Will be performing at The Scarborough Renaissance Faire

Stop by and introduce yourself 

Nice escape from the "Real World" for the summer.

Looking for a willing girl who desires to be the property of a serious Master, to spend the summer as a slavegirl at a Renaissance Festival.

BULLSHIT

I have been on this site for moremthen a year now and I am getting so feed up with the shit that is here. So many scammers. Native American my ass, the same profile picture on a dozen different new girls, the same exact quotes also, asking for the same thing in the same exact words, supposely from different states. People who say they are interested in you but never read your profile.

Bullshit

What is so hard in typing no thank you, I am not interested,

Where has the manners and politeness of a civilized society gone to nowadays.

Whenever someone messages me I always reply even if the person is out of the range of my preferences.

What do I offer a girl, a woman, a submissive, a mate, a slave?

The first answer to that question should be me. I offer myself to the girl who is an intelligent woman. Who knows herself to be submissive to her mate, as she knees naked, slave girl like before her Master.  But who am I? The name of a poem I wrote back in Junior High School. One day dear reader I may find an old copy I know I still have put away in my old studio.

Therefore I will try to illustrate with words what my pencils and paints cannot display. As I have said in earlier writing I am unique mixture of protector and corrupter. I would be your master as well as your Mentor. With the behavior of our society around us nowadays I truly believe I am a man born out of time. As many of us I am a complex mixture of different qualities. I will try to explain who I am.

First I am a dreamer and a romantic soul at heart but a planner and worrier of the future. I am a good person. I'm  a triple Scorpion with Sagittarius influence. In the oriental  calendars I am either a fire or wood horse. I am first generation Italian-American. My Sicilian grandmother spoke very little English. My family was from Brooklyn New York but but my brother, sister and I were raised on Long Island. I am the oldest.  We were considered upper middle class as we were growing up. I have a college education, having earned both a Bachelor’s and Master’s degrees in education. Both degrees have been  paid off in full by me. I pay my debts.

Honor is very important to me. I must be able to face myself each morning when I shave my face, brush my teeth and comb my hair. Each day I try to be better than the man I was yesterday. Most days I succeed. I am a fighter and a survivor. I am a man of strength and pride. Sometimes I have too much pride. When I give you’re my word, I give you my honor and will fulfill my promise for good or ill, whatever it cost me. I take my responsibilities very much to heart. I am very serious about this part of my nature.

For thirty years I have traveled the United States of America, from New York to Massachusetts, to Florida, then Texas, to Wisconsin with all points between and back again performing at Renaissance Festivals, while selling the pewter products of my creative imagination. Twenty Years of that time I did it full time. During that time I portrayed a medieval Merchant Lord known as Lord Raven Shadow, The Doomcrier : Master of The Black Dragon. Impressive title huh, don't you think. Believe it or not I didn’t make it up at all. Each part of my character’s name and title was given to me by others. At some festivals I am also known as the King’s or Queen’s Chess Master. Later I may tell you how I given my name and earned my  titles.   

I live Lord Raven as the example of the noble  Nobleman who cares and protects those under his hand. Who feels responsibility to those who call him Lord. If you have ever seen the movie, “ The Man Who Shoot Liberty Valance” John Wayne’s character is one of the early influences of Raven. As Jimmy Stewarts’ character is quoted as saying, “He was a man that all young boys  wish that they would grow up to be. And the man that every old man wishes he had been when he was a young man.” That is how I have lived as Lord Raven for thirty plus years. I have become the fulfillment of many people’s imagination and fantasies. I have lived a life that many have only dared to dream about.

My Senior Manager, Lady Midnight tells me that I am loyal much too long. How I am dealing with the recent economic downfall  and financial tremor  is an excellent example of the type of man I am. I knew the trouble the nation was approaching before many others. I saw the darkness on the horizon . I knew that to save my company sacrifices had to be made. I knew that lay-offs were needed, but whom to lay-off.

Lady Midnight my Senior manager was the first through. I could save the most money if I laid her off without hurting myself greatly. She has been with me since she was 18 years old, she will 39 this year. She is married to my best friend, and her 18 year old son and 9 year old daughter both call me Gaffer, as in Tolkien grandfather. Next up for consideration was my Northeast Manager Nightbringer who had been my friend and next employee since he was 16 years old, this year he also turned 39. The last choice was then my Ohio Manager Mick and his crew who have been with me for the past twenty years. Since the Ohio festival first opened Mike has been a loyal friend and hard worker, doing his best for me. Mike has been unemployed except for me for the past two years, with two small sons. Who do me lay-off I ask?

