denying yourself , slavery is about being open.
slavery is not about being unable to escape , slavery is about being committed.
slavery is not about fear , slavery is about trust.
slavery is not about sex , slavery is about love.
slavery is not about pleasure , slavery is about happiness


1/30/2012 2:55:35 PM

Room 13

As I sit at My desk I envision his lips on My shoes.  I stopped by his store to tease him and knew it had worked. I keep wondering what would have happened if I'd stayed and let him worship them properly.  after 30 minutes of trying to forget that vision unsuccessfully I give up and  text him "meet Me at the motel at 1PM".

 

I've been so busy lately I have not dominated him in weeks. I know this meeting will be intense.  he texts back "yes Mistress but I only have an hour however is that ok?" I text back ok pet np, but we both know I won't let him go til I am done. 

 

as I begin to unpack My bag I can't help but smile.  I am trying to unlace My new corset when he arrives.  good timing I tell him as I hand him the corset and tell him to open it up enough for Me to slip into it.  I pull on the spandex tights, red 5 in heels and as soon as he is ready slip into My newest toy.  A corseted strap on.  the black shiny vinyl material ends just below My breasts and cinches in both the front and back. 

 

I order him to put on the posture collar and leather slave harness on the bed, and make Me a drink.  as he hands it to Me I light up and point to the floor.  he crawls over and immediately begins to worship My feet just as I'd been envisioning all morning long slowly methodically, lovingly.  as I watch his tongue moving up and down the heel I think of the 8 in surprise I have for him in My bag.  finishing up My smoke I tell him to stand and get the black dildo in the bag. after showing him how it fits into the corset I tell him to "jerk off My cock" after lubing it up and strokin git for a few minutes.  his hand slides up and down the shaft as I take his hard cock into My hand and mimic his movements. I tell him to touch Me like he likes to be touched, and so begins a double jerking session.  as I watch him carressing My dick I can't help but wonder what he's thinking. we've never done this before ... the sight of our hands sliding up and down at the same time, did wonders for Me!!

I order him to his knees and pull him forward for a long kiss, then push his head down to My crotch.  he knows the drill, but I love saying "suck My cock slave".  he lavishly goes down on Me licking, slurping, and deep throating it like a old pro.  as I get hotter and hotter I get rougher and rougher with him till his nose is up against My hips and tears are streaming down his face.  I grab him by his hair and slide him up and down My cock forcing him deeper and epper each time. once it is going completely down his throat I slow him down forcing him to take every inch, them counting to ten before I let him up for air.  I do this 25 times, each time it comes out slapping him in the face and telling him what a good cock sucker he is.  when he gets to the 25th plunge I am keep his head glued to my crotch for a full 20 seconds.  he is gagging badly and almost blue when I finally pull his mouth off My cock.  as he struggles to breath I tell him to bend over the bed and as soon as his elbows hit the bed I am behind him squirting silicone lube all over his hole before putting the tip into his cunt.  he is tight since it's been weeks, but that only makes Me want to sink it in faster not slower.  as I watch his face in the mirror I relentlessly push My cock deeper into him until My hips are flush against his ass.  the look of pain and lust on his face is priceless as I reach forward and with one hand grab his flaccid cock and with the other his nipple. I bend over and begin to take short shallow strokes in and out of his ass.  his cock hardens painfully and I am  drinking in his every moan and groan.  as his cunt finally begins to loosen up I let go of his now dripping cock and grabbing the slave harness use it as a rein to really ride him. for the next 20 minutes all you hear are My hips slapping against his cheeks as I make him Mine and plunder his boy cunt mercilessly.  he is almost whimpering when I once again begin to pleasure him this time not moving just keeping My cock is buried in him to the hilt.  his ass is just beggin to be spanked so I spank it 50 times.  he says thank you Mistress after each one...such a good slave!  

then as I begin to move again I tell him to tell Me his mantra. he is in such a state he can only recall some of it and I must prompt him, which pisses My off so I punish him with 10 hard cruel strokes. then say once again..."tell Mistress your mantra My slut".  he begins " I am Mistress' slave, and property.  My mind (stroke) heart (stroke) body(stroke)  and soul (extra deep stroke) belong to Her completely.  when She commands it is My honor to obey.  i promise to serve with no thought of pride (stroke), dignity (stroke), or physical gratification (extra hard stoke).  i trust in Her guidance and I am dedicated to Her hapiness.   the ass plundering is done at that point.  I order him to remove the didlo from the harness and go wash it out.  he does as ordered and upon returning asks if I want a refill. I say yes and then order him to lie on the bed face up...we are no where near done yet....to be continued


11/22/2011 8:36:19 PM

what a great day.  My new business is doing wonderful and dinner with My slave boy P. was as always very relaxing and informative. 

 

TYVM pet. 


10/18/2011 2:11:34 PM

OMF*G!!!  I love this slave!!!!  such a devoted bitch boy...made Me drool.  lol  loved how he held nothing back. not a moan, not a thank you, not an oh this feels so good.  warning:  serious F/Mm stuff not for the judgemental or uptight...{#}   http://www.slavestube.com/video/9341/femdom-jean-watch-your-balls-get-destroyed-revised

 this is how u reward a good bitchboy. yes even the humiliation is important.  http://www.slavestube.com/video/9246/femdom-dietrich-jade-jean-hold-those-balls-bitch


10/14/2011 10:34:36 PM

Here is My universal answer to any idiot that writes and asks..."how can I apply to be yours?"

 REALLY?????....u mean  you gleaned nothing from the 10 paragraphs in My profile?  and u're still clueless after My journal entires?  then all I have to say is ...the door is that way USE IT and do not contact Me again.  we are not a match you cannot follow commands.  and FYI, whinny begging for a second chance only makes it worst.. 


10/7/2011 10:57:50 AM

so once again I am opening messages when I come across one that says:

"please take Me on as a 24/ slave we can negotiate a contract for a few years at the end of which, you can even kill Me if you wish.....after all what slave wants to grow old and be a burden to their owner like an old dog.  and what slave wishes to watch his Goddess grow old?" 

 

Really?????  now it is ok to snuff out your slave when he gets too old to perform, and one should never grow older?  Honestly guys GET PSYCHOLOGICAL help, there is nothing slavish about putting your neck on the chopping block willingly.  one thing is to die defending your owner from an attacker or such another is to want to die. you are DEPRESSED and need guidance out of that dark hole.

 

for all other who might wish to "gift" me this way, DON'T!!!!! 



9/15/2011 11:41:20 AM

http://www.slavestube.com/video/14242/latex-mistress-brutally-fucks-bound-slave

Great strap on clip...enjoy

 


9/8/2011 2:17:59 PM

I would love to find a cow to "milk daily"

 Induced Lactation:
  
Poster/Person #1:
 
Herbs Taken:
9 pills Fenugreek (an Indian spice that makes your sweat smell like maple syrup)
[3 capsules (580-610 mg each) 3 times a day with food]
 
9 pills Blessed Thistle (NOT Milk Thistle)
[3 capsules (325-390 mg each) 3 times a day with food]
 
6 pills Marshmallow Root (make the milk thicker and higher in calorie)
 
Start by pumping every 3-4 hours with a Hospital grade breast pump (Medela Lactina double pump - info at: http://www.medela.com

). The light weight pumps available at most stores will not do the job of Induced Lactation.  I got milk drops 10 days after starting the pumping/herbs routine. By 4 weeks I was getting enough to freeze an ounce a day. By the time she was born I was freezing 2-3 ounces a day.


 
Fenugreek and Breastfeeding
Fenugreek seeds contain hormone precursors that increase milk supply. Scientists do not know for sure how this happens. Some believe it is possible because breasts are modified sweat glands, and fenugreek stimulates sweat production. It has been found that fenugreek can increase a nursing mother's milk supply within 24 to 72 hours after first taking the herb. Once an adequate level of milk production is reached, most women can discontinue the fenugreek and maintain the milk supply with adequate breast stimulation. Many women today take fenugreek in a pill form (ground seeds placed in capsules). The pills can be found at most vitamin and nutrition stores and at many supermarkets and natural foods stores. Fenugreek can also be taken in tea form, although tea is believed to be less potent than the pills and the tea comes with a bitter taste that can be hard to stomach. Fenugreek is not right for everyone. The herb has caused aggravated asthma symptoms in some women and has lowered blood glucose levels in some women with diabetes.

 
How Much Do I Need to Take?
* 2-4 capsules, 3 times per day -- 6-12 capsules (total) per day
* 1200-2400 mg, 3 times per day (3.5-7.3 grams/day)

 
Potential Side Effects
* Sweat and urine smells like maple syrup (this is common and often a sign that you have reached the right dose)
* Loose stools in some women, which go away when fenugreek is discontinued
* Hypoglycemia in some mothers
* Can cause uterine contractions - do NOT use if you're pregnant
* Diabetic mothers should use caution with fenugreek since it can cause lowering of blood glucose levels.
 
 
Poster/Person #2:

 
Yes, it does work. It had been 8 years since I had last lactated, but I wanted to do this for my Master. I took it seriously and started out with herbs.
 
Herbs Taken:
* Fenugreek
* Blessed Thistle
* Alpha
* Goat's Rue
 

Drank and Ate:
* Mother's Milk Tea
* Oatmeal at least daily
 
Stimulated my nipples at least every 2 to 4 hours at first with either:
* Pump
* Manual stimulation

 
Medication:
Domperidone - typically used for acid reflux and helpful with increasing milk flow.
 
I saw drops within a few weeks, a squirt or two after about 6 weeks and sprays after 3 months. Today it's been almost 6 months and I spray continuously and need to relieve my breast from milk at least every 4 hours or they start to hurt with fullness. It's quite the thrill to feel my nipples tingle, my breast throb, and even ache at times. I think of Master and crave for him to drink from me often. When he is not around to assist I have learn to walk outside and give my plants a spray... you should see them now! lol
 
What to expect and what I learned from this experience...
* Your breast will increase at least a cup size or even 2 if too full.
* Your hips and lower body will grow a bit, with new fat storage to support your milk flow... Master calls it beautiful.
* You will be hungry more often.
* You will get extremely emotional, particularly at the beginning -- welcome this feeling and relax.
* It places a big demand on you physically and you need to eat, drink, sleep and take care of your body so you can continue to produce lots of healthy milk or you will become drained, tired and possibly sick if you do not.


8/21/2011 11:05:23 AM

an interesting story slave S sent Me..... author unknown 

Corsets and the male slave

I  keep my husband strictly corseted, and it is something I recommend to all women. Strict corseting does wonders for a man’s attitude, not to mention his posture, his gut, his manners and his fidelity.

Getting started is the most difficult issue for both parties, especially if he resists the idea. However a woman can be very persuasive. Once you have your man in a corset, the rest is easy. Very often they have an erotic curiosity about corsets that can be exploited. In my case, I nagged at him about his posture until he reluctantly agreed to wear a corset.  We began just for “dress” occasions. That was five years ago. I gradually increased his corset time and he now is laced 24/7 and wears a much more rigorous corset than the one with which he began. Initially I would simply refuse to unlace him for several hours --- oh my, you should have heard the wailing ---  and I gradually increased the hours he wore it. Sex, either giving it or withholding it, can be an effective tactic.

His corset is a heavily boned, back laced leather garment that extends from under bust to mid hip.  It is quite formidable. I insist that it always be laced as tightly as possible and I check him and tighten him twice a day.

He is allowed to shower on Wednesday and Saturday and occasionally more often in hot weather. But the corset is reapplied immediately and he is never out of it for longer than 20 minutes. No dallying is tolerated.

There are two schools of thought on enforcing a corset on an unwilling wearer. Some advocate a locking corset and there are models on which a flap with a heavy industrial zipper closes over  the laces and is secured with a padlock. They undoubtedly are quite effective and tamper proof and can reduce a man to helpless submission.

I prefer however to leave him unlocked. He knows he can undo his lacing, admittedly with difficulty. But he also knows that it would become immediately evident at his next daily inspection and that punishment would ensue. That way it is not a padlock but your willpower that keeps the corset in place.

My system of punishment is a chastity belt and/or a helmet. I do not believe in caning. The one time he did tamper with his lacing, he was put in his chastity belt (which is entirely foolproof!) for six months and slept every night during that time handcuffed and helmeted. He never tried it again. Now I impose the chastity belt for a month at a time, usually for  failure to satisfy me sexually. I must say the threat of a month’s enforced celibacy is very effective in making him both an ardent and innovative lover.

When  I do put him in the CB, I usually tell him 12 hours ahead of time so that he can think about it. I then make him put it on himself, adjust it, lock it and hand me the key which I keep in my bra. I find it sexually simulating when he pleads with me to remove it, usually after two or three days,  or watching him try to circumvent it. He has never succeeded. It is made of stainless steel.

Of course if I discover him masturbating , which is difficult but still possible in his corset, the belt goes on immediately.

I am planning a punishment corset for him. It’s necessary to come up with regular innovations and new punishments like this so that he never quite knows what to expect. I usually update his situation at Christmas. For example, it was Christmas 2003 I informed him that beginning New Year’s Day 2004 he would be laced 24/7. I remember he went quite pale when I told him and suggested he enjoy the week of free time he had left. At that point he had been laced only 16 hours a day. Usually at Christmas I present him with a new and more restrictive corset and he has come to expect something like that each year. The new one that year incorporated shoulder straps, something else for him to ponder during the week.  When we started in the new year, they were tightened one notch a day until they were at their maximum.

Of course corsets have to be laundered. It’s preferable to have two identical garments rather than allow him to wear the old one which is probably less severe.

His new punishment corset extends from neck to knees. It is made of heavy rubber and Kevlar with wide one inch steel boning molded into it at half inch intervals. It is not laced but secured with a series of clamps, something like hose clamps, which are tightened with a power screwdriver. The whole apparatus weighs about 50 pounds. Despite the complexity it can be applied in about twenty minutes. There are locking shoulder straps and the neck corset portion can be zippered and  locked to a matching rubber and steel punishment helmet. The helmet has an optional ball gag. The eyes can be either covered with zippered flaps or not.  Although the genital area is covered by the corset, a hose fits over the penis to allow urination. Sitting is impossible and  I doubt whether I shall impose it for more than four or five days at a time. That should be sufficient. I imagine he will be putty in my hands after a couple of days like this and willing  to do anything to avoid being returned to it.

