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| I'm a geeky feminist. A gamer. A musician. I like Star Trek, Sci-fi, B-movies, horror movies, and MST3K. I've been told repeatedly by others that I'm a movie buff. I have been collecting games since I was a kid and I have a massive collection. I lean toward consoles because it's just my preference. I write my own music and I mostly play guitar. I also cover electro songs on my acoustic guitar for my own amusement. One of my favorite bands is The Sisters of Mercy. I have been attempting to satiate my powerful lust for horror movies lately. I collect LaserDiscs and own a Pioneer brand player. I'm fascinated by older media formats, partly because I'm a bit of a tech geek.
Don't waste my time asking me to be your slave or sub. If you are a male dom and you think you're going to challenge me then you will lose. I'm currently just browsing the site out of curiosity. I read about it on other forums so I decided to check it out. I've been reading a lot of the journals of fellow female users and learned some interesting things about how the site can treat them. Do not call me pet names if you send me a message and do not argue with me about what a pet name is. "Mistress" and "Goddess" are pet names. Do not send me messages that are designed to provoke role play. Do not ask permission to ask a question because this is so infuriating and absurd. Asking for permission is asking a question. Do not send me a message and then demand that I carry on the conversation for you. Do not ask for my phone number or shove your phone number into my face. Do not send me your dick shots because I don't care. Do not offer me tributes because that is creepy. I don't want your money and I find it to be rather strange that so many strangers want to send another stranger their money. Don't contact me if your primary motivation is to learn if we have a fetish in common. Do not fetishize me for my race. Do not infer that me glancing at your profile means I'm interested or "tempted." I just enjoy analyzing profiles. If this paragraph offends you then that's because you're an ignorant asshole. Keep in mind that this paragraph is in response to the most common generic messages that I receive.
P.S. I deleted my original profile and this is my second attempt with this site. I hope it is less frustrating than my first attempt. I had a different Portal reference for my older account.
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I was a moderator in Return To Sender on FetLife. Another moderator, a fat white person, recently told me that because prejudice against fat people didn't bother her at all racism shouldn't bother me at all. I was offended and when I tried to educate her she and her friend, another moderator, began to mock and Insult me. I was more civil than what they deserved, but I eventually ran out of patience and told them both to fuck off. The owner of the group was closer to them than me, took their side, ganged up on me, and kicked me out the group that we moderated together. This was a group I defended and worked on for a year and a half. There was no backlog of people who were banned so I volunteered to fix that. I spent hundreds of hours tracking down the offenses of the hundreds of banned members. The purpose of this was so that we would have a record of the violations that caused these people to get banned in case they ever appealed their ban in the future. Whenever someone would openly bash on the group itself I came in and defended it. Whenever someone violated the rules I enforced them. When someone would send me a question in private I did my best to provide a satisfactory answer.
A few friends of mine who were also moderators witnessed the argument between the racist moderator and myself, but they just watched. I stuck up for them when they were uncomfortable, but they remained silent when it was their turn to speak up for me. Silence condones racism. They betrayed me. I'm disappointed by these people. |
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David Campbell (AKA David "Bond)" is a white American racist PUA scumbag who sells videos (for $67 a video) teaching men how to coerce Asian women into sex. He travels around Asian countries and records himself harassing women in public. There's no indication that these women are aware that these videos are meant to be sold. He also teaches that Asian men are inferior to white men and that this is the reason why Japan's population is declining. The first link is an article about his personal history and his greatest influence, Julien Blanc. The second link is a petition to ban him from entering various countries including Cambodia. The last link is a video of him teaching his niece to say, "Ching chong, Hello, kitty."
http://reappropriate.co/2016/01/american-pick-up-artist-is-selling-videos-to-teach-tourists-how-to-harass-asian-women/
https://www.change.org/p/stopdavidbond-from-harassing-sexually-exploiting-women-in-asia
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EudFCyedmCU
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This is an interesting article on why "yellow fever" is not only disgusting, but also just dangerous: http://everydayfeminism.com/2015/12/asian-woman-fetishes-hurtful/ |
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This tragic story of racist scum ruining the life of a 13 year old breaks my heart.
