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I've been researching and studying the "scene" for several years now. Recently though my methods have moved beyond study and research and into an almost full time practice and dedication of and to the lifestyle. I am currently in a relationship. You can see his profile here as Artinthedark.There is quite a bit I will allow and or force him to do. As long as I can watch. -smirk- Presently I am looking for friends interested in discussion and open minded conversation intended at enriching the experiences of all involved. To put it simply, if anything you see here is of interest feel free to contact me. Though I would ask you to do so respectfully. First impressions do most definetly count. There are no set limits, within reason. Safe and Sane however are non-negotionable. I like to think that I take a different approach to the lifestyle then many I know. That difference being I like to evalutate and contemplate the psychological aspects of all levels of the various play styles. It's more then a game, it's more then spankings and naughty clothing. It can be a total mind/body/spirit experience. And I will always try to make that a priority. Life is short and there is a lot yet I want to learn. Be Naughty; Okami Loathed

3/20/2008 3:08:50 AM So yeah it has obviously been a while since I have updated a journal or anything like that. Though I seriously doubt that really has much of an impact with regards to anything. Wow, that sounds really sour and that wasn't my intention. Guess I am just stressing on just about every level. Even a video game I've played for years has now taken on a whole new face. I've experienced down days, weeks and even had hard months before. But never have I felt so trapped in a constant state of spinning my wheels. This time last year I was looking forward to a future of new friends, maybe a little dungeon and of course all the clothes and toys to really reflect my style! Then reality smacks down like a ton of bricks. Even in a city like Phoenix the job market is bringing clouds of ire down upon me. From either no response from employers to blanket statements of over qualified, and now most recently the job I have been waiting two years for, in fact the very reason why I moved down here with nothing but what I could fit into a few boxes, is now falling apart. Yea for red tape! I'm trying to keep my head up and all of that but it's really getting to be very hard. And of course to those closest to me, they think all is well and dandy. It's really almost scary how well people can think they know you and yet you feel each day like they barely know you at all.

9/9/2007 6:11:50 PM Greetings and Salutations to all the Naughty! I've been aware of this environment for quite some time now, but as is pretty normal for my personality I had decided to watch from the shadows. I live for life experiences and due to that and the growth I know I want to experience I have decided to step forward and do what I can to reach for the stars. And maybe a leash or two. I dislike the title of Mistress and Domme, but that is just a personal preference. Instead I have fallen quite in love with the title of Okami. Not only does it appeal to my love of Japanese culture, art, and language but it reflects a woman of the house. Not just a dominate personality or sexual fetish. (No offense) My life, loves, interests and fetishes run deeper then a simple spanking or latex wear. While I am curious about just about everything mental and emotional stimulaton are highly erotic to me as well. I wish everyone here at collarme the very best of experiences and hope to meet many new and interesting friends.