Sometimes a man will be so fearful of such punishment that he actually manages to avoid offending. If that is the case, you must find or invent some excuse on occasion. I feel, at the very minimum, that cumulatively he should spend  three months in the CB each year and at least three weeks in the PC. Of course he never is told how long his punishment will last. When he pulls the helmet over his head (I usually but not always make him do that himself as well) he does not know whether it will be there for an hour, a day or a week. When the punishment is for more than a day, I remove the helmet (but not the corset) for 30 minutes each evening so that he can eat and drink. However he is not allowed to speak during that time and also is not told until the last minute whether he has completed his punishment or whether the helmet will be put on again.  If there is any complaint or if he talks, the eyes are covered and the next day’s break is cut to five minutes or even cancelled. (It’s possible to provide water or liquid nourishment without removing the helmet but I don’t like to be excessively harsh.)  The psychology of this sort of discipline is as important as the treatment itself and several times I have been successful in reducing him to tears.  Needless to say, they did not help him.

In presenting your sub with something new like this, it’s important that he be made to fear it. So initially he should be put into it for a short period, perhaps 8 or 12 hours, as a sort of “dress rehearsal” so that he will know what he faces as future punishment. I did this with his chastity belt and will do it also with his new punishment corset.

Some women do not permit their subs to have sex. I allow it but strictly at my wish. If he is in his CB, he is required to satisfy me orally, manually or mechanically which must be very frustrating for him while he is locked up. And of course, if he fails or even if he should ejaculate spontaneously it’s an automatic one week extension of his “sentence.”

It is very important to be firm and strict. You may sometimes even feel pity for him and be inclined to relax  your regimen or even reward him with free time or less stringent lacing. This should never be done. You not only must  always keep the upper hand, that upper hand must be uncompromising, I was tempted to release him during a spell of particularly hot and humid weather recently but decided that would be unwise.  So he stayed rigidly laced and when he sulked about that, I put him in his punishment corset for 24 hours despite the fact he groveled and apologized. My motto is “no excuses and no exceptions.”

I should mention the punishment corset at that time was not as severe as the one I am having made. It was adapted from a surgical support with a severe back brace. I also added handcuffs and a neck brace to it. Wearing it was not a pleasant experience for him although I imagine it will seem like “the good old days” the first time he is put in the new one. I have given the old one to my sister who likes what I have done and plans to impose a corset on her husband shortly.

Another advantage of keeping a man corseted is the fact that it discourages any sexual wandering. It would be very difficult to seduce a woman and then, at the moment of truth, explain why you are wearing a corset. Removing it is not an option because it would be very evident to me that my knot had been undone.  Of course, there is always the possibility of a partner who might find the corset “kinky.” If that is a concern, then the chastity belt can be imposed full time.

I have told him he can leave if he wishes but that if he stays, he follows my rules. He stays because despite his situation, he is well cared for. Being of a “sub” nature, he finds being laced erotic although he has asked me if I would reduce the 24/7 schedule. I told him I would consider it but of course I never had any intention of doing so. But while he thought I really was considering it, he was very attentive to me.  When I told him, a week later, that he would remain 24/7, he called me a “bitch.” That sort of thing cannot be allowed and  so I devised a special punishment. He was put in his chastity belt and given a libido enhancing drug. He told me later he was sorry and that his 24 hours of unrequited sexual desire, being  in a CB while feeling incredibly horny,  was the  worst  experience he had ever known and begged me never to do it again. I told him that  would  depend on his behaviour.

Many corseted men feel self conscious outside the home. It is our experience that nobody really cares or even notices. Of course, the corset  means that he is unable to wear light summer clothing. And  with the corset’s heavy steel boning and fittings  it can be a problem at airport security. We usually inform the security people of the situation ahead of time.  Oddly enough, they say such cases are not unusual although they always seem taken aback at the severity of my husband’s corset.

The one exception  to his schedule that I made was when he suffered an attack of the flu. I agreed to loosen his laces slightly while he was ill however not remove the corset. But I made him agree that for each day he was loosened while sick, he would spend two days in the punishment corset when he got well. He opted to do it on successive Sundays and at this writing has three more to endure.

There are many advantages and few disadvantages to keeping a man corseted. It curbs any macho tendencies and makes him very dependant on your good will and very sensitive to your moods. It insures his faithfulness, curbs his appetite and inhibits inconvenient demands for sex. A corset does as much for a man’s mind as it does for his body.  Some women wish to feminize their men. I want him to remain a man but one whose mind and body are shaped to my will. The corset is invaluable in doing that!



8/12/2011 4:04:37 PM
BDSM vs. Abuse

The key difference between S&M and Abuse, is "consent".
* Consent = Is an agreed approval of what is done and/or proposed by another.
* Abuse = to use so as to injure or damage: MALTREAT 

S&M

* Is based on the safe, sane, consensual theory
* S&M is a controlled environment
* S&M has safe words to stop the scene
* In a S&M scene the dominant looks out for the well being of the submissive
* S&M can be an erotic sexual encounter
* In S&M both partners are enjoying themselves
* in S&M the dominant respects limits
* In S&M there is mutual respect
* In S&M the relationship is fulfilling
* In S&M both parties feel they contribute towards the relationships
* In S&M one can ask their partner to "play"
* In S&M relationship there is trust
* In S&M a submissive voluntarily serves the dominant
* S&M is about building trust
* S&M builds self esteem
* S&M builds the spirit of a submissive

Abuse

* Abuse is not negotiated
* Abuse is an out of control environment
* Abuse does not have safe words
* An abuser does not give a damn about the victim
* Abuse is always one sided
* Abuse is never negotiated.
* In abuse, no one is enjoying the results
* The abuser is into non consensual violence
* The victim has no respect towards the abuser
* In abuse the victim is harmed
* In abuse both parties are left unfulfilled
* The abuser always feel they are superior
* A person does not ask for abuse
* In an abusive relationship there is no trust
* The abuser does not care for consent
* Abuse has no trust
* Abuse destroys self esteem
* An abuser destroys the spirit of the victim

Dominants!!! Before you get in trouble know :
* A sub may be in subspace and not have the presence to stop the scene. Watch for your submissives well
being
* "Recalling," also known as "Flashbacks." Example of this can be, a sub who was raped years ago, and
during a humiliation scene, has a recall of that traumatic moment. Know thy sub. Don't let her flip out.
* Always clean your toys. Do not use the same toys without using condoms each time. Wash the toys after each
use. Do Not use same sex toys during multiple partner scenes, without changing condoms.
* Always use common sense. You are playing with a human being, who has given you the gift of trust.
Don't abuse that trust.
* Reputation takes a lifetime to earn, yet a measly second to lose. For a moment of gratification, don't ruin someone's life.



7/3/2011 5:42:33 PM

PART 3 by LovingNCruelMs

after about 10 minutes of contemplating slave's naked, cuffed, plugged, and raised body Mistress decided it was time for slave to show his gratitude for all the special treats she'd given him today.  walking around to his head, She removed her bra and lowered her strapless top so her plump full breasts hung over his face while she caressed and aroused Herself.  picking up the btl of lubricant she slowly poured some between her breasts, rubbing it in.  after awhile of this she moves back to his spread legs where she leans forward and lets his cock slide up and down between her breasts. teasingly she encloses his throbbing cock between her slick tits.  after a while she reachs down and  screws the butt plug in and out of slave's ass as she lighlty taps his cock on her harden nipples, teasing herself and him. 

all the attention has slave's cock dripping tons of precum all over her nipples.  just when it seems like slave might explode Mistress stops and slaps his balls hard 5 times and tells him "NO NO NO slave, no cumming for you." standing up  She walks over to slave's mouth and kisses him deeply. breaking off the kiss she leans forward and lowers her cum covered breasts to his mouth and tells him to clean them up!  he immediately opens wide and tongues, sucks and bites them just how she likes.  in the mean time Mistress is moving back and forth alternating breasts then crushing both around his face She smothers him several times.  each time making the smothering longer and longer till he is panting for breath.

Mistress loves breast worshipping mixed with smothering so this goes on for a while til she is dripping wet.  now since Mistress doesn't have sex with lowly cunts, but loves to tease and deny them, she has come up with a diabolical plan.  With a wicked gleam in her eye, She straddles slave's waist and rubs her wet pussy all over the back of his hard cock, however when he tries to put it in she just laughs and moves away.  after kissing him yet again, she moves her hand down and slides the attached fake dick into her and allows his real cock to nestle between her quite moist ass cheeks.  she sits up and reaching behind her strokes slaves cock as she rides the fake dick.  he is so close but yet so far.  as she feels him stiffing up and hears him say Please may this slave cum for you Mistress she releases him and reaching lower fucks the butt plug in and out of his ass several times while just sitting a top him.  slave's face is quite red and after pulling the plug out all the way and slamming it back home.  she releases it and leans forward to once again allow slave the reward of pleasuring Her breasts while she rides the slick dildo.  each stroke brings his cock closer and closer to entering her ass but as usual she never lets him enter just teases him while she rides herself to 2 amazing orgasms.  

as Mistress finally tires herself out she leans forward again and holding his face between her hands kisses him passionately and lovingly, before laying down by his side.  slave smiles at his Mistress and reminds Her he has to return to his office by 1PM.  she laughs and says you mean I don't get to keep u tied up and at My mercy all day slave? then stretches, and gets up. slave thinks she is about to release him and dismiss him for the day, when he hears her say 'great it's only 12:30 now". he hears her heels clicking across the tiles as she walks over to the table picks up the strap on, puts it on and then places it in his mouth.  get it nice and wet slave, I want to ride you for the next 25 minutes.  the gleam in Her eye tells him she this is going to be one hell of a ride.

 The end.


7/3/2011 4:29:09 PM

OMG this was so hot slave steve TYVM. Mistress will reward u handsomely tonight! 

SYNOPSIS: F/f extreme bondage, discipline and oral. Enjoy bitches! 

 http://xhamster.com/movies/704173/redhead_tortures_redhead.html


6/29/2011 10:34:28 PM

Part 2  By LovingNCruelMs 

after what seems like forever he hears Mistress's heels on the tile floor as she comes up behind him.  he is feeling light headed and loopy but pleased with himself for having endured through the enema hour. Mistress has ordered him to lay face down on the bed horizontally with his calves hanging off the side in the air, and his hips on the folded comforter.  she has been walking around the room gathering items and laying them down by his side.  he notices she has grabbed the spreader bar, the butt plug, the silicone lube, the red bondage rope, the blow up dildo, a new black dildo.  the only thing left on the table by the time she is done is the large  black "feel doe" Strap on.

picking up the blow up dildo she orders him to attach it to the mirrored wall at a level he can easily take it into his mouth and practice giving head like last time.  his cock gets stiff as he walks over to the wall recalling how she'd made him deep throat it over and over again till drool dripped down his chest for almost 30 mins. as she points to the bed he resumes his previous position but she slaps his ass hard and tell him to turn over.  when he does he see she's holding a new toy in her hand it looks like a slim dildo but it's got a ring at the bottom of it.  she straddles his knees, lubes up his cock and then after consulting the box it came in she lowers the ring around the base of his cock and turns the dildo up over his own cock.  in essence he is now ready for a double penetration scene if Mistress was so inclined.  as if that were not enough, to secure the dildo to his cock further, Mistress slowly closes a single hand cuff around the base of his sac n cock. this engorgs it more then ever, which in turn made the rubber cock ring tighten around his own member. by the time she is done his cock is standing firmly at attention and throbbing pleasurably.

she quickly dismounts him and again says 'turn over slave'.  he does and for the first time he feels 2 hard cocks pressing into his stomach.  as she orders him to spread his legs she moves forward between his legs and attachs a spreader bar to his ankles behind her own legs thus preventing him from being able to close his legs around her and giving her full access to his raised bum.

she proceeds to lube up the corkscrew butt plug liberally then orders him to reach back and spread his cheeks so she can squirt some lube up his hole.  as he keeps his ass spread she begins to spiral the butt plug in slowly until it is completely in. she stay there a few minutes pushing it into him and spanking his ass until she is sure it will stay where she put it.  undoing one ankle cuff of the bar, she moves away from him and holding it up tells him to get onto his back again.  she reattaches the cuff and grabbing the red rope orders him to put his hands above his head.  as soon as he does she binds them in the rope securely then loops the rest of the rope under the mattress to his feet.  there she makes him bend his knees and secures that end to the bar preventing him from straighten his legs until she unties him.  he is completely exposed and at her mercy.  and from the wicked gleam in her eye as she surveys him, that was just what she wanted.  she sits down by his feet, lights up and contemplates her "art work" as she decides what to do to him next........  to be continued


6/29/2011 3:50:08 PM

ENEMAS, STRAP-ONS AND BONDAGE  Part 1  By LovingnCruelMs.     

As soon as he entered she ordered him to strip, put onthe posture collar,  and go fill the new enema she just purchased. he does as told and soon returns to say he has all prepared.  its been ages since she gave him an enema and his heart is racing.  she escorts him to the bathoom and orders him to get on all 4 while she fills him.  

she is smiling as she soaps up the nozzle and then pushes it into him, without a second thought.  the nozzle is opened and so begins an afternoon of torture.  as the first cramps hit him he is left breathless, he'd forgotten how invasive it can be to feel the warm water slowly filling him to the point of bursting.  once done, she orders him to stand and looks him in the eyes.  she is smiling, enjoying his groans and obvious need to release and stop hurting.  she makes him beg to release and then when Mercy is finally granted she walks slowly out of the bathroom.  he races to the toilet, and turns on the water knowing the horrible sounds about to come out of him.  he is so embarrased, and yet so turned on.  

after about 5 minutes he washes himself and he returns to her side ready for whatever she wants to do to him next.  she smiles knowing he's embarrased and orders him to set the bag up again and await her on all 4s.  as she enters,  she brings a cup of what he thinks is water and pours it into the enema bag. again she slowly fills him, as the liguid begins to run through the noozle he smells rum and realises she's pour a cup full of rum into his enema bag. his heart races as shes NEVER done this to him.  she however, has done this to many and knows in a few minutes he will begin to feel the effects of the liquor which because its entered his system through his rectum will effect him faster and longer then if he'd consummed it.  the cramps begin again half way through and he begs for mercy again.  she just laughs and says , come on slave u have barely taken 1/2 this bag, hold on.  he does and puts his head down as ordered. the cramps come faster and he again begs for mercy. only after telling Mistress he is about to burst. she grants him mercy, but tells him as she saunters out, u may release however u will be given the rest after u've released.  as he again turns on the faucet he can hear her lauging at him for thinking that covers up anything.  she can clearly hear all the sounds he's making and is getting wet because of it.  after 5 minutes of releasing he cleans himself up and reports back for duty, but she just looks at him and orders him back to the toilet.  she is pleased he's eager to serve but reminds him that enemas take 5 minutes to administer, but 15-20 to fully release.  

as the faucet comes on again in the bathroom, she pours herself a rum and cock and waits....15 minutes later a tired slave returns, but she doesn't let him rest.  she just gets up and heads back into the bathroom as promised, dragging him along by the cock.  he follows and with dread watches her refill the bag and point him to the kneeling position.  this time she finds the bucket of ice and pours the freezing water into the bag along with some ice cubes and another half cup of rum.  he cannot believe she means to do this to him, but dutifully kneels and raises his ass for her to do with as she pleases.  she's brought with her  a plug and some lube so he knows she means to make this one a VERY long and torturous experience.  as she releases the valve, the icy water trickles into him and it is not long til he is bent over in pain. the icy water cramping his insides in secs.  he can hear by her voice that she is getting excited to see him in so much pain.  he tries and tries not to ask for mercy, but OMG this enema is so cold.    he asks for mercy and she just laughs not bothering  to answer him, but she does shut off the valve for a minute until the pain ebbs back down to tolerable. as she reopens the valve, this time full stream he is literally climbing the shower wall trying to hold it in. his insides are frozen and there is still at least another 1/4 bag to go.  

he tells her he cannot continue, and once again begs for mercy.  she removes the nozzle, tells him to stand and grab the shower bar with both hands.  she watches him twitch and moan, tears forming in his eyes till she knows he cannot go another sec and gives him permission to release.  again he turns on the faucet and holds his stomach as the icy water burst from his ass flooding the toilet.  this time he knows to stay on the bowl and prays she is done filling him.  

happily this is just the beginning of his afternoon of torture.

