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Find it hard to stick around in here. I get bored with all the nonsense. Is there anyone that is evenhalf way real around here? I will tell you this... I am looking to venture out with a diciplined Dom who knows how to handle a sub??? Is that even possible? I am a little bratty when I don't get the attention I need but easily put in line if you know how to handle me. Where are all the real men out there? Are there any? |
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Been away for a bit. Hello all and Good Day! Stopping in today to greet those I have missed. Heading out to Daytona Beach next week to visit family that I have not seen in 15 years. My choice of lifestyle has somewhat seperated me from some family and friends and now I am mending fences. I have delt with a recent illness that has made me understand that at any moment I can cease to exist. I now appreciate life a little more and am living for every moment. Sometimes we live like we are promised tomorrow and I now know that is not the case. This experience has taught me to live in the moment and leave no stone unturned! Good Day to all and much love!
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I was wondering if there were any sub in the Seattle area that would be interested in venturing out ( with D permission of course) to the "wet spot" for a subbie meeting. I have been wanting to go but there are no D's allowed and I really want to check it out. I have had a membership there for many years but also have not been there in a long while. I heard from someone else that subbie night is a lot of fun and the focus is mainly on being a sub. I guess they talk a lot about living the life of a sub and often share with each other things we can do to impress our D's. I have only heard about it but would like to check it out and was looking for a friend or friends to go with. Let me know if you are also a member or would be interested in going just for a night.
They don't make you get a membership right away but the membership is real cheap and well worth having.
Your D would probably be very grateful at what you could learn at one of these events and if nothing else they have a bad ass dungeon that anyone could appreciate!
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The move is almost over!
This has been a very long road. I am proud to say that I am almost done with moving process. Now I just have to get the other house finished and ready to show.
I have been so busy I have not been able to take 5 minutes to myself to take care of me. I will be glad when it is all finished and I have more time to rest and relax. The good news is that the new house has a hot tub in the master bathroom so I am able to at least take care of the aches and pains of moving at the end of every night. I am very happy in my new home it has a whole new positive feeling about it and I want to come home every night now.
It is much warmer than the old house at that. I have central electric heat here which I did not have at the old house. It feels good to move up in the world. I can honestly say that this house is just a step below my dream house.
Moving in the right direction as far as where I am going and what I want. It also feels good to make a clean break and move into something that has no bad feelings about it. I want to make every expirience here a positive one.
Thank you to all of my friends who have supported me during this time.
Much Love
J.J. |
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DID YOU KNOW.......
THE FURTHER A MONKEY CLIMBS A TREE.......
IS SO THE BETTER YOU CAN SEE HIS ASS!!!!
WITH THAT BEING SAID..... WHY IS IT THAT SO MANY PEOPLE ACT LIKE MONKIES AND KEEP ON CLIMBING?
COME DOWN FROM THAT TREE YOU GUYS AND STOP SENDING ME THESE RIDICULOUS EMAILS EXPECTING ME TO CALL YOU DADDY AND BE YOUR SLAVE!
YOU DONT KNOW ME I DONT KNOW YOU!
I DONT KNOW YOU WHICH MEANS I DONT OWE YOU (pardon my french) SHIT AND I AM NOT YOUR BITCH, SLAVE, HOE, WHORE, SLUT, SUB, OR ANY OTHER DELUSIONAL TITLE YOU WANT TO SLAP ON ME WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING MY NAME.
I TAKE MY LIFE HERE SERIOUSLY THIS IS NOT A GAME TO ME. THIS IS HOW I LIVE. I CRAVE AND NEED THIS LIFESTYLE. THIS IS NOT AN ONLINE GAME TO ME.
I WILL NOT CYBER WITH YOU. I WILL NOT GIVE YOU MY PHONE NUMBER OR ADDRESS I DONT KNOW YOU!
I WILL NOT CALL YOU DADDY, MASTER, SIR, OR ANYTHING ELSE. IF YOU DONT HAVE A REAL FIRST NAME DONT BOTHER. IF YOU START YOUR NOTE TO ME BY CALLING ME BY SOMETHING OTHER THAN MY NAME YOU GOT ME MIXED UP WITH SOMEONE ELSE.
PLEASE STOP WASTING MY TIME......
AND FOR GODS SAKE COME DOWN FROM THAT TREE!!!!! |
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I didn't want teh long story to be my top journal page and so I thought that I would start this one with what I want....