http://blog.angryasianman.com/2015/12/family-sues-school-over-bullied-teens.html?m=1
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I love the weather at this time of the year. |
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Fuck anyone who wants to fetishize me because I'm Asian. My race doesn't determine my personality, intelligence, my desires, nor my life goals. |
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New journal entry coming soon. |
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A 53 year old man whom I've never interacted with sent me this poor attempt to insult me when he chose not to read my profile:
"your mothers pimp should have taught you better manners. but I guess he was too bust bottle raping your whore mother. therefore your fathers boyfriend should have taught you better manners. but I guess he was too busy bitch slapping your faggot father all over town. that is why you became a pathetic skank who begs total strangers to give you handouts. you would be better off if you got a cup filled with pencils and found an appropriate street corner, instead of expecting collar me assholes to donate their money to you. that is just plain fucking pathetic"
This is the best "offensive" material that this 53 year old man can come up with. He didn't even try. This is the type of horseshit I expect from a child in 3rd grade. He even says, "your fathers boyfriend." I can easily imagine an eight year old's voice. The insults are way too forced, juvenile, illogical, and irrelevant and my profile clearly explains that I'm not a findomme. He must also hate proper grammar and punctuation. Total moron.
*shakes head*
He had sent me a message previously offering to do my homework for me. I ignored his stupid offer and the garbage above was his response to being ignored. This is actually relevant to my previous journal because this crybaby feels he's entitled to a response. |
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I'm repeating an earlier journal entry because my experiences on this site indicate that I must.
I don't understand the men who complain about getting no responses from women here or anywhere. When I tell someone "No, I'm not interested," they often respond with angry butthurt messages filled with sexism, racism, criticizing my body, or just calling me a "bitch, cunt, whore" instead of being an adult. Maybe these guys who whine about receiving no responses have no basic human empathy. If you're the type of person whose feelings are hurt because I and other women don't respond to you, then you don't deserve a response because you can't place yourself into the shoes of other human beings. You are incapable of understanding the suffering caused by constant sexual harassment. If your first thought is, "then stop using this site," then you're the one who shouldn't be here since you're a narcissistic entitled asshole and you should just fuck yourself instead of attempting to fuck others.
Often, many of these guys start the conversation with a rude statement by telling me about their fetish and how they want me to treat them, as if reading about this total stranger's desires will make me want a casual fling or a long term relationship with them. If you're going to be rude to me you should expect the same in return. Many of these people accuse me of being rude, which not only means they have terrible social skills, but they are also oblivious to their own irony. It's as if these guys want women to NEVER consider them so these guys do their best to ensure they have no chance by shoving their fetishes into a woman's face.
So you tell me:
What do I get from you telling me about your foot fetish when you're a total fucking stranger? Starting a conversation with me about your fetishes when we're strangers to each other just tells me you only want to fuck me. You don't give a shit about me as a person. I don't need to resort to the internet for a random fuck if I desire one. I watch porn when I'm horny so why the fuck do I need you? Politely saying, "No, I'm not interested" gets me insults, online stalkers, and threats in return. Saying nothing when I'm uninterested gets me insults, online stalkers, and threats in return. I could ask if you prefer no response or a no thank you, but a better question is why don't you approach me like a human being? All of this reminds me of when I ride my bike on the sidewalk and random assholes scold me for not riding my bike in the street. I ride my bike in the street and then random assholes scold me for not riding my bike on the sidewalk. |
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A dom just asked me what I want on this site. I took my time to answer honestly, hit send, and discovered he blocked me before I could respond. I read his journals and noticed he whined about being preemptively blocked by another user who contacted him. This demonstrates his total lack of self awareness. It's unfortunate that I wrote an honest answer for him, which would have been:
"Well, I honestly don't have high expectations for this site. The ideal thing, which is likely a generic answer, is someone who is intelligent, logical, doesn't compartmentalize their beliefs, compassionate, compatible, and is willing to be understanding.
I don't expect to find that nor am I dependent on finding that. There's nothing wrong with remaining single indefinitely. I discovered this site through recommendations stated on other relevant forums so I decided to check it out."
Soon after this guy appeared, another total stranger who claimed to be a sub sent me a message containing his ignorant sexist generalization about women's behavior. I soon told him off and blocked him because arguing with a wall is pointless. He then returned with two more profiles, both of which were listed as doms, and spewed more misogynistic hatred at me without any provocation. He couldn't understand why sexually harassing women or judging all women based on his own anecdotal evidence are both wrong. I also realized that he's an MRA after analyzing his profile pictures, which makes him the silliest of all fools. |
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A user crawled to my profile, criticized my profile, and insulted me. I blocked and banished him back to his mother's basement. He couldn't take the butthurt, quickly assembled a new profile, insulted me again, then blocked me. Such bravery. I don't have to wonder why he's single because I already know. I'm glad I had the opportunity to waste his time.
