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A lil about me, First and Foremost---i am NOT looking. i have found the One i've been looking for, the one to complete my life, the yin to my yang. i am here, trying to stay in contact with good friends i've made in the life. i am a submissive, as stated in my moniker, not a slave, nor a Domme, nor a switch, and i am only submissive to my Sir, who is also my HusDom. Be forewarned...HE accesses my account at will, and checks mail daily. Do not be disrespectful, thinking that i won't tell Him, as i would not have to tell, He would see for Himself. i am NOT LOOKING... i've been in the life for about 12 yrs, so i'm not a newbie. NO, i'm not looking for a Master, Dominant, or Owner, NOR am i looking for a submissive, slave or anything else. Only seeking to keep my friends, and possibly, make new ones. i work full time, so if you write, and it takes a while to reply, this is why. If you wish to be friends, please have more to say to me, than just "got any naked pics?" or "tell me what you like to do sexually". DO NOT ask me to disrespect my Sir, or you will be blocked, DO NOT ask to meet me to have a "session", as this would be disrespectful, and you will be blocked. Also, please, say more than just one word in your first email, or any email, to me. Thank You.
2/3/2012 6:52:12 AM

This next week is going to be fun! (Not!)  Moving to a new apartment, and a new city! Lots of advantages to the move though, closer to work for my Sir, and we get to finally get the dogs back from my son!! He's been good enough to keep them for us for almost a year, and i have missed them so much!

1/24/2012 9:34:36 AM

Is it just me? or are there alot of people on here who claim to have been in the lifestyle for "10 yrs", and yet, they have a profile as a Dom, and another as a sub? i could see having one as a switch, but two separate profiles? with the same pics! It's possible to submit to one person, yet want to Dom another, but when the "Dom" attitude shows thru in the sub profile? lol  i suppose that's one of the many questions that there's never really an answer to!  :-)  Blessed be! 

12/31/2011 2:46:45 PM

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12/29/2011 8:27:20 PM

Less than 48 hours till the New Year!  OMG!!  Where did the year go?? our son went skiing the day after Christmas, and ended up with a hyper-extended elbow! Thankfully, he didn't break anything! That would not have been a good way to start things off! Hope everyone stays safe for the New Year! 

12/26/2011 9:00:38 AM

Here's hoping that everyone had a Merry Christmas, Joyous Yuletide, Happy Hannukah, Blessed Winter Solstice or whatever holiday they choose to celebrate!  The beginning of the New Year is less than a week away, where does the time go??  Here's hoping that everyone brings the New Year in safely, and in good health!

12/22/2011 8:05:37 PM

Well, today marked the start of the countdown of the last "year" of the Mayan calendar. Some say it heralds the beginning of the end for the world. Others believe it will just "re-set" the calendar time. i've heard alot about the Mayan "prediction", but the way i see it, when it's "your time", it won't matter about calendars, predictions, or omens. Sooner or later, everyone dies. Sorry to be morbid, but after having this prediction drummed into my head for a decade, i needed to get it off my chest, and say, if it is the "end of the world", bring it on!  lol 

11/14/2011 6:43:13 PM

Some people!!  Got nothing better to do than to write someone and say one word, then expect you to know exactly what they are trying to say! i wonder how many people would question what i was talking about if i sent an email, and just said, "bullsh*t".....  a normal response would be, what do you mean?  then if i were to write back, "you, you idiot", well, who would be the idiot? me? for sending the one word email? or you, for not understanding and questioning it??  LMAO!!  Some people, i hope, are never allowed to breed!!!

10/29/2011 9:05:41 AM

Got an email yesterday, from someone who said he had talked to me over the past few years, under a couple different names. He then said, he couldn't remember the names, i thought this odd, because i can remember the majority of the names i've used. when i mentioned a few different areas of people who had changed names (who can't remember where they are from? or where they've been?) and kept in touch, he then said to "just let it be" and went on to insult my Sir. Funny how when a person is called on his bluff, that he gets insulting, and of course, picks on the first thing he can think of, my Sir, then basically called me a "gold digger". It seems to be the ones who don't post pics, and if they do, it's of their dicks, that are so insecure, that they hide and pop out from time to time, only to insult, and play mindgames.

