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Still trying to figure out hoe to post new fotos to this site from android dammit!
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Im fukking back a vengengence i have lost 90 ponds and look hott! New pics to be posted soon!! Check me out !! You bunch of nasty boys and girls!!
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If you get a chance to watch "Secretary" with Maggie Gyllenhall and James Spader it's a wonderful movie about a subbie who finds happiness. |
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i am so sick of all the bitching on here. |
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Happy Christmas and Merry New Year! |
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I want to send a Happy spanksgiving ...........although sometimes being alone is tuff........
as a subby.
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Back from Texas what a great time with Sasshay.........visited relatives ate great food shopped bought the cutest lil outfit to wear. Kinky lil soldier girl outfit YUM! |
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I am off to Texas! Sasshay here I come! |
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Never ceases to amaze me .........the men who will send money to a woman........please wake uP! |
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Less than 20 days to go to Sasshays I am sooooooo excited.... |
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off to Texas in less than 6 weeks going to hang out with sasshay and have a great time. |
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Back from a munch had a great time, stories and laughs galore. Great people and the food was exellent......am now under the protection of a Dom. Very exciting. My mentor.......has helped me become a better judge and I have learned much this evening........without her being present her advice was in the back of my mind all night........love you sasshay,,,
red
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 ohhhhhhhhhhhh i gotta black and blue ass! |
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You know a good nite is over when the shackles come off..........sighs |
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I am a realist, I mean jeez I am here first and foremost to meet people in the lifestyle, making friends and maybe a playmate, why are people sooooooo serious liten up I am sure things will work out if I am not too serious! |
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Tada back online finally yippppppppppppeeee how is all my friends?
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Wonderful weekend. slept saturday and had a pj day relaxing and chilling.
Now Sunday? Was scandalous, took off with 2 of my friends off to Philly for
a sunday afternoon. We shopped the "Shoppes" of naughtyness.
We tried on bad girl clothing and we ate decadant foods..girly martinis and daquaris
More Girls days out to come..
btw...I found a corset store....Now I have to work INSANE HOURS to save and
buy myself one.......
With Respect
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Well what a great Mardi Gras party!!!
The food was good, the company was exellent and
I hopefully made a few new friends both male and female
I think my friend had a great time…and enjoy meeting
The great crowd from B.P.
I enjoyed watching and being watched I was in a
Schoolgirl outfit complete with lollypop and ALL…
I acted like a total brat and was severely punished
For my actions ….and I loved it….The intensity of
Subspace took away all the stress and pressure I
Have been under for the last several months. I am still
Not officially collared but, I know when my Dom comes
into my life I will be a very eager and willing to please subby.
I chatted with a couple who with only a few hours of being
Blessed to be in their presence I would love to get to know
Them better and become a pet….for the both of them……..
Sighsssssssssss
With Respect Always
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CELEBRATE!!!!!!!!!!!! off to the black phoenix for mardi gras YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CU ALL THERE!
LILREDONE |
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Oh boy Oh boy Oh boy I am moving out in a week yippee!!!!!!!
I started on getting a new tattoo starting on the inside of my wrist around my forarm and up to the back of my elbow its sooooooooo purty but alas not finished yet....ekkk i ran out of money thats ok I will make more money and go back for more in 2 weeks....yippee...I fukking love the pain from a tattoo the high is sooooooooo incredible..
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Just Letting my friends out there I am still here and doing ok...
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ALONE..PEACE....QUIET.......I WILL BEGIN PACKING FOR HOPEFULLY A MOVE TO A LESS STRESSFUL ATMOSPHERE WHERE I CAN LOCK MY BEDROOM DOOR AND DREAM,,
SOLACE.....I AM ALONE BUT, I AM NOT LONELY.. I DONT LACK FOR FRIENDS FUN OR LAUGHTER WHAT I CRAVE IS THE LOOK OF MY MASTER...HIS EYES JET BLACK WITH DOMSPACE...SUBSPACE JOY MY EYES WIDE OPEN WITH THE PASSION OF HIS TOUGH TREATMENT OF MY TENDER SKIN,,,AND HIS ARMS AROUND ME
ROCKING ME HOLDING ME WHISPERING TO ME GENTLY GENTLY LILRED COME BACK TO EARTH.........lilredone
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I am so bummed...I cant go to philly......argh I hate it...cuz a true lady does not go to a club without a escort sighssssssssss...
off for mexican ispose...
kisses
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ANYONE GOING TO THE MUNCH IN PHILLY TOMORROW NITE?
