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Hello All...I have pics but due to my profession, I cannot show them
I used to be on this site but deleted my profile due to all of the fakes, users and liars I seemed to encounter. It's quite saddening to see a guy label himself as a "Dom" when he just likes rough sexual play...
In reality, it's quite more than that!
=)
Okay...so here I am
I am Real and I have had submissive tendencies ever since I could remember...it is who I am, it is a part of me. Two years ago I began to touch my toes into the deep pool of BDSM...it was unsuccessful.
I then tried "vanilla" (bad decision) and was never understood, I was basically brainwashed to think this lifestyle is disturbing...now I feel I am a lost soul, wondering in the darkness feeling one thing and being told another...
I have been quoted as a “wonderful very moldable woman”...
I very much lack self confidence and self esteem but I am no dummy...and I am no doormat. I am still a human being...but pleasingly submissive =)
I tend to be a perfectionist.…I am genuine at everything I do and say. I am sweet, caring, honest, intelligent and loyal. I will admit mistakes. I am a good listener. College educated.
I enjoy being controlled...sexually, as well as in some departments outside of the bedroom. It helps me stay on track and healthy when I cant depend on myself. I appreciate the support and benefits I can achieve through this. I enjoy random and know nothing it ever set in stone.
For right now I am Only looking for Friends, I no longer jump into things so quickly or trust so easily. I recently went through a bad break up. I have no will or motivation to dive into something this serious so soon, please respect that. When alone, I am strong enough to look out for myself. I would appreciate if you did not email me claiming you "own" me...it is a big turn off.
Ideally, with time...I crave a guy who can be my Dom yet my boyfriend as well...Monogamously! Someone within 10 years of my age, who works, can support themseves (as do I)...someone strong yet sensitive, powerful yet caring, assertive yet romantic, protector yet compassionate...
I dont even know if this is possible...but here I am trying again to at least gain a friend in the lifestyle...
Thanks for reading!
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