I absolutely hate to journal but I think I should write this. I know that this is a lifestyle, and have I ran from it, more then once.. Has it scared the hell out of me OH HELL YES. But here I sit once again wondering if finally. I do feel that finally has come and I trust that it has but only time will tell. But off my rant and back to why I was going to journal. I have seen a lot of people on here that are all about the good old dollar which I guess to each their own on that one. But don't you think that being spoiled is way more meaningful when it comes from the heart and not for the NEED of affection? I guess what I'm saying is I'm more then willing to spoil the Domme / Mistress that I finally end up with but it's not going to come from the have to side of me but the want to side of me. |