God damn it was so good, to see you on Friday. But damn I don't want 

to lose my focus. But we do feed each other energeticly. 

How sad I see that you killed your account, I mean I can't

say that I blame you on one level.. but this site brought us

closer together and for that I will always be grateful. )O(

These next few days maybe a huge turning, point for the better.

I walk into all of this with love & trust. 

Pretty much just resting & reflecting before, the craziness starts up.

Your profile popped up and it gave me a good laugh. Nothing like time distance and love for one's self to make a great turn around. 

Thankful..

This silence is deafening. 

Life wow it's insanely busy for me at the moment and not

currently looking for anyone new in my life at this time.

Wow talk about a lot of petitions to consider lately, from men asking for my help to mentor or Top.

Wow that was stunningly beautiful, and I'm emotional after viewing that. Resolution..

Don't take people you care about ever for granted, you never know when they may slip through your fingers so to speak.

Oh dear god now what, my intuition has been rather off lately

in "that" department. 

I had to take it easy today since my knee is killing me, that's what I get for landing on cement on it. Tomorrow should be a good day, tending to a few different things and I get to be back in SM. 

I'm for sure at a very interesting crossroads after all this, time being active in the lifestyle. 

Just been preparing myself for the long, week ahead of me.

Such a great day today across the board and I was greatful to connect with

one of my bestfriends yesterday.

Thank you very much.  ;)

Going to my old digs tomorrow, just really looking forward to going to the beach. 

I would be lying if I said I wasn't half tempted, to send you over there tonight.

I truly hope that your class goes well tomorrow night.. 

With everything else that is going on, it's driving me nuts at the moment.

Hopefully I'll be able to ease up a bit sometime this week, when I touch

base with a few people in my life. 

I wish you would of listened to me when I told you that your profile, is still showing up on here as active. 

Happy holidays.

So much to sort out when I come back home.

I'm willing to learn just show me.

At the moment I'm attempting to squeeze in as much "me time" as humanly, possible before the holidays arrive. I really need some solid down time and I want to burn my "top hat" and just relax and serve. 

Nothing like starting off my slow morning with a hot bath, chia with whipped cream, and a book.

:)

Wow sometimes timing is seriousy everything, lots to ponder on..

Now that's my kind of dream...

Looking forward to catching up with a good girlfriend of mine & enjoying the lovely weather we've been having here in Los Angeles.

So ready for the beach tomorrow, even though it's suppose to rain.

I feel blessed truth be told even with everything, that is swirling on around me. I am honored and thankful for those in my life.

Also more than ready to open up about what's been on my mind.

Today I get to have some well needed me time with friends. Looking forward to celebarating my birthday early too, since I have no idea what my next week is going to look like. I do feel more connected with myself & there's a part of me that is hopeful. Hoping to see someone else today so that we, can stay on the same page. ;)

This is an all time new for me I have an 18 female who's pursuring me & I think she's a Switch to cute. I'll have to be very mindful when dealing with her on any level, I protect females I'm not out to hurt them. Then again that goes across the board I'm not out to hurt anyone, unless they go after my tribe.

Thinking it over at the moment.

I shall go to bed with your name on my lips.

Today has truly been a positive day across the board..

This has to be a new record or something and the dreams keep on coming.

Bless the darling females they keep seemingly falling into my lap which, I don't want to keep happening. Damn it to hell I don't know weather to laugh or scream, long long week. It's good to be thought of none the less, just attempting to figure all this out..

The start to a good morning hopefully, back to my tea I go..