 

(to be continued)

 

 


6/18/2011 8:41:46 PM

BDSM story(Caution:extreme)

Synopsis: submissive male looking to explore his Bi fantasies answers an online ad, and is Dominanted and forced into being the Bi slave he only dreamed of.

http://www.bdsmlibrary.com/stories/wholestory.php?storyid=9204

Story Codes

:
MF/m

cbt

spanking

toys

Swallowing

D/s

BDSM

slavery

bondage

chastity belt

humiliation

torture

Forced

Extreme

Heavy

Serious

 

6/17/2011 12:52:16 PM

great cuck video

http://www.slavestube.com/index.php?r=video&id=12081

 


6/9/2011 9:31:06 AM

Esta Caliente afuera!  and Mistress w/o a poolside to enjoy. {#}   Are there any slaves/fetists/subbies/bottoms/women in the NYC area WITH A PRIVATE POOL interested in scening poolside today or any day through Sunday? I have tons of toys and can travel for an afternoon or morning of play. contact Me ASAP!  I know there must be at least 10 kinky, horny, masochists in the Hamptons or Fire Island area alone.  Read My profile and then tell Mistress what u've always wanted a Domme to do to you at your own home.  It would be awesome is we had a connection, and you were interested in joining My stable,  but if that is not your kink NP.   all are welcomed to apply.  this is meant to be a casual/NSA scene with NO SEX just BDSM kink.

 


6/3/2011 12:07:42 PM

please Mistress don't make me suck his cock. please Mistress i am not gay. No Mistress pease, ouch! oh god please Mistressssss,  ouch!! yes Mistress. please i want to suck cock. yes Mistress, swallow, oh god!?! ouch!!! yes Mistress, i want to swallow. yes Mistress, i want to be your bi whore. ouch!! yes Mistress! please please make me your bi whore. I found this to be just as poetic as yesterdays entry...lol


6/2/2011 10:51:52 PM

This was sheer poetry, it is exaclty how I view a true BDSM connection..... power and love based, between 2 strong indivuals who apart are strong but together are, as said below, MAGNIFICENT.

She knows we do what we do not out of hate or low self esteem.

We do it from love and a natural way of being.

We are sophisticated and intelligent.

People who see us believe we are two who are very much in love, which we are, but we have no need to broadcast the minute details of our relationship.

We trust and care about and for one another. We have set aside the struggle for power. She claims what I yield so readily which allows us to focus instead, upon the majestic relationship we have between us.

She respects and cherishes me as much as I her.

Nothing can separate us because apart we are two separate beings, both great and sublime, but together we are magnificent.

I know You are there, as lonely for me as I am for You.

One look and you can light up my life.

A slight change of expression upon Your lovely face will fill me with trepidation and drop me to my knees, plummet me to the depths of submission, there to worship at your throne.


6/1/2011 12:28:40 PM

as I check My play bag for the silicon lube I see his text msg, "So sorry Mistress, running late still at the ......can't make it today.blah, blah, blah".  I laugh and don't bother finishing it.   

as I keep getting ready, I can see him in My minds eye, tense, but confident he's done the right thing.  secure that I am just going to accept that answer and let him weasle out of his session an hour before we're due to meet.  I laugh because I know him well, he wants to stop himself from coming by.  he wants to be the "man" he projects himself to be. and he's scared shitless of how much he needs Me to take that "man" and trample, humilite and punish him once again.  

he tried, he broke it off.  begged his woman for forgiveness and said and did all the right things, for the right reasons, and for all the right people, his father, his brothers, his GF, even his God.  he swore he'd never crawl back UNDER HER BOOT, Her ASS, Her whip, Her breasts, Her lips or Her spell.   LOL yet here we were 5 months later and he couldn't get his Mistress or Her cruel ways, out of his head.  

as soon as I am in the room I text him the room # and nothing else.  when he mentions the previous msg I get mad and say I got no msg and he better be on his way soon!  as expected the next text said "yes Mistress on My way."  I quickly change and prepare the room.  as soon as he walks in he kneels and as taught many years ago he greets Me with a kiss to the right foot and the words "Hello Mistress" then one to the left followed by "this slave is here to serve".  I tell him to remain on his knees and sit up, then tie his hands together behind him.  I sit, cross My legs and point to My foot which he immediately worships.  after 10 minutes of foot worshipping while I smoked have gone by,  I take a fist full of hair and ask him is that "where u belong cunt? at My feet worshipping and pleasuring Me?"  without giving him an opportunity to properly answer I begin to slap him over and over and over again and he begins to thank Me over and over again........I again hiss in his face, " is this where u belong cunt?"  after he replies ' yes Mistress this is where I belong', I slap him 20 more times, this time waiting after each one to hear his "thank you Mistress" clearly.  I knew his ears must be ringing, and his jaw must be aching, most other "men" would have begged for Mercy long before the 1st series of slaps ended.  but not this bitch. twisted fuck that he is, this is just one more fantasy come true.  bitch slapped by Mistress, with no mercy. 

 as the last grateful 'TY Mistress' leaves his lips I pull him up to eye level, massage his scalp with one hand,as I slide the other one down his front, into his shorts and pull his cock out. I kiss him deeply and sensually all the while stroking and teasing him often grabbing him by the balls so he remebers who has them and him solidly in HER hand........lol.  

Once I was done seducing him and making him putty in My hands I ordered him to stand, pulled down his shorts and tied his dripping cock and balls tightly with rope which was then attached to a posture collar and then strung down his back, between his legs around his balls once again....  in this position I ordered him to the other side of the room where I'd left the penis pump.  yes I own one of those too...and I was looking forward to the cock torture that was about to commence.  as I planted him in front of the floor to ceiling mirror I looked for the lube, which to My chagrin was no where to be found.  after considering it for a monent I decided oh well, it will just hurt him that much more, see the lube helps slide the penis into the pump smoothly. without it you run the risk of pinching or breaking the skin as you pump the air out of the tube.   

I spit on his throbbing, very red member, put a little more spit on the ring of the pump and slid the tip of his cock into the tube.  as with all My toys this is a top of the line pump.  each press of the bulb stretches him further and further into the tube. after 4 pumps he is all the way in and the tube is standing straight out in front of him with no need to hold it up.  I point to the floor and say get on all 4's and he does.  his cock looking like an udder being milked.  I pull his shorts down to his kness, press his head into the floor and proceed to spank him as I press the bulb every so often.  after 8 presses his cock is a lovely shade of purple and stretched to the limit.  I leave him this way and begin to take pictures of him in this wanton pose.  I stand behind him and make him spread his ass checks for a beter view of the pump and bulb.  I tell him to look into the mirror and see what a dirty slut he is, ass in the air, cock tied up so tight it's about to explode, pump dangling down between his legs.  he looks but quickly turns away and says "thank you Mistress".  I ask him, " were you a fool to try and leave My side slave? " "yes Mistress" he replies. I release the pressure and find the English thawes, a leather paddle for redding bottoms.  as I once again press the bulb and the stretching begins anew, I give him 50 slow but intense blows.  as he counts off each one and thanks Me. I can hear the pain in his voice.  after all I know that besides stretching his cock, the continued pumping presses the tube into his groin area, pressing on it and his hernia.  by the 30th blow he is whispering, but when I asked him do you need Mercy slave he says, "no Mistress, it does not need mercy."  and when I asked him what time do you need to get going, he says "15 minutes ago Mistress" and laughs.  we both knew he'd stay as long as I wanted him to stay.   lucky for him I had somewhere to be also so I would be setting him free in a few minutes, right after the photo shoot of him standing and smiling into the camera, pants around his ankles, cock leaking into the pump, and one of him looking into my eyes in the mirror with me over his shoulder, bulb in hand, oh and of course there was the close up of his face saying cheese.  after all if I ever show them to his GF I want to ensure she knows how much he LOVES being My slave.   

I took the pump off his swollen blue and purple member, unwrapped the ropes, removed the posture collar, unshackled his hands, and pulled his shorts back up.  then after  explaining that this is not to be considered his punishment, as that will take an overnight visit to complete, I dismissed him 35 minutes after he'd walked in to begin his memorial day weekend with his GF.  I hope she appreciated how randy and ready to go he must have been all weekend long. 

 


5/26/2011 3:08:59 PM

"Man is the one who desires, woman the one who is desired. This is woman's entire but decisive advantage. Through man's passions, nature has given man into woman's hands, and the woman who does not know how to make him her subject, her slave, her toy, and how to betray him with a smile in the end is not wise."   

~ Leopold Von Sacher-Masoch~

  Food for thought no?


5/7/2011 3:26:05 PM

5/7/2011 3:15:06 PM

5/4/2011 1:40:19 PM

BREAKING NEWS:

The Pity Train has just derailed at the intersection of Suck It Up & Move On, and crashed into We All Have Problems, before coming to a complete stop at Get the Hell Over It.

Any complaints about how we operate can be forwarded to       1-800-waa-aaah with Dr. Sniffles reporting LIVE from 'Quitur bitchin'.

If you like this, repost it. If you don't,  no one cares! Life doesn't revolve around you!


5/4/2011 12:28:42 PM

TOLD YOU it wouldn't last!  

2 weeks ago I get a message from My ex slave "how r u Ms.?", that was always code for "how may this slave serve you today Goddess?".  then a wk later after receiving no reply from Me...I received another message.....so tell Me friends what do you think?  should I grant him mercy and let him serve Me again, after all his begging to be released and BS about wanting to be faithful to his nilla GF?  


2/5/2011 11:29:31 AM

http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=d1daa5e24f31debfc9ea

 

Mistress loves slutty, dirty cunts like this bitch.  the nastier the better.  anyone want to play this rainy afternoon?


1/7/2011 10:33:23 AM

PROSPERO AñO NUEVO CM.com!!  (Prosperous New Year CM.com) 

Wow 2010 is now history, so much has happened in the last year that I am reving to see what 2011 brings.  My new year begins with a bit of saddness as I released an amazing slave who after many years in the lifestyle has now decided to go STRICTLY vanilla....{#}

I often come across conflicted subs and slaves, who cannot decide if their need to submit is a curse or a blessing.  I understand their struggle as all of us who pursue this "ALTERNATIVE" life are at one point or another sure we can/should walk away and forget these longings.  we decide it was a faze, and convince ourselves the time has come to grow up and move on.  many go back to the nilla world and choose people that a few days before, they would not have even looked at twice, but NOW they fit the bill of the new life we envision for ourselves.  

and so begins a new life for the "recovered sub/slave". they see serving and pleasing as an addiction they must resist. they stop talking to their old friends, they close down profiles and believe this is all that is necessary.  but the question is does it last?  does it give you the life you hoped for?  do your new dreams, really replace your old ones?   you tell Me.... I've never left the life. I've never struggled with the question of do I want to dominate?  I have loved wrapping bois around My little finger since I first pushed My kindergarten BF off the bench when he stepped on My pretty new patent leather mary janes; ordered him to clean the dirt off them, and then refused to let him get up off the floor as punishment for his crime. (I put the cleaned shoe on his chest and even though he was much bigger then Me, and could have easily pushed it off his chest, he did as I asked and also asked for forgiveness.) 

to this day I still love that boy.  he was My puppy dog for the next 2 years and set Me down a path I have always enjoyed.  

so to My ex slave I say..........good luck pet, Mistress will miss you.


12/19/2010 9:30:48 AM

Mmm look at what I found:  one for the boys:

http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=2004035863

 and one for the girls: 

http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=198622406

 

both were steamy and sensuous.  Happly Holidays cunts..


12/4/2010 9:11:02 AM

CONTRACT

?

?This contract is between the following two parties: _________________ and ___________________, ?Mistress? and ?slave? respectively.? This contract is valid on the following date _________.?? This contract will be signed three times prior to the ?valid date?, 90, 60, and 30 days prior.? It will then be signed on the ?valid date? in which it shall become binding and effective.? This will ensure that the signing party knows and fully understands the agreement. And that at no time will the slave be able to claim signing under duress.

?

?PRELIMINARY PROCEDURES

?

1. Prior to the effective date on this contract, you will undergo a full health physical and be given a clean bill of health.?

?

2.? Two large Rubbermaid plastic totes will be purchased.? (40 gallon size)? You will be given one opportunity to choose the material possessions you wish to keep.? These will be sentimental items or items of significance or importance.? These two containers will house your possessions that you will be allowed to keep.? All other possessions will be sold and/or auctioned on eBay.? The two totes will be stored in the attic for safe keeping and will be returned upon your release should I choose to release you.? The only items you will be allowed to retain in exception to the two totes will be toiletry items as well as a reasonable amount of clothing.? You will be given one small dresser which will house all of these items; socks, undergarments, shirts, shorts, jeans and toiletries.? You will be allowed 5 hanging items in a hall closet.

?