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I am so tired of bullshit..here and elsewhere.
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ohhhhhhhh somebody didnt listen what i told him he is in troubbbbbbbbbble...hehe |
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Every nite I go to bed with a new question in my head..........till then.
you know who you are.
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to those of you wondering what that last entry was about it was about a family member who continues to hurt my feelings not about a subby or dom or domme...i have a tendency to express my thought as they here...
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NEVERMORE WILL I HAVE A BROKEN HEART
NEVERMORE WILL YOU TEAR ME APART
NEVERMORE WILL YOU CUT MY SKIN
NEVERMORE WILL I LET YOU IN. |
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Ok so life is doing ok .....my dream life has become sooooo much more active..I am currently exploring my domme side and well it seems to agree with me....I think mama likes (speaking in the third party) well shall keep you posted...my "new friend" seems to want to please and it's nice that he is willing.
with respect
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Let me see....life is ok busy and all..vanilla is a good flavor but, boy am I due some of those chocolate sprinkles with nuts and whipped cream on it..hehe..off to the club this weekend if the weather permits. I am so excited I am wearing a schoolgirl outfit and hope to have some lovely marks to prove my subspace experience ....
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I am at a standstill here...I recieve these messages like...email me here or ....else? Else what? How do you really know I am who I say I am ? Why not establish some sort of communication here? Isn't that why we are all here? Just because your "DOM" or "DOMME" you think a email demand is going to make me bend? How dumb, and docile you must think me to be? RED FLAGS ..to me ...sighs....RED FLAGS!
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Maybe I need to be more clear on my search....at this time I cannot ..tolerate ...
POLYAMOUROUS LYFE...I understand those of you who seek to add to your "family" I have experienced it. and well at this time...just don't desire it anymore...so you see I want my own DOM!
seems bratty...but, think about it...being the 3rd party in this type relationship takes its toll...and well don't you think that I am worth your FULL ATTENTION any way?
with respect and a bratty giggle
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Off to vanilla life ...but you know desert is only more tasty after a GREAT meal.........
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Hi all I am soo wore out...from the party...Cant wait till the end of the month of January to attend a bdsm club.......sighs......I really need a beating and some good loving after........
muahs
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WELL GREAT TYME AT THE CLUB PARTY...!!!
GOTTA GO CHILL OUT
TILL THEN
WITH RESPECT
RED |
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SEE YOU AT THE DRAC BALL AT CLUB NOTURNE !! PHILADELPHIA PA
HAPPY NEW YEARS
WITH RESPECT
LILREDONE 2009 |
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ANYONE KNOW WHERE I CAN GET A TSHIRT THAT SAYS..MY PREVIOUS QUOTE???
RED PS
COSTUME LOOKS FAB ....HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!
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BLACK AND BLUE AND PLEASED ALL OVER THATS WHAT SUBS ARE MADE OF!!! |
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IS ANYONE GOING TO DRACULA BALL/CLUB NOTURNE ON NEW YEARS EVE??? LET ME KNOW PEEPS!!!
WITH RESPECT
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Man...Life is kinda dull working alot ugh...I AM not enjoying ...things as they are I am courting life on lifes terms which well can be quite dull lassies and lads...
I am although planning a NYE never to be forgotten..I am planning my first attendance to Club Shampoo's Noturne meets Drac Ball...I am trying to cum up with a costume ...like..nothing else..a little odd and yet ...sexy like a duct tape corset and matching skirt any ideas peeps???