10/11/2011 8:18:20 PM

Went out in the woods today, to do some bow-hunting.  Didn't see anything, though :-(  but at least this time, i didn't have to be up in a tree stand! When i'm in the tree stand, it seems like i'm about 30 ft off the ground, but my Sir says it's only about 12 ft.  i'm scared to death of heights, but if my Sir asks me, i would climb the highest ladder.

10/3/2011 3:56:28 PM

Gotta love (NOT) when someone asks a question, and i reply quite nicely, considering the question, then they fire back with insults, and verbal abuse, and then block me!!  What a cowardly person.  As seen below, not only a coward, but someone who doesn't use spell check!!  LMAO!!

  cruelslut on 10/3/11 at 5:39 PM:
 
 

i dont fucken care what i did he is you ser not mine you dum ass cunt ass bitch slut

9/14/2011 11:46:46 AM

i feel so lucky, so blessed, that i've found the One! He understands me, He supports me (emotionally and otherwise), He makes me smile, laugh, and with Him, i know there is nothing that we can't overcome, together. He doesn't yell, even when i try His patience, He is my Rock, my All! He is there for our son, and i know that He always will be.  Blessed be!

8/27/2011 9:14:05 PM

So, we went shining deer last night and tonight, and saw some awesome bucks with trophy racks! One stood in a field barely 30ft from us, and just watched us! i can't wait to get them in the sights of the .50cal muzzleloader and take one down this year! Blessed be!

7/30/2011 6:29:57 PM

Is it just me? or do others feel the same way i do about idiotic people sending stupid emails?  One that i got today, was "hi, i was wondering if you have a webcam, and could help me with an assignment? don't worry, i won't ask to see you nude"  when i asked what the assignment was, and why i would need a webcam if it was his assignment, i was chided, and told i didn't need to ask questions, and that i was being "too shy to show my face".  in reply, i stated, that in looking at my profile, i have face pics on my profile, and this person did not, their profile only had torso shots.  Another complimented my pics, and then asked if i wanted to "continue for more".  i asked more what?  Then he said, "i just checked your profile, and saw you are collared, and married, that would not work for me." i told him, that even were i not collared, and married, that he would not be more than a chat, as he is in florida!! why do people email, pretending to want to chat, then suddenly,want more than chat and act as though the person they contacted was the one to initiate contact??

7/5/2011 7:10:43 PM

Awesome! A whole week of my Sir, all to myself! Time to sleep in, curled up next to Him, and then spend the rest of the day out on the bike, riding, and keeping my arms tight around Him! Time to grow that much closer, fall that much more in love, and be loved all that much more!  (i think the words "second honeymoon" come to mind.)  i only hope that everyone else will find a fraction of the love and happiness we have found together!  Blessed be!

5/29/2011 6:19:39 AM

Three months, one week, and 4 days of absolute HEAVEN!!!  Things just keep getting better and better!  my Sir has made my smile a permanent fixture on my face, as well as the sparkle in my eyes, which He swears is more like a supernova!  i only wish that everyone else feels that way about the person in their lives, even if only 1/10 of what i feel, it would be more than enough for the rest of their lives.   Blessed be!

5/19/2011 10:59:21 AM

Why do people write to others and lie?  When caught in their inconsistencies, they come back with "you don't understand" or something like that.  Lies will only catch up with you, claiming 3 yrs in the life, then 5 yrs with this site, and seeing right on the profile, that they have been a member for 3 yrs.  Claiming to be a man, trying to become a woman, and yet, saying that they can have any woman they want, it's all too confusing, and contradictory.  When caught in their own web, they throw insults, and accusations.   