3.? You will disclose all your financial assets and bank accounts.? You will turn over any savings or investments.? You will then contact your employer?s payroll department and have your pay directly deposited into my account.? Your pay will serve as ?room and board? for your stay.? Your total devotion to my needs as well as your domestic chores will make up the difference.

This binding contract will consist of several sections with specific rules pertaining to each area.

PARTIES INVOLVED

You understand that you are responsible for everything listed within this contract. I?m number one, I?m everything to you.? I will maintain full and total control at all times.? You will obey each and every command I give without question or hesitation. Failure to do so will result in severe punishment.? You should understand that your sole purpose in life is to please me and make my life as easy as possible. This concept is the entire crux of this whole relationship. Never will I be found giving you orders; I am not here to order you around.? You will be responsible for knowing what I need and expect. You will do these things automatically without being told. This contract will explain in detail your responsibilities and I expect nothing less than 100% compliance.? Each and every task will either be completed to ?perfection? or it will be done over and you will accept appropriate discipline.? I am not here to baby sit you nor fulfill fantasies.? I am not here for you at all; you are here for me, period, nothing less.? Each day, you will devote your entire life and very being to my happiness and pleasure, nothing else.

LIVING PROTOCOL

You will come and go as discrete as possible.? I do not wish to engage in excessive conversation.? If I choose to speak to you, you are free to respond, but you will not initiate useless conversation and idle chat.? You exist only to make my life pleasurable.? You are expected to be out of sight and out of mind.? There will be a very small lamp in the living room that has a small nite-light bulb in it.? If you need to speak to me concerning something significant or extensive, you will turn this light on.? When I see it lit, I will approach you at my convenience and allow you to converse as you desire.? You will never interrupt me at any time for any reason; no exceptions.? If I choose to give you freedom, I will turn the light on myself.? This is your indicator that I would enjoy speaking to you for general conversation and you are free to speak openly.? Also, there will be a clipboard in the kitchen pantry.? You are to check this frequently as I will jot notes on it as I see fit.?

FINANCES and MONEY

You must understand from the start that you will have absolutely no need for money.? Your regular employment is nothing more than a tool for me to obtain more revenue for my will and pleasure.? You belong to me, how I use you is my business.? If I choose to send you to work, I should reap the reward.? Upon signing this contract, you will have closed all bank accounts.? You will have set up direct deposit of your pay into my personal checking account.? This will not be negotiated.? Any and all monies earned will be turned over to me immediately.? If you are caught with any form of money, you will be dealt with harshly.? This will be considered a serious act of insubordination.? If I feel that you deserve a small allowance, I will consider it.? Do not expect it.? Your ?pay? will be a sunrise each day ? an opportunity to serve me without question.? You will appreciate this opportunity as I am worth your devotion.

WORK AND CHORES

You will at all times hold a regular 40 hour week employment.? (Finances and money will be addressed in another section)? In addition to your regular job, you will maintain the household as though it was your primary responsibility.? It does not matter how tired you are from your regular employment, you will not allow it to affect your chores or you will be dealt with severely. These chores will be addressed by you daily.? I will NOT take this lightly; and this must be understood upfront.

?

?

GENERAL HOUSEWORK

At all times the house will remain spotless; nothing less will be tolerated.? Once per week, on your days off of your regular employment, the entire household floor will be vacuumed, also, the entire household will be dusted and or polished.? If the need arises prior your days off, you will tend to it then.? But, you will still do it again on your days off.

7? WEEKLY DUTIES?

During your 2 days off of your regular job, you will be required to take care of certain domestic needs. These are the things I expect to be done over your ?weekend?.? This will be the only time you are afforded rest.? If you can complete them in one day, you can rest the other.? Or, perhaps you will choose to do them over the course of two days.? This will be the only time you are given a choice concerning anything.? If you do complete your weekly chores in one day, I will not tolerate excessive lounging.? If I feel you are not using your time off wisely, you will be put to good use.? It would be wise for you to have a plan for your days off in order for this not to happen.? During this time, you will not leave the home without my approval in advance.? No exceptions whatsoever. Your weekly duties will be as follows:

1. The entire home will be vacuumed and dusted.

2. My vehicle will be washed, waxed and interior detailed.

3. The vehicle fluids will be checked and topped off, including tire pressure.

4. The yard will be mowed and any other routine maintenance conducted.

5. The bathroom floor will be mopped & waxed.

6. The shower, tub, all sinks, and toilets will be scrubbed and disinfected.

7. ?The kitchen will be sanitized including fridge, stove and oven cleaning as ????well.

?LAUNDRY

You will be responsible for all laundry duties.? I have numerous garments that need specific attention in various ways.? You will be given 7 days from the signing of this contract to learn which ones and how they must be properly laundered. Some items will be dry-cleaned, some will need folding, some hung properly and others ironed and put away.? You will keep track of the dirty laundry and at any time there is enough for a load, it will be completed immediately.? Never do I want to see laundry waiting to be done.? You will keep it up on a daily basis. If I discover anything folded or hung incorrectly, it will be redone and you will accept reasonable discipline.??

?

KITCHEN AND MEALS

You will be responsible for all the cooking and grocery shopping.? You will keep a daily log of what you plan on preparing.? This log will be visible at all times and is subject to my approval.? I reserve the right to alter it at anytime.? If I choose to make a substitution, it must be available.? You will learn what I like and be ready to cater to that need should it arise. You will serve me first prior to anything.? If I am not completely satisfied with your meal, it will either be changed or redone.? You will do all within your power to not let this happen often. Once I have eaten, you may then eat what?s remaining as you clean the kitchen. You will keep the kitchen spotless at all times, absolutely no exceptions!? If you wake during the night, you will check the sink to make sure a dish or glass hasn?t been placed in it during the night.? I expect the kitchen to remain spotless and sanitized.? I will not tolerate anything less.? Each week you will be given a specific amount of cash for the purpose of purchasing groceries.? I expect a receipt and exact change in return.? I will inspect your purchases and if I feel that you have not shopped wisely, you will be severely dealt with for your waste.? Waste will not be tolerated.

BATHROOM

As is with the kitchen, the bathroom will likewise be kept absolutely spotless.? At no time should there be anything out of place.? You will keep the towels hung neatly as well as fresh toilet paper on the holder.? Never will you allow the toilet paper to deplete below 1/4th of a roll.? It will be changed to a full roll and the remaining portion will be for you to use.? You will not use paper from the primary roll.? I expect the bathroom to undergo a full disinfectant cleaning once per week.? This will include total shower scrubbing, toilet scrubbing, and floor mopped and waxed.

AUTOMOTIVE?

You will keep a constant check on my vehicle.? Anytime the fuel level falls below ? tank, I expect it to be filled. There will be a cash fund for this purpose. Each week you will go over it with a fine tooth comb.? All fluids will be checked and topped off.? Each week, on your off days, you will wash and detail it.? My car will remain spotless and maintenance free at all times.? All fluids and oil will be maintained.?

LAWN MAINTENANCE?

You will be given 30 days to bring the lawn up to a standard that I will approve.? After then, you will maintain it weekly.? During the summer months, it will be mowed weekly, whether it needs it or not.? The lawn will remain manicured to perfection.

PERSONAL PLEASURE?

This is a very important area.? You will strive to please me in any way I so desire 24/7/365.? My pleasure comes first and is second to absolutely nothing.? But, most importantly, never will you allow chores and household duties be neglected in order to bring me pleasure.? I will be served first, and then, chores will be done; if they go into your allotted sleep time, so be it, but they will be done regardless!? No exceptions whatsoever. I expect foot massages daily. You can prepare to give back rubs daily. Although I may not require it.? I expect to be pampered to a level that would make the Queen jealous.? If I have to ask for something, you are not doing your job.? If you see that I have a need, I expect you to meet it immediately without hesitation. You will cater to me hand and foot and serve me with pleasure. There will be times that you will be expected to pamper me by shaving my legs, and washing my hair and back while in a hot bath that you have made for me.? You will know when I expect this as you will find it on the clipboard notes.? You will pamper me as such with the utmost respect. You will not make any sexual advances toward me during this time. You will obey me without question and will do absolutely anything I say. Never will you question anything I say.? If I give you a task that you feel the need to make a correction or adjustment, you may submit it to me in writing.? I expect it to be in detail, a minimum of two pages.? I will review your plea and take it from there.? But, be forewarned, if a suggestion paper is submitted and I decide not to agree with it, you will be disciplined for wasting my time.? Therefore, I suggest you truly think hard prior to suggesting anything to me.?

SEX?

You will enter this relationship not expecting anything sexual from me.? Your sexual satisfaction is the very least of my concerns, if at all.? If I choose to afford you pleasure you will engage in such as I say so. You may be used to bring me hours of oral pleasure, but you can expect nothing in return.? Your pleasure will be derived from pleasing me.? I may at times choose to keep you locked in a chastity device.? This will be my decision and will not be questioned. You will be closely monitored and excessive self gratification will not be tolerated.? If I find you tending to your ?need? too often, you can expect to be placed in chastity. Your efforts are to be focused on my pleasure and well being, not yours.?

YOUR PHISICAL BEING?

You will be assed by a fitness instructor of my choice.? She will report to me your current condition.? She will inform me of the weight and fitness level you should be at.? She will inform me of a reasonable amount of time it will take for you to reach optimum fitness.? You will then begin toward that goal.? You will be routinely assessed and measured.? If I learn that you are not at the point you should be, serious disciplinary action will be taken.? I will consult her as often as I feel the need to ensure that you are progressing as quickly as possible.? The result will be a very physically fit, buff, slave.? Period.

ENTERTAINMENT

You are not here to be entertained; you are here to satisfy any and all desires I may have.? But, on occasion, you will take me out to dinner or a formal function. While on this ?date?, you will treat me with the utmost respect.? Every female who comes in contact with us should be jealous of the way you treat me.? I expect my chair held for me, doors opened and held, et cetera.? You will order my meals for me.? You will see to it that I am satisfied and treated as a lady.? You will make every effort not to do or say anything to indicate your submissiveness to me.? If you say or do anything wrong or ?off color? while in my presence in public, you will be dealt with very harshly in private once home.?? You do not want this to happen, trust me.

?

?PUNISHMENT AND DISCIPLINE

There will be two primary forms of punishment.? I feel these are two of the best ways to deal with insufficient productivity or insubordination.? The first form of discipline is corporal punishment.? There will be an eyelet installed into the ceiling in the spare room.? I will have a set of leather wrist restraints with a small piece of chain attached.? In the event corporal punishment needs to be utilized, you will have these placed on your wrists and attached above your head to the ceiling.? In this helpless state, you will be given the appropriate measure of discipline.? I do believe in severe and harsh punishment.? Although one might find receiving 20 licks from a wood paddle harsh for merely not seeing a glass in the sink, it must be realized that it is these types of discipline that molds a male slave into perfection. I expect perfection and you will deliver what I expect. The second form of punishment is confinement.? In the event I feel you need time to think over your misbehavior, you will be confined.?

This may be within a locked closet or in a bedroom.? Length of time is strictly up to me and you will never know in advance.? Although these are the primary forms of discipline, I reserve the right to administer discipline as I choose in whatever form I choose.? By signing this contract you agree to submit to any form discipline I deem necessary. You must understand that while I may enjoy punishing you at times, that isn?t the reason for doing so.? Also, you may feel that the punishments are excessive and harsh. This is to ensure that you remember them and strive not to ever duplicate them.? My goal isn?t to sadistically dish out pain; my goal is to mold a human being into perfection for my own personal reward.

?

Effective Date: _____________________

?

?

Preliminary Signature (1): _______________________? Date:_________________

?

Preliminary Signature (2): _______________________? Date:_________________

?

Preliminary Signature (3): _______________________? Date:_________________

?

?

Slave?s Signature: _______________________Date:__________

?

Mistress?s Signature: ____________________ Date: __________

?

1st Witness: _______________________? Date: ____________

?

2nd Witness: _______________________ Date:____________

?


11/28/2010 4:32:21 AM

OMG this was hot, would love to find 2 Dommes or slave girls to live this out with on My slave.

http://www.keezmovies.com/video/3-sadistic-lesbian-scientists-use-unconventional-ways-to-stimulate-patients-645234


11/20/2010 9:56:22 AM

Goddess:

read your journal from the 11/16 where you mentioned your pride was hurt, You did nothing wrong and it should be no reflection on you what so ever, Many subs/slaves get cold feet when finally faced with the reality of what they have dreamt of their entire lives. I think it's only natural to suddenly feel like running for the door.

I can tell first hand, if a slave gives You the time, You can take him places he wants to go, but is afraid to admit. You have always been patient and nurturing. We've had great conversations that put me at ease and allowed me the chance to find my sub space before we began a session. Sorry this guy Chickened out which is all it comes down to.

he missed out on serving a wonderful woman and someone who could have nurtured his submissive desires. 

xoxoxoxoxox
miss you

I have to say when I read this email from a sub I no longer scene with I was quite touched. 
TYVM slave.

I've posted it b/c it was great to hear that My ethical and deviant ways were appreciated.  as I'm sure most of you have figured out by now, the story I posted "Tricked into slavery" was posted there to show the runaway slave that had I wanted to I could have held him against his will.  no Femdom can say she hasn't fantasized about keeping a slave against his will.  especially if he is so obviously willing to be enslaved , that within minutes of landing in your city he freely walks into your cage, locks his hands in your hand cuffs and TRUSTS you.  he just KNOWS you will not harm, maim or kill him.  KNOWS that as long as he pleases you, you will make all his bdsm  AND VANILLA dreams a reality.  and nothing is more important than pleasing you to him.

I already have one slave who lives this, where oh where is My next pet?


11/20/2010 8:11:21 AM


READ a powerful profile today where I just felt she'd written exactly what I was thinking.  when requesting consideration keep it in mind. 

It is from IngridFrost profile



.....If  you  want  to approach ME , send a POLITE E-mail  and tell ME about  your  Daily Life and slave dreams . Include a FACE picture, iF you want to  get  MY attention !  Don't even try  to  Fool Me !
I'm MUCH MORE CLEVER than ANY of  you WORMS 

You must  be willing  to  travel and meet Me in person. if 24/7 TOTAL SLAVERY is what you really crave,then dare to CRAWL towards ME ! You DONT need to  eat Scat to be a Total slave ! There are soooooooooooooooooooo MANY ways I  can  USE you !  

Be AWARE of what you ARE before you approach ME ! Don,t just look at the pictures ...! READ MY WORDS IN DEPTH too ! MY REAL POWER is within MY Mind !  And Im  gonna Fuck...........your  Mind...........FIRST !

