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| Hello all you DaddyDoms out there. I am a 32 y/o female submissive baby girl (no slave ownership) who needs a strong,sexy, confident DaddyDom who is kind, caring, patient and loving as well as Dominant and can take control when he needs tO. IM not looking for any guy who thinks he can act dominant long enough to get a Sub only much to her dismay, cannot BE a proper DaddyDom. I don't want a lil hair pulling and ass smacking-call it kinky n its donE. I'm looking for a confident (not cocky) DaddyDom who is seeking a baby girl to train n call his own. I have light experience w the lifestyle itself but no real Sub training, made to follow rules n I know I've never been properly disciplined. So the Daddy I choose must be able to be firm when it is needed. I love being a Sub. Pleasing the man that I call my daddy is a huge satisfaction/pleasure of mine-ESP if he lets me know that his baby girl is pleasing him well. I also enjoy giving overt total control in the bedroom. this includes my orgasMs....I'm not into hard core pain/bondage but enjoy it on the lighter sidE. LOVE being slapped, choked, spanked n hair pulleD. Also love dirty talking, light humiliation (called dirty lil whore etc) and dressing up for my Daddy. I also enjoy gagging n sucking Daddy's cock. I am bisexual n open to a female playmate once my new Daddy n I have established our own relationship as I am looking for long term not juSt a sex or role playing partner. I consider myself fairly open minded n always up for exploring new avenues n trying new things. If I sound like what you've been searching for, then message me! Your search could be ovEr
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May 10, 2015
Entry #3-What my submission means to me...
**Add. from Entry #2-
A lot of writing today but there's so much I feel I need to add or make known. In Entry #2 I mentioned not putting a BDSM personal ad out, n then elaborated to say on my own. I got off track but meant to include that I had a couple seeks sub female playmate on Get life.com w my previous "Daddy"/Control Freak partner. Just wanted to add that in.
My Submission-
The thought of relinquishing total control has always held much excitement for me mostly BC I never could imagine it being obtainable. Largely BC it requires FULL TRUST in another human-Something I'd learned early on n convinced myself just wasn't possible. When my ex n I began exploring the lifestyle we quickly gained the "connection" that's associated w it and I very naively, uneducated/not near enough research n way too quickly gave him full trust n control. He very eagerly took it n abused it, tho I didn't know that's what it was at the time. But I knew I gained great pleasure from fulfilling his needs, pleasuring him, taking orders n following rules (some not even remotely related to lifestyle he just authorized more control than I'd given permission for) n felt very complete n satisfied 99% of the time until our relationship went downhill. He lost interest in the lifestyle n me and I became more interested and had the intense urge to be dominated, disciplined, taught, played with n loved. I WANTED to be 100% submissive n eventually collared by him... but I didn't feel as if he viewed my submission as a gift but rather a toy, something that was his by rights. It made me sad most days the last 3 months we were together. I didn't feel complete, whole, satisfied or loved. Our connection was gone but my desire to submit only grew more. And when I tried to anticipate his needs or take care of him, he'd snap at me n say that I was babying him n he didn't like it. Long story short, the man I thought was my true love, wasn't. But my eyes were opened up to a whole new world... one that I've discovered I have to actively be a part of or I feel like something is missing. I'm not ashamed at all by my lifestyle choice. I'm proudly submissive...
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May 10th, 2015
Journal Entry #2
I thought I'd use my 2nd entry to elaborate a bit on the reasons for my apprehension/fear/anxiety related to placing a Baby Girl seeking DaddyDom personal ad...When I said I'd never placed one before, that wasn't entirely accurate. I have recently shrewd gotten out of a serious relationship w a man (what I thought was serious, he did not but failed to be honest w me) n at the start of our almoSt 10 Mo relationship we discpvered that he was very sadististic/dominant in nature and I personally had a secret light masochistic/very submissive n need to relinquish control side. I knew what we were both interested in had a name so I did a lil research n was turned onto the world of BDSM n the Daddy/Baby Girl fantasty role play n lifestyLe. We explored the lifestyle n experimented here n there. Unfortunately, as our relationship continued, his intrest in the lifestyle became limited to only when he was under the influence of alcohol or other drugs n even then he made me watch Female lesbian domination porn for hourS-I love pussy too n don't mind watching porno either, but diversity is a must! And he ended up making me feel very inferior n as if I didnt please him anymore as it got to where he wouldnt fuck me unless porn was involveD. He stopped talking dirty n telling me how good I was pleasing him...and became slightly more than a bit obsessed w making a 3some happen w another bI sub female so he could dominate us both. I agreed at 1st bc I loved the idea as well as pleasing Daddy n fulfilling his fantasy of being w 2 girl. But I wanted tto talk about terms/guidelines/limits n the selection of the girl (all mutually agreed upon) but he avoided me n changed subjects. Towards the end of our 6th Mo, the fantasy idea of 2 girls n my daddy no longer excited me bc he wasnt even wanting to have full play sessions w me (vanilla sex w a slap or choke here n there) n lasTed 5-10 mins till he got off. Other times, we would go two weeks so sex of any kInd n he'd decide while laying in bed to use his control n make me suck his cock till he came n then go to slee. Since a major ruLe was no masturbsting w/o his permission n even then it was to be in his presence...I'd be left terribly horny, needing to be dominated n then held but instead huddled under the covers while he snored w his back turneD. Thats where our relationship ended now I loOK back. We ended up being forced to lI've apart in December n it went downhill from there bc he had trust issues tho I'd never given reason (more on how I view my submission in #3) but he had given me plenty via the several different girls he messaged on FB explicitly n denied my existance. He ended up leaving me for an ex gf of his whom I believe he's been cheating on me w since month 6. That's old news noW...but the relationship n intro to BDSM n Dom/Sub lifestyle was a huge plus for me...and I learned it's part of who I am. I need to give control n be dominated to feEl complete. The amazing emotional connection tied in adding chemistry in all areas is a def PLUS too: ) So that's why I'm seeking a REAL DaddyDom...I don't know what it's like to truly be dominated...but the play I did w a guy who thiught he was real was awesom. Does it get bette?? Plus I want to explore deeper into my submission but be guided by a Dom w patience n experienc. I can be bratty at times bc thATS the only wat I know how to get the attention I need |
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May 10, 2015
Entry #1
I was finally able to make the time today to sit down n finish my collarspace profile, including getting one pic uploaded. More pics to be added soon. I opened a profile last night after much deliberation n a bit of apprehension out of nervous anxiety n fear. I've never put a personal ad online or anywhere else seeking a DaddyDom. Ill explain further in my #2 journal entry. Just wanted to use my 1st one to let others know that my profile IS updated now. :)
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| Age: 26 |
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