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I am a registered slave. 327-354-876
http://www.slaveregister.com/327-354-876
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If all you want is a copy of my checklist, feel free to ask, include a valid e-mail address for me to send it to. It is far too large to copy and paste here.
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"A slave without a Master is but half a soul. Wandering in a haze, lost, craving the control only One can provide. Aching to serve and please. A hole in the core of her being that must be filled, that only He can fill. A slave without a Master, is not a slave at all, she is a lost soul, condemned to wander, searching for her One true Mate."
Written by SlaveAngel
All works in this profile and journal are the original works of SlaveAngel unless otherwise posted.
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So.......can someone please explain to me the ones that have a "Master/Mistress/Dom/Domme" or are being considered by one after a few short hours on this site?
I am not one to take eons just talking to someone over subspace, I prefer a real time meet and greet fairly quickly. However, I would never "collar" or "consider" someone I had met a few hours before, nor would I expect them to want such.
That is all metaphorically speaking since I am not the one that does said collaring or considering, but likely most of y'all know what I mean. |
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Well, happy birthday to me. Yet another decade passes into the obscurity of life lived and past. |
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After several months I suppose I should write something here.
This site continues to be a dissappointment for the most part. It is as full of fakes, liars and morons as all the rest.
If you are real, honest and desire the same in return, please feel free to message me!
Otherwise, move on. |
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Well, Aislynne Selene joined us Wednesday, May 6th, 2009 at 7:45am. She weighed 7 pounds and 4 ounces and is 19 inches long. C-sections royally suck but this one went far better than the last one did. Barely 48 hours later we were discharged to go home. We are home now, just trying to rest and recuperate. I won't be on much since sitting here isn't the most comfortable thing in the world. |
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Well, it's official.....We're having a girl!!! Aislynne Selene will arrive in May!  |
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Well, gallbladder surgery was a success. I was worried about letting them do it while I am pregnant, but it all worked out ok. I can finally eat again, and keep it down! It's amazing the things we take for granted until we can't do them anymore. 8 weeks of not being able to keep any food down makes one appreciate it all the more, trust me! It is of course painful, as any surgery will be, but the pain is worth it in the end. |
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You know, it is truly frustrating when you take the time and effort to type a personal message to someone, and get no response. I don't send one-liners (at least not generally), and every message I send is typed at the time and for the person I am sending it to. Some kind of response would be nice. Even if it is a "Thanks for the message, but I'm not interested." Hell, even one of collarme's auto-responses. It's getting to the point where finding real people that actually have manners and can just be honest, is impossible. For those of you that DO reply, even if not interested, thank you. |
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Seeking:
We are seeking a house slave. She will be in charge of domestic affairs as well as occasional child care. She will be well cared for. She need not work outside our home. All things will be provided for her. She may or may not become a part of our physical relationships. That will depend on her as well as how things progress.
There are several reasons we are seeking. The main one being that we would ideally like to find a compatible third for our home. However, this is not a requirement. I am pregnant again and need help with the home. If that is all she wishes to be, a house slave, that can be accommodated and respected. If she desires to become more, then we will test the waters and see where it can lead.
I will accept polite messages from all who are interested. This will be a live-in situation. All types of women will be considered, but WOMEN ONLY!
If there are any that wish total slavery, that can also be accommodated, please tell me why I should consider you. |
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Just a heads up for any Dominants out there:
Beware of aGirl4MomandDad. She is nothing but a liar, a fake and a game player. Just wanted to let Y'all know before she feeds You the same lines we got.
Good luck. |
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Seriously, I don't think most of the people on this site could tell the truth if their lives depended on it! I have YET to come across a submissive female that keeps their word. What is wrong with you people? What's with all the lies and games? Guess y'all must get yer rocks off that way. |
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I seek nothing from the people here. Time and time again it has been proven that few are true or willing to follow through with what they say. For those few of you that I have gotten to know, please understand that this is not aimed at you. If I haven't spoken to you at length, do not bother to contact me. The only exception is if you only want a copy of my checklist. If that is all you seek, please follow the guidelines at the top of my profile. To the rest of you, go lie to someone else, I'm done here.