HELPPPPPPPPP
with respect
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It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.  |
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Big Yawn...first day back at work after almost 3 weeks Im whooped but, it feels good. Alot of my coworkers missed me and I missed them too! Life is ok ..and that is a nice change ...even drama..amongst my family is not making me freak out...Its nice to be serene. I am on a even keel..getting rid of BD in hindsight was the best thing I could have done for myself....I don't even hate him...I just feel ..well..sorry for his loss....ME! Today I found out that I have to work,,,thanksgiving and xmas eve and xmas day ...no biggie...BUT I HAVE OFF ...NEW YEARS EVE AND NEW YEARS DAY!!!!!!!! CLUB SHAMPOO HERE I COME DRACULAS BALL MEETS CLUB NOTURNE..DO I DARE WEAR SOME LATEX???
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 Funny how things work out, when one door closes a window opens.....do I dare climb thru it or look thru the glass cage I create for myself....l want to free my self from my self induced punishment... |
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Just letting you all know I am still alive...The Draculas Ball at Shampoo in PHILLY was amazing.......and i had a blast...already planning for a new hott lil number to wear to the next ball I can attend...Hope to find a few of you folks there...
with respect
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"When a madman appears thoroughly sane, indeed, it high time to put him in a straight jacket." - E.A. Poe  |
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Wow.......what a OCTOBER....SALEM,ZOMBIE BALL,PHILLY,DRACULA BALL,PARTIES,SITTING AROUND WITH FRIENDS, MAKING NEW FRIENDS,TOXIC TINIS,EYEBALL HIGHBALLS,COSTUMES,FISHNETS,FETISH,HIGH HEELS,PADDLES,LIL BOYS LIL GURLS,SUBS,MASTERS, SLAVES,COUSTUMES,
MUSIC,PARADES,COORS LITE, CLUBS, MAKEUP,ROCKY HORROR LIVE AND THE MOVIE,LEATHER,LACE,LATEX,DRIVING 300+MILES TO SEE MY FAV FLAVOR OF MASS DESTRUCTION, KING OF CHAOS, WHY SO SERIOUS?,COTTON CANDY,PICS PICS PICS,,,,,,OFF TO START MY NOVEMBER WITH A BANG,,,,WITH RESPECT LILRED..P.S. I BOUGHT MY FIRST COLLAR, WITH 3 SILVER LINKS HAVING THE SENSATION OF MY FUTURE MASTER TUGGING AND MAKING ME OBEY EXCITES MY VERY BEING...WHO WILL IT BE? OFF TO FETISH PARTY AT SHAMPOOS IN PHILLY IN NOVEMBER,,,,,EXCITING...ANTIC...IPATION.....
WITH RESPECT
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Helllllllllo Halloween is almost here my simply favorite season of the year...and also my favorite Holiday..I hate the fact that the kids in school are only allowed "holidayfest" and dont even celebrate halloween by having the little parades and such ....thnx alot "bible thumpers" politics take the fun out everything....Making everything into devil worship....and sexx ....Thank the goddess they don't hang out on this website to think such things !!!!!!!!!!! LOL
with respect
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Ahhhhhhh just got word ....Dracula Ball is on and found out several of my vanilla friends are attending I am so excited...Sat 11/01/08 can't cum quick enuff...I am going to goth out ..as best as I can..will post pictures. I just wish ,,my cuz Sasshay was here to attend and help me collect on phone numbers LOL..anyone attending PLZ dont be shy let me know...
With respect
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Well got the word toe not broke..thanks to the godess...why is this always happens to me ..does it happen to u all out in cland? someone is more attracted to you then u are to them??? chemistry is a ...well ...a cunt is it not? So now I have off the weekend to do .....nada ...cept grocery shop ,,clean car or rearrange storage oh the choices!!!!!!! where to begin.....I would rather have my phat bottom soundly spanked ...
