Hello CM!  Thank you for the responses...and I do regret not being able to respond to all the emails.   I have met my Poppa...and am currently learning to be his good Lil One.  I made this profile not to seek but to expand my knowledge...to learn by conversing with others in this lifestyle.  It is very much an interesting world.  There is sooo much to learn, to hear about, and to experience.  My intentions on this site is to share my feelings, thoughts, and concerns in a community that is devoted to this lifestyle.  I already share them with my Poppa but I would like to see what views others have.  I feel that this will help enhance my bond with Poppa.  I hope my intentions are not misunderstood...and apologize if I caused any misconceptions or inconvieniences,