Ciao.
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On a seperate note:
I have compiled a 10 page long BDSM activities Checklist. I combined the best ones from the net that I could find, and added a few things of my own. If anyone, Dominant or submissive would like a blank copy to utilize in their relationships, please feel free to ask and I will e-mail it to you. It is a wonderful tool for getting to know about ones partner or potential partner. It lists the activity, asks if one has ever done it, then asks if you want to. Even if you have, you can still not want to again, so the way it is laid out works wonderfully. Also, if anyone has anything I can add, I am always up for more suggestions. |
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For all you people claiming not to have time to respond to all messages, I say bullshit. This site offers an auto response feature. Simply read the message, then if not interested, click the auto response button of your choice and move on. You can even customize one of your own. So enough with the excuses. Be the adults you are all supposed to be. |
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Black cats
Superstition
Welcome mats
Family tradition
Lucky numbers
Four and seven
Flash floods
A sign from heaven
Hurricanes, tornados
A natural disaster
Whirlwinds, roller coasters
Moving faster
Round and round
The way life goes
Many friends
More foes
Family relations
Part of life
Going together
Like a fork and a knife |
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The loss of a friend, through lies and deciet.
Against this tactic, you cannot defeat.
There is no answer, no way around.
They are lost forever, gone to ground.
The pain and the anger, the soul ripping scorn.
A mind set adrift, a heart that is torn.
Against this pain, you cannot defend.
Such is your fate, at the loss of a friend.
As I die
I see my life dripping away
As the blood from my ruptured veins
Losing consciousness
No will left to live
Death’s sweet release
Pain intolerable miseries
Gone for good
Never again to cry in the night
Scared and alone
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Philosophy from a slaves point of view:
The trials we go through in life are to test and teach us, if we can look at them, see where we went astray, and learn and grow, then it was not a failure or wasted effort. Everything we go through prepares us for our purpose, something we can't know of before we find it, but when we do, the happiness will finally become a part of Us and we will know we have found our place.
Love and accept yourself for who and what you are, the love and acceptance of another, will soon follow. As long as you're riddled with self doubt and negative thoughts, you will never find what you seek.
We always have a choice, we can choose to see life for what it is, accepting the things that hurt us, anger us, make us doubt ourselves, learn from them, and move on, always trying to better who we are. Or we can wallow in self doubt and self pity, convincing ourselves that we are not worthy, that we will never be happy, that life is against us.
Look within your own heart, mind, soul, learn to accept your life, look at things for the lessons that they are, let everything else go, pain, anger, hurt, doubt. What your heart wishes, will come to you when you find balance, the time will then be right.
Think you're wrong, or think you're right, either way, you will be correct. If you are convinced you will fail, you will. If you are sure that you will succeed, you may not, but at least you know you did everything you could to do so.
First be true to yourself and others will more inclined to be true to you.
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Shadow and light
Purifying pain
Thoughts of release
Spoken in vain
Captured by deception
Tethered by desire
Ecstasies delivered
Bathed in fire
Emotions gone wild
Immeasurable joy
Snared by the dragon
So cunning and coy
Forever a prisoner
Of oblivious delight
Afraid of nothing
A soul chilling plight
Swathed in darkness
A heart of stone
A soul in turmoil
Forever alone |
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Well, as seems to be the case more often than not on this site, the little girl had no desire to truly serve or please. She is no longer under My care. To anyone that may wish to try their luck with her, beware her games and empty promises.
With that said, I still seek a girl to join our household. I would prefer that she be submissive to both men and women. She would be primarily My pet but as Master and I are married, she would belong to Him as well. We offer a kind, loving, fun, outgoing, openminded and adventorous home. Most of all she needs to be service oriented with a strong desire to please. We need someone that we can sit down and play a board game with, someone we can take to public events and someone that is extremely openminded in the bedroom.