2/11/2011 4:13:41 AM

Went to court yesterday, and got my final paperwork.  Time to close that chapter of my life, and move on to the next.  i thought i would be more scared, but, i've found that i feel relief more than anything.  Blessed be!

1/15/2011 12:03:24 PM

Another month till i get the final papers, then to move on to a new life, with my new man, and more hope and promise than i've known in a long time.  Life has become a wonderfully blessed thing!!  Blessed be!

10/3/2010 6:58:17 PM
another day closer, another step closer.  in meeting my soul-mate, i've come to the point where i will be moving soon.  Please, understand that i am only looking for friends, not "friends with benefits" or anything else.  Any disrespectful emails (emails which ask me to leave him, or to do something behind his back) will be deleted and blocked.  i wish all the best of luck in their search.  Blessed be!
9/16/2010 7:57:19 PM
It hurts when your child comes to you, even at 18 yrs old, in tears, because the one he loves broke it off.  To try and ease a pain that runs that deep is a daunting task.  i talked to him, let him cry on my shoulder (even if he did have to lean down a bit lol), and offered what little advice i could.  But, when you get 2-3 texts over the next couple of days, saying thank you, and i'm glad you are my mom, and as understanding as you are, then you know you've made an impact on his life.
9/7/2010 11:36:05 AM
Done with school, done with externship, trying to figure out where to go from here, and get into the medical field that i trained for.  i've found someone very special, and wasn't looking for Him, go figure....  lol 
5/9/2010 11:07:22 AM
Happy Mother's Day, to all the mothers.  I wish happiness, and health to all. 
4/7/2010 8:55:35 PM
Wow! Down to the last "mod" in school,  starting in mid to late May, i start my externship, and the beginning of my new career.  i've worked hard to get where i am, so far, perfect attendance, and straight A's!   To my friends on here who've offered their support, and well wishes, THANK YOU!!!!!!
12/30/2009 6:51:51 PM
Wow, almost a new year!!  A Happy and Safe New Year, to those who are travelling, a Safe Journey, to those who are not, very wise choice!  A Blessed and Prosperous New Year to All!!
12/9/2009 8:30:55 PM
Difficult to believe that Christmas is barely two weeks away!  i'll finally get a short break from school, and am going to just totally enjoy myself.  i wish E/everyone a Happy, and Safe Holiday Season! 
12/3/2009 1:22:18 PM
To all those who tried to email me in the past week or so, i was unable due to computer problems, to do anything other than read emails.  Please, do not think i was ignoring the email.  my computer is up and running again, and my computer withdrawal symptoms are slowly going away, lol!
11/13/2009 4:56:39 PM
Ok, so here it is, almost time for the dreaded holiday season!  for those of you who know me, and maybe missed me a little, i've been busy!!  i work 6 days a week, and attend classes 4 nights a week.  my son kicked my butt to get me back to school, and it worked!  i will graduate shortly after he graduates from high school.   Well, time for some studying, and homework!  lol  Blessed be!!
6/22/2009 9:20:24 PM
Summer is here at long last.  When i hear people complaining about the heat now, i laugh, and think how, only a few months ago, people were complaining about the zero degree weather!  i wish everyone a long, comfortable summer, and of course, a safe one!   Blessed be!
12/28/2008 5:34:29 PM
i hope everyone's Christmas, Yule, or Winter Solstice was as joyous as mine turned out to be.  What began as "trial by fire" or "test of faith", became a wonderous, joyful time.   i wish everyone a Happy New Year, and a Prosperous One at that!   Blessed Be!!
11/23/2008 9:00:00 AM

Ok....so, please, someone tell me, what is it about Doms, or Masters, that they think one or two emails, then they start talking to you thru a messenger, and the first message they send you is "Hi Slut"?  They haven't talked to you, found out if you like that, or consider it an insult, but to them, you should feel honored, because they consider that a term of endearment.   If you've known me a while, then i would consider it that, but not off the get go.  Ok, off my soap box now...  Have a wonderful Thanksgiving Holiday!  Blessed Be!