I want a man who can break all these bad habits that I have aquired over my years of instability. I am somewhat of a little brat right now. But I am looking for someone that can break that down and build me into the perfect sub. Yes, I believe that there is suck a thing as a perfect sub.
I want someone that I can trust with everything in me. People always ask if I really am lil miss no limits. Let me explain.... I believe with the right person that there are no limits. I believe that with the right person you don't have to make limits. In my eyes my Dom would never do anything to hurt me and we see eye to eye when it comes to what is right and what is wrong.
You only need limits with people who have no morals. I don't see a little pain as being a limit. If you can't take the heat than get out of the fire. I want to be able to just enter my world of submission and let my Dom take me to the greatest depths of my ability to give all of me to him.
Submission to me reqires being able to leave the physical world and move into a space within myself where pain is not the issue. When he is ready he will bring me back and the pain in mearly a reminder of the visit I just had with the deeper side of myself.
I want someone I can trust to not let things get too out of control because I am one to take off into my little submission space and forget that there is a real world to come back to.
I want someone who will dicipline me and make me something to be proud of.
I am not looking to be your house bitch or maid. I am not looking to be your babysitter or nanny.
I don't want nor do I have family.
I want a Dom who I am his world and he is mine. I don't mind another sub so long as I am the #1 sub. If I am not the best sub than teach me how to get there.
If I am lacking just show me how to be better.
If I need something than it is only because you have not given it to me.
I need daily dicipline to keep me on the right track or sometimes just a simple reminder of that side of the paddle.
I need to be able to have a Dom that needs constant attention. When I am not taking care of him I am lost. When there is nothing for me to do to make him happy then I am bored.
I will take care of him first and foremost and nothing gets in the way of that.
I need someone who will at the very minimum be able to help me get through having been neglected for the last 15 years and help me get back on the right track.
So there it is......
That is what I am looking for. If you are past Seattle south and Past Arlington North than please don't waste my time.
I am not moving out of state and I am not going to move in with someone I don't know.
Right now I am looking to get to know someone who very well may be my next Dom. Please don't think that I am going to move in with you any time soon either. We must get to know each other and work into having a relationship. Please don't think that I am going to up and leave my life to move to another state either. |
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THE LONG STORY ON WHY I AM HERE AND WHAT IS GOING ON IN MY LIFE!
MY HUSBAND HAS IN SO MANY WAYS LET ME KNOW THIS LIFESTYLE IS NOT FOR HIM SO I AM OUT!
I know it seems harsh, but I am one of those that need this to survive. I crave this lifestyle it is like a breathing tube for me. It is not a bedtime game or something that I can turn on and off.
Frustration is setting in and I sometimes think about giving up all together.
Everyone keeps asking what am I looking for and why am I here.......
Let me try to explain what is going on, why I am here and what I am looking for.
I am almost 33 and I first entered this lifestyle when I was 16. Yes I was young and we won't talk about that. I found out very quickly that this was something that I not only loved but could not live without. I did not know how to find other people interested in this lifestyle so when we split up I just thought that was the best I ever had and I would probably never find it again.
I married a vanilla man and over the last 15 years tried really hard to get him into this lifestyle. We have attended munches and are members of the "wet spot" for those of you who live in my area and know about the wet spot. For those of you who don't..... It is a local BDSM dungeon and night club where all kinds of shit goes down.
He has done a lot of research on the internet and we have quite the collection of BDSM gear (which he never uses). He has met some people in this area who could have taught him some things but done nothing to advance himself. He thinks that spanking that ass once every six months works and is all he has to do.
No matter how hard I try to show him and teach him (if you can imagine that..... Having to teach your Dom how to be a DOM) lead him in the right direction to no avail.
He likes the aspect of being able to do what he wants and fuck what he wants but anything past that is hopeless. I had a man that I was seeing on the side. My husband was well aware of our relationship. It was someone that I met at the wet spot because I go there alone because my husband won't get off his ass and go anywhere. It was a non-sexual relationship and we fell in love with each other. It was strictly a BDSM relationship and often I made financial contributions to help him out.
I had a long talk with my husband and told him that I was falling in love with this man and had decided that I needed to end it before the sexual part of it was no longer avoidable.
He swore that this was different and he was going to get on board this time and be a real Dom and start doing the things that I had been begging him for years to participate in.
IT LASTED ABOUT A WEEK!
Now I have lost the only DOM I had and am miserable and alone. I am leaving my husband now because this is not a game to me.
This is a lifestyle that I crave and need 24/7. I have been telling him that if he can't give it to me I will get it somewhere else.