Let ME USE you ! You crave it ! Don't you ? You ALWAYS used to dream about it !  Leave your fears behind, forget your DEAD PAST and CRAWL towards ME ! I'm your  Eternal Now ! Your  Nirvana !  Your  Hell and Paradise combined ! It is MY  WAY ..............or the .........HIGHWAY !!  

You tell em sis.  lol


11/18/2010 7:03:50 AM

Tricked into total slavery

It started when I found an ad from a Dominant Female on the Internet. She was seeking full-time live in slaves. The prospective slave would have to sign an agreement becoming her total property. If accepted, the slave would not have to work but would live in her home 24/7 under her total control.

This was exactly what I was seeking. Or, at least it sounded like it. I immediately responded to the email address given and expressed my willingness. I begged the Mistress to tell me how to proceed. She sent back a brief questionnaire for me to fill out. It only took a few minutes, and included things like age, height, weight, etc I also told her about my Prince Albert piercing and gave details as to it's size. It also asked for the earliest date that I could report. I named a date that was only a few days off. I assumed that this would be just a visit to determine compatibility and I would be able to return home to wrap up the details of my life.

On the day in question, I flew to a distant city. I had been instructed to travel light, with no luggage. I was to wear only a pair of pants with nothing on under it, a shirt, shoes without socks, and to carry only my ticket, identification, and as much cash as I could. I was told that a person holding a sign with my first name would meet me at the gate. As I entered the terminal area, a strange man was holding the sign. He handed me an envelope and rushed off. Surprised, I opened the envelope to find instructions from my Mistress. I was to ride the shuttle to the parking lot and in a particular section I would find a large van. I was given the color and license number of the van. I was to let myself in the side door of the van and look for another note. The instructions said to hurry or Mistress would be very displeased.

After a short ride from the terminal, I exited the shuttle. It didn't take long to find the van. The windows were all covered with curtains. I looked in through the front window and saw that the cab area of the van was separated from the back by a hanging curtain as well. I opened the side door and found that a good part of the back of the van was filled with a steel cage. There was room ahead of the cage for the door to swing open, and an unlocked padlock hung from the hasp on the door. I also spotted a white envelope taped to the bars inside the cage. I quickly entered the van and the cage and read the note. It said that if I wished to proceed I should remove ALL of my clothing and lock myself in the cage with the padlock. Again I was admonished to hurry.

Eagerly, I complied as quickly as possible. Once the padlock clicked shut, I knew there was no backing out.

In less than a minute the drivers door to the van opened and I heard someone get in. A female voice said: "I am your Mistress Kassandra. When you locked the cage, you sealed your fate. Your email said that you wanted to be my slave. Well, now you are. I accept you officially into my service. The only keys to the lock on your cage are at my home, so that's where we're going. I could not release you here even if I wanted to. However, I want you to do a couple of things for me before we start our journey. I am going to slide a steel collar under the curtain. To lock it around your neck you need only put it in place and push inward. I am ordering you to do this. You will be punished severely for failure to comply, or even hesitating. You have ten seconds."

I had no choice, of course. As soon as the collar slid into view under the curtain, I locked it around my neck. It was wide... perhaps 2 � inches. And it was very heavy. I knew it would not be coming off in the absence of the key or some very good tools.

Again, the female voice spoke: "Very good slave. If you comply with this next order as well, I shall reward you by allowing you to see your owner. Do you have any experience at applying handcuffs?"

I answered: "Yes, Mistress, I do."

"Good," came the reply. "You are to lock these cuffs onto your wrists with your hands behind your back." And immediately a set of regulation police handcuffs was slid under the curtain. I grabbed them and locked one onto my right wrist first. Then, I put my hands behind my back and fumbled a bit, but managed to lock the other cuff onto my left wrist in a reasonably short time. I felt totally helpless.

The curtain slid aside. It was hard to see well with the light coming from behind my Mistress, but she appeared to be about ten years my junior, had long dark hair, a trim figure with large breasts, and a very stern face. For about ten seconds we looked at each other, and then she said:

"Turn around, I'm going to place this blindfold over your eyes." She did so, and then the curtain was closed and I heard the van start up.

For the first time I noticed that the bottom of the cage was a solid steel plate and was becoming quite uncomfortable. With the handcuffs on, it was impossible to find a comfortable position. I didn't think that I was going to get much rest on the trip. I had no idea where we were going, or how long it was going to take.

After some city driving, it felt like we must be on a freeway. The fairly high steady speed was maintained for what seemed like four or five hours. I was really panicked. Here I was, naked in handcuffs, a heavy metal collar locked around my neck, a blindfold covering my eyes, and I was in an escape proof cage. A woman I didn't know was taking me somewhere. By now I had no idea what State we were even in.

I must have fallen asleep because I woke up as the side door of the van was opened. The van was stopped. Again my Mistress spoke:

"We have arrived. I'm going to move you to a cell now, and I don't expect any difficulties. If you give me any problems your punishment will be very severe, I promise you."

With that, I heard the padlock being unlocked and the cage door opened.

"Crawl out of that cage, slave. Slide feet first onto the floor. " I complied and felt myself standing on smooth concrete. Since I felt no breeze I assume we were in a garage or parking area of some kind. I felt a thin cord being tied around my ball sack. And then a sharp tug on my balls told me I was to walk forward.

Without a word being spoken I was led forward about ten feet.

"There is a flight of stairs about two steps in front of you, slave. It's twelve steps down." And then there was another tug on my leash. I managed to make it down the stairs and I was pulled forward. We moved some fifteen or twenty feet and she told me to stop. I did, of course. I was quite helpless with my hands cuffed behind my back and a blindfold tightly over my eyes. I heard the sound of a rather massive door being swung open, and we moved a few feet forward. Then I heard the door being closed and we moved forward again. It felt like the surface we were walking on was sloped gently downward. The air was still and warm so I was sure that we were inside. But, we walked and walked. It felt like some 75 to 100 yards.

"We're outside your cell now, slave. I need to unlock two doors, so just stand perfectly still." With that, I heard keys in a lock and a door swinging open. It had the sound of a heavy wooden door. I heard her footsteps retreat inside. And then the sound of another key entering a lock. It sounded like metal on metal. Then I heard another door opening... definitely steel or some other sturdy metal.

Another tug on my leash, and I was led inside. I felt my shoulder brush the side of what was undoubtedly the entrance to my cell. She told me to stop and hold very still. I was powerless to resist and obeyed immediately. I felt her lock something to my collar. She then gently pushed me backwards until I suddenly bumped against a wall. It had the unmistakable feel of a jail or prison cell with solid bars. I felt a slight tug on my collar and heard another padlock snap shut. I tried to move and found that I was locked against the wall of the cell by my collar.

Suddenly the blindfold was removed. The light was blinding and it was a few moments before I could see. When my eyes finally adjusted, I realized that I was inside a very sturdy cell. It was approximately 10 feet by 10 feet, and was centered inside a room that was about 30 feet by 30 feet. All four walls of the cell were typical prison cell barred affairs. The cell was about nine feet high, and had a barred top. There was an open space above the cell, as the ceiling of the room proper was about 18 feet high.

"I'm going to leave you for a while, slave. I need to rest from our trip. Enjoy the view, because when I return you're going to be hooded and sightless for quite some time."

With that, my new Mistress exited and locked the cell and swung the massive door shut behind her. She locked it with a big key and exited the room, shutting the heavy wooden door behind her. I heard the door locked from the outside and the sound of footsteps retreating.

And then silence. Complete, utter silence. I was left standing against the back wall of the cell. Hands still cuffed behind my back. The heavy collar was locked to a bar of the cell by a short chain. I was forced to remain standing... at least until someone came to my assistance. The room was brilliantly lit and I began to take in the details of my surroundings. My cell was completely empty. There was no furniture of any kind. The floor was solid concrete, and all four of the walls seemed to be set right into the concrete. The outer walls of the room were also solid concrete. There was only one door and it was a massive wooden affair. The hinges and lock were on the outside and the inside of the door had no handles or hardware of any kind.

There were devices of all kinds hanging on hooks on the concrete walls. Whips, canes, paddles, and other instruments of flagellation. There were restraints of every description. Some devices I recognized, and many I didn't. One wall had a series of hooks to which aircraft cables were fastened. Each one led straight upward to a pulley at the top of the wall, through the pulley and along the ceiling to another pulley, above the cell. The cables proceeded through their respective pulleys and at the end were heavy metal rings from which were hanging more "toys." Some had keys. Others had leather or steel restraints. Obviously, a person standing by the wall could release a rope and lower any of these things into the cell. The outer walls and the ceiling were well out of reach of anyone locked in the cell.

In all four corners of the room, small television cameras were located. They were all trained on the cell and I realized that I could be monitored at any time. In fact, the cameras occasionally panned back and forth and zoomed in and out. I had no idea if someone was remotely controlling this or if it was an automated system, going through a series of programmed actions.

I saw a length of chain coiled in one corner of the cell. It was very heavy; probably logging chain. One end was set into the concrete floor of the cell, and the other end was welded to a sturdy ankle shackle.

Time passed slowly. I was absolutely terrified. Clearly there was no escape for me. I had no idea if I was still going to be tested and then released, or if I was really a total slave already with my old life behind me. After what seemed like an hour or two, the lights suddenly went out and I was alone and helpless in darkness.

It was impossible to keep track of time and it seemed like an eternity passed. I was getting very sore from being restrained in just this standing position. I couldn't sleep and was dead tired. And, I was still absolutely terrified of what was to come. With no warning of any kind the lights came back on.

A few minutes passed and then I heard the outer door being unlocked. The door swung open and my Mistress entered the room. She stayed close to the outer wall but walked well into the light. She was absolutely breathtaking! Clad head to toe in tight fitting black leather, she had a tiny waist, large breasts, great legs, and long black hair that hung down to her waist. Her face was gorgeous in a very austere way.

"Are you frightened, slave?" She asked. I told her that I was very frightened and she laughed. "That's good, my slave. You should be. It is my intention to be very cruel to you, and it's time to get started." With that she approached the cables, and lowered one of the rings into my cell. I saw that I had been positioned exactly under the ring. As it reached the level of the top of the cell, I saw that a single key was fastened to the ring. It appeared to be a handcuff key.

"Before we proceed, slave, understand that the key to your cell door is hanging from a hook out in the corridor. There is no way for you to reach it from your cell, so attempting to grab me through the bars would be absolutely pointless. Attempting that will earn you a punishment beyond your wildest imagining." With that, she lowered the ring with the key into my hands. "Unlock your handcuffs, slave," she said.

I tried and it was almost impossible. I couldn't see the keyhole, and my hands were aching from the long hours of being cuffed. She just laughed and watched as I continued to fumble. Finally I felt the key enter a keyhole. I turned it and nothing happened. Was this some kind of cruel joke? Then I tried turning it the other way and suddenly one of the cuffs slid open. For the first time in many hours, I could bring my hands in front of me.

"Leave the other cuff locked on your wrist, slave," she said as she pulled the cable to raise the key back to the ceiling, well beyond my reach. She secured the first rope and released a second one. She lowered a new key down into my reach.

"Unlock the padlock, slave." I slipped the key into the padlock and turned it, and the chain that fastened my collar to the bars was freed. She immediately raised that key back to the ceiling, like the first.

She then released another rope and lowered one of the large rings into the cell. It was just about dead center in the cell, in both directions. This ring had nothing on it and was about a foot in diameter. She lowered it until it was about six feet off the floor.

"Walk to the middle of the cell, slave, and put the empty handcuff through the ring. Then lock it back on your hand."

I did as I was instructed, even though I had been desperately hoping for an opportunity to either sit or lie down and rest some. She immediately pulled on the rope, stretching me upwards. She had me stand on my tiptoes and she pulled the rope as taut as possible and tied it off. Now I was strung up with my hands way above my head, and just my toes and the balls of my feet touching the concrete.

She removed a small walkie-talkie unit from a holder on one wall and pressed a key and said, simply: "We're ready." With that she walked out the door and immediately returned with what I presumed was the key to the cell. She unlocked the door, and left the room. She returned without the key and walked back into the room. From one wall she took a spreader bar which was about three feet long. She fastened the ankle cuff at one end around my left ankle.

"Spread em, slave," she ordered in a strict, no-nonsense tone. I separated my feet as much as I could, and she fastened the other cuff around my right ankle. Now just the tips of my toes were resting on the floor, and my wrists were taking most of my weight.

"And now, slave, we have a few additions to make to your wardrobe," she said. She left the cell and removed a leather hood from one wall. She stepped inside and began to pull it down over my head. Before my eyes were covered, I saw that around the bottom of the hood were a series of heavy D-rings. These corresponded to a series of matching D rings on the heavy steel collar. There were no eyeholes in the hood, but there was a zipper over the mouth and several small air holes over each nostril. When she had the hood in place she went and got six sturdy padlocks. Returning, she locked the bottom of the hood to the collar with the six locks. No way was I going to be able to remove it, even if my hands were free.

Suddenly my Mistress' voice was shouting in my ears: "Welcome to total slavery. Your hood contains wireless earphones and I'm speaking into a microphone. I can also play a recorded message, or white noise if I wish, slave." Because the earpieces were pushed firmly against my ears by the hood, and because of the loud volume, it seemed like she was right inside my head. I had no idea what evil plans she had for using this equipment. But, I knew that her power over me was absolute.

I heard a click that I assumed must be the microphone being turned off. Faintly, I heard what sounded like a second voice... a male one. A two-way conversation ensued, but I could not make out what they were saying. Suddenly I felt the cuff on my right ankle being pushed upward, and a second, very hard and cold cuff put on beneath it. I didn't know it, but this was the ankle cuff that was welded to the steel chain I had seen laying on the floor in one corner of the cell. The male voice was one of Mistress' trusted slaves and he had brought welding equipment with him. Suddenly my ankle was on fire! It was incredibly painful, and I had no idea what was happening. The slave had welded the ankle cuff closed around my ankle. I screamed in agony, and in fear. It would take weeks for the burns to heal, but as I was to discover, all I had was time. In time the pain and my screams subsided.

Suddenly the voice of my Mistress was screaming inside my head again. "We have just made sure that you will not escape, slave. And now, we have one last little addition to make to your attire." Again, the sound clicked off and for a few moments I hung in space, not knowing what to expect next.