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 Life just loves to throw wrenches at me ,,I broke my toe at work...2nites ago...now i dont know if i will be able to attend the Drac ball on 11/1 i am sooooo bummed...The shoes i was planning to wear are much too high to walk in wo being in agony....i dont know what to do...i was supposed to drive to philly to attend and i cant do that either so now i am ..as they say shit out of luck mofo i am sooooooo upset...Maybe I just wasnt meant to go ...but, i so want to...(boohoo)
with respect as always
Red
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Life just gets more and more amazing..I attended the zombie ball great!!, then went to see rocky horror 2nites in a row amazing...then I get home And go to the RENFAIRE!!! and find my ren faire renacting costume ...WOW...Now.....on 11/1/08 I have invited to the vampires ball in philly...life is fukking great!!!! Hope to maybe see some of you CM folks there..
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Salem fucking amazing treating us well ,,,,CC my best friend talked Dorian Thorn and I into going to a ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW AT MIDNITE 10/10/08 WHAT a fukking trip...we had so much fun,....tonite is our Zombie Ball at FINZ in downtown Salem from 8-1230am tonite we will be all ZOMBIED OUT pics will be POSTED,,,,,,,,,,,,OF ME AND MY FREAKIZOIDS...
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So its off to Salem I go tonite, approx a 6hr+ ride ugh...but then sooo worth the trip will post when i return all you sinners and saints..
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Anyone one practice Wicca and is willing to take a newbie under their wing.?
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I am almost thru the fear ...My son is out of surgery and I am hoping that the goddess will carry him thru this crisis...I was terrified he is the only man in my life who loves me ,no matter what ..and the idea of not having him here busting my buns chills me to the bone...thank you goddess..
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Saturday nite all cleaned up and no place to go...I want to venture out to a place where bikers hang and just look..at them something about their attitude has always attracted me... I was married to a biker (a real one not a instabiker who wrenched on bikes etc,,,but I was stupid and he was stubborn so I let it go instead of working it out...) Nothing makes me hotter, nastier, more excited than someone in the lifestyle...I am now feeling blue....Why do I always adore the BADBOYS,,,,,
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Closer and Closer ...I am venturing to my goal of going to Salem..I have 2 tasty boys lined up...1-33yrs old and 1-27 both somewhat sub...I think I am going to venture onto my more dark side and see how much I can push My domme side....lemme gotta pack the paddles I spose..hehe
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OMG its raining...thank the gods ...I am off for the next 3 days I am so grateful for a break..Now to catch up on cleaning shopping and rest....sweet relaxation...since I have no on to fill my time (without use) I am able to do as I please....sighs not, that I don't miss having someone special ..I am ok with myself to be alone...
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Wow...it's september amazing..time flies..i am down 17lbs..i am sick of being a BBW I feel better and have dropped 1 dress size already...when finances dictate and vacation is over I am going to start the gym....I know there is a more beautiful me inside this body...to go with the expressive eyes and great personailty...
with respect
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So I am off to Salem, Mass with my friends on the week of 10/09/08 I am sooooooo excited. Anyone have tips for me? To see or Avoid?
Am attending the 1st annual ZOMBIEBALL at Finz a local resturant how exciting..getting all dressed down and seeing all the sites!!
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I am single and believe I will remain this way too many issues...I hate liars and thieves esp those who steal my trust.
peace
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Hello all, I am no longing seeking a Dom ..I here simply to chat and make friends..good luck on YOUR search
with respect
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My Ending
I will not punish myself
I will not beat myself
I will not break nor, bend
to your sadistic passions
I let you cut me and watch
my essence flow through
your fingers while you laughed
at my tears ....
I gave you permission to open up
all my fears and force feed me
lies............done. |
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well, it's Saturday and I am home alone, laundry done, dishes done, cooking done...and Here I sit all alone. I am sick of the silent treatment I continue to recieve from People who claim to love me?? WTF is that about? I am feeling abused and this is NOT a healthy feeling.
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Wow ,,what a great visit....spending time with mz sasshay...we traveled, partied,drank,ate,laughed and cried...saw family and loved ones....The hospitality was awesome the love shown to me amazing....Cuz can't wait to chill again....For those of you who are my friends on here...thanks for keeping in contact...for the sillyfakes....keep on movin' along...I am about LIFE...living and experiences....Yes I am busy...but, life is too short and I am too sweet to sit around and wait for you to decide you wanna kick it with me...Cuz thanks for the fun and joy you bring to my life...