He does not care I don't think and so I am out.
I am looking for someone who wants a real relationship and a 24/7 one at that. I am not looking to join a relationship with a couple but my ultimate goal is to be with a Dom who would like more than one Sub. I want to always be the top- bottom bitch if you know what I mean. I am looking for someone that can break down these bad habits of mine and build me up into the perfect sub.
Is it possible?
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DID I MENTION THAT YOU TWENTY SOMETHING YEAR OLD BOYS NEED NOT WASTE MY TIME?
AFTERALL WHAT CAN A 20 SOMETHING YEAR OLD BABY KNOW ABOUT THIS LIFESTYLE? AT THAT AGE I THINK OF MY LITTLE SISTERS CRAZY X-BOYFRIENDS!
LETS BE REAL HERE I AM NOT LOOKING TO PLAY WITH A BDSM GAME!
I AM LOOKING TO LIVE A VANILLA FREE LIFESTYLE!
YOU LITTLE BOYS NEED TO GO BACK TO THE MONKEY BARS AND HIT ME UP WHEN YOU FINALLY MAKE IT TO THE JUNGLE GYM! |
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DID YOU KNOW.......
THE FURTHER A MONKEY CLIMBS A TREE.......
IS SO THE BETTER YOU CAN SEE HIS ASS!!!!
WITH THAT BEING SAID..... WHY IS IT THAT SO MANY PEOPLE ACT LIKE MONKIES AND KEEP ON CLIMBING?
COME DOWN FROM THAT TREE YOU GUYS AND STOP SENDING ME THESE RIDICULOUS EMAILS EXPECTING ME TO CALL YOU DADDY AND BE YOUR SLAVE!
YOU DONT KNOW ME I DONT KNOW YOU!
I DONT KNOW YOU WHICH MEANS I DONT OWE YOU (pardon my french) SHIT AND I AM NOT YOUR BITCH, SLAVE, HOE, WHORE, SLUT, SUB, OR ANY OTHER DELUSIONAL TITLE YOU WANT TO SLAP ON ME WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING MY NAME.
I TAKE MY LIFE HERE SERIOUSLY THIS IS NOT A GAME TO ME. THIS IS HOW I LIVE. I CRAVE AND NEED THIS LIFESTYLE. THIS IS NOT AN ONLINE GAME TO ME.
I WILL NOT CYBER WITH YOU. I WILL NOT GIVE YOU MY PHONE NUMBER OR ADDRESS I DONT KNOW YOU!
I WILL NOT CALL YOU DADDY, MASTER, SIR, OR ANYTHING ELSE. IF YOU DONT HAVE A REAL FIRST NAME DONT BOTHER. IF YOU START YOUR NOTE TO ME BY CALLING ME BY SOMETHING OTHER THAN MY NAME YOU GOT ME MIXED UP WITH SOMEONE ELSE.
PLEASE STOP WASTING MY TIME......
AND FOR GODS SAKE COME DOWN FROM THAT TREE!!!!!
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Hello again friends! It's been a while as often I don't get a whole lot of time without young eyes over my shoulder wondering what I am doing on the internet so I have to keep it PG rated most of the time.
I recently visited a very cool store in Seattle called the Crypt. There should be more places like that to meet the needs of those in the BDSM WORLD. It was unfortunate for me that they cater to mostly submissive men than woman but I did manage to pick up a couple of very cool things. I would highly recommend the place to anyone visiting the Seattle area.
Well that is what I have been up to lately.
Great to see my fellow submissives again and TADA to all my local Doms! |
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Hello again friends! It's been a while as often I don't get a whole lot of time without young eyes over my shoulder wondering what I am doing on the internet so I have to keep it PG rated most of the time.
I recently visited a very cool store in Seattle called the Crypt. There should be more places like that to meet the needs of those in the BDSM WORLD. It was unfortunate for me that they cater to mostly submissive men than woman but I did manage to pick up a couple of very cool things. I would highly recommend the place to anyone visiting the Seattle area.
Well that is what I have been up to lately.
Great to see my fellow submissives again and TADA to all my local Doms! |
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Hello again everyone! It has been a while as I often get so busy with work that I just don't have time to sit down and play around on my computer much. This is the toughest season for my job. I am grateful for the work but can't wait until it lets up a little.