If you think this sounds interesting and that you may be the girl we are looking for, please say hi. |
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I have decided to explore My switch side. To which end I have given sweetkels an online training collar. We will see how things go for a bit and if we remain well matched, we will move to real time encounters and training. Any Dominant Men or Women that wish to speak with her need to talk to Me first. She may speak with submissives from any gender at her own discretion. I am hoping that she will find herself well suited to Me, and in time, become the girl Master and I have been looking for. Thus far she has proven herself a willing and obediant pet. She has made Me very happy and I have high hopes for her in the future. |
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Master allowed me to start the long process of inducing lactation a few days ago. MMMMMMM. Love it. The feel of the pump sucking hungrily away at my nipples. They grow more red and tender by the day. Even getting small droplets of fluid from them already. The key is consistency and dedication to the project. Master had me draw up a "Milking Schedule" that I must stick to regardless of all other activities, including sleep. I must set my alarm and get up a minimum of every 3 hours and pump them for a minimum of 20 minutes. A schedule that more accurately reflects the feeding habits of an infant. I can't wait until milk actually starts to flow! Any tips or pointers would be welcome. |
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What does training mean to a slave?
For me, training is a means to serve and please my Master better. A slave is who I am, a part of my soul, screaming to be set free from the bonds of accepted normalcy. To be a slave is not something I need to be taught. How to best use my innate abilities, a focus for my desires to serve and please, is learned through practice. The training I receive will hone and bring beauty and grace to my service to Him.
Society does not accept us for who we are. Many in the BDSM life don't like the term slave, or what they think it means. Most think that to be a slave means to become a mindless drone, incapable of self thought or decision. On the contrary, a good slave is far from mindless, she must be able to understand and anticipate the needs of her Master. To be able to improvise if needed, to make quick decisions for His pleasure. How could one that was weak or mindless ever write the beautiful serves and dances that I have so often seen?
A Friend told me that I am too strong of a woman to be slave to any Man. We simply differ in our opinion of what it is to be slave. To me, being slave is trusting fully in my Master, and in that trust, knowing I never have reason to fear for my physical, mental, or emotional safety. Secure in that knowledge, I am able to give fully of myself to Him, with no need for limits or safe words. In my strength lies the ability to persevere at any task I am set.
The more pleased He is, then the happier I will be. His pleasure is my happiness. Nothing else is important.
So what does training mean to me? It means learning the best possible way to express through even the tiniest act, my love, devotion, desire, and need to serve and please Him. How best to show the true slave that is embedded in my mind, heart, body and soul. How to let go of all of the negativity, of everything that is not a part of my service to Him. |
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OK, a bit of a revision on the spelling and grammar issue. No one is perfect. But come on people, we are all supposed to be adults here, can we not at least spell out words such as "you" instead of "u"? I mean seriously, it only takes 2 more letters and succeeds in not making the writer look like they are in third grade. It is simply my personal opinion that when trying to let people know about yourself in a profile introduction, one would strive to make it at least look like you made it past grade school level. Not saying everyone has to try to be a literary whiz, I most certainly am far from it, but a spell checker can be such a wonderful tool and only takes seconds to use. I would know, I use it every time I post something here. My spelling sucks for the most part. |
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**PET-PEEVES: Learn how to spell and properly use grammar in your profiles and e-mails. These things are supposed to be a representation of you for all that read them. Unless you wish to portray yourself as illiterate and incompetent, then put a little time and effort into them.** |
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The tears that flow, they cannot know.
Not to show, time to go.
Feelings torn, life of scorn.
Once born, forever forlorn.
Never to trust, darkness a must.
Just one thrust, satisfy the lust.
Needing release, finding peace.
Life decreased, finally to cease.
All gone black, wrapped in a sack.
