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This slave is owned and collared, so don't waste your time emailing if you're looking for more than friendship. -Ryan Cooper
I'm socially somewhat dominant, and I already have a man who shows me
who's boss, so if you want to show me, that's nice, I don't care. Take
it up with Sir.Email me if you have any questions. ^ ^**All emails are screened by Sir(RyanCooper) before I read them. **
Oh,
and I'm STD and drug-free. Music, caffeine, and pain are my vices.
I like to draw cartoons and watch TV shows from my childhood (Invader Zim,
Pinky and the Brain, Histeria!, Animaniacs, etc.). Reading is loads of
fun too. Lately I've been reading the Encyclopedia of Unusual Sex Practices by Brenda Love.
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I like black, chains, silver, and green. I'm generally
very extroverted. I'm also rather open, though some might call me
shameless, which would be very far from the truth. I like to have my
time alone, but I also love to hang out with friends. I'm extremely friendly, unless I happen to be feeling shy at the moment.
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So... I've found a guy who pretty much matches my last journal entry exactly. (And he loves squash! *squeals in delight*) Quite frankly, I was surprised to find that he's single. As far as I'm concerned, I'm off the market, boys. I've got a feeling this will last for a good long while. I don't think I'll be on here again any time soon.
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What I basically fantasize about: a rational goth guy that loves physics, but has me at the top of the list of things he loves. Not at first of course, but eventually, at least.
And sex doesn't play into the fantasy, really. (Okay, sometimes it does, but not all the time.) Mostly, we'd talk about life, things that amuse/interest us, and unusual observations that we've made about the world around us. (e.g., "I'm glad I'm not a newt because...", "Do these over-sized sunglasses make me look like an insect?", "Do you think there's an animal equivalent of kink?", etc.) That would be the foreplay. And then there'd be brain sex, which can be even better than the physical variety, if done correctly. And after that, there could be the physical sex, which would likely involve lots of biting, scratching, and the tiniest bit of blood.
And he'd have to be able to gracefully accept it if I'm "better" at something than he is--even if he doesn't like accepting it--because he'd realize that I'd be submitting to him despite those things, that I would think he's someone I would do well to follow, even if he thinks I'm superior to him in some particular area(s).
And he wouldn't complain if I cooked squash for dinner.
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What I basically fantasize about: a rational goth guy that loves physics, but has me at the top of the list of things he loves. Not at first of course, but eventually, at least.
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If I seem at all shaken, I just found out that a kid I've known for at least 4 years died last weekend of brain cancer. I didn't know him well, but he was kinda like a little brother. I wish I'd known about it earlier. I would have tried to do something to help.
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*giggles* So, another femsub reads my last journal entry and basically tells me that it makes me come across as a domme in sub's clothing. When I told her that I really am not a domme, I'm just difficult to tame, she said that my last journal entry would put off most dominants because they don't want to have to "tame" a sub. I would like to say that I am SO glad my last entry comes across that way because any dominant who doesn't want to put in the effort to earn my submission won't get it.
You can accuse me of being on the "wrong" side of the whip, but I'm on the side of the whip that I want to be on.
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Note: Following entry contains a rant and a list of suggestions. If you can laugh at yourself and/or want a leg up, please, read on.
Some doms are so surprised when I talk back to them. They ask "Do you have a problem with addressing me as Sir?" and I'll tell them that yes, I do have a problem with addressing them as sir, seeing as I see no reason to submit to them. And I might tack a "yet" on the end, depending on who I'm talking to and how much I like them. And then they seem to think that just because they call themself a
dom I should submit to them. I'm not an idiot. I respect myself, and I
pick who I submit to.
Some act surprised when I don't respond to their messages that demand I go to wherever they are. I'm sorry, but I can't hop on a plane to Indiana or Uzbekistan right now. I have class in the morning, and if I'm going to get into Stanford or UC Berkeley to study physics, I need to have good grades, and I don't see how flying to Indiana tonight is going to help my GPA. SOL, buddy.
Then there are the doms who aren't dom enough to be able to handle me teasing them. I'm sorry, but if you see me teasing you as a serious threat to your dominance, you need to get some huevos.
There's also the doms that try to lure me to them with explicit descriptions of scenes they want to try. While that might work on other girls, it annoys me.
If you want to have a decent chance of getting my attention, you need to:
-be witty
-be intellectual but not too serious
-have a passion for music
-be humble
-be confident
-have an ego smaller than Earth's moon-but big enough that I can pet it effectively
-not need constant ego stroking-while I have no problem with occasionally petting egos, if you need constant ego petting, go stroke it yourself
-get nerdy/slightly nerdy jokes-and find them humerous
-be single--I don't do poly or open relationships
-be patient--I get kinda skittish sometimes
-be creative--I'm not talking just in the bedroom, I'm talking in general. If you can't look at a fork and in less than 2 minutes come up with at least 5 different uses for it that don't include kinky uses, you'll need to find some other way to prove that you're creative.
-be able to adapt/take things in stride--I say some weird things. If you don't get it, ask me what I meant and I'll explain it.
And that's pretty much as good of a list of suggestions on how to get onto my radar as I can give right now.
Did I mention the doms that complain that subs won't submit to them when they try to collar subs after chatting for 5 minutes? The more tolerable doms that fall into this category--I call them pouncers--will try to collar after several hours. They all annoy me. I am a huge fan of the Jane Goodall approach. If you don't know who Jane Goodall is, look her up. Building a relationship with a sub takes much more than a few hours. It takes weeks, sometimes months or even years. I've bucked off all of the pouncers that tried to collar me, and lots of them didn't like it.