11/12/2008 7:41:16 PM
This is a tough time of the year for me, i try to be cheery, as much as possible, but i know there will be days when uncontrollable thoughts and deep sadness will come over me.  if i am sad or distant, bear with me, for that mood doesn't usually last long.   As always, Blessed Be!  May everyone's Holiday Season be filled with Joy, and Prosperity!
8/26/2008 8:29:41 PM
OMG!!!   Where did the summer go?  Labor day already!  sigh, and soon, it will be that nasty 6-letter word, and we'll be wishing for the humidity, and heat, and hating the white flakey stuff......i hope everyone has a safe holiday weekend, and enjoys themselves.  Blessed be!
7/30/2008 8:38:25 PM
Almost the beginning of August already, where did the time fly off to?  i hope everyone is enjoying the wonderful sunshine, and warm weather!  :-)   Blessed be!
7/3/2008 9:49:43 PM
Happy (and safe!) Fourth of July!  Also, a very special and heartfelt THANK YOU to all service people, past and present, who have done so much to protect our freedom.
6/25/2008 8:09:11 PM
Summer solstice has come, and gone, the official beginning of the shortest season, but the one most enjoy more than any other.   Here's hoping everyone has an enjoyable summer, and more importantly, a safe one.   Also, with the 4th of July coming up, an early hope for a safe, fireworks-filled holiday!  Blessed be!
6/13/2008 7:02:11 AM
Why is it, that if a submissive does not "bow down" and "yes sir" quickly enough, that if they don't agree to the most outrageous of demands/orders, even on the phone, that they are accused of being phony?   Just because a sub does not allow themselves to be a doormat, does not mean that they are phony, it means that they know that every possession has worth.  Some possessions are prized more than others, but still, if someone owns something, there's a certain pride in their voice when they say, "That's mine."   There's a certain care taken with that possession too.   Why then, do some on here, fail to see that?  <<hopping off the soapbox now>>   Have a great day everyone.  Blessed be!
6/3/2008 11:34:26 PM
The beginning of a new month, and so many things happening all at once.    Hope everyone is enjoying the beginning of summer, and living life to the fullest!  i know i am!   Blessed be!
5/29/2008 8:50:06 AM
Almost the end of school, and my son is super-excited, like any kid!  Time is speeding by, and i'm trying to enjoy every second i can.  Have a wonderful day all!
5/23/2008 9:29:12 PM
It's been a long week, and the only saving grace about working at all this weekend, is that i will be out in time to get together with friends and relax on Saturday night!  Blessed be!
5/12/2008 10:20:00 AM

Yesterday turned out to be a wonderful day after all!  when my son got home, he gave me a flowering plant, along with a card.  In the card, he said thank you for everthing i do for him, and that he didn't know what he would do without me!   i am so very proud of my son!!   Be well, and stay safe!