Suddenly I felt a hand on my genitals. Again, my terror was beyond reason. For all I knew I was going to be castrated. I felt and heard a sharp noise from the ring in my Prince Albert piercing. I didn't know it, but it had just been cut with a heavy pair of bolt cutters. It was then spread apart and I felt it removed from it's piercing. Then, I felt a ring being slid up over my cock and balls, and a noose was placed about the head of my circumcised cock. It was pulled into a steel tube and suddenly I was screaming my head off again. The tube was lined with sharp little spikes! When I was all the way inside, I could feel the head of my penis was in the open air. I felt something being threaded through my P.A. piercing and then I heard or maybe felt the sharp sound of a lock being locked. I then felt a tug on the ring and heard or felt the sound of a second lock. I realized that the evil instrument had been locked in place.

I had experienced a Kali's Teeth Bracelet before, as part of a daylong play session with a professional dominant. I knew that even the slightest tendency to get an erection would be immediately punished by the steel spikes. When an erection started, the pain was incredible! And it automatically caused the erection to subside. The only way to avoid the heavy pain was to avoid any sexual thoughts of any kind. I knew that my Mistress Kassandra was serious about denying me any sexual pleasure.

"And now slave, you deserve a rest," the voice of my Mistress screamed in my head. "We shall place you into one of your sleeping positions and you will be allowed to rest for a while. Save your strength slave, for tomorrow will probably be the worst day of your life... at least so far."

I felt the spreader bar being released from my ankles and then the handcuffs were unlocked. I collapsed in a heap on the floor. I felt leather cuffs being placed around my wrists, and my hands were pulled widely apart and fastened in place. Then a leather cuff was placed on my free ankle and it was stretched out and fastened securely. I was in a three- point spread eagle, lying on my back.

I heard the sound of footsteps and then I heard the door to my cell slam shut. Just barely I heard the key in the lock and knew I had been locked in. Suddenly, my ears were filled with white noise at a high volume. It was like I was locked in place under Niagara Falls and the constant sound coupled with the lack of vision meant that I was in total sensory deprivation.

I was tightly bound, lying on my back on solid concrete. And this was a "sleeping position?" I didn't see any way I was going to get any rest, but I had nothing else to do but try. It felt like hours passed, but it was hard to know. The constant white sound made coherent thought impossible. I felt as if I was a piece of clay. Totally helpless and ready to be molded into whatever my new owner wished. I did sleep occasionally, but it was a restless, fitful sleep. The time dragged on, it seemed like an eternity. My body had attempted a nocturnal erection, and I was immediately punished by heavy pain to my encased cock. I tried not to think of anything exciting, but at this point I had little control over my feelings. This was, after all, my wildest fantasy come true... but I was allowed no sexual satisfaction from it. How ironic. My cock had gotten me into this situation, and now I was not allowed a simple erection, let alone the opportunity to masturbate. Indeed, even thinking sexual or kinky thoughts was not possible, unless I wanted to experience the severe pain of the spikes inside my chastity tube.

Still the time dragged on. It felt like it had been days since I had been taken captive and brought into this cell. There was absolutely nothing I could do but wait and suffer. The hard floor was causing constant agony to my back, and the simple spread eagle position had become pure hell for my outstretched arms.

Suddenly with no warning the white noise ended. And I heard the voice of my Mistress in my head: "You should be very thankful, slave. I've given you 24 hours to get rested up. Before your suffering can begin, we have a task to complete. You will now sign a contract of slavery. This is merely a formality, slave. You have already given your consent and I have accepted you into my service. You are my prisoner here and escape is impossible. So, you had better obey all of my commands quickly because my punishments will be awesome." I felt my bonds being released, but not knowing what to do I continued to lay in exactly the same position I had been in for so long.

"Sit up, slave. I'm going to hand you an envelope and a pen. You may feel the envelope, but do not open it." I ran my fingers over the envelope. It was large, probably 9 by 12 inches. And it felt like there were several sheets of paper within. On the front side, near the bottom I felt a small opening, like a window cut into the envelope.

Again my Mistress spoke: "Good, you found the window in the envelope. Since you have consented to be my TOTAL slave, I'm sure that you are willing to sign whatever contract I wish. For that reason, you will now sign the contract without reading it. For my protection, I need you to sign on each page of the contract. So, take the pen in your writing hand, locate the window, and sign your full legal name in it. I know that you can't see, but do the best that you can."

I knew that while I had no choice in the matter, that this was the final irreversible step. I hesitated, trying to think of some way out of doing this. Suddenly my back erupted in pain! It probably wasn't the worst pain I'd ever felt, but coming so suddenly and unexpectedly it was awesome.

"Don't make me wait, slave. That mild stroke is nothing compared to what I can do to you if you don't hurry up and follow my orders."

Immediately I put the envelope down onto the concrete floor and signed my name in the window as best I could.

"Very good, slave. I can actually read that."

With that I felt the envelope removed from my grip, a moment passed, and then it was returned to me.

"I've removed the top sheet with your signature, slave. It's time to sign the next page. There are 17 pages; lets get this over with quickly."

I knew that I had no choice. I quickly signed each page in turn. In short order it was done.

"I'm going to go and lock this in my safe, slave. When I return, your new life will begin."

With that, I heard the cell door close and lock. And then I could barely make out the sound of the outer door closing as well. The white sound resumed in my head.

I got onto my knees, and then stood. I walked in the direction of my door of my cell, but found that my ankle chain would not allow me to go much beyond the middle of the cell. In the process, I caused a lot of pain to my still hurting ankle. I knew that escape was totally out of the question. Even with tools, it would take an eternity to cut through the ankle cuff or chain, and if I did, I was locked in a steel cell. I understood that I would remain in this cell for just as long as my Mistress wished. I hoped that my training would go quickly and that I would soon be released to serve Mistress in her home. I also desperately hoped that the horrible tube with its inner spikes would be removed from my cock soon. ...to be continued


11/16/2010 6:31:03 PM

I had been looking forward to seeing him all weekend.  we had texted one another a hundred times since Friday.  tonight was the night he was coming to surrender or so he said.  over and over again he had told Me how excited he was to finally be owned. 

I placed the steel collar on him and locked it.  put the left wrist cuff on him, the right one and then pointed to the floor to teach him how I like to be greeted with a kiss to each foot followed by the words "hello Mistress this slave is here to serve." 

he did it beautifully and nervously.  I ordered him to put his hands behind him while I inspected him.  he look like a beautiful fallen angel.  I could not wait to tell him the new rules that would govern his exsistence.  as I prepared to put the cock cage on him, I got that answer that every Dom/me fears most.  ...  Mercy.  I can't do this.  I thought I could but I can't.  I'm not ready. 

all I could think was WHAT????       ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!????  I wanted to say "we've talked of nothing but this for the past few weeks cunt."  " you cannot stop texting Me how the count down has begun"  but I said not a word.  what is there really to say unless I want to go ape shit on him.  plus My pride was so hurt there was no way I would say something. 

as he looked at Me with literally tears in his eyes and said pathethically "what is wrong with Me?"  "I've thought of nothing but this and being owned"  I had to let him go.  we talked a bit more as I used him as an ashtray, he served Me some wine, submitted to a paddling then after an apparently sincere "I'm sorry" and a bear hug, he left. 

leaving Me feeling........angry, disoriented ( he'd said the very last thing I thought he'd say tonight), and unsure if the universe means to tell Me to settle down with My slave husband and forget a beta slave. 

what do you think Dom/mes??  help Me understand if you've had this happen to you,  or if you've done this to someone.  I vetted this guy.   I made sure he had past experience and discussed at length what we were each searching for.  this was not the first time we'd met.

is it wrong to want to OWN really OWN 2 or more slaves?  speak to Me people...I need help with this one. 


11/1/2010 6:49:37 PM

MMMMmmmmm just how I love to begin a session...soft and sensual

http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=9e70475366b0d2be07c1


11/1/2010 8:37:27 AM

My latest obsession has become a pussy pump, went to a "demo party" and fell in love with this devise.  would LOVE LOVE LOVE to find a girl who likes to be "pumped up" and then toyed with.

while this features a man doing the pumping, pretend it's a woman with a strap-on doing this and more to you girls...such as pussy spanking, flogging and fisting. 

Scene 3 was my favorite it begins at the 63:00 minute mark.  it is pretty extreme and long which is why I loved it.

anyone ready to come over and let Me play?  lol  I sure hope so.

http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=427010146


10/24/2010 2:47:49 PM
Some know that a light touch of the tongue, running from a woman's toes to her ears, lingering in the softest way possible in various places in between, given often enough and sincerely enough, would add immeasurably to world peace.
Marianne Williamson


10/22/2010 1:54:44 PM
I'm still fantasizing about this hardcore lesbian scene.

I would LOVE to find a girl to recreate this scene with.

http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=595279190


10/22/2010 12:50:36 AM

TYVM to those of you that came out!! 

I had a very good birthday! 


10/21/2010 8:47:45 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!  ;-)

so I want to celebrate this birthday in a completely different way than usual and have decided I will be going to PADDLES DUNGEON tonight, they are hosting something called the Mistress Night.

The event details are listed below:

I want to spank, tease, and meet 43 new slaves
male and female

so if you have always wanted a chance to meet Me in person
and be possibly considered for OWNERSHIP or S/M USE
I invite you to come on down to paddles to wish Me a Happy Birthday.

HERE ARE THE INSTRUCTIONS YOU MUST FOLLOW TO BE GIVEN AN AUDIENCE

1. Bring a typed request for consideration, include your first name, your age , your location, and why you came to meet Me.  hand it to Me and then stand with your hands behind your back while I read it.

2.  BEFORE coming over stop at the desk and "borrow" (you'll need to leave your license)a flogger, a cane or paddle with which I can give you 43 strokes to your bottom when I point and order you to bend over.  OR better yet ,bring your own favorite one from home.

3. I prefer professionally dressed men in a suit and tie, and sexily dressed women.  plan to be asked to disrobe if I like you so I can inspect you.  there are a few dark corners available if you are shy and prefer to do it privately, but I tend to LOVE exhibitionists and extremists.

I've NEVER done this before so bear with Me and be patient if there are people ahead of you, I promise to spend sometime with everyone, and to be honest about My interest in pursuing more if I find you worthy of a second meeting.  if not there will be many other Mistresses in house and the possiblility of scening with them.

You will know it is Me because I will have a huge smile on My face and be dressed in a black dress with a shiny black patent leather belt, stockings and RED heels.
I only plan to be there for 2 hrs  as I want to go dancing tonight also.

MISTRESS NIGHT AT PADDLES

General info
date: Thursday, October 21, 2010
time: 08:00 PM to 01:00 AM
where: Paddles NYC
address: 250 West 26th Street  map
cost: $40.00
dress code: none


Description
Our monthly party continues with our host the legendary Mistress Cassandra. The theme is Halloween so come dressed up if that is your thing!

Most of the Pandora's Box Mistresses will be attending. Check out our blog at www.pandorasboxnyblog.com

for more info.

Come to the last true S&M club in Manhattan Paddles located at 250 West 26th Street between 7th & 8th (entrance located in parking lot closer to 8th)

Light play sessions are available for $20

NO SEX OF ANYKIND OFFERED AT THIS PARTY
.


10/12/2010 3:50:43 PM
I've been fantasizing all day about this hardcore lesbian scene.

I would LOVE to find a girl to recreate this scene with.

http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=595279190

10/11/2010 2:57:40 PM
these are for slave heather...thank you for an interesting exchange.

http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=182547593

http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=1114601923

10/11/2010 2:39:04 PM
this is for the Dom who asked Me how do you milk a woman?  (obviously he had not seen the video clip) but here is another way to "milk" a good girl.

http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=1006660614

10/9/2010 12:35:57 PM

speaking of milking fantasies....thisis another one of Mine..any female slaves need to be milked?

http://www.tube8.com/hardcore/belladonna-milking/180513/


10/9/2010 11:14:18 AM
how jealous of Her am I ... nothing like a slave who can shoot multiple times and will swallow on command.......guess what Mistress woke up in the mood to do to Her slave today...

http://www.tube8.com/fetish/milked-into-mouth/177999/

10/1/2010 11:31:24 AM
Rules of Slave Etiquette:

1. Listen to the Lady.
2. Obey the Lady.
3. Use all your physical and mental capacity in the service of the Lady.
4. Be happy in Your work. Do whatever your Owner asks with joy in Your heart, even if it is something you do not like.
5. Be patient. It is the Lady’s prerogative to keep you waiting.
6. Be humble.
7. Do not try to manipulate the Lady.
8. Do not bother your Owner unnecessarily.
9. Speak honestly and from the heart.
10. Be realistic.
11. Be really submissive! Let the Lady take you over completely.
12. Be loyal and dependable.
13. Always offer your services if you can be of help.
14. Try not to draw attention to yourself.
15. Be polite and courteous.
16. Hold your temper and your tongue
17. Do not neglect your Owner; slaves are there to provide amusing and interesting conversation for the Domina
18. Do not be a wuss about facing up to your Mistress when you are so deeply ashamed of something you have done,
19. Take Your punishment like a good slave
20. Ladies First. Last and always!


8/23/2010 9:35:51 AM
http://www.xhamster.com/movies/398987/ballbusting_handjob.html
 
OHHHHHH, this looks like a lot of fun!!!

7/31/2010 9:53:13 PM
As I surfed the net this evening I came across a rather insightful article BY Arjuna Ardagh (an awakening coach) titled:
WHY IT IS WISE TO WORSHIP A WOMAN.

I loved this. it did indeed reflect how and why a man (especially a submissive man) should worship the woman in his life, and the divine feminine in general.

it is rather long so I will only post here some bits but if you are interestedin reading the entire article just click the link at the bottom of this post.  As always I like hearing from those who read it what you thought.

.....

...At the essence of every woman's heart is the divine feminine. It contains everything that has ever been beautiful, or lovely, or inspiring, in any woman, anywhere, at any time. The very essence of every woman's heart is the peak of wisdom, the peak of inspiration, the peak of sexual desirability, the peak of soothing, healing love. The peak of everything. But it's protected, for good reason, by a series of concentric walls. To move inwardly from one wall to the next requires that you intensify your capacity to devotion, and as you do so, you are rewarded with Grace. This is not something you can negotiate verbally with a woman. She doesn't even know consciously how to open those gates herself. They are opened magically and invisibly by the keys of worship.

If you stand on the outside of the outermost wall, all you have available to you, like many other unfortunate men, is pornography. For $1.99 a minute, you can see her breasts, maybe her vagina, and you can stimulate yourself in a sad longing for deeper love.