How to make such a hard choice? How do you decide who goes and who does not. These are my people, almost my family or clan. I have no wife or children, these people are the closest thing I have to family and I am almost a father figure to most of them. Many of them have met their future wives and husbands while working with me. Some of their children where conceive in my very buildings. At less one child has been named in honor of me. How do you pay back such, memories, friendships, loyalty,  dedication and devotion by laying someone off during these hard times. You know as well as I do that laying someone off is a polite way of saying you are firing someone, that someone is losing their job by no fault of their own. It is a way of allowing the person doing the firing not to feel so guilty of their necessary  action. Sorry but for me that excuse doesn’t  work, I do feel responsible for my people.  I  know that cold corporations having been doing it every day. I am a not faceless, heartless corporation.

I could not lay any of them off. I could not do it. I took the responsibility on myself.  I told all my people we would either swim or sink together.  So the person I fired was myself, I fired myself and took a full time job in the “real world” away from the life I love, to save my business and my people’s jobs. After twenty years out of the teaching field I was lucky enough to land a full time teaching position on Long Island. The running of my business is being handled by my trusted managers in the field, while I tell school.

My old Principal and Mentor, from the early 1980’s was coming out of retirement after ten years to be the new Principal of a brand new Middle School. This man who over the years became also my friend knew  the troubles I had foreseen and why I was doing what I did. He remembered my dedication to my students from our younger days and my passion for teaching. He knew my belief in strong disciple and passionate instruction. He wanted me on his new staff, and that is where I am right now and most likely will be for at less the next five years. At which time I will hope the national economic will have improved, I will be out of debt, have savings in the bank again, saved the business, be able to retire from teaching with a pension and full health benefits. I will be able to move to the next stage of my dream and return to the life of traveling the country once more. Hopefully I will have my loving slave girl at my side at this time.

I am proud of my decisions and what I have done and who am I. Not only do I love myself, I also like who I am. This is the type of man I offer to the woman who would knee before me naked and addresses me as her Master. Imagine how much I would care and value this girl who would dedicate herself to me. How I would honor her commitment with my own. She would be treasured and cherished. For the gift she gives her Master is the ultimate gift, herself. A slave owns nothing, she has nothing but her Master.

Dear Reader please do not mistake my compassion and caring nature for weakness though. My sense of responsibility does not make me weak and I am not easily manipulated. While I would rather pamper and reward a pleasing slave , I will swiftly and harshly punish a displeasing, disobedient  slave girl. My skilled hands can both gently caress as well as cruelly deliver stinging punishment. After thirty years of bdsm experience I know how to use a paddle, whip, crop and or belt to good effect. I believe a woman looks more natural with a collar around her neck and shackles around her limbs. At my age I also know what I want and what I like. For the past twenty years most of my relationships have been to some degree or another bdsm experience. I do not desire a normal relationship, it does not work for me.

What do I offer a woman in our everyday existence. First of all please remember I am not rich and at present am getting myself out of debt. Something ,that I am succeeding at but much slower than I  originally wished for.

With me, at my side, she will always have a dry, warm place to sleep and a full belly when she is hungry. She will never starve unless it is part of a punishment she has earned. She will sleep in my arms, chained by her ankle to my bed when she has been pleasing. When she had not been pleasing she will sleep at the foot of my bed with a thin blanket. Whether she has been pleasing or not her first duty of the day will be to awaken me with the talents of her tongue. What I enjoy watching her wear I will provide and pay for. Whatever bills she develops while she is with me I will take as my responsibility.  If she wishes to advance her knowledge of the world, her own education and enlightenment that , too can be arranged. I want my girl to grow to her full potential while she is with me, too improve herself in all manners. To be able to service me in numerous ways beside as the sex toy she will be. As I  am a Middle School teacher I have excellent health care benefits, including dental, which will be available to my mate, which to the outside world my slave girl would appear to be.  

During the school year we will live a fairly vanilla life with the spice of  a secret bdsm lifestyle to keep us happy, excited and fulfilled in the evening or on weekends.  As a teacher I get several long weekends, and great mini-vacations during the school year.  Thanksgiving’s Day  and Easter holiday to name a couple, not to mention the entire summer vacation break. During these times we will travel to whatever festival my people are at the time are performing at, or some romantic destination I will choice for us. Locations,  where we will be able to live our lives, as our true selves, Master and slave girl.