I like thinking about the psychology of these people who do this. I think people like this user behave this way because they possess zero confidence due to having such an unappealing and abhorrent personality. They're aware of how they function and yet would rather attack and blame women for their own shortcomings rather than putting any effort into refining their nasty personality. This user found me and decided that they couldn't appeal to me without even talking to me, then took their frustration out on me, and couldn't accept my indifference to them. I receive enjoyment from trying to figure how personalities like these form in the first place. I just find mammals like this to be fascinating. |
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I got this message from another creeper this morning:
"what would it take to get you to tie me up and use me as an ashtray i could pay 400 or so?"
I responded by saying:
"I'm not a prostitute."
His response:
"might want to learn the meaning of that word
wow most people know the meaning before 4th grade"
I wonder if he's aware of his own irony. He then blocked me, which actually saves me the trouble of having to communicate with him again. I love it when they get mad. This is another butthurt finsub who's so ashamed of soliciting prostitutes for sex that he's redefined the word "prostitute" to make himself feel better. *rolls eyes*
pros·ti·tute
ˈprästəˌt(y)o͞ot/Submit
noun
1.
a person, typically a woman, who engages in sexual activity for payment. |
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My profile is visible again. Thanks to everyone for letting me know. |
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I don't understand the men who complain about getting no responses from women here or anywhere. When I tell someone "No, I'm not interested," they often respond with angry butthurt messages filled with sexism, racism, criticizing my body, or just calling me a "bitch, cunt, whore" instead of being an adult. Maybe these guys who whine about receiving no responses have no basic human empathy. If you're the type of person whose feelings are hurt because I and other women don't respond to you, then you don't deserve a response because you can't place yourself into the shoes of other human beings. You are incapable of understanding the suffering caused by constant sexual harassment. If your first thought is, "then stop using this site," then you're the one who shouldn't be here since you're a narcissistic entitled asshole and you should just fuck yourself instead of attempting to fuck others.
Often, many of these guys start the conversation with a rude statement by telling me about their fetish and how they want me to treat them, as if reading about this total stranger's desires will make me want a casual fling or a long term relationship with them. If you're going to be rude to me you should expect the same in return. Many of these people accuse me of being rude, which not only means they have terrible social skills, but they are also oblivious to their own irony. It's as if these guys want women to NEVER consider them so these guys do their best to ensure they have no chance by shoving their fetishes into a woman's face.
So you tell me:
What do I get from you telling me about your foot fetish when you're a total fucking stranger? Starting a conversation with me about your fetishes when we're strangers to each other just tells me you only want to fuck me. You don't give a shit about me as a person. I don't need to resort to the internet for a random fuck if I desire one. I watch porn when I'm horny so why the fuck do I need you? Politely saying, "No, I'm not interested" gets me insults, online stalkers, and threats in return. Saying nothing when I'm uninterested gets me insults, online stalkers, and threats in return. I could ask if you prefer no response or a no thank you, but a better question is why don't you approach me like a human being? All of this reminds me of when I ride my bike on the sidewalk and random assholes scold me for not riding my bike in the street. I ride my bike in the street and then random assholes scold me for not riding my bike on the sidewalk. |
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I am not a findomme. I don't see anything wrong with prostitution, although the titles "findom" and "finsubs" suggest a fish fetish. Findom is a form of prostitution. I've had some lunatics come to my previous profile and argue with me about the definition of prostitution because they weren't mature enough to disassociate the stigma attached to prostitution from it. People who believe it isn't prostitution must have a phobia of dictionaries.
UPDATE, January 23, 2015:
Two people have contacted me to tell me I'm wrong here, but the first person was a "female" sub account that was instantly deactivated. They sent me a warning not to criticize other people's fetishes. The other came immediately after the first and talked about Financial Domination as financial advisement, but then became enraged and attempted to goad me when he asked if he was outside of my age range and I responded honestly. I think these two are the same person. |
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| Age: 47 |
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Illinois |
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