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OMG its only 15 days to go till I leave for TEXAS!!! yippee, I am off for the next 3 days would love to take off and go see Blackfoot and Nazereth in Jim Thorpe tonite...but, dont wanna go it alone...It will be nice to start officially packing for my trip ( not anticipating a good time or anything!)
will type more Later..
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Hello all I hope this finds you well and happy ..I am starting to count the days until.....VACATION!!!!!!!! I can't wait to have fun, laughter and see family and meet some I have never met before ....ciao...I will be visiting the one and only Mz Sasshay..My lovely cousin from Texas ....and no we are not going to pull a "thelma and Louise" just a "LILRED AND MZSASSHAY" and dear ones ...thats is alot more fun than I can describe........
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greetings all and HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to mama's and everyone...I am feeling blessed just 1 more day closer to being in Texas and having a blast with my cuz Mz Sasshay....Can't wait...!!!!!!!
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 ohhhhhh boy a whole weekend off! I am going to rest and relax take a wonderful friend her suprise for her birthday (I AM HER GIFT) and let her ravish me in anyway she pleases or .....if she likes I will make her submit to my will...WHICH I KNOW SHE LOVES...peace
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OMG I am just home from working a 16 hour shift ..I must be insane but for some reason I was up for the challenge and yet I desired the time to stay busy...I wish somedays; I had that special person who would and demand that I slow down, take care of myself more and help keep me grounded ....But, when I don't have that "special" someone I over work to fill the time, void and thinking of the true nature of my life....Guess I still need to learn balance...a difficult lesson to a person who has always "overdone" things in one sense or another....
Time to sit reflect and be still...
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Greetings all....
I have been doing well since moving into my vanilla home.....I am thinking I will stay longer only to have the lifestyle I so desire, travel when work permits and enjoy family more and as often as opening my eyes in the morning ......well more like early p.m. since I am a late niter... I am planning my trip to DFW/Shreveport and things are moving along smoothly.....I can't wait to Party it UP with my cuz Sasshay.......wooooooooooowee! We are planning some family time but, also ......are looking too a couple of GIRLS NITE OUT ...esp at the casinos of Lousiana!!! I am sooooooo excited !! Will keep you posted..with respect ...Lilred  |
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Hello all,
Hope your New Year is treating you well...I have moved and things are going OK. its not my ideal situation; but, sometimes you have to give up to gain. I am catching up on my bills and the damages are slowly being repaired (P.S. Geico sux for car insurance hint hint) I have not replied to anyone please don't take it personal I am very busy. I am feeling safe and sound so that is the most important thing to me right now..kisses to all my friends and loved ones out there in collarmeland.
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I am not looking forward to this but after being vandalized several times,I have to move...so with this I will not be able to be here very much after the 1st of the year I fear, so if you email me etc and don't hear from me don't be upset, I will be working my ass off to get my own place again and have my privacy....I enjoy this website but, the vanilla folks I will be staying with may not understand my desires as I like and I must respect their wishes, when it's not my computer I will be using....wish me well and hope I can find a new home SOON!
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Mad,Bad and Dangerous to know...
Lord Byron's tombstone |
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I want to submit to your will...
I know the pain you will hand down to me will make me feel real...
so how do I get you to make me fall to my knees....because you are the only one
I wish to please... |
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I have some questions...
1.What does a submissive mean?
2.What do I give up to be a Dom's sub?
3.How Does It affect the rest of my vanilla life? ex: my family,friends and work?
4. What happens when I do enter into a Dom/Sub relationship.
5. Is Monagamy a mandatory rule?
6. What makes a good Dom?
7. What makes a good Sub???
8. What do I gain as a Sub?
9. What should i steer clear of ?
10. Have I asked all the right questions?
Lilred
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I am a single bisexual and very curious to find a Dom to help explore my limitations..I am not into extreme pain or breast bondage..skat,watersports dont excite me either...I have visited a Dungeon several years ago ..and now all I do is fantasize about being in a dungeon to explore all those dreams.
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