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I have created this file in search of just One. It is not really a search. i have found the One i have long searched to serve, so now i am working to demostrate me sincere desire, my deep urge, my need to be controled by Her. To serve Her. To be used for the satisfaction of Her Whims.
She is xxxmistress, and She is truly a Dominant Woman. Not one to play games, give a couple of spankings, and add a little kink to Her life. She is a Dominant, in control Woman. If She spanks You it's because She is apuishing You for not doing as told, or to demonstrate her power over you...it is not merely a way to pass the time. All things with Her are done with purpose. And Her purpose is to guide and lead male slaves to be the best they can be through servitude to Her, through following Her training.
i do not know these things from personal experience, i know them becuase i have been in Her presence, and that is all it took to understand.
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Mistress allowed me to cum again today!!
It was the same as the first assignment:
Clean toilet, put seat down, kneel, masturbate until i came on seat, eat it clean. The BIG difference this time was that i was given permission to print out a copy of Mistress' pic to look at whilst i masturbated (making sure not to get anything on Her pic, of course).
Really love following Mistres' orders...makes me feel controlled, like in a protective blanket from Mistress! |
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Mistress gave me another assignment (that incledued being allowed to cum!!). After working out and showering, i wnet to Her toilet, closed the lid and placed a plate on top of the seat. Per Her instructions, i then proceded to masturbate until i shot a rather large load (i think the large load was because i have been in a near constant state of physical arousal, as i am now as i type this, thinking about Mistress, since the last time She gave me permission to cum.
Anyway, i then scooped up my jizz from the plate and spread it all over my face. I had to rub the clumps of sperm in fairly hard to get them to adhere to my face. i then layed on my back in bed waiting for the cum to dry. The whole time i was caught up in the fact that i am so lucky to be in training with such a Powerful Woman. The cum actually fried pretty hard, and made it a bit difficult to fall asleep, but all that time was spent thinking about Mistress, so it certainly wasn't wasted! i feel i am doing a good job thus far abiding by Mistress' instrucions, and i hope She is pleased with me. |
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i am full of joy today after having met xxxmistress. She allowed me to be in Her presence yesterday so that She could meet me and determine if i would be suitable to serve, worship, and obey Her.
i arrived early because i did not wnat to dare keep Her waiting. When i saw a Woman dressed as She said She would be dressed to meet me, i could feel adrenelin course through my body. She has a beautiful body. She is petite. She has blonde hair and fair skin...mmm! i wasn't sure that She was the One i was there to meet, but as i approached Her table, i was hoping She was the One.
i was very excited when she allowed me to sit down with Her. i cannot say what Her face looks like because, quite simply, i have not seen it. i was instructed prior to arriving to keep my eyes cast down. Since She never instructed me otherwise, i obeyed Her original instructions and have therefore not seen Her face.
Mistress had specific questions She wanted me to answer. She did not make small talk. She knew what She wanted to reveal, and She knew what questions She wanted answered. Once that was completed, She sent me on my way.
i wore briefs rather than boxers to the meeting since i tend to get excited just being around truly Dominant Women. It was not long sitting before Her that i was glad to have made the underwear decision i had. This Woman reeks authority! It would be a huge turn on for any true slave to be near Her. In addition to having a hardon, i had butterflies in my stomach the entire time i spent with Her.
i was happy to be given an assignment by Mistress today via email. i was instructed to clean my toilet while maintaining an erection, then cum on the seat and lick it up when i was done. i had never eaten cum, but was happy to follow Mistress' orders. Just the thought of following orders that She had given was a wonderful experience. i am happy just that She saw fit to take the time to give me orders.
i also admitted to Her that i had masturbated while looking at Her pic on collarme. i could not help myself, as just the thought of serving Her, and being used by Her excited me. i have promised not to do so again unless She has directed me to do so.
Mistress, no man can serve You, adore You, and worship You the way that You truly should be served, adored and worshipped. this lowly slave begs for the opportunity to do so the best i can to provide You with the pampering You deserve, the Honor You desreve, and the outlet for You to find amusements for Your whims that You deserve.
Please, Mistress. i long to be rapped up in Your web of control. You have already captured me with Your aura of Dominance, please make me Yours to serve, adore, worship, pamper, and to be used as You see fit...i beg You...please.
With great respect and desire to please, james
p.s. if any other potential slaves care to meet Her, i am sure you will have the same reaction to xxxmistress as i have. |
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| Age: 29 |
| Auckland,
New Zealand |
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