Life she will lack, never coming back. |
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Ok, what the fuck is wrong with you people on this site? Do any of you read? I'm sick and damn tired of this crap. I got this in an actual e-mail, they first asked me to be interested in them as a potential slave for them, then when I replied telling them they were idiots, this is what I got:
"We are sorry we did miss that you were married and owned.Do know how we did it but did not mean to try to get you to leave anyone.The message was not cut and paste but we have not been conversing on the computer long. Again sorry and bye."
It is the very first line of my actual profile, you are complete morons!
Opening paragraph and first two lines of my profile read as follows:
" "A slave without a Master is but half a soul. Wandering in a haze, lost, craving the control only One can provide. Aching to serve and please. A hole in the core of her being that must be filled, that only He can fill. A slave without a Master, is not a slave at all, she is a lost soul, condemned to wander, searching for her One true Mate."
Written by SlaveAngel
All works in this profile and journal are the original works of SlaveAngel unless otherwise posted.
I am owned by, and married to, my wonderful Master/husband, Cherrokee1973.
I am a registered slave. 327-354-876 I WILL NOT ever leave my Owner so do NOT ask."
So how exactly do you people, couples and men alike, miss that???
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What is it with you men? What part of OWNED and MARRIED do you NOT understand? Why do you troll someone that is already taken? Even if you do manage to get one to leave who they are with for you, why do you believe they wouldn't do the same for the next troll that came into their lives? Following suit by leaving you for them? Could you really trust or respect someone that left a relationship to be with you? I sure as hell couldn't. So why do you all try? Why not try to find an UNATTACHED girl rather than going after the married, owned, collared and taken ones?
Now, not all men do this and to those that don't, you may want to try to talk some sense into your fellow males as they are giving all of you a very bad reputation. If this continues, I will not remain on this site long. |
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~Under Consideration~
Such a strange term really. It is just my opinion but I think that you are either compatible or not. Why not just say "testing the waters"? And really, how can one ~consider~ another that they haven't even spent a decent amount of time getting to know? I have found it best to truly know the person you are with, long before entering any kind of D/s relationship. All of these ~velcro~ collars on this site amuse me. One day someone is looking, the next they are ~under consideration~, the next the are ~collared~, the next they are back to looking. I mean really. Serious people, wanting to live this life for what it is are hard to find. Granted, it is unique to the people involved. However, there are far more ~players~, ~wannabes~, ~fakes~, and just plain ~liars~ on here than people serious about what they want.
Again, all of this is just my opinion, and as we all know, opinions are like assholes, everyone has one.
Ah well, that was my rant for the day. Take care all. |
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Love was unknown
Happiness a dream
Until You came along
And fixed a torn seam
The hem of my heart
You tried to repair
Now the light of my life
You’re more important than air
I wished on a star
To find my One love
And now You’re here
From heaven above
A sign that my heart
Can be happy at last
Healed of the hurt
And anger of long past |
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OK, let's get this out of the way. DO NOT send me a message asking me to join your household. As is clearly printed in my profile, I am COLLARED and MARRIED. I will NOT leave Him for anyone! Hell, it took me 11 years to find Him!
People that send such messages without first reading profiles really do make themselves look like the worlds biggest asses. |
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Thoughtless, Senseless, Hopeless, Endless.
Torture, Torment, Pain and Anguish.
Sorrow, sadness, grief and shame.
Felt by a heart, madness taking claim.
Disturbed, angry, alone and confused.
Never surrender, though you’ve been abused .
Hope, passion, desire and trust.
Love and understanding, sympathy a must.
All are out there, all can be yours.
Hidden, lost, waiting in scores.
Drifting, wandering, searching and seeking.
Souls in a river, drowning, sinking.
Holding out a hand, offering an ear.
I’m here to listen, to banish your fear.
Never to deceive, mislead or betray.