I am going to try and take some time out for myself this weekend as I have been invited out with some friends of mine to a place called the "wet spot". Will check out this event and see what comes of it. Things have been real quiet lately and I think I am getting frustrated. I want to at the minimum play a little. I have been on the bench for a while and it is getting very old. I am looking to branch out for some serious fun. The only problem with that is serious fun always seems to include a temporary lapse in judgement.lol
So it is what it is! I am probably just thinking about fun too much. I always think I am going to go out on that limb and never really do. I am so serious about being safe that I feel like I am held down too much. Why does fun always have to include risk? This is why I need a full time D that knows whats up.
Well that is all for now folks! See ya all round! |
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I have come home to find that my mail box is stuffed and still rising... Please be paitent with me as I know some of you were worried about what happened to me. It was a last minute decision and i had been gone for a while and i didn't mean to give you all a scare.
i will work on unloading the mailbox and weeding through the weirdos and amatures and get to those of you who are seriously trying to get a hold of me....
In the mean time i would like to remind those of who you don't know or have not heard.. There are a few "NOTS"!
No I won't get into chatting online and cybersex.
No I won't come over to your house and play with you....you don't even know me.
No I won't play long distance games or relocate...
No I won't give you my phone number tell you where I live that is not safe sane behavior.
Maybe in saying that some of you will lose intrest in me.
To anyone serious about getting together for dinner or another activity in a safe public place to get to know me...HIT ME UP! |
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Hello again! Sorry to have missed you all for so long. I decided it was time to take some time out to find myself. So..... I went on vacation! I decided to tour the Caribean and boy was it worth it. It felt like the beach boys song.. Samana-Dominican Republic,Curacao, Orenjstad-Aruba, Belize City- Belize, Cosumel Mexico and a few other places along the way. It was refreshing to take some time out for myself and now I am planning my next vacation. I never thought that I could have so much fun. I think I found a fun lighter side of me while I was gone. I missed you all dearly.
Much Love
jj |
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Okay now I must clear the air again! This guys with dumbest screen name ever (naming no names) decided to send me a message under the impression that I had "No Limits"
Let me tell you all how this name came about. The "NO Limits" comes into to play with my current partner. With whom I have no limits. I know he would never take me anywhere that I was not comfortable going and I have given myself to him for the last 12 years without "limits".
We understand each other and there is how I got the name "lilmissnolimits" He gave me that name and never have I had anyone say anything about it until tonight.
This guy who wants everyone to go fetch a belt says that I am a liar because I have "Limits" and he does not like my screen name... Well it is just that... a "Screen Name" in real life I am who I am, a Sub with limits. Real serious ones at that...My serious Hard Limits begin with CHILDREN,ANIMALS, and things like that.
There are certain things I just won't do. My mistake for assuming that everyone had limits when it came to kids and animals and things of that sort. |
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Once again hello everyone! I have recently been on here a little more lately than previously and I have seen quite a bit.
I want to make very clear what my intention here in an effort to eliminate some of the things that I am dealing with.
I am not looking to play around with some strange people I don't know. I am not looking for anyone to take me in. I have my own place and have no intention on moving anywhere for any reason.
I don't need and don't want to be presented as looking for anything other than friends and conversation. When I say conversation I DO NOT mean Phone sex, cyber sex, or anything along those lines. I mean the conversation that average everyday people in our community have. If you have sent me an email and I have not replied than there might be a reason. Stuffing my mailbox with crazy shit is not going to help your case any.
I don't mean to come off as snotty or nasty but some of the things that I have had to deal with on here are overwhelming. I am sure that I am not the only female going through it and I am sure that some of you men have heard about what others do.
So if you are half way sane and not a seriously obsessed person then leave me a message otherwise please don't bother. |
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Well it has been a while since my last entry and got some interesting notes on it. I went and read it again tonight to see what I had written and how so many of you had me pegged. then I realized I was honest about what is going on with me.
Not much has changed besides the fact that I am not in NY I am still in the NW. I am still one lost soul and yes it is scary and it sucks. I want more than anything in the world for things to be what the once were.
I was almost scared when you all started saying things that had me pegged but it also felt good that somebody finally understood me.
Anyways I still don't know what i am looking for or where I am trying to go but I want to say thanks to all of you who took the time to offer me your advice and friendship. I am going to log on more now. I think I just gave up for a while there because I didn't know what else to do. The relationship that I am in now is coming to a slow end. It is only a matter of time before it is all over.
My biggest problem is that I have a real hard time trusting people. Mostly people on the internet and that makes it hard to make new firends. I have spent so much time couped up lately that it is sick. Not doing much of anything besides contemplating my next move. I know that I must make a move or I will never get out.
Thanks Again to ALL! |
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