5/5/2008 9:36:34 AM
Could it be true?  Is it possible?  Yes, all the signs are pointing to it, the arrival of spring/summer!   Blessed Be!  i am looking forward to enjoying it!
4/29/2008 9:07:10 AM
i've been noticing the trees are blossoming, especially the crab apple trees.  So, i guess that means that spring has finally sprung!  Awesome!   Be well, and Blessed be!!
4/17/2008 6:01:06 PM
Wooohooo!!!   My son's team won both games of the double-header!  They mercied the other team in the fourth in both games, which basically means a 15 run lead!   In the first game, my son was the catcher, and did an awesome job!  In both games, at his at bats, he got base hits, and his team mates brought him in on base runs.  In the second game, he played first base, and got a few outs, and then, he pitched the last two innings, and pitched a no-hitter both times!   Ummmm  can we say, i'm just a little bit proud  of him?   Ok, actually, a LOT!!   Stay safe, and blessed be!
4/17/2008 7:08:30 AM
Double Header tonight, preparations for my mom's 80th birthday party, work, busy weekend already starting!!  If you send an email, and i don't get to it right away, i will as soon as i can!  Blessed be!
4/16/2008 5:03:11 PM
Missed my son's games, they were away games.   Both games were lost by only one RUN!   Damn, damn, double damn!!   Well, he's got another shot yet this week.  He's got another double header tomorrow night!!
4/12/2008 8:02:24 PM
well, i'm gonna miss my son's next game, it's monday, and i have to work till 11pm!   but i know he'll stop by and let me know how it went, and tell me about the games.  i wish i could take every day he had a game off, i don't like missing them, but he understands that i have to work.  again, i have to ask, how did i luck out with such a wonderful son????
4/10/2008 7:08:06 AM
Went to my son's first double-header of the season, they won!!  It's still a bit chilly for baseball, but, i love watching my son play!  Can't wait till his next game, hopefully, it will be warmer! 
4/5/2008 4:05:28 PM
Awesome, my son is home, starts working tomorrow, and wow, he's such a wonderful kid!!   well, it was such a great day today, the weather was so nice!  i'm almost tempted to believe in summer again!  can't wait to get out in shorts, with an spf of 100 on.....  lol   i hope everyone is doing as well as i am!
4/3/2008 7:10:01 AM
WOOHOO!!!   My son comes home today!!  i've missed him!  Almost time to start my trip to the airport, so, best to finish getting things together.   Take care, and be safe!
4/1/2008 7:41:07 PM
LOL  Made it through the day without being a fool!   Hope everyone else was just as fortunate!   only two more days, till my boy comes home, a teenager now, but still, always, and forever, at least in my eyes, my baby boy!   He'd not like that description, he's becoming a man, but he knows a mother's love is strong, and unconditional.   He's wise beyond his years, and thinks i don't notice, but i do, and i am so very proud of him.   Sorry for rambling on, have a wonderful evening, and stay safe!
3/30/2008 7:14:33 AM
Once again, emailed by someone claiming to be something he's not.  A gentleman, a Dom, and a soldier.  From how rude he was, obviously, no gentleman, and obviously, unfortunately for the majority of our servicemen, who are proud, chivalrous, and carry themselves with dignity, this man or rather boy, lied about being in the service.   He's more likely a bartender, with no hope of more, and is trying to appear to be something worth respecting.  Sorry for the rant!  Have a wonderful Sunday! 
3/23/2008 7:20:51 PM
Hope everyone had a very Happy, or Hoppy, Easter!   Just think, summer is right around the next corner.......  Let's just hope that corner isn't the proverbial 100 miles away!
3/16/2008 9:52:46 PM

To all the Irish people (politically correct), Happy St. Patrick's Day!!!! 

May the road rise up to meet Y/you.
May the wind always be at Y/your back.
May the sun shine warm upon Y/your face,
and rains fall soft upon Y/your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold Y/you in the palm of His hand.


 

2/10/2008 8:46:12 PM
i'm reminded of the Wizard, in The Wizard of Oz, when talking to the Tinman...  "A heart is not judged by how much you love, but by how much you are loved by others".  i had time to sit and think today, for a change, and realized, i need to slow down in my life, easier said than done, but something i definitely need to work on.   There are a lot of things i need to work on, so, if it takes a while to get back to Y/you, don't take offense.
1/22/2008 7:44:27 PM
Everyone has been so nice, so helpful, and so friendly since i opened my own profile on here.   i've met some amazing people on here, and hopefully, made some new and good friends.   To those who've been helpful, and kind, Thank You.  To the ONE who was rude, and insulting, i believe karma will settle with you, you've shown your true colors.  You are neither a Master/Dominant nor a MAN.   You are but a boy, playing at being a grown up.
BrattyKat88
 
 Age: 30
 Toronto, Canada