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I WILL NOT TRAVEL TO MEET A DOMINANT FOR THE FIRST TIME AND I DO NOT ACCEPT RANDOM FRIEND REQUESTS, YOU EITHER HAVE MET ME OR SENT ME A MESSAGE. ALL MEETINGS WILL TAKE PLACE LOCALY THIS IS NOT UP FOR DEBATE
"Many people will see your face but it is a rare person that can see your soul"
-little songbird
Every time i go someplace i get funny looks usually after i speak. Sometimes people laugh sometimes they make faces. So in giving these people the benefit of the doubt, I've decided all i can do is update my profile so perhaps they can understand me better.
I have been a watcher of the lifestyle for many years now learning where i can. However I have only recently begun to participate. I feel like i am now ready for hands on education. There is very little I can say that i know even about myself as since i discovered this part of me that is so deeply rooted to my soul has been relatively recent I am still grasping at straws trying to find myself within the lessons that are tought through the only teachings that truly matter to me at this point, Life.
I am a Transexual this much i have known all my life. I do not care how you coin it label it or otherwise . It is not my fault i was born anatomicly incorrect. But I am Mentally and legally a female. despite that people seem to think that i am some mutant or freak. I am a person and if you cut me i will bleed just like anyone else.
I do not demand your respect or understanding, i do however respectfully request your tolerance. Ignorance is in my eyes is an abuse and scapegoat for cowards and fools. Please don't message me or respond to my posts if you are ignorant and refuse to learn.
I am in every single countance of my life submissive. As i have always been. I am emotional and arguably broken from tradgedy and bigotry and simply put bad choices.
Yet I am still here. Despite it all, and even on many occasions my own desire to hermitize and remove myself from the lifestyle I still manage to find myself getting my hair pulled or suspended. And those are two things i can never get enough of.
I want to know more. I want to know i can feel. I want to know what it is like to have a Domme hold me when i am scared. The trust of another to whom i know i belong to and with. I want to grow.
This aside, my favorite colors are purple and Blue, my favorite food is Pizza, I smoke but i am trying hard to quit. and i don't drink unless the setting allows.
thankyou for reading this and i hope all is going well for everyone =)
by popular demand... I am back on .
I am also seeking a Mommy/Daddy Dom, Master/Mistress, Friends, candy...and the meaning of life =3
I know a great many things The Lifestyle is not one of them all i do know is i Am a Sensua Little Servicel Sub interested in exploring what all this is truly about.
Life is funny the way it seems to throw random bannana sandwiches in your face. In fact i have begun to think of Life as the plot build of perhaps Lord of the Rings. It starts off with ignorant bliss, then when you discover the crap you will inevitably face along your trek to Mordor it all seems very bleek. Then you actually set forth to tackle the obstacles and in the process realize bleak is about the understament of your lifetime but in the end sure you lose a finger and grow up way to fast but it's not without it's absolutley serene and beautiful moments.
For those of you wondering about me and my nerdiness. Lets just say I am content with who and what i am. I like to think of my self as a Butterfly. I'm still very much in my cacoon. but Someday the perfect Master will find me to be his Perfect Slave and will coax me out of the shell within which i slumber and spread my beautiful wings to a bleak and dreary world.
I may be Trans but i am no less a woman for it.
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| Age: 29 |
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