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Sorry, since I have found my one, I havent had a lot of time to update. We have been looking for another femal sub to join us, not just in the bedroom, but I would also love to find a friend that I can be completely close to!
This search has been harder then my first search of finding my Master. But I am determined to find that special someone. It seems that we keep running into road blocks, but you have to be out there!! We are waiting!! *smiles* |
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I decided I should update this little thing. I have not given up on the lifestyle yet, I have just learned somethings the hard way ... I have learned not to let my emoitions get involved before using my head ... Unfortunately this also makes it so I can no longer trust anyone until they have gained that trust from me, I have never been like that before but unfortunately that is how it is now.
One note I would like to point out is that if you are superficial, like the most recent 'Dom' I met, make sure you are actually REALLY good looking before being superficial, because you cant be superficial unless you are Brad Pitt or someone close to it.
Also, I would like to thank everyone that has given me strength and encouragement, it has helped a lot... I know I wasnt always appreciative but I really did appreciate the advice; I am also sorry that I dont get back to people as quickly as I would like, if ever, I am quite busy and try to get on top of things.
Anyways, I have decided to start with meeting friends, of all ages, so please feel free to email me, and we can see what happens from there ... I am up for suggestions, just sick of being lonely..
Take Care Everyone
lil |
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So it happens again!! Why do I keep falling for all the fakes, I think its just because they know how to play with my emotions... I am not so sure I can go for this lifestyle anymore, it just seems to keep getting me hurt more and more. Pretty soon I am not going to have anything to feel, my heart has sure been stomped on enough.....
I am not saying this only happens to subs, I have heard of it happening to Doms, but I just wish there was someone that could help me, I dont be something like a mentor, but then how do I know when someone is TRULY serious about this lifestyle and really looking for a sub????
Another night, with a broken heart again, I will slowly pick up the peices but I dont know if I will be looking in this lifestyle anymore..... |
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So as much as I see others complain about this, I guess it has become my turn. Dont get me wrong, I have met quite a few people on this site, actually some really nice people, who have given me TONS of advice and helped me through some harder times; but I still find the idiots on here emailing me and before saying anything else they say a comment like, "Bow down before me Slut!" Maybe not to that extent but I dont really believe that is the best way to get a subs attention, if I am wrong feel free to tell me so.
I am still looking to talk and get to know people on here, Doms, Dommes, couples, subs, looking for friends to give me advice and maybe I can return some advice. Feel free to say hi and see what comes of it :-)
Take Care Everyone
*lil |
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Sorry its been a few weeks but I havent had time to write. The other day I drug one of my guy friends to Cinderella, the one with Hilary Duff in it. He whined and complained but at the end he said it was actually a good movie. See guys you should all go see it :-)
As for anything else thats happening in my life that I want people to know.... its not a whole lot. I am not looking forward to the end of summer; that means back to school and my course load this semester looks kind of scarey, so I might disappear from time to time, just to warn everyone.
Well I should get going I seem to ramble on and on in these journals but never really say much ;-)
Take Care
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Hey everyone
Its one of those days again. I am EXTREMELY lonely and wondering if I will ever find someone right for me. I hate these days, sometimes I wonder if I am to picky or if I am just trying to hard. I am kind of talking to someone now, but we havent had much time to really get to know one another, and I am nor so sure he is looking for a relationship.
I dont have much else to say; I cant even talk much about what I did today because all I do is work and work and work some more. The good thing is tomorrow is payday, which is exciting because it should be a big check. Anyways, enough of my rambling because I am sure no one cares.
Take Care
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Good Evening
I just thought I would drop a line to let everyone know I will be gone until Friday afternoon, it will be a nice little vacation for me! I will talk to everyone then, dont miss me to much *smiles*
Take Care
*lil
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Ok so I am giving this a try, dont expect much from this though because it will mostly be ranting, I dont like sharing my personal life to much...
I guess my biggest pet peeve with this site is all the 'Doms' that could be my dad or even my grandpa telling me I need to be 'trained' by someone their age because guys my age arent ready for the commitment. I have heard a million times and I dont need to hear it again so PLEASE stop.... because I wont respond to you anyway!
Whew that didnt make me sound so nice and innocent but I really am , I just get frustrated with all the guys on here wanting a younger girl for their perverse sexual fantasies because their wife wont give them any!
Anyways I hope to find someone soon, there is a potential someone that I have been talking to as of lately and I hope things go further and we can make something of it ... I will keep you updated... |
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| Age: 20 |
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Florida |
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