Oh, and then there are the doms that try to get me to submit to them by telling me that I'm a worthless whore/slut. I don't know what planet they're from, or how this strategy is supposed to work, but it's annoying. Calling me a worthless whore or telling me that I'm not nearly as smart as I think I am--I have papers to back me up--is a path to my bad side. Which you don't want to see. It scares lots of people.
Also, there are the doms that make some fairly vague statements about themselves that don't really say much about them as a person and then tack "If you have any questions, just ask me" on to the end of their profile/About Me blurb. I won't have any questions for you because you didn't say anything that caught my interest, smarty pants. Specifics are good, they give starting points for questions to form from.
Anywho, end o' rant/giving advice. Compliments, comments, and complaints are welcome. I know I'm kinda in-your-face, but that's part of who I am. If I like you, I might just tone it down some. While I'm likely to glare at the complainers, I will listen to their complaints and respond according to the tone of their complaint. And any women who read this, please message me with your thoughts as well.
PS-Whoever can tell me why Dr. Frank-N-Furter is sexy gets brownie points.
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To all the people who say almost nothing in their profile other than "Any questions, just ask", you get swatted with a giant rolled up newspaper. People won't know what to ask you about unless you tell them something!
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Blah. Just got my wisdom teeth taken out. Doesn't hurt too much actually. Maybe I'll just take one Vicodin later. And I'm not loopy or anything! Yay!
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Sorry I failed to mention this earlier, I'm under consideration.
Oh, and good grammar, spelling, and mechanics are incredibly sexy.
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Today started out with me going to bed around 1 am, getting up at 5:30 so I could be ready to leave my house at 6:30 should one of my friends be able to come pick me up to take me to work. (I had my fingers crossed that someone would show. My ride wasn't exactly set up. ^ ^;) Around 8am, I call my boss. Turns out that everyone was at work already, so I went back to bed pissed because I didn't have a ride, mom wouldn't take me, and I felt like I'd let my coworkers down. I'm something of a heavy lifter in terms of work load, so they really need me. Plus, I'm probably not going to be paid for a full week this week because I will only be there for Thursday and Friday. I wasn't there Monday or Tuesday because of appointments.
However, today is not entirely pointless. I found out what paperwork I need to register for classes, and I'm talking to the bigger schools that I'm looking at transferring to so I can find out if my community college credits will transfer. I have made progress! Mwahahaha!
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I'm working through August 8th, so it might take me a little while to respond to messages on here. I'm thinking I might stop looking for a little bit, recalibrate, start the fall semester, and then come back in September or October. All you people that can contact me via places that aren't CM, you'll be able to talk to me there. I need to sort some shit out.
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A fairly accurate description of me would be to take Juno's character, from the recent movie, add at least 30 points to her IQ, make her more cultured and not preggers, and you've pretty much got me.
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So, I'm not owned anymore.
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I'm going to be on vacation until the 26th, so if I take a while to respond to any messages, that's why. And I don't think my cousin would want me to visit CM on her computer, either.
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If I seem alternately happy/giddy and depressed, it's not Manic Depression or something. I just found out today that I totally bombed the AP Calculus exam;that's why I would seem depressed. If I seem happy or giddy, it's more than likely because I recently talked with a funeral home to see if I can get a job there. (I've been meaning to call local funeral homes about a job for the last couple of months or so, so I'm really psyched about doing this.)
I don't eat when I'm depressed. I listen to Goth Rock and call funeral homes to see if they have a job for me.
Now I'm going to go look up what it takes to become a bartender and what I have to do to become a funeral home director.
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As of sometime between midnight and 4am this morning, I've been owned. So, for all the people hoping to do that, I'm no longer available. This means that I've handed over my leash to someone.
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Btw, long hair, nails, piercings, tats, they're all hot.
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NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! 16Volt and Bella Morte are BOTH going to be IN TOWN, TOMORROW NIGHT. And I'm going to be stuck at Sea World San Antonio. *pouts angrily* Oh, and the show's 21+. *grumbles*
Btw, 16Volt and Bella Morte are bands that I really like. I mean, really like. Almost-as-much-as-I-like-Dope like. (Dope the industrial rock/metal band. They've been my favorite band for the last year.)
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So, to clarify, I'm not a doormat.
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Jesus Christ, this is flattering yet overwhelming. If you're looking for a slavegirl to lick the bottom of your shoe, it's not me. I will not be a slave. My submission is a gift, and I will be the one to decide if I'm going to give it to you. You can't just take it.
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To clarify, good grammar is going to up your chances of actually striking up a conversation. And conversations about something other than BDSM are nice. Also, articulate, witty guys with good grammar are definitely going to attract my attention. I live in Texas. I talk to hicks all the time. I'm looking for someone that makes me use my brain. I'm tired of not using my brain. I'm a hell of a lot more than just a pretty face.
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I respond to my mail, so feel free to email me or something. And no penis pictures please.
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Wow. People on here respond quickly. O.O
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So, just to clarify, I am not interested in:
-men over 30
-a 24/7 D/s relationship ( I would be the WORST slave ever, I promise. I would rebel so much.)
-someone who wants to break my spirit (You try to "break" me, and I will react like a cornered animal. I've spent so much of my life putting myself back together, I'm not about to let you break me apart. That's happened already, and I'm still recovering.)
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