Well its been 5 months since I said goodbye to a 3 year relationship, and 4 months since I met the girl who has changed my entire outlook on life.  She makes me smile every day and night, even when I cant be with her the pure thought of her makes me smile so brightly.  She is more than a submissive, more than someone to spend time with, more than a Girlfriend, I truly believe fate has finally smiled upon me, and sent me the one who I am destined to spend a long and happy life with.  I pray that this is the truth and that my heart can finally be repaired and reclaimed.  Love you boo!

Well today I happily can say I have found someone that truely completes me.  She took my breath away from the first embrace.  I hope the wonderful journey we are about to embark on takes us on a long a beautiful road to happiness!!

Finally met, some new friends, and finally have a bed to sleep in, not that my couch isnt comfy I just missed my bed.  Now I have an amazing place to sleep, all black and grey, bedding, looks really good.  Glad I have had the chance to meet new friends on here, some have already dissappered, but hoping more new friends appear to talk too.  Been a long couple weeks, and I have had time to seriously think about everything that is happeneing, happened and will happen in the next few weeks.  I`m hoping that there is some good that will come out of all of this misery, but truely it hasnt helped my state of mind.  After a long relationship such as the one I was in it does take time to heal, but I have found the friends I have met through this website, have helped me make this time a bit easier.

Maybe things were my fault, maybe they werent, the point is, that I am moving on to better, and hopefully happier!

I am glad I started my search here on collarme!  Still kinda depressed but starting to come out of it and starting to get back to my happy self!