A friend I can be, a friend who will stay. |
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Shadow and light
Purifying pain
Thoughts of release
Spoken in vain
Captured by deception
Tethered by desire
Ecstasies delivered
Bathed in fire
Emotions gone wild
Immeasurable joy
Snared by the dragon
So cunning and coy
Forever a prisoner
Of oblivious delight
Afraid of nothing
A soul chilling plight
Swathed in darkness
A heart of stone
A soul in turmoil
Forever alone |
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Is it worth the struggle, is it worth the fight?
Should day be allowed, to turn into the night?
The darkness closing, no use for sight.
Welcoming it in, with arms opened wide.
Never again, to see the bright red dawn.
Never again, to feel the warmth of the sun.
This is the inevitable, the path we must run.
So is it worth the struggle, is it worth the fight? |
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~~Attractive~~
An overused and underdefined word. Used when one is either incapable of, or unwilling to, adequately describe what it is they truly seek. One persons ~Attractive~ is often another persons ~repulsive~. As each person has unique tastes and views on what is or is not attractive, what is the point of saying you want an ~Attractive~ partner? How do you expect to find what you desire with such a vague request? Are we all supposed to be mind readers? To know what it is everyone else finds ~Attractive~? |
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To be a Master or a slave, it must be a part of your heart, your very soul. Something you think of every waking moment and dream of at night. Only then can you be true to yourself and to the one you're with. The instinct can not be learned or forced, and none should ever try to be what they aren't. Online though, as we all know, most are NOT true, are simply trying to follow what they think makes them look "cool". In the process many are hurt, misled, lied to, preyed upon. It is a sad thing and yet so prevalent and tolerated. So, if we can allow such things to go on, to turn a blind eye, why is it that we can't allow each to live their life along the paths they choose? Without judgment, ridicule, degradation, humiliation, insults and harrassment? There is right and wrong in life, but, there is no right or wrong way to live in this life. Every relationship is unique to the partners, their limits, desires, wants, needs. As such, there can be no specifically defined absolutes of right and wrong ways to be. What works for some, won't work for others. I hope one day to see more tolerence and understanding, more compassion and patience. I doubt it will happen in my lifetime. |
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Isolation and fear
Breeding in the dark
Hopeless pain
Indescribable misery
Soul rending
Feelings a jumble
Gray days forever
The curse of life
Isolation and fear
Breeding in the dark
Never-ending sadness
Forever a burden
Thoughts of home
Blinding agony
Pulling at the heart
Dragging it under
Isolation and fear
Breeding in the dark
Lurking close
Ready to strike
Never to release
Forever a captive
Useless hope
Senseless life |
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her soul finally complete
her heart crying out in joy
her mind at ease at last
she has found her place
she knows where she belongs
she will live her life content
forever curled at Ones feet
the feel of His hand in her hair
an absent minded caress
she will look up to His eyes
seeing the smile upon His face
her heart warm with pride
a warmth only known by a slave
only when she has a Master to serve |
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I have been going through many of the profiles on collarme, women's only, sorry guys. A subject that seems to come up quite often is submissiveness. Why do we "want" to se slave or submissive?
Well, I don’t know about all of the others on here but for me, it isn't a "want". It is simply who and what I am. I no more "want" it, than I want to breath. It is automatic, instinctual. Even when I was a little girl, I was always the one helping someone or something. I always felt better if I knew others were happy. Even if it was no more than the bird that fell out of its nest. It still gave me a sense of accomplishment.
I was luckier than most in that I found my submissive side at a very young age. It took me a long time to fully explore what it meant and what I most needed to complete who I was. Smiles, I have found that in my Master/husband and life could be no better.
OK, I think I'm rambling now. Back to the point at hand. In my opinion, being Dominant or submissive is not something one can choose to be. It is either a part of ones core personality, or it isn't. Not to say that one cannot learn how best to nurture that particular part of them, but it was always there. They just had to let it come to the fore and be seen. Again, just my opinion, and of course, everyone has one :) |
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