Step though another gate, and she will show you her outer gift-wrapping. She'll look at you with a certain twinkle of her eye. She'll answer your questions coyly. She'll give you just the faintest hint that there is more available.

Step through another gate with your commitment, with your attention, with the small seedlings of devotion, and she'll open her heart to you more. She'll share with you her insecurities, the way that she's been hurt, her deepest longings. Some men will back away at this point. They realize that the price they must pay to go deeper is more than they are willing to give. They start to feel a responsibility. But for those few who step though another gate, they come to discover her loyalty, her willingness to stick with you no matter what, her willingness to raise your children, stick up for you in conversation, and, if you are lucky, even pick up your dirty socks now and then. And so it goes on. You've got the gist by now.

Somewhere around the second wall from the center, she casts the veils of her personality aside, and shows you that she is both a human being and also a portal into something much greater than that. .... She shows you a patience that is universal. She shows you her wisdom. At this point you start to experience the archetypes of women, who have been portrayed as goddesses and mythological figures in every tradition.

Then, at the very center, in the innermost temple itself, all the layers of your devotion are flooded with reward all at once. You discover the very essence of the feminine, and in a strange way that is not exactly romantic, but profoundly sacred all the same, you realize that you could have got here with any woman if you had just been willing to pass through all the layers of initiation. Any woman is every woman, and every woman is any woman at the same time. When you love a woman completely, at the very essence of her being, this is the one divine feminine flame. It is what has made every woman in history beautiful. It's the flame behind the Mona Lisa, and Dante's Beatrice, and yes, also Penelope Cruz and Heidi Klum. You discover the magic ingredient which has lead every man to fall in love with a woman.

When you learn how to pay attention to the essence of the feminine in this way, you fall to the floor in full body prostration, tears soaking your cheeks and clothes, and you wonder how you could have ever taken Her, in all of Her forms, for granted even for a second.

So just a couple small questions remain. First, do you get what I'm talking about? Does it jive for you? Does it make sense? And second, if yes, how are you going to get from where you are now to being able to the full capacity of your heart to love for real? I'd be glad to share more about this if we get to know each other better, but here's how you get started.

First, do what I did, and create an altar in your room dedicated to Divine Feminine. Put only symbols of the feminine on it. I have a painting called "Beatrix" by Dante Gabriel Rossetti. I have a statue of Quan Kin. Populate your altar with anything that reminds you of the feminine, and spend a few minutes of the day in worship. Yes, worship. Adoration. Devotion. Offer up rose petals. Offer poems. Offer everything, and beg Her to reveal Her innermost essence to you. This will work miracles whether you're single and waiting to meet the right woman or whether you're already in relationship and long to meet your woman in a deeper way.

The second way to get started: make a practice, a discipline, of telling your woman, or any woman, ten times a day something which you adore about her. "I love the smell of your shampoo." "I love the way you laugh." "The color of your eyes is so beautiful." Of course, you need to keep it appropriate. You can go as far out on a limb as you like if you're in relationship with a woman, but with anyone else remember the gates. Keep you communication appropriate to the gate number that you find yourself at. Appreciation of the curve of a woman's breast, for example, if she happens to be the cashier at the supermarket, would equate more to harassment than worship.

****

Follow Arjuna Ardagh on Twitter: www.twitter.com/awakeningcoach


4/19/2010 9:02:06 AM
I have not been here in a while. I took some time off to consider what I really seek from a slave these days.  Over the last year I have changed and developed new interests.  I am now seeking someone who wants to become My property, open to being owned/collared for a contracted (1) year minimum.  starting ASAP.

I am bored with psuedo slaves.  the next slave I let into My home will be someone I can permanantly pierce, cage nightly and beat/tease/bind often. someone open to moving in with slave and I, and very open to bisexual play at My command.

I am going to Costa Rica for a week in May to an amazing PRIVATE villa and would really love to have 1-2 slaves join us for 2 days and serve 24/7.  ideally I want someone who is free to join us because he has both the financial, as well as personal freedom to join slave and be at our beck and call.  someone who would enjoy being a witness to the BDSM renewal of our wedding vows, as My husband enters a new level of kink and REAL LIFE 24/7 submission. 

I want My next pet to be someone who will thank God every single day that he is finally the property of a devoted Goddess and has no problem giving up other women even though there is no guarantee of him being given permission to touch or pleasure himself.  basically I want someone who has it all but a Mistress to serve.

12/19/2009 11:21:05 PM
Since so many of you have asked here is what I find attractive in a man :
- proactiveness
- enthusiasm
- pride
- respectfulness
- a good sense of judgement
- integrity
- sensitivity
- chivalry
- virility
- masculinity
- maturity
- intelligence
- intellect
- class
- worldliness
- an open mind
- a sense of adventure
- a sense of humour
- a positive/realistic outlook on life
- ambition
- a commitment to serving One woman 
- power (if you have none, a TPE is impossible to experience)


12/1/2009 10:39:15 PM
New pics of My sensual session with My sexy pet, sub P.  after an amazing grand opening of My new endevor, I was in the mood for a quiet night in;  I tuned into the Vanessa Daou station online, had slave light the candelabra, pour Me a glass of the homemade Reisling I scored the other night, then while I smoked and relaxed, he shined and worshipped My boots.  

Mmm, Mmmm, MMMMMMmmm.  IT IS GOOD TO BE ME!!!  I highly recommend being a Goddess and owner of such quality males.

he pleased Me so much with his devoted tongue, I was inspired to give him a reward... so I did, a photo session! first of him...then of My shiny, 5 in. patent leather boots.  we had such fun and as always time flew.


see you soon pet and thank you very much from the bottom of My well worshipped soles, ( pun intended).  ;-)



11/17/2009 2:34:05 PM
WOOHOOO......I just got a dramatic "good bye forever" email  from yet another so called "Mistress" on CM.

over the past few years I've occassionally been approached by "women" who want to be friends, share Domme stories, know about My background.  yet, when questioned about their own, they give vague answers which anyone with RT experience can tell is complete BS.  then when u pretend to believe and ask follow up questions they suddenly stop chatting with Me and block Me from further communication.  it's a real shame because despite their obvious need for meds, and the fact that they are NOT women at all, but men, these creatures make great research subjects, and their tales are quite simply entertaining. 

I will miss our chats GoddessKim. 

PS: I've got that pic u requested.  ROFLMAO

11/14/2009 2:19:56 PM

submissive's creed

i am a submissive man.
i find pleasure, joy and fulfillment in being submissive to Another in a loving relationship.

i am not weak or stupid.;
i am a strong man, with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life.

i do not serve out of shame or weakness,
but out of pride and strength.

i look to my loving Mistress for guidance and protection, for never will i be more complete than when She is with me.

i know that She will protect my body, my mind and my soul with Her strength and wisdom.

She is everything to me, as i am
everything to Her.

Her touch awakens me and Her thoughts
free me. in serving Her i find freedom and joy.

Her punishments are harsh, but i accept
them thankfully,
knowing that She has my best interests foremost in Her mind.

If She desires my body for pleasure, i
shall joyfully give it to Her, and take
great pleasure in knowing that i have brought Her happiness.

However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of any relationship.
The love, the trust and sharing, the words spoken and felt, those are all parts of this relationship also.

my body is Hers and if She says i am
beautiful, then i am.
for who can tell me that my Mistress is wrong in seeing the beauty in me?

If She says that i am Her prince, then i am that....regal and graceful.

If She says i am Her toy, Her slut,
Her tramp, then i am that....
as wanton and dirty as She desires me to be,
i will be.
 
my mind is Hers to expand, to explore,
to know as only She can.

i have no secrets from Her...for secrets 
would put a wall up between my Mistress
and myself..and i do not want walls.

Her lessons are not always ones i would
seek on my own, but they are lessons She has decided i need and so i learn them from Her.

my soul is Hers, as bare to Her touch
as ever my skin could be when i kneel
naked at Her feet.

 i feel Her presence, be She miles away or standing before me.

If i were ever to displease Her, Her displeasure would be a blow to my soul,
worse punishment than any
lashes could be.

i spend my days knowing that the energy
and thought She puts into O/our relationship
 is as much for my benefit as for Hers.

 Her part is much harder than mine.
 
i know this and i am grateful that She
cares enough about me to spend Her time
and energy so freely on me.

i have the easier job: to feel, to experience, to let myself go and abandon everything to Her.

i am Her pleasure and responsibility,
and She takes both seriously.

i am a submissive man.
i am proud to call myself that.

my submission is a Gift,
 
i do not give lightly, and can only give it to One who can appreciate that Gift and
return it ten fold.

Only to She who can cherish and honor it, will i give myself fully.

i am a submissive man.


11/14/2009 8:36:44 AM
 
MISTRESS & DICKLESS

They say opposites attract and that is why T/they made an excellent couple. Mistress Julie liked to feel superior and powerful while dickless liked to feel inferior and helpless. he got off on being of service while She got off on being pampered and spoiled. Having been born with a silver spoon, dickless never had to work hard so he dreamt of being used and exploited. Mistress Julie had to work for everything she had and nothing was ever given to her so she was more than happy to take the silver spoon away from dickless. Finally the biggest difference for T/them was all the power in T/their relationship belonged to Mistress Julie and her Pussy. Her Pussy became the physical expression of power while his cock was caged and neutralized. As T/they went down the aisle, dickless wore the humbler which is a device that wrapped around his balls and prevented him from standing up. Mistress Julie sat on his back as they got to the altar. Bushwood wedding ceremonies were different than the typical patriarchical wedding in that the man had to wear the wedding dress and would take on his wife’s last name.

 

The High Priestess informed dickless that once he was a slave he would lose all rights to live as a man. As a slave he would lose all rights to own anything and that all he owned would now be Mistress Julie’s. he was to love, honor and OBEY her forever. At the end, dickless agreed and Mistress Julie claimed him. She put a steel collar around his neck and the High Priestess declared I now pronounce You Woman and it slave. it may kiss the Goddess’s Ass, which he did both figuratively and literally. Still kneeling, dickless picked up a silver platter that had deeds to all of his property and he endorsed everything over to Mistress Julie. Mistress Julie changed dickless name to eugene keaton. He was to be called genie for short, and as a genie, he was to do anything his master ordered.

 

dickless was then brought over to a stockade and his head and hands were locked up inside. he was place in the not so typical way of having his face looking upward. Mistress Julie pulled up his wedding dress in which exposed his pink frilly panties. She put on a strap on and consummated T/their wedding and then She pulled out a hot iron and branded genie. After that Mistress Julie climbed up on top of the stockade and rested her feet on genie’s face. Genie lost his bachelor degree and Mistress Julie got her Master’s degree. The reception party was now to begin.

 

There were several games that were going on. In one, there were several men laying on the ground with their excitement showing. The Woman stood at the booth and played ring toss in which they tried to have the ring land on a guy’s erection. If it did, then the slave was hers to keep. In another section there was carnival crane game where the object was to get the claw to pick up a chastity ring, and again if a Mistress could obtain it, then She owned the slave.

 

Mistress Stacy came over to Mistress Julie with a plate of food and a drink. genie had two free hands in which Mistress Stacy put both her plate of food and drink to. Mistress Julie gave Mistress Stacy a wink and they both laughed whole heartedly.

 
 

 

10/27/2009 12:20:03 PM
NEW photos of a recent visiting from out of town sub's session.  this was what I term a perfect session.  despite the sub living in Europe, it began after a properly worded email requesting a session for when he was in town for a conference.  we exchanged a few emails and pics, a couple of calls the night he got to town and then a face to face in the lobby of the the slave's hotel.  he was who he said he was, and he smartly UPOD'ed which means he "Under promised, but Over delivered".

as soon as I finished My inquisition and second glass of champagne, I took him over. I gave him his safe word, and told him, from that point on he was not to speak unless spoken too, was to keep his eyes on the ground until I said differently, and when he did speak was to add the word "Ma'am" to his replies.  I then ordered him to take Me up to his room for our session, which in the end lasted a bit over 3 hours. 

he settled My tribute then we got to a long delightful session.  it began with a thorough inspection and ended with him tied to a chair while I enjoyed dinner from room service.  all that torture builds up an appetite you know.  as you'll see in the pics, this subbie was put into a corset, a posture collar, blindfolded, gagged, then tightly spread eagled on his bed.  I love to scene in a slave's home or hotel room as I know the images of My using him will haunt and tease him long after I've left the scene.

once Isecured slave in this extremely tight position  I changed into My black leather corset, black leather mini and black high heels.  when I returned I tortured his nipples by pulling on the clamps over an over again, removing them, then after 10 minutes of rest and allowing the nipples to swell reatttaching them and beginning the cycle again.  all in all I clamped and released his nipples 5 times, beating his chest and nipples with a soft leather flogger each time before reattaching them.  they were QUITE sensitive by the time we were done. I also  lightly beat his cock into wakefulness, bound it in rope and tied it off to the chain between his feet. then I settled  down in the armchair, rested My feet on his face and allowed him some down time,  while I watched the Yankees win a playoff game.  

when he was released he was ordered to thank Me for the bondgage by properly licking My very shoes and toes while on his hands and knees on the floor.   he did such a good job at that I allowed him to sit back on his knees and massage My legs while I blew smoke in his face and used his mouth as My ashtray. 

I then wanted to whip his ass , so I did and
when My arm tired I tied him to the desk chair and began a long CBT session with many colorful pins attached to his balls and cock.  after removing the pins Mistress was hungry so She ordered room service and left the cunt tied in the chair with a rope around his neck which ran down the back of the chair and attached to his balls so that if he were dumb enough to try to get out of the chair he would either pull off his balls or choke himself or do both.  lucky for him he knew how to sit still and waited patiently looking out of the open window hoping no one would look up and see him naked in bondage.

hope you all enjoy these.  keep an eye out for the pics of the weekend session in My home dungeon. 


10/6/2009 3:26:14 PM

ATTENTION

If your request for consideration does not include the following it will be DELETED and NEVER REPLIED.

 1. your profile must have a completed fetish list (AKA Interests & skills list).

2. a face pic ( and a body pic if available) must be include with your message if your profile has no pics.

3. any messages that omit the use of PROPER PROTOCOL will be deleted. u obviously have minimal experience and I have no need of newbies right now.
HOWEVER, PROPER USE OF PROTOCOL WILL GET YOU TO THE TOP OF THE REPLY HEAP.

4.  IF YOU LIVE IN ANOTHER COUNTRY OR STATE, AND DO NOT already HAVE PLANS, TO TRAVEL TO NYC  DO NOT CONTACT ME.


10/2/2009 12:01:37 PM

if you would like to read a HOT and EXTREME enslavement story read this: 
http://www.bdsmlibrary.com/stories/chapter.php?storyid=6225&chapterid=21669

TYVM to the slave who sent it to Me. 


9/30/2009 3:53:09 PM

I found this story today on a favorite site of Mine Literotica.com.  It is a beautifully poignant tale about the deep love that also exsists in a  Master/slave bond.  time is always ticking away.

http://www.literotica.com/stories/showstory.php?id=55567


9/29/2009 3:27:55 PM
this is a hot bi forced clip.....don't download the site just click open the 2nd clip down entiltled "clip from clubdom.com"

http://cumcuriousmen.com/video/play/Men_Tasting_Cum/_Bi/forced_to_suck

9/24/2009 8:12:31 AM

PICS of My cage have been posted this week.  slave had been a good boy that day so I allowed him to pleasure himself and fill the wine glass, at the end of our scene.  of course he was then also ordered to empty and swallow all.  good job pet!

I wonder if there are any other BAD BOYS out there who need a time out & a treat?  lol


9/23/2009 1:58:19 PM

New pics just posted...these are from a few different scenes I've done over the years. they include pics of the slave harness, the butt plug harness, the arm binder, the spreader bar, one of My many hoods and My bench.  enjoy


9/14/2009 11:02:58 AM
New pics just posted.  this weekend I was in a more sadistic mood and indulged in a long scene involving, chaining, hooding, gagging with an inflatable dildo, a long and painful CBT session,  followed by a milking while hanging from the ceiling. sorry but no pics of the ending as I only have two hands, and both were in use at the time. enjoy and let ME know what you think ;-P

PS:  GREAT JOB CM, I'm glad you do now allow much more explicit pics.

8/30/2009 2:16:36 PM
New pics just posted. let Me know what you think.....  the pics on the bed were taken this morning.  I like to start the day out with some inspirational words from Joel Osteen. if you missed today's message I highly recommend catching it tonight or online.  Surprised I'm a believer? you can't be as blessed as I am and not be a believer.

as todays message was follow your dreams and staying positive I got to making a hot scene happen.  slave has just started a new job and we have not had much time for scening until TODAY.

as you can see I put him in the strait jacket, hood, collar and ropes.  I then got inspired to do a photo shoot, which just got sexier and hotter as time went by.  in all I took about 50 photos and 20 clips of our scene.  unfortunately as I was leading him by his cock down the stairs and in the living room, those are not appropriate to post here.  NO NAKED PICS ALLOWED , damn it! (I really need to consider making a website I have many many scene pics) NO I DO NOT WANT TO SHARE THEM WITH EVERYONE, SO DO NOT SEND ME A REQUEST AS I WILL BLOCK YOU.  those of you who know Me personally know I love long bondage scenes this one turned into a 3 hour scene.  WOOOO HOOOO!!!!!  slave is now plugged and outside cutting the grass... HOPE ALL OF YOU ARE HAVING JUST AS NAUGHTY AND FULFILLING A DAY.


PS: if anyone out there has GREAT video epuipment, I would love to test it out with you as we scene.   your camera MUST have great sound and a tripod.  Or please do not offer it,  or yourself.

I would love to do a scene with multiple slaves also.

PPS: I ADORE My slave husband.  he is the best!


8/28/2009 11:20:53 AM
Two more scenes which make Me long to pull out My strap on.  enjoy all.


http://www.youporn.com/watch/352225/hot-strapon-sex/?from=related3&al=2&from_id=348243


http://www.youporn.com/watch/348243/man-fucked-by-dominatrix/?from=related3&al=11&from_id=313463
    
 
copy and paste link in your webbrowser if the links do not open from here .

8/26/2009 9:28:28 AM
so a few of you have asked about My fantasy scenario and did I ever make it happen. 

Yes and NO!

here is what occurred...I set it up, voice verified with a "slave", met him for a drink, rented a hotel room and then he revealed something completely bizarre when I handed him a butt plug..... he thought I was there because I wanted to be his fucktoy. LOL  men!

so (lucky for him) he called it off before I got the strap on out.  ;-)

I stayed and hung out by the pool, ordered dinner on him and left with my toy bag never being used.

8/21/2009 12:36:46 PM
Lately I've been fantasizing about this:.......I want a female fucktoy who is available in the mornings or afternoons, at least 2 times a week.  Or a male fucktoy who is EXTREMELY well endowed and also available in the mornings or afternoons.  if you are bisexual ..step to the front of the line.

here's the catch though, I do not want to get to know you first, I just want you to walk in strip when ordered and then assume whatever position I tell you to take.  you speak when spoken to, we discuss your limits online and then never again unless you use the safe word I gave you.   I use your holes and you please Me if ordered to, then I send you on your way and call you when I'm in the mood again.

yes we voice verify and meet somewhere public if necessary.  I have a ton of toys and u are always invited to bring your own.

if you like sucking cock as well I would love to have you come by one morning suck My husband off then send you to work with a mouth full of cream as I stretch you out all along. 

the nastier and kinkier you are,  the better.  please be disease free, and sensually wicked. 

8/2/2009 12:25:03 PM
hello all, it's been a while since I had the time and inclination to look at clips, my life has just been very busy this summer.  but as I sat at the computer, listening to the heavy rain this morning I came across this loving yet obviously kinky clip.  it reminded Me of how slave and I made love in the jacuzzi a few nights back.  Overall I give it a 8.5, as I would have prefered for him to fill her up and then pleasure her one more time by cleaning his Mistress off with his tongue.
  http://www.youporn.com/watch/321309/jacuzzi-and-strapon-keeps-the-blood-flowing/

5/31/2009 5:38:46 PM
OHhhh I enjoyed this clip.  reminded Me of how friday ended.  of course he wasn't saying as much as this guy, since he was ordered to show Mistress what a good cock sucker he is by sucking and licking the inflatable didlo as I premiered My newest strap-on, the "Feeldoe".  Ladies it really is all they say it is.  try it if you get the chance;-)

http://video2.xtube.com/watch.php?v_user_id=Mr-Mrs-ShadeTree&idx=5&v=hHjen-S123-&cl=KDoid-S123-&from=&ver=3&ccaa=1&qid=&qidx=&qnum=&preview_flag=_flag
=

5/30/2009 11:13:06 AM

so I wanted to share a scene I had yesterday with one of my slaves.  as life inevitably does it gets in the way of one having fun so it had been weeks since our last mind blowing scene. 

I arranged to meet slave p at my home at 4PM, as I drove up the street at 4:15PM I saw him patiently awaiting me in his car with a big smile and an anticipatory gleam in his eye.  we had no time to spare as our time was limited by R/L responsibilities to only 2 hrs this visit. 

upon entering I ordered him to strip and kneel while I assembled his "slave uniform" upstairs.  I had already decided I wanted to "hang" him from the ceiling while I freshened up and changed into My dominatrix outfit.  the day had started out cold and rainy but as the afternoon progressed it became sunny and warm which meant I needed a shower before I could relax enough to enjoy My pet. 

as I looked in my closet I decided to pull out the leather slave harness, the sensory depravation hood, the stainless steel shackles, the large nipple clamps, and since I was in the mood for some CBT this afternoon.  I searched for the parachute & weights but alas they were not where they should have been, so I opted for the black bondage rope. within minutes slave had the hood, harness, clamps, and shackles on, with the addition of 2 binder clips I attached him to the ceiling ring and "hung" him. 

I was about to remove the spanking bench from the room when it occured to Me I could use it as a both a spreader bar and a table upon which to strap slave's cock down and beat it upon returning.  so in the blink of an eye slaves ankles were affixed to the bench legs, I tied his ball sack many times around snuggly then used the rest of the rope to tie his hard cock against the bench seat tightly. I then turned the station to a salsa music channel and went downstairs for my quick shower.  as I left the room I was flooded with joy, love and lust for this slave who in less than 10 minutes went from a handsome, sexy professional man to looking exactly like what he lives to be for Me, a pleasing bithcboy slave. 

to me men are like dogs, if you can find the itch spots that make their leg twitch out of control, you own them.  I know exactly where to scratch my slave to make him twitch uncontrollably in pleasure and pain and as I showered I could not wait to get back upstairs and begin our scene.  

I was practically vibrating with anticipation when I went into my closet and pulled on the black goddess gown, a patent leather and steel corset to go over it, my red panties and my 6 inch black with red piping heels.  these particular shoes were a gift from slave which I know, make him weak in the knees everytime he is ordered to lick anf worship them.  I added a bit of Lauren perfume, brushed out my long hair, let it hang loose behind me, added some black liner and red lipstick and as they love to say on the food channel, "I was go to go"!

as I purposefully made my way loudly and slowly up the stairs letting my heels ring out against the wooden staircase, I wondered what slave was thinking at that moment? was he as hungry for my domination as I was for his submission?  as soon as I walked in my bedroom, a great upbeat song began playing.  It made me want to dance, so I did, as I picked up the soft leather flogger and began to rythmically whip his tied down cockand balls. each stroke got heavier and heavier until everytime it came down he twitched.  after 20 strokes I asked him do you need mercy pet?  his reply as usual was "No Mistress, please may it have another".  Mmmmm music to my ears......more later I need lunch  lol


5/30/2009 9:48:26 AM

One of my biggest pet peeves are NEWBIES who request something of Me and when I am honest and forthcoming about not being interested in training them online or via phone or exchanging pics, they turn around and act as I've insulted them.  you asked Me a question, I have the right to say EITHER "yes or no".  if you cannot handle a negative reply to your request DO NOT BOTHER ASKING. ....
I've stated before,  I am not interested in making friends online, nor do I wish to chat on here( as I do not have a mic or a cam), and IF YOU LIVE ANYWHERE OUTSIDE OF THE AREA do not ask if you can serve.  you already know the answer is "NO".  how the hell can you be a toilet slave if you reside in another country?  ....... please guys use a little common sense.


5/16/2009 11:01:46 AM
this is my kind of girl! a complete whore. 
this is a video clip. do not open it if you cannot watch something x-rated at that moment. 

PS: not for the faint of heart.

http://www.youporn.com/watch/271625/a-real-live-squirt-box/

11/18/2008 1:58:20 PM
dear INTERESTED subs/slaves:while I am sure you did read My profile, READ IT AGAIN.  I am ONLY seeking certain kinds of  slaves, who FOLLOW the orders in My profile and provide certain information in their replies. I do not seek friends. I cannot accept chat requests,  I have no mic.  please be prepared to talk on the phone and meet fairly soon.   endless IM messaging, will lead to Me dropping you before we even meet.I hate having my time wasted!  (HINT: so do most Dominants. pay attention to their requests, as it is the first orders you are recieving from your potential Owners, and it will increase your chances of getting a reply tenfold.)  

6/4/2008 9:15:33 PM

The Invitation by Oriah

It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living.
I want to know what you ache for  
if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s  longing. 

It doesn’t interest me how old you are.
I want to know if you will risk looking like a  fool,
for love,
for your dream,
for the adventure of being alive.  


It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon...
I want to know if you have touched the centre  of your own sorrow  
if you have been opened by life’s betrayals
or have become shrivelled and closed
from fear of further pain.

I want to know if you can sit with pain
mine or your own
without moving to hide it
or fade it
or fix it.

I want to know if you can be with joy
mine or your own,
if you can dance with wildness
and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes,
without cautioning us
to be careful,
to be realistic,
to remember the limitations of being human.

It does matter to me if the story you are telling me is true, but
I also want to know if you can
disappoint another
to be true to yourself.
If you can bear the accusation of betrayal
and not betray your own soul.
If you can be faithless
and therefore trustworthy.

I want to know if you can see Beauty
even when it is not pretty,
each day.
And if you can source your own life  
from its presence.

I want to know if you can live with failure
yours
and mine
and still stand at the edge of the lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon,
Yes, life is good!

It doesn’t interest me
to know where you live 
or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up
after the night of grief and despair
weary and bruised to the bone
and do what needs to be done...

It doesn’t interest me who you know
or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand
in the centre of the fire
with me
and not shrink back.

It doesn’t interest me where or what  
or with whom
you have studied.
I want to know what sustains you...
when all else falls away.

I want to know if you can be alone 
with yourself  
and if you TRULY like the company you keep
in the empty moments.............

This is a poem I came across yesterday.  I've adapted it from the original version as it so perfectly describes what I long to get from a D/s connection.....  

Oriah, has a a great website with more works should you be as moved by her words asI was:  OriahMountainDreamer.com...

If you are a sub or slave and can give Me what is explained in detail here,  I am very interested in considering you further.

let Me know if you enjoyed it.


5/9/2008 5:25:37 PM
So I am 7 days away from marrying the slave of My dreams and I just wanted to "testify" about U/us and how it is indeed possible to meet the Domme/sub of your dreams online.

in August of 2006 (after being a member for 5 years) I received a life changing email from slave on the Alt.com site.  he was looking to be used, trained and collared and longed to give his little submissive heart to the Goddess Wife his soul kept insisting exsisted somewhere out there, despite all signs to the contrary. 

I as usual was being bombarded with requests for consideration, but after 5 yrs and only coming across submissives who could serve in limited ways and times, was very discouraged.
I saw his email, opened it and there he was(in writing anyhow) the guy who wanted exactly what I wanted and KNEW it.  his request for consideration had everything I sought, protocol, deference, politness and intelligence. 

he'd read My profile, thought it over, and then written his own thoughtful reply which included a cell#, a home #, and a work#. he included his first name and basically made it clear that he was single and ready to be "captured" and trained if I was so inclined.

of course in My usual New Yorker way, I thought, this guy is too good to be true.  but not so!  he was everything he promised to be and then some.  I KNEW from the moment I looked into his eyes at the cafe a couple of days later, that he was the one,My slave, My servant, My (soul's)mate. ........
SEVEN days from now we will bind ourselves to one another through matrimony, and I just wanted all of you still searching to know that, if you never give up and you keep your faith that the person you've always dreamed of DOES EXSIST, sooner or later they will come into your life. don't get discouraged, it has happened and it will happen again! 

be well all and may God bless u in you search, as generously as he has blessed Me.

PS: for those of you who wonder why I now seek a Beta slave, I'd have to say b/c while I am completely in love and lust with slave, My dream is to have multiple slaves some day, with whom I can set up a D/s resort in the carribean where we can all retire to comfortably,  while helping other realize their D/s fantasies if only for a weekend or week.

Vertical Line

Horizontal Line
Horizontal Line
TeachThisGirl467
 
 Age: 23
  New Jersey