This is what I offer to a girl who will accept me as her Master.   

What do I require in a girl, a woman, a mate, a submissive partner, a slave girl?

After many years this is a question which I should know the answer too, which I hope to answer in this essay not only for myself but also for you my dear reader. Also after rereading this essay I realized that I reveal even more about myself. I invite you to learn more about me at this time.

 For me first of all she has to be attractive to me. I am sorry if this sounds shallow of me but it is the truth. Remember we both want heat and passion in our relationship. When I see you, you want me to desire to ripe you out of your clothes and take you. Now don’t you. When you see me I hope to ignite a hunger inside of you that will beg for my touch. The sound of my voice alone will be strong enough to arouse your passion.

  Physically the color of her hair, eyes, or skin does not make a difference. I have dated and loved the entire spectrum in this respect. I will be honest; I do prefer longer hair on a woman. I find brushing a women’s hair to be very relaxing for me. A hair brush by the way makes a very handy paddle when a spanking is needed.

The size of your breast is also not important to me, though I will say I prefer natural breast over surgical enhanced breast. Scars and tattoos do not make a big difference also.  Tattoos I hope are in good taste I hope. Remember I am trained as a classical artist and an art teacher. (More on this subject later) In addition if any of your tattoos are your past Master’s or lovers name expect it to be covered. I will pay for what I demand. Scars I consider badges of honor we have won though life, by surviving that which has not destroyed us. Here I wish to honest (More later) I do not appreciate body piercing. I do enjoy pampering a pleasing girl with a pair of earrings from time to time. Don’t expect gold, I like silver better.

Size is also important to me. As I am only 5’8” between 155-165 pounds, (my heaviness was 190 about fifteen years ago) I prefer a woman who is at least a few inches shorter then I am and weights less than I do. At times I like to pick my woman up in my arms or put her over my shoulder and carry her off. I have been told the feeling of being bound helplessly and carried off can be very intoxicating for the female submissive and for me it a rush of power that I do enjoy.

Age, whether young or old is also not greatly important, though again I prefer a woman who is a few years younger than me. I like the feeling of not only being your Master but also your mentor. It is also the teacher in me.  I am an interesting mix of protector and corruptor. Just because a girl is young does not make her immature and not know what she wants and needs. As I am employed as a middle school teacher at this time, certified to teach k-12 in art or special education, you should at less be out of high school. If you could be in my classroom,” forget about it!” Just because a woman is older does not mean she is jaded and used up.

While I am 55 years old this November there are often times when I still felt like I’m 25 and at rare times I do feel like I’m 75. Sorry I do not always act my age. Visually I do not look my age either. If it wasn’t for the grey in my hair, which I wear long or in my beard, worn tight and trimmed I can still past for my late thirties. I dyed it once and felt like a phony. Plus I was finding more hair, in the drain when I shampooed. I would rather have it grey on my head, then dark in the drain. I can still wear my dress slacks and suits from my late twenties. No I do not exercise regularly and I am not a gym rat. I just eat smart and stay active. Beside the high blood pressure pills which I take two pills a day I am in general good health. I have had a blood test done every year, so I know I am clean.

Beside a few caps on my back molars my teeth are in good shape, a pretty face with rotten teeth is a complete turnoff. Corrective measures are fine as long as they appear natural when you smile, which I hope will be often. If everything else is perfect for you having dentist work when we are together is possible.

I have taken care of myself and I hope you have too. Ok, that’s the physical traits I hope for.

Intelligence is the next quality that is important to me. By intelligence even though I am an educated man with a B.F.A. and a Master’s Degree, I do not mean her education. She does not need a college education to be intelligent. She does not have to be going to college. She doesn’t even necessary have to have graduated from high school (If that is the case there had better been a good reason that you can explain to be.) Surprise I am a man that does listen to a woman and a Master that does listen to his slaves. Women have a point of view, slaves also have a point of view I do not always have or are aware of. A man is a fool if he does not use all the tools and resources available to him in the battle, the game of life.  

I have said it before and I will say it again I find a stupid girl annoying, a waste of resources and time, and boring. I do not like to repeat myself a dozen times. If I cannot have a decent conversation with you, you are worthless to me. No matter how drop dead gorgeous you are, you can only spend so much time in bed. I would rather masturbate then fuck a stupid woman again.

With intelligence is wisdom. Do you have the wisdom to know what you don’t know and do you have the wisdom to learn. Are you open to learn new ideas, and have the ability to explore new concepts? The woman that I choose must also have common sense, some street smarts, and people skills. I hope this person also already has good manners, common courtesy is important to me. I am a Dom not a savage. I believe highly in honor. Please remember that. 

We will not be living in isolation. Which brings me to one of the most important qualities I seek in a person, flexibility?

 For the past twenty years until the economic meltdown of recent history I was a full time participant at Renaissance Festivals around the country, known as Lord Raven: Master of The Black Dragon owning my own business of Black Dragon Pewter. I and Black Dragon Pewter have been seen at Festivals in Massachusetts, Connecticut, Rhode Island, New York, New Jersey, Pennsylvania, Virginia, Georgia, Tennessee, Texas, Iowa, Missouri, Illinois, Ohio, Florida, and Wisconsin selling my pewter designs around the country.  During many of the festivals I portrait the King’s or Queen’s Royal Chess Master, Tutor, and Champion. I was even the craft coordinator at one festival for four years. They could never pay be enough to do that job again, maybe?

I enjoyed the freedom of the road, the carefree life, and the experiences that everyone else only dreams about. When I am an old man I will have real stories that will be fascinating and exciting to listen to, not tales of an old man’s faded dreams and what if’s. I have dared to dream and live, and will do so again. If you are the one who will wear my collar I will share my plans and dreams, but only when you have earned that right. A right that only I can grant or take away from you.  

 Right now I am employed as a middle school art teacher, Mr. Bilella and will be for at less the next five years or more depending on my Mother’s health. (She is 80 years old, and very dear to me. I do love my Mother. More on this subject will be written at a later time.)My girl must be able to present herself to the outside world as the loving mate of a dedicated school teacher, while in private she is to be the truly devoted, dedicated, pleasing, committed and obedient slave girl slut on her knees to her Master, me, she can be fulfilling all my commands and wishes. LOL.

This would be a good part of your life for the next few years with me. However my business still lives by my sacrifice. I have three good trustworthy managers, who all combined have 75 years of friendship, service and loyalty with me. To save my business and their jobs I sacrificed myself, by laying myself off and taking a full time teaching position again after twenty years out of the field.

 The universe seems to have a strong love for me and when I take the time to listen the universe provides me with opportunities when I most need them. I believe the universe does looks out for and rewards good people if they are open to see the path in front of them. I am proud to say I am a good person. I like and respect the man I see in the mirror each morning. My old mentor, principal, and friend from the 1980’s came out of retirement to be the principal of a brand new school building and he wanted me on his staff. First time the good of boys club has worked for me. He wasn’t sure if he wanted me as the in school suspicion supervisor or an art teacher, but he did want me. Even before I had the interview I had the job. Thank God I had the qualifications and experience for the jobs. Art teacher won out.

Before I got sidetracked with more of my history I was going to state that for a major portion of the year my slave will also have to portrait a normal loving girlfriend or mate of a school teacher in the public eye. However beside a nice two month summer vacation with pay, as everyone knows teachers get some nice long weekends and some good mini-vacation times during the school year, the Thanksgiving Day holiday, Easter break, mid-winter recess, and Christmas/ Passover /News Year breaks to name a few. During this time we will get on a plane or into a car and become Lord Raven and his slave girl. (What slave name I will give you I do not know at this time that will come in time.) There your slavery will be more on display. Many of the patrons will not even realize that the roles we will play in public for their entertainment will be real for us, even when the show. As I explain to my staffs we become the fulfillment of their fantasies and dreams. For I ask what true man would not want to own a beautiful, intelligent woman who has chosen to submit to a strong man. Many women in their true hearts of heart will not admit they want a strong man worthy of them, who is both fair but firm and gentle but cruel when it is needed. I do love the sight of a woman over my knee.

Last I don’t care if you come to me with only the clothing on your back and empty pockets. Being poor, is not a sin in my eyes. Hopefully you are not too deep in debt. Wealth is not important to me. At this time I am fighting to get out of debt myself which I am slowly doing. I am a doer. I finish what I start.

To be continued………

Good Afternoon Dear Reader

I have been on this site just a short period of time and have quickly realized there are several groups and subgroups of individuals out there.

The first groups of individuals are real people who are truly seeking, like me. In this group are in my view three main subgroups, again like myself whether dominant/ Masters or submissive/Slaves who are truly looking for that fulfilling relationship of their destiny and dreams. Trying to find that perfect person, that we feel are missing from our lives. We are searching for that relationship or match that we can believe can exist in both our dream/fantasy world and our everyday / mundane lives. To these people I wish you will all the luck of success, feeling of success, completion, fulfillment and happiness that I seek for myself for you. And believe me I do love myself. May you find that person as soon as possible!

The next subgroup within this group is those individuals who are just looking for a cheap thrill or to get laid. To you I also wish good luck and happy hunting. May you and whoever you find enjoy yourselves? In addition I hope no one gets hurt too badly.

The last subgroup in this group is the weekend warriors and players who are looking for some excitement in their lives whether that is in real life or in this virtual world. To them I say, “Have fun but be careful.”

Within all three groups are those individuals who have long years of experience in the lifestyle or the game and those either just starting or very curious. To the experienced like I allow me to say please have patience with our newbies. To those of you just beginning, listen to those around you and learn from their knowledge and experience. Enjoy the ride.

Then there is the second group. Made up of those individuals who I consider to be unreal. The first subgroup is the users, those who are here only for themselves. They are the ones who get their jollies using and hurting others for their own selfish benefit. In real life I consider these people to be with no honor, who are cowards and bullies. To these individuals I remind you of the old saying of, for every natural unselfish act you perform you will receive such in return but for every wrong you perform may it be returned to you three fold. So it has been said, so may it be

The last subgroup is the scumbags. Those are the individuals who are here to scam everyone else. They are here in search for the unholy buck. Greed is their only motivation and money is their only god. They are the individuals who are here to take advantage of all of the rest of us.  They will build relationships with you over time only to betray you and destroy you. They will build on our trust and hopes; they will turn our dreams into nightmares. They will take advantage of our desperation to find a true relationship until they have emptied your saving and left you feeling like the greatest fool on earth. These individuals I curse and hope to rot in hell. It’s not nice to mess with an individual of the ancient powers. Yes I do believe in the magic of the old world. More on my views, of this subject will follow later.

Beware of these individuals, they do exist. I know, for me a person with all my intelligence, street smarts, common sense, and life experiences and education can fall victim to one of these individuals that I meet online on another site. Six months later I am still paying off the credit card bill for the plane ticket to bring this person to me. Someone who when I “meet” her online was in England and then had gone to Ghana. I learned about the Nigerian scam first handed. I will not tell you how much I lost but it was significant. What hurt was the feeling of foolishness and stupidity I felt. The damage to my pride and self image was the worst of the experience. The hope and trust that was destroyed within me. People who have known me for thirty years have noticed the difference in how I deal with new people and even old acquaintances lately.

For myself I believe I have learned as the poker player would say “ I believe I can recognize and indentify some of the  tells that give them away  on this site by now.” I hope not to make the same mistake again. However I will be caution and more on my guard. To those individuals who have taken the time to read this far and are interested in possible sharing my life either as a friend or more please be patience with me caution and protective natural. I do not believe I can take much more of this damage to my heart so my armor is they strong, the walls around my heart very high. However know this the journey, the effort to get to know me and gain my trust will be well worth it, I have been told by many people I am a person of integrity and honor, that I keep my word to all I give it, am a loyal friend to a fault, and a desired person of quality.

In the following days I will post more writing on my personal feeling and thoughts on relationships   within the guidelines of this lifestyle and life in general. I will write on my life experiences and how they have shaped who I am today, along with a  brief history of my life. I am a very simple but complex mixture  of values and beliefs. I truly feel I was born out of time but know that I must still exist and hopefully flourish in our real world.

I will write on what my philosophies are as they relate to the Master/ Slave, dominant/ submissive lifestyles. I will explain what I feel are the responsibilities of the Master to a slave. What I will offer to provide for the girl/ woman that will offer to submit to my rule. What qualities I require in the girl that will one day kneel at feet and call me Master. What I will expect , demand from the slave who I chose to offer my collar to.

Further I will explain my dreams and my plans for the future. Can you be part of that grand dream, do you want to know more. In my business life I have a house motto for my Renaissance festival business,

Remember Your Dreams

Believe Your Dreams

Live Your Dreams

Lord Raven: Master of The Black Dragon

Oct. 18, 2009

WOW
Just found what I thought to be the perfect offer. Responded with a lengthy response and the profile was completely gone in less then 15 minutes. Does not even register on my sent mail